This change is mainly reflected in the attitude towards things themselves, for example, people often come up with a question that tests human nature, saying that there are two railroad tracks, one track has five children playing, and the other has three children playing, and it is at this time that a train suddenly comes, and he is at the hand gate, that is, he has the power to pronounce the fate of five children, or three children, and ordinary people will definitely choose to crush three children to death, let five children live, But the madman doesn't think so, if the train will crush five children if he doesn't use the brakes, then the madman will choose not to move, because the mistakes made by the five children, why let the three children bear it?

Another is that in anything that happens to a madman around him, once something regrets or even feels angry, the madman will not show anger or regret at the first time, but carefully analyze the essence of the problem, and finally come to a conclusion, instead of following the crowd, seeing others angry, they themselves will follow the anger, because the current madman feels that what many people call right is not necessarily right, or simply say that in our world, there is never any right or wrong.

Of course, Yaping doesn't know these things, so the life of a madman, that is, the boring and boring work, and then the end of work, taking notes, and even the most active copying, and for such a madman, Yaping did not show obvious dislike, on the contrary, she also supported the madman to copy books, she said that this is a good habit of liking to learn, and it is a habit of excellent talents.

So it's in this kind of life that time flies by, months later in the blink of an eye, and then the weather seems to be getting cooler recently, or you have started to need to wear a coat to go out, and the air conditioning in your home doesn't need to be turned on, which is a sign that winter is about to begin.

For the winter in this big city, in fact, the madman hates it very much, or rather, in the winter in this big city, for him, it seems that there is no good year except for the year with Lili, no, it seems that it is not right, it seems that he also spent a year with the security captain in the sales office, but that year was more sad.

Another is that in the winter in this big city, there is no snow at all, and there is an extremely cold wind howling everywhere, and even the cold wind will be mixed with cold rain, and this is also very scary, so strictly speaking, crazy people really hate winter.

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And in the blink of an eye, several days have passed, and the madman at this moment is in his rental house, also sitting on a tattered plastic chair, and in front of him is a small dilapidated desk, and there is a small desk lamp on the desk, the desk and chair are not valuable, as long as a few dozen dollars can be bought back, and the valuable thing is the table lamp, the table lamp can be changed in three colors, there are fluorescent colors and bright colors, the third is his favorite sunset color, this lamp cost more than 100 yuan at the time, but all this was bought by Yaping, It's also Yaping's own salary.

So now the madman is sitting on the edge of the desk, smoking a cigarette, the so-called diary of today has been written, so he is copying the book, and this "Zizhi Tongjian", he has copied to page 42, just this page is about Han Xin's worship, is smoking a cigarette, just copied to the original text: There is a drifting mother who sees the letter and is hungry, and eats.

Suddenly, his mobile phone rang, and it was the sound of a text message, but he only paid the phone bill yesterday, is it in arrears? After all, in general, there will be no text messages on my mobile phone, so I am a little curious, so I am ready to take the phone to take a look, but I haven't gotten it yet, but Yaping took it first.

In fact, Yaping also occasionally looked at his mobile phone, anyway, there was nothing unsightly in it, but now Yaping looked at this text message, and the happy expression that was originally watching TV suddenly became a little dignified, and he thought according to these clues that this text message should not be sent by a mobile company.

Could it be that this text message was sent by Lili? That's right, he thinks that in this world, the person who currently knows his own mobile phone number, except for Lili, is Yaping, and no one else knows at all, so he is also in an extremely complicated mood at the moment, if it is really a text message from Lili, what should I do? Since I was with Yaping, I had never thought about such a thing.

So he gritted his teeth, and then asked Yaping in an extremely complicated mood: "What text message?" ”

Yaping grinned: "I'm Jing, can you lend me a thousand yuan, I don't have a job, I have nowhere to go, I use it to rent a house and find a job, and I will pay you back the first month's salary, followed by a bank account." ”

In fact, Yaping read the content of the text message as it was, but the madman was in a mixed mood after hearing it, thinking about this matter seemed to be very difficult to deal with, he had never thought that such a thing would happen before, so he took the mobile phone, looked at the content of the text message, looked at the bank card number at the end of the text message, and lit a cigarette, so he didn't dare to speak for a long time.

But seriously, in fact, Yaping already knows everything about Jing, after all, Yaping has been listening to him tell stories recently, which can be regarded as a kind of forced questioning, right? But how do you reply to this text message now? Perhaps, is it that the current Jing has disturbed her life and should ignore her? But Jing is the first girl in her life, do you want to say more than a thousand yuan? It's a lot, but if you don't have a lot to say, that's it, right?

So the madman thought about it for a long time, and felt that he should ask Yaping's opinion, after all, it is now two people living, and Yaping also mentioned that the two of them will save some money together, and what kind of business will they do in the future, and they don't want to work all the time, they are too tired.

Therefore, he took out half a bottle of liquor from under the bed and took a sip, then continued to smoke a cigarette and said with a headache: "What do you think? ”

Yaping sneered: "The section chief has played with her, and I don't want her anymore, so I'm looking for you now?" I don't think I should pity her. ”

In fact, Yaping said nothing wrong, but he felt that things shouldn't be like this, so he smiled bitterly, then put down his mobile phone, gritted his teeth and continued to copy books, but I don't know why, this time I don't have the slightest intention of copying books, my heart is completely quiet, and the weather outside has become cold recently, judging by Jing's text messages, she doesn't have a rental house, which is really terrible, and Jing's family situation is too, she can't borrow any money at all.

That's right, now his mood is completely confused, and he doesn't know what to do at all, so he can't help but smoke cigarettes, and even look at the lamp on the desk in front of him, and even look at the crystal glass ashtray in front of him.

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And after a while, Yaping directly took the madman's mobile phone, directly dialed the phone number that sent the text message, and started a conversation with Jing directly, yes, Yaping also pressed the speakerphone, Yaping opened his mouth and said, I am the madman's girlfriend, he is now next to me, and is discussing whether to borrow this thousand yuan from you.

Then I heard Jing's voice, in fact, every day when I had just lost Jing, the madman was very, very looking forward to hearing Jing's voice, but now I don't know why, but I was very afraid of Jing's voice, but this is Jing's voice, Jing actually said sorry directly, saying that she really had no way to do this, if there was a way, she would not choose to contact the madman.

Then Yaping actually chatted with Jing and the two of them, in the process of chatting, the madman was smoking all the time, and drinking, but he also heard all the words of the whole conversation, in fact, Yaping has been questioning Jing some questions, Jing also answered truthfully, it turned out that Jing was not doing well at all, and the section chief did live with her, but the relationship only lasted for two months, and finally Jing was kicked out, and was fired from the company.

Jing looked for a new job after being fired, but she was afraid of being tired, so she resigned, in short, she resigned several times back and forth, so now she has no money on her, and her mobile phone is about to shut down, there is really no way, and then she remembered that she knew the phone number of the madman.

The madman was very heartbroken when he heard this, but he also understood that he was now a person with a girlfriend, and Yaping was also half of his life, so he couldn't just take care of his own feelings, so even if he smoked and drank stuffy wine, he just didn't speak.

In the end, Yaping actually asked Jing's bank card number which bank it was, Jing said that it was China Construction Bank, and Jing said that she hadn't eaten since yesterday.

Yaping hung up the phone, began to get dressed, and after getting dressed, she said: "I'll go and send her money, and you continue to copy books at home." ”

The madman grinned bitterly: "Are you crazy? It's the middle of the night, and we're going to go together. ”

Yaping just smiled after hearing this, yes, the madman will also get dressed, and then go out with Yaping, the two are taxis, although the madman is motion sick, but the road is not very far, ten minutes to arrive, this is on the edge of the automatic deposit machine of the Construction Bank, to Jing deposited 1,500 yuan, the madman didn't know what Yaping meant at all, but he didn't ask.

Anyway, after Yaping saved the money, she dialed Jing's phone number again, and then said: "The money has been deposited for you, you will check the account in a while, it is 1,500 yuan, you don't need to pay it back, don't call the crazy person again in the future." ”

After Yaping finished speaking, Jing may just snort, right? At this point, Yaping hung up the phone, and then looked at the madman coldly: "This emotional debt has passed, after all, she dumped you, and it's not that you don't want her anymore." ”

The madman just smiled bitterly after hearing this, because at this moment, he didn't know what to say to Yaping, but he thought that maybe Yaping's way of dealing with it was the most correct, and if it was himself, maybe he would handle things to a more troublesome point.