But the more I look at my diary, the bigger it becomes, but in the end, I don't think it's that difficult, right? After all, at that time when everyone didn't believe that they could write well with a pen, didn't they give up? It's even more because of finger cramps countless times when I write, and I didn't stick to it while crying? Even if my mother dropped the pen, isn't the fountain pen that used to be torn apart intact now?

Looking at the current notebook, although there is only a single punctuation text, it is very easy to recognize, and everyone is saying very good pen words, and suddenly there is a lot of power in the heart, so I took out a new notebook, and there are some new notebooks on this desk, which Yaping specially bought.

The notebook Yaping bought is much more expensive than the one she bought, or the leather cover, and there are patterns on it, it is a warm little house pattern, I used to be reluctant to use these notebooks, because I knew that they were very expensive, but now I really took out one, the pen dipped in ink, thinking about giving my book a name, but after thinking about it for a long time, I just can't think of what to name.

Smoking cigarettes in desperation, and even drinking liquor, but I can't think of what the name is good, the first thing I think of is that this is a story book that recalls my life, so I think of the most painful childhood, so I think this book should be called "Pain"?

No, no, no, "Pain" is really the first thing to see, which feels very painful, so I continued to smoke, and after a while, the small room was full of smoke, until this moment, Yaping really couldn't stand it, and directly put down the books in her hand, picked up the remote control of the air conditioner, and scolded while adjusting the air conditioner to ventilation mode: "You want to die?" No smoking, you look in this room for a while, what you've done. ”

The madman just giggled, because it seemed that he couldn't do anything else except giggle, but it was at this moment that a flash of inspiration suddenly occurred, Yaping? That's right, it's Yaping, and Jing, even Lili, and even Juan who once disappeared in the snow at the door of the Labor Bureau, and the female foreman of the hotel, all these memories are like a dam bursting in an instant, and the incomparably turbulent waves of water impact their entire inner world.

Then he looked at the pen in his hand, if he said that his past life must be interpreted in a few words, then love, isn't it the most perfect interpretation? And it was his life, so he smirked, and wrote four words directly on the first page of this very beautiful notebook, with the pen in his hand: love for a lifetime.

Yes, now that the title of the book has been decided, the next step is to write the content of the book, but? Where do you start writing this? Is it from the moment when you just have a memory? But after thinking about it for a long time, I finally felt that I really couldn't write, maybe this is what all the world calls that, everything is difficult at the beginning, right? Because there's really no way to put pen to paper.

In the end, she was smoking and drinking again, and Yaping couldn't stand herself anymore, so she put down the books in her hand again and said directly: "Get out and smoke." ”

The madman didn't make any rebuttal, just lit a cigarette again, and now Yaping seemed to be in a hurry, and he was ready to get out of bed to beat him, so he immediately got up with a smile, put down the pen, rushed out of the door with the cigarette, and closed the door, so he couldn't see Yaping's expression at present.

As for the outside of the door and in the room, they are two completely different worlds, outside the door is like a very, very huge oven, standing here even if it is only a short ten seconds, the whole person can be so hot that it completely collapses, this damn summer in the big city, it is really torturous.

But she doesn't seem to care at all at the moment, she just holds the cigarette in her hand and continues to smoke, and she doesn't know if Yaping is a little wrong now, so she directly opened the door again, this is to let the smoke in the room spread quickly, the madman looked at her, and then stood at the door and smoked, while saying: "If you are like this, the air conditioning in the room will run out." ”

But Yaping didn't care at all, just sat at the desk, as if she was looking at his notebook, or maybe she was also reading the title of the book "Love for a Life", right?

Anyway, the madman finished smoking his cigarettes, and Yaping was still sitting at the desk, so he went back to the room, lay on the bed, hugged the fluffy brown bear, and said lightly: "This brown bear is dirty, how should this thing be washed?" It doesn't seem to fit in the washing machine? ”

Yaping turned her head: "You are stupid, spend a dozen yuan and just throw it directly at the dry cleaner, how can it be as troublesome as you think." ”

"Oh."

Then the two stopped talking, anyway, after a long while, the smoke in the room did decrease a lot, but the temperature also rose not a little bit, in short, it made people feel hot, Yaping closed the door and let the air conditioner re-cool.

Then Yaping actually discussed with him the content of the book "Love for a Life", a madman, he must be bragging nonsense, saying that he wants to write everything about his previous life into it, and this is all the content of the whole book, and he will not make any fabrications or anything, saying that he doesn't have much imagination at all.

Originally, the madman thought that Yaping would definitely say that she was a psychopath, because books are not imagination? What does this imaginative book look like? Is there such an existence as "5000 Years Under the World"? But the madman thought wrongly, Yaping would even support him, thinking that his thinking was very correct, and if he said books, they must be true.

The madman immediately thought after hearing this, but there didn't seem to be any emotion in his brain, in short, this was a very, very strange feeling, his eyes were wide open, looking at the ceiling where there was nothing, and even more subconsciously, he wanted to continue smoking cigarettes, but Yaping stopped him.

……

The next day, the madman and Yaping got up early, and then arrived at the company early, does this small company seem to have a lot of people at work? There are hundreds of people, anyway, a madman, he will look at the scorching sun overhead, standing in the open-air smoking area in front of the company and smoking, anyway, there are many people smoking here.

As for Yaping, she was chatting with a few girls who came to interview yesterday, and this would be the time before work, so many employees in this company changed their shoes and clothes under the shed at the door, after all, everyone's locker is under the shed at the door, of course, it is the kind of locker that is so dense that it is terrible.

And these people seem to be subconsciously looking at the new employees coming from the door after changing their clothes and shoes, right? Of course, the new employees are very easy to distinguish, they are standing here, but they don't enter the workshop, and there are no people wearing factory uniforms, so Yaping's excellent existence has attracted too many people's attention in an instant, yes, Yaping is really too beautiful and perfect.

Maybe in such a situation, a madman should be happy, proud, proud that he has such a perfect girlfriend? No, in fact, I have mixed grains in my heart, because deep down, I just don't want other boys to look at Yaping with different eyes, but I can't change anything, I am useless, and if I hide Yaping at home now, this may not be able to support it.

So he can only continue to smoke, but he won't tell Yaping about these things, because this will make Yaping proud, and then her attitude will become worse and worse.

Anyway, after a while, everyone went to work, and the girl who interviewed everyone yesterday will also come, and she is also changing clothes at the cabinet under the big shed, which makes everyone enter the company together, anyway, five or six people didn't change their shoes and clothes, because there was no at all.

This will be everyone sitting in the small room of yesterday's interview, and the madman still thinks that after a while, clothes and shoes will be issued, and then everyone will go to work, as if they still have to wear hats? Because I have seen many old employees wearing dust-free hats before.

But the madman thought wrongly, the girl who interviewed everyone yesterday actually told everyone that today's training was a day, and said that everyone should not worry, the training will give everyone a training fee, so next, the six people really started the training.

As for the content of the training, that is, some rules and regulations in the company, as well as the situation that should be paid attention to when going to work, etc., and gave you a lot of examples, such as this company has a stamping machine, which is used to punch holes in the mobile phone film, and according to the interviewer, this kind of air pressure stamping machine, in fact, its power is basically the same as the mold of the injection molding machine, it is very powerful, and there are people in the company who have made mistakes before, so they have clipped off their fingers.

Anyway, the interviewer said this, among the six people, there was a boy who asked how much money he lost, and the interviewer told him with a smile that she didn't know much about herself, but it seemed that it was the boy's illegal operation, so in the end he only lost 30,000 yuan, and the thumb of his right hand was pressed off, and it was last year.

Everyone didn't seem to feel fear when they heard this, but the madman thought that he would never touch this kind of press himself, anyway, this kind of thing must be very dangerous, and what a terrible thing it was to think about his right thumb being clipped. I have to write with a pen, and my thumb is very important.

So the madman will speak: "Leader, then I and the girl next to me don't choose to go to the workshop of the stamping machine?" ”

The interviewer said directly: "Yes, I will take everyone to stand outside the workshop in the afternoon to see the situation inside, which workshop you want to go to, I will write it directly when I make a label for you." ”