Chapter Eighty-Three: The Past
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"I'll tell you a story......
Saying this, I fell silent, thinking about the story of my past life.
The river of memories goes back ten years, and the past slowly comes to mind.
Found it - on the dark surface of the lake, a golden light suddenly jumped out, and the dazzling light pierced the soul.
"Jian and I are twins, I was born a few seconds first, and then I became an older brother, and when he came out a few seconds later, I became a younger brother. The dragon god is a martial god family, but the eldest son does not have any talent in martial arts, in contrast, the younger brother has inherited the incomparably excellent talent in the bloodline, whether it is qi or understanding, it can be comparable to the best generations of ancestors of the dragon god family for thousands of years...... "I was silent for a moment, and said softly," Human nature, compared to the eldest son who has no talent, or the second son who can definitely inherit the martial god Taoist system, is more worthy of attention, so whether it is a father or a grandfather, they love the key more, and in comparison, my mother and grandmother are a little better to me...... You know, God is still very fair, although I don't have any talent for martial arts, but I am a little smarter than ordinary people, when I was about two or three years old, I realized for the first time that I was different from Key, he would one day become a martial god like my father and grandfather, and I was destined to not be able to introduce even a trace of Qi into my body. β
So I refused to continue to receive daily counseling, and I did not want to listen to my father's teachings anymore, but my father only hesitated for a moment and agreed, and that was the first time in my life that I gave myself an idea. "I looked at the sky, the sky in Kumi Town was blue and clear, calm and quiet," I threw aside the toys my mother had bought and asked her to teach me how to read, and then I began to read the books in my mother's room, read preschool books, and then I began to learn more things, as long as it was zΓ i, I had to learn everything, music, chess, waka, tea ceremony, mathematics...... Day after day, year after year, under my father's arrangement, Jian is laying a more and more solid foundation for his martial god path, and I am still learning everything I can learn, and my only purpose in learning these at that time was to prove that I am better than Jian in everything except martial arts, and even martial arts theory and martial arts literacy, I will not lose to him...... Gradually, the reputation of the genius became more and more famous, and I also got pleasure and satisfaction from the praise of neighbors and friends in the competition, and every time I looked at the key, my heart would be full of pride, he was just an orangutan with a little limbs......"
"Then, when he reached the age of going to school, for some reason, Jian cried and dragged on for a year, so he was one grade lower than me, presumably afraid of the most intuitive comparison...... At school, I was able to deal with my classmates with the social knowledge I learned from books, and after half a semester I was the center of attention of the whole school, which was normal, I wanted to do my best in everything, and I would do my best in everything. β
"My favorite thing to do at that time was to walk around with a key, and I liked that feeling, because when brothers of the same age walked together, the huge difference in speech and demeanor could fully satisfy my vanity, and I was in front of him as an omniscient and omnipotent brother, I knew everything, I was better than him, and he, even if I caricatured him as a gorilla, would only touch his head and giggle. I remembered the past, smiled reminiscingly, and after taking a deep breath, I said slowly, "Until one day, when I took him on a hike in the mountains, he seemed very uneasy and said that there would be youkai inside." At that time, I had not come into contact with the dark side of the world, and immediately refuted his timidity and superstition from a scientific point of view, but ......"
"However, we did encounter youkai. Although it was just a youkai who couldn't even speak, it was not something that two six-year-olds could compete with, and I looked at the fox's hideous claws, bloodthirsty breath, and groggy in my head...... Ha, I was scared and fainted, and the last picture before I fell unconscious was the key blocking me horizontally. β
"When I woke up again, I was already lying on the hospital bed, Miss Nanase Love, who was guarding the bedside, told me that after the key injured the fox demon in the raid, he ran a few kilometers on my back on my back, and finally got help, he was hit by a claw of the demon fox, injured on the back, the bones were exposed, and ran all the way for a long time, fortunately, the internal breath has quite a foundation, but it is still in the emergency rescue. β
"In front of the operating room, I was stopped, my father didn't say anything, just patted me on the head, my mother hugged me, and cried in a low voice, no one blamed me, but my heart was filled with great love, if the key died, what would I do, if the key was not dead, what could I do? At that moment, I felt that what I had been doing all these years was a joke, shame, anger, regret, helplessness...... I was blessed in that moment and understood what I had to do. β
"When they asked me where I met the yokai, I pointed them in the wrong direction. β
"I persuaded my parents to stay in the hospital, asked an uncle from the hospital to send me home, and then called my mother and told her that I wanted to sleep for a while, and then I sat on the sand in the living room, closed my eyes, and recalled what I had learned and what I had seen and heard over the years, picking out the knowledge I needed most now. β
"I dismantled the microwave oven at home, found some other electrical appliances, and made a rudimentary emp bomb and three napalm bombs in the chemical laboratory prepared for me at home, and I began to prepare my revenge plan, over and over again, until it was seamless, and I saw that my brain was becoming clearer and clearer, and every loophole was filled in my thinking, and from the beginning to the end, two points and one line, I was going to kill that monster. Even if it's a terrible monster, I'm going to kill it, even if I'm a weak child, I'm going to kill it, no matter who it is, no matter how strong it is, no matter how weak I am, no matter what, I'm going to kill it......"
"I packed all the props into a bag, rolled out my own modified children's mountain bike, crashed it into the propulsion as fast as I could, and left the house. Back in the forest, I sprayed my body with the medicine I had concocted, and it couldn't find me. I took out the magnetic field detector again, and before I met the yokai, the compass I carried used to rotate wildly, so I prepared the emp bomb and prepared the magnetic field detector, which was the first time I tried to make these props myself, and it turned out to be very successful. β
"Maybe it was predestined by God? I didn't see it, but I did show its nest first. β
"There were three little foxes in the lair, and they looked at me, and let out a low roar that was half threatening and half threatening, and looking at them, a terrible thought suddenly arose in my heart, which grew like vines, and instantly wrapped my heart. β
"I turned away, found a good place, and dug a deep pit with a short knife in my backpack. The knife was my father's collection, it was incomparably sharp, and it was not heavy, and it was inserted into the soil like cutting tofu. I laid out a modified knife trap according to the knowledge in my head, and then carefully arranged the EMP bomb and a napalm...... I revised the original plan and started a new arrangement based on it again. β
"When I had finished arranging, I went into the fox's lair again, broke the limbs of the little foxes, took out one of them, cut off one of its front legs with a knife, hung it from a tree, and let it cry. β
"I hid from afar, disguised myself, and watched through my binoculars. β
Soon after, the fox demon came, and with a lame leg, as if it had been a wound from the previous one, ran anxiously to the bottom of the tree, and with a desperate cry, and jumped upwards to save its child. β
"Then I pressed the switch, the rope broke, and the EMP bomb on the young beast and the branch fell at the same time, and then detonated. β
"Wearing special protective sunglasses, I can clearly see that under the attack of the electromagnetic pulse, its body twisted, wailing in pain, and even the surface of the body has burned, but this is not over, after the switch fluctuates, a series of Karakuri are born at the same time, several logs supporting the ground fall at the same time, it and its children fall into the trap at the same time, the blade pierces their bodies, and then, the napalm detonates at the same time, and the flames instantly engulf the entire trap. β
"I didn't expect this one trap to kill it, in fact, when it escaped scarred, a second napalm detonated, and the point of detonation was in its old lair, where it still had its children. β
"The best thing to do is for it to burst into the nest and collapse the whole cave, but I don't want it to die so cheaply. β
"After it had rushed out of the fire with the child's corpse in its mouth, I stood up, picked up its last cub, and cried defiantlyβit fell in the way that pounced on me, and seven or eight trees fell in succession, crushing it underneath. β
"After several hours from the implementation of the plan to the decision of the overall situation, when it was finally determined that it had no power to resist, I finally sat down softly against a big tree, relieved, only to find that I was already soaked in sweat. Cold and hungry, but unexpectedly calm, I took the rest of its young beast with broken legs, hung it from a tree, and meticulously skinned its children alive in its presence. I had seen a local hunter uncle in a wooded area who had skinned rabbits until the general technique and order, and as long as I recalled it three or four times, I could do it almost perfectly. "I calmly recounted the past, and to this day, I can face up to myself back then, without a trace of turmoil in my heart," watching this qiΔ, it first roared with intimidation, then out of the sorrow of pleading, and finally cornet in despair, this qiΔ I saw in my eyes, and there was only happiness in my heart. β
"Finally, I held its head, propped up its eyelids, forced it to look into my eyes, and then slowly cut its neck with a knife, and in its eyes I saw a lot of things, despair, fear, anger, sadness...... I saw emotions that I didn't think youkai would have......" I whispered, "From that moment, I suddenly understood that it is not only a man-eating and ferocious youkai, it has its own joys, sorrows, and important things, which can be exploited, it will feel scared, so it will be tamed and suppressed, and if all youkai are like this, then there is a way to make them suffer, make them cry, make them afraid, make them sad, and make them afraid of me...... There's nothing that can't be defeated, there's nothing that can't be killed, even if it's a cruel youkai, there will be instinctive affection, and there will also be a fear of death, as long as there is a zΓ i weakness, it can be exploited. β
I whispered, "After going through a lot of things, I realized that I could be friends with youkai." β
"This incident has given me several revelations, one of which is that there is nothing in this world that cannot be killed, and since it exists in this world, then there must be a way to kill it in this world. Second, this world is within reach of an inexhaustible supply of powerful weapons, and only a sufficiently dexterous brain and body need to use them. Third, wisdom is my most reliable weapon, it can not only allow me to use the power to destroy a strong enemy, but also to plan and point to the hearts of the people, the fourth ......" I looked at Hachiyo and smiled slightly, "Even if I don't have the talent to learn martial arts, I can protect my younger brother." β
"So from then on, I threw all the useless books and materials in the garbage, history, art, music, literature...... All this was rolled aside, and from then on I was only focused on exploring the secrets of this world, exploring how to do more with a fragile human body, and the things I made became more and more dangerous, and the more and more knowledge I learned, and the materials I needed became more and more terrifying, and a schoolboy needed heavy water, which was ridiculous, right? I gave me a wistful, sighing look, "Just then, a door quietly opened to me...... It was named the world by me. β
"It was many years later that I realized that that ability is called utopian manifestation on the mystical side, and that in the 'world', everything can be embodied by the knowledge I have, and the time it takes depends only on whether it is complex or not. In such a world, I am like a fish in water, slowly building a kingdom of steel, from home-made copycat weapons to industrially produced standard equipment, the technology tree is slowly catching up with the modern level, I am still not satisfied, because this is far from enough, I want to become stronger, because nuclear bombs can't kill the Martial God Emperor, I need more nuclear bombs. I winked at Hayachiyo, "That's right, the beginning of a qiΔ is because the key is in front of me, and because he was seriously injured, my brother was born into this world earlier than my brother, so I should shoulder the responsibility of protecting my brother, and not having martial arts talent is not a reason to hide behind, I have ten thousand reasons to stand in front of him." β
"That incident was the first turning point in my life, and since then I have realized that there is no point in proving that I am better than my brother, and that it is my brother's mission to let my younger relatives live happily and healthily. Michiyo and I have different beliefs and different paths in life, but I think we have the same position on this point. I patted Hayachiyo's head and smiled slightly, "So you can rely on me like your sister, because that's the reason why we're getting stronger, even if we break the sky, we will support you." β
Hayachiyo looked at me in silence, tears slowly filling her eyes.
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