Wang Jing's face immediately turned crimson, and she threw down the notebook in her hand, then got up, and went out completely without saying a word, went to open the door of her own dormitory, and then entered the house.

Wang Jing's set of actions is simply smooth, there is no mud and water at all, but the madman understands that he just said the wrong thing, and even the moment he said Fang Cai's words, he also remembered that Wang Jing was only wearing a pair of lace panties, so he helplessly looked for wine bottles under the bed, and found half a bottle of wine in many wine bottles, so he drank a few sips, and after a long while, even the afterglow of the sunset was about to leave this world, so he mustered up the courage, gently knocked on the wall three times, and whispered: " I'm sorry. ”

Although the madman couldn't see Wang Jing's appearance at this time, after all, there was a wall, but Wang Jing replied in a voice that was neither big nor small: "It's nothing, I'm reading, I don't have time to pay attention to you." ”

The madman was relieved when he heard this, so he picked up the notebook again and recorded this incident completely unchanged, but for some reason, his heart was full of Wang Jing She was only wearing a pair of underwear at that time, is this the so-called man? It seems to be the nature of men, right? But why do people say it's evil? He began to rack his brains on this question, but he didn't understand the reason.

It's just that when it's very late, it's already dark, and he doesn't plan to go out to eat, so he closes the door, and takes himself off naked, and then lies on the bed, listening to the buzzing of the fan, but suddenly thinks of something, so he took out a plastic bag at the head of the bed, and turned out the pen wrapped in a handkerchief, which was once torn apart, but now it is intact, and after reading it for a long time, he saw two letters, one of which had no letterhead in it at all, and both letters were given to him by Lili, So in an instant, I was full of thoughts, thinking, tomorrow, tomorrow, tomorrow, maybe Lili will reply to his message, and then I will go to work with Lili?

But are things really going to be that rosy? The fact is that he is looking forward to the same thing every day, but the beauty has not happened, so at this moment, he is even more thoughtful, but in our world, some things are really weird, such as Wang Jing next door now, she is very weird now.

She actually banged on the wall again, wanting to chat with the madman, as if in the afternoon under the sunset, the madman said a very offensive word, as if it had never happened, but it was not like this, and Wang Jing was softly asking the madman why he had tattoos on his body.

The madman lit a cigarette and smoked numbly, thinking, should he tell Wang Jing that he himself was not a good thing at all? Is blackmail, blackmail, group fighting, stealing, etc. all evil? Of course not, so the madman replied to Wang Jing very perfunctorily, saying that he used to think that tattoos were fun, so he tattooed one on his chest.

But Wang Jing didn't seem to understand the madman's mood at the moment, and he kept asking the bottom of the matter, asking if the tattoo hurt or something, and the madman just replied very perfunctorily that the tattoo must hurt, but if you really talk about it, it doesn't hurt very much, that is, smoking a few cigarettes and gritting your teeth for more than three hours, it's not a big deal.

But I don't know why, Wang Jing's next words directly turned one hundred and eighty degrees, as if she was talking to herself, because there was no connection with the tattoo at all, because Wang Jing was actually whispering about her own past.

Wang Jing whispered next door, in fact, she herself was not a good girl, originally she studied quite well, and her family liked her very much, and she herself thought that she would be able to be a useful talent to society in the future, her dream was to be a scientist in the future, or a journalist, or even want to write a book.

But there is one thing that completely changed her own life, this matter has to start from the beginning, Wang Jing said that her own family is very poor, so almost all of her own tuition fees are borrowed by her family, and the conditions of the family are really very poor, so the state needs to help the poor every year to give some food.

The state would give a large barrel of cooking oil every year, sometimes two bags of white flour, sometimes four bags, and would also give two hundred or four hundred yuan in cash, but four years ago, on the eve of the Chinese New Year, a week before the state poverty alleviation, the village chief came to their house and told her parents something about poverty alleviation, in short, it was related to poverty alleviation.

She herself didn't know what was going on at the time, until a few days later, she was taken to the village chief's house by her own mother, no matter how she cried, it was useless, she cried for a long time, and even begging God for blessing was useless, she was ruined by the old village chief in her sixties, and since then, whether it was a scientist, a journalist or a book, all her dreams were shattered, she no longer went to school, she just cried all day, and she didn't know how long she cried, but she knew that the Chinese New Year that year was the saddest year of her life.

Even after more than half a year of this incident, she learned from her neighbors that it was the village chief who threatened her parents, saying that if she did not give herself to the village chief, the village chief would not report to the village chief that their family was a poor household, so that they would not be able to get the state's poverty alleviation assistance, so that their family would not have a good life for many years.

So then she went to the fields with her father and mother every day to do farm work, and even wanted to commit suicide every night, but when the Chinese New Year was about to be celebrated again, her mother took her to the village chief's house again, and she was ruined again, so their family received poverty alleviation assistance from the state, even more than in previous years, but it was useless for her to cry herself.

Even in the end, the village chief will often swagger to her own home, spoil her, she is pregnant, the village chief and her parents panicked, her belly is getting bigger day by day, and finally the village chief pays for it, she goes to the hospital to beat the child, after beating the child, it hurts, the lower body hurts like a fire, and it hurts for a long time.

In the end, her own uncle knew everything, and went with her aunt to borrow a few thousand yuan and send her to a technical school, originally her parents did not allow her uncle to do this, but her uncle said that if she was not sent to a technical school, she would go to the province to complain, and her uncle's statement made the village chief and her parents afraid, so she entered the technical school.

But at school, no one looked up to her, because whether it was the people in the village or the children of the technical school, they all knew her, they all said that she was a cheap person, excluded her, even beat her, and tore her clothes, she just cried, just wanted to die, so after coming out to work, she asked the old employees in the company how to find a job, but her classmates also told other old employees about her, and then some old employees even asked her how much money once.

But anyway, she finally inquired about the process of how to find a job, which was told to her by an eldest sister, so after she got the first month's salary, she didn't care about half a month's salary in the company at all, and went out directly to find a job, rent a house, and then met the crazy man.

At present, Wang Jing next door should be crying, because her voice is a little whimpering, she has now finished this simple and terrifying story, the madman has been smoking a cigarette, listening quietly, this will make her stop talking for a while, can only hear a slight sob.

Only then did the madman take a puff of his cigarette and whisper, "Are your parents just your child?" ”

She still seemed to be sobbing: "There are two younger brothers. ”

The madman sighed, because he understood, is patriarchal over daughters, because girls are loss-making businesses, and now for her parents, it seems that Wang Jing can make money, but in this matter, did Wang Jing's parents really do it right? I don't know, I really don't know.

The madman would comfort her softly: "Don't be sad, don't be sad, all the pain and heartbreak, it was all yesterday, yesterday, it's over, you are living today, don't think about those things." ”

However, can this sentence really comfort Wang Jing? Obviously not, the madman understands this very well, he himself is not Wang Jing, he has never experienced such a terrible thing at all, and he does not understand Wang Jing's despair and helplessness at that time, so he can only understand something from the slight sobbing sound she has next door, and she once faced this terrible thing, the kind of despair that can shatter her soul and consciousness in an instant.

Yes, at that moment, she must have been desperate to the point of describability, and now that she had found her first confidant, the madman immediately picked up the pen, yes, he needed to record it in a notebook, it was a very, very terrible thing, and a story that could break everyone's heart instantly.

Wang Jing whispered to herself next door: "Crazy, you shouldn't dislike me, right?" Saying I'm a slut, I thought you would be different from others, and it turns out that you will dislike me too......"

The madman immediately stopped the pen in his hand and whispered: "What do you think, I think, this matter is not your fault, but the world is wrong, I can tell you with complete certainty, you really did nothing wrong, you are beautiful, so beautiful that in an instant I can make me forget myself, tomorrow will be better, believe me." ”

Maybe it's a madman, and his words also indirectly offended her? She didn't say a word next door, so the madman was even more restless at the moment, and couldn't calm down to take notes, so he picked up the wine bottle, took a few sips of liquor, and then began to talk to himself softly, in short, the madman said a lot, but all of them were his own ugly things, really those unknown ugly things before.