One hundred and twenty-three
Inexplicable, really inexplicable, simply inexplicable, although he was walking unconsciously, but he walked into the former Internet café, looking at the name of the Internet café, he instantly fell into greater melancholy, and fell into greater pain, the name of the Internet café is: Tiantian Internet Cafe.
Went straight into the Internet café, the computer furnishings inside are still the same, the dim lights are still the same, even the girl at the account desk is still the same, and it is also smoky, all of everything, all of them have not changed in any way, what the hell is going on? Could it be that I have gone back to a few years ago in this instant?
If that's the case, it's really outrageous, it's really outrageous, so I gritted my teeth and walked to the account that was basically the same: "Hey." ”
The girl at the account desk was stunned directly: "Wow! It's you, madman, long time no see? ”
The madman smiled bitterly, picked up the unfinished liquor in his hand, took a big sip, and said, "I haven't seen you for a long time, but you haven't changed at all." ”
The girl at the account desk smiled sweetly at the moment, took the ID card that the madman took out, and then opened the card, and then continued: "Your ID card is about to be eliminated, and now Internet cafes need second-generation ID cards, what kind of magnetic do you need to swipe." ”
The madman just smiled, but anyway, the account girl still gave him a card, and then continued to greet the girl at the account desk, and learned that she broke up with one of her boyfriends, it was a long time ago, and then the account girl asked the man what he had been doing all these years, and the man just said perfunctorily that after he left the network company, he worked in an electronics factory, and the security guard seemed to have done everything.
In short, the account girl said a lot of things to herself, but she didn't say anything, it was really a, it was a very trance feeling, so trance that she didn't know what she was, and then she asked for a bucket of instant noodles, or she took the boiling water at the original water dispenser, and really nothing changed, so this feeling is too indescribable, in short, it is like everything that has happened, in this moment, it is like yesterday.
Sitting on the edge of the computer, smoking cigarettes, eating unpalatable instant noodles, and even seeing the boy in yellow dirty clothes on the side, the boy at that time fell into this Internet café, relying on everyone's humble life to continue his own life, but in the end, according to the girl at the account desk, the boy was taken away by the police, of course, I can also remember the bucket of instant noodles I gave to the boy at that time.
And now? No, it's and now yesterday, in fact, Lili is sitting next to her, Lili is smirking, she is really just smiling silly, playing games with herself, and even with her roommates, it is red alert, it is half life, Lili will not, she even needs to teach her by herself, and even Lili is watching soap operas with a handful of snot and tears.
Yes...... These memories are really painful, all of a sudden, both cheeks, nose, eyes, and began to be sour again, and the heart hurts so much, I want to go back to the past, back to that moment when I have Lili, I will definitely make the most shameless decision, I will definitely possess her, and then I will pestering her for anything, I will never let her leave her world, I really won't say anything, in this way, I don't have to go through what happened later.
But now, tears are rolling in her eyes, and Lili only exists in her own mind, the person next to her is not Lili at all, it is another person watching a TV series, and he is a man he doesn't know at all, and even he smokes cigarettes, and laughs from time to time.
No, no, no, and Zhou Yaping, this girl who is extremely confused at this moment, has no idea what is good about herself, how can this guy be so difficult?
A few mouthfuls of instant noodles in a mess, this is another cigarette, the smoke passes through the lungs, a faint feeling of anesthesia, this is the special power of nicotine, which can temporarily calm your emotions? No, in fact, the mood can't be calmed down at all, so I can only take a big gulp of cigarettes and keep going like this.
After a while, I logged in to the chat software on the computer, and I was originally bent on telling Lili who was not online about her current situation, and even told her about my endless thoughts about her, and even wanted to tell her that she was currently in a former Internet café, and she could even close her eyes and see her happy appearance when she was playing games.
However, as soon as the chat software logged in, there was an avatar flashing immediately, and this avatar is still very familiar, but this is not Lili, this is Zhou Yaping, the mouse is placed on this flashing avatar, click on, this opens the chat dialog box with the little angel, the little angel said: Which fucking Internet café are you in? I'm going to look for you now, okay?
Then there was more news, but almost all of them started with these three words of fucking, he grinned bitterly, lit a cigarette again, and then directly clicked on Lili's gray-black avatar, and touched the pen in his short-sleeved chest pocket, which typed: Lili, I really miss you, now, I am in the Internet café where we used to be together, I don't know if you remember?
Then I put the chat software down, because Zhou Yaping has been sending messages, yes, after getting off the chat software, I was thinking about watching anime, but my mood was directly messed up, and it was completely messed up, so I was worried about Zhou Yaping, a girl, and so beautiful, wandering around alone outside, God knows how many demons in this world, or so many well-dressed beasts, what kind of ill intentions they have, and even what kind of vicious intentions they have.
So I logged in to the chat software again, yes, Zhou Yaping sent all the scolding words, and at present, these scolding words are much stronger than her vocabulary of scolding people at the morning meeting in the injection molding workshop, and even the dog days have come out.
The madman immediately gritted his teeth when he saw this, grinned, but his mood was still extremely complicated, and then continued to watch her scolding, even lighting a cigarette and smoking, and even drinking the liquor that he hadn't finished drinking next to him, just watching her scold, it was estimated that it would be five or six minutes later, right? I guess she is tired of scolding? So there's no movement? It's just that her avatar is still on, which proves that she is still in the Internet café.
The madman grinned and replied to her message: Foreman, have you scolded enough? Then hurry back to sleep, go to work tomorrow, don't run around outside, it's very dangerous outside, you know? If you listen to me, I'll go back, okay?
Originally, the madman thought that she would directly scold again, but God knows what she thought, and directly replied to the message: I haven't eaten for a day, I'm so hungry.
Sigh...... The madman gritted his teeth and let out a long sigh, not knowing how to answer her words at all, so he was thinking about what he was going to say so that she could go home and rest now, but suddenly she bounced a video conversation, and what was this going to take? Or don't pick it up? It's embarrassing.
Forget it, take it, right? At least see if she's okay now, if it's better, I'll be more at ease, so I took it, and immediately her appearance appeared in the picture, indeed, she was in that big Internet café, and she was wearing yesterday's clothes, she looked very beautiful and charming, but there seemed to be tears in her eyes, maybe it was just because of the reflection of the dim light, right?
But the madman directly picked up the wine bottle and took a sip, while she stared blankly at the other side, in short, she didn't speak, just sat in front of the computer, staring at his picture in the computer, and this will, the madman's eyes stared, because he saw what she seemed to be holding in her hand? It's just that the position of the camera is a little too high to illuminate, so I can't see clearly, it seems to be the ears of a plush toy?
So the madman took a puff of his cigarette and typed on the keyboard: What is it in your hand?
As soon as her body moved, she immediately saw that it was a white rabbit, a stuffed toy, and when she saw this, the madman instantly gritted her teeth and felt that she was about to collapse, and she was also typing on the keyboard, and soon the news came: my birthday present, from my boyfriend.
When the madman saw this, he replied directly: What is this, let me tell you, my home is a rental house, it is terrible small, it can only accommodate a broken bed, and it is like an oven in summer, and it is an ice cellar in winter, not only noisy, but also smells foul, and even cockroaches disturb people everywhere, those big cockroaches are the size of my thumb, they bite! I only have more than 4,000 yuan in my bank card, and I don't have a home. You don't look for your own happiness, what are you doing with me all the time? I'm afraid that you're so scared that you're leaving, and you don't want your salary for more than half a month, what else do you want?
On the other side, she laughed directly, yes, she actually laughed after seeing this text, and she immediately replied: I like your honest appearance, because no one around me has ever told me the truth, except you.
The madman picked up the bottle, took another sip, and then replied: Do you want to go back to your home, do you want to go to work tomorrow?
She sneered and replied: There is no tomorrow.
That's right, these are just five words that are extremely simple, but at this moment, these five extremely simple words, how can this seem so terrifying? No tomorrow? What does it mean that there is no tomorrow? So the madman wiped his face with his hands, and even rubbed his temples, and then continued to reply: Okay, you say, what should I do now?
She sneered: Come to me, you are asking for leave, and I will sign your fake note.
The madman gritted his teeth and entered: I refuse!
Then in the computer screen, she kneaded the fluffy rabbit in her hand, and typed with a sneer: Then I will have no tomorrow.
The madman immediately realized that the current Zhou Yaping seemed to be threatening himself with death, which was really how it felt, but the madman felt that he couldn't fall into her trap, because all of this was just for his incompetent and stupid self.
So he typed on the keyboard: Do you still need to watch the keyboard type when you type? It's not the same level as me at all, you see that when I type, not only do I just look at the computer screen, but even the speed is so fast that you can't imagine, right?