One hundred and twenty
But? But? But who is a madman, maybe everyone has always misunderstood what they know about him, right? The madman is not a good person in the first place, but he has hidden himself in recent years, so the madman laughed directly: "Fuck you! ”
That's right, the madman deliberately raised his voice at the moment, and she was stunned for a moment, maybe she had never seen this kind of madman who touched the girl's bottom line several times, so she didn't know what to say now?
Anyway, she just didn't speak now, but the madman continued to speak: "Today, the team leader gave me a day off, and the two of us can sit here and surf the Internet." ”
After the madman finished speaking, he didn't get her permission at all, so he went directly to the account desk to open a card, and then sat next to her, smoking a cigarette and watching anime, and she continued to watch her TV, and the two went out to eat together at noon, anyway, the two didn't say a word, of course, the meal money was paid by the madman, and then returned to the Internet café, until the evening, the two didn't say a word, and this went to the residential area.
At this time, the residential area is full of people, after all, it is night, and the maniac's mobile phone has no power, and it can only last for a few seconds after it is turned on, which will automatically shut down because of the low battery, but you can also see the time, it is already about twenty-one at night.
Only then did the madman speak to her: "Call your roommate, ask her to pick you up, and I'm going to hand you over to her." ”
She sneered: "My phone is out of battery." ”
"Simple, you take me to your rental house, now, immediately."
Yes, the madman's words were almost like some kind of command at the moment, but she didn't obey this order, she just said: "I refuse, these three words, you taught me." ”
After hearing this, the madman laughed: "Be careful, I will take you to the police duty room and hand you over to the police." ”
Her face changed: "What do you mean?" ”
The madman didn't speak, and directly grabbed her arm, but this skin is so soft and extremely soft, this feel is simply breathtaking, fortunately, the madman has a very strong concentration, and understands that if she is the second Jing, she will definitely choose to commit suicide, so at this moment, he will definitely not be greedy for the pleasure of this moment, and this is just to save himself from being extremely ignorant, yes, he used this reason to convince himself, and this reason really works, and it really convinces himself.
She didn't want to leave, saying that the madman pulled her arm, but the madman didn't care? No, he cared, so he started babbling nonsense, saying that he would definitely work very, very hard tomorrow, and that he would definitely listen to her maître d'être......
That's right, the madman said a lot to her, and finally under this kind of soft grinding and hard foaming, she relented, and then found her own door, and the madman also bought her fruit ice cream, which was very expensive, and it cost more than a dozen yuan, and she went home happily, but he thought that he had finally sent her to where she should go.
And the whole process of sending her home was just wandering around for more than an hour in this dirty and noisy residential area, so now the madman feels tired and sits in his rental house.
This rental house is still the same, noisy outside, and inside it is like an oven, under the dim light, the tattered little fan, buzzing with hot air, and he, at this time, drinking Beijing Erguotou, is still the most intense 65 degrees, every bite, as if telling his inferiority.
That's right, the inferiority complex in the heart of the spirits, the deep inferiority, he understands that this small and stuffy room where cockroaches crawl around can't keep Zhou Yaping at all, Zhou Yaping is a heartthrob, so when he really can't make any breakthrough, Zhou Yaping will definitely become the second Jing, it's really like this, this is originally the rule of our world, all people will only keep up with a better life, the so-called people go to high places, water flows to low places, so people, no matter who they are, will only pursue the same dream in the end, That's money.
Of course, he also thought about whether he would make a breakthrough after asking Zhou Yaping, become a rich man, and not let his feelings repeat the mistakes of the past again, but he understood very well that the so-called breakthrough was not easy? If you don't win the lottery, or have some luck, in fact, you can't turn over in this life, in our world, the capitalists and the top of the country, just want all the poor to keep to themselves, be good slaves, and the top and the capitalists are unscrupulous, whether it is the so-called legal or illegal will be used, so break through yourself, become rich, become a ruthless villain, there is no other path at all.
But he didn't want to be a wicked person, he couldn't do it, so he could only give up this happiness that only needed to reach out and reach...... He let out a long sigh, then lit a cigarette, looked at the charging phone next to him, and quickly packed his things.
Yes, I want to leave here, I am afraid, I am afraid of this sudden happiness, I am afraid that this sudden happiness will repeat the mistakes of the past, then I will definitely collapse completely, and I will definitely commit suicide, because strictly speaking, Zhou Yaping and Jing are not at the same level, Zhou Yaping is like a fairy in the sky, and her whole body exudes a special fairy aura, of course, this has to remove the taste in her mouth once, hehe.
In fact, I don't have anything to pack, a plastic bag, pens and notebooks, and a few broken clothes, as for the quilt or something, it's actually not worth much, all the daily necessities here add up, it's just more than a hundred yuan, for this more than 100 yuan, it's definitely not good to carry a large bag and a small bag.
So after cleaning up, this goes out, and even the door of the room is wide open, because there is no need to lock it, and there is no so-called important thing in the room, just a pile of broken garbage? No, in fact, there are a few diaries that I have written, but I don't want to, but at this moment, I suddenly remembered that I used to be in the Internet company, and I still said with confidence that I must keep all the diaries forever, and now I am really much changed compared to yesterday, not only perfunctory, but even to others has been full of lies.
When I walked out of the house, I didn't even say goodbye to any neighbors, but it wasn't that I didn't want to say goodbye to my neighbors, but I didn't have any neighbors at all, in fact, I didn't know anyone, so at this moment, walking in this extremely dark alley, smelling the stench, and even having mosquitoes buzzing around me, this place is really disgusting, but why should I be happy when I think that I am about to leave here?
No, I wasn't happy at all, but on the contrary, I was melancholy, even gritting my teeth and smoking a cigarette, my cheeks were sour, my nose was sour, and my eyes were starting to be sour, was I going to cry? Do you feel that you are weak and incompetent, that you don't have the courage? Or do you feel like you're just envious? No, hating the rich? Hate only those rich people, this can keep fairies like Zhou Yaping forever? That's right, it must be hating the rich and hating them to death, why all happiness only belongs to the rich, and the poor have been working hard, but why, while still getting nothing, they still have to be called stupid by the rich?
Damn it! Yes, the madman curses in his heart, but the swearing does not play any role at all in our world, because he understands that if the swearing has the so-called effect, then the rich people, even the top of the world, will die long ago, because he believes that in any corner of this world, there are all poor people like himself who are desperate to the point of losing their souls, and these poor people who work hard day and night must have cursed the rich people and the world leaders in their hearts to a greater or lesser extent.
Hehe, and now, the madman cried, and suddenly burst into tears, this time, he cried in the real sense because he was poor, because he understood that if he was a rich man, he would have accepted Zhou Yaping's love a long time ago, because money can really keep her, and even bring her the happiness she wants.
But? Now at this moment, my incompetent self, who has no money, can only carry my own plastic bag, my heart aches, crying, and slowly leave this residential area with helplessness.
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After leaving the residential area, the madman walked blindly on the long street that was brightly lit and seemed to be uninhabited, completely unaware of where he was going, but as if he knew where he was going, he just wanted to find a cleaner place, a place where there were no idiots like Zhou Yaping, yes, that's it.
In fact, there are also reports on the news that the earth is warming up, which is caused by a large number of factories, but without factories, there are about 7.7 billion people in the world, at least about 7.5 billion people have to starve to death, right? Because these 7.5 billion or so people are poor, laborers, and slaves!
It's confusing, and I don't know at all how our common ancestors six million years ago survived in a world without factories, and then how did our direct ancestors survive about three million years ago? At that time, there was no concept of money, and even to put it mildly, just a few hundred years ago, there was no such thing as a factory in our world, so how did people survive hundreds of years ago? Why now, once there are no factories, almost all people have to starve to death because they don't have money? Or why, all of a sudden, in a civilization that claims to have entered a high level of equality, have almost all of us become legal slaves?
Yes, now madmen just think that it is not that God does not give them happiness, but that some people deliberately or simply say that they are malicious, depriving themselves of happiness, depriving themselves of their personality and dignity, and even depriving themselves of all the value and meaning of life as human beings.