The madman was stunned for a moment, yes, he didn't even know that Yaping was resting today, so he immediately smiled, so he sat at the desk as usual, habitually turned on the small lamp on the desk, turned the light to the sunset, and looked at some notebooks and books on the desk, and of course a few pots of flowers and plants.

Light a cigarette and turn your head to see a very neat bookcase with lots and lots of books on it, and it is not an exaggeration to say that this is simply a small rental house for literati and writers at this moment.

The ash flicked into the fine crystal glass ashtray, and then he yawned again, maybe just because he didn't know how to answer Yaping's words. So after thinking for a long time, I said, "I'll go down and buy you ice cream?" ”

"Go ahead."

After he heard Yaping's words, he immediately laughed, and he almost laughed out loud, so he hurried out, after crossing a road, there was an Internet café, but this Internet café was not as big as the Langtaosha Internet café where he worked, but this is not the key, the key problem is that there is a supermarket next door to this Internet café, which looks quite big, and I bought two ice creams in this supermarket, and it is the kind that is packed in a plastic box, and it is fully enclosed, this kind of ice cream is more expensive, it costs more than ten yuan a piece.

Anyway, the madman himself has never eaten such extravagant ice cream before, and he knows that there is such ice cream, this is only because the cashier in his Internet café likes to eat it, but he only saw the cashier eat it once, but now it seems that it is not good to think that he only bought ice cream, because he has really ignored the existence of Yaping at work recently, and Yaping is working in a restaurant, and he is really tired, so he spent dozens of yuan, which bought a large bag of snacks.

Carrying these things, after crossing the road, you can see the dark banks of the river, anyway, you can hardly see any scenery at night, and you are not here during the day, so this is really the same as the beautiful scenery that seems to be only a few steps away.

As for the weather outside, it was extremely hot, so I walked a few steps, and I was already sweating on my forehead, so I hurried home, and I felt unusually cool as soon as I entered the door, after all, the air conditioning at home was also on.

Yaping couldn't wait to pick up an ice cream in a plastic bag, sat by the computer, turned on the computer and watched TV, anyway, Yaping occasionally complained that the Internet speed at home was too slow, but the madman always perfunctory her, because he himself rarely used the computer at home recently, which is mainly because he has rarely typed the book "Love for a Life" on the computer recently.

In fact, this matter is a long story, for example, from the beginning of writing the book "Love for a Life", my interest was very high, thinking that I would finish the book no matter what, even if it was the craziest to write it in a notebook with a pen, it was like not taking half a step back.

And then I have been thinking that if I submit my book, this can let more people see the existence of this book, and suddenly I started all kinds of fantasies, and even felt that writing a book can make me an excellent man, in this endless fantasy, Yaping fulfilled her wish, that is, the current laptop, but really input the text into the computer, and even submitted to more websites several times, what did you get in the end? It's just a proof again and again that he doesn't have the talent to write books at all.

Later, because I wanted to complete my ridiculous lies, I entered the text into the space of the chat software again, thinking that I could go to heaven and earth, even if the editor of the website didn't want my own book, anyway, I wrote very well, so in the space of the chat software, I can attract more people to see it, and I can be famous.

But reality is always cruel, even to the point of being incredible, so in this incomparably cruel real world, in the space of chat software, those books, or those words with the wrong head and ponytail, have always been the only ones Yaping is reading, and that's really it.

From the beginning, I felt that even if Yaping read it alone, it should be written for Yaping to read alone, and the interest was still very high at first, but slowly, it felt that it was not the same at all, yes, I don't know at all, why I had such an idea later, so the book stopped.

And this so-called stop typing the book "Love for a Life" on the computer, in fact, continue to write the plot behind it in the notebook, it has long been stopped, the current situation can be said to be the book "Love for a Life", there is no writing at all, the only habit of getting off work every day is just to write a diary, and even many times it is perfunctory, a few paragraphs of text, and then the books on the bookcase are not very read, although Yaping still continues to buy.

But anyway, the current situation is that pens, notebooks, books, etc., strictly speaking, these things are really like ornaments, and that's really it, and for all this, Yaping is not a fool, so she sees it in her eyes, but she never says anything.

So many times he is also very confused by a madman, and even thinks that if Yaping can scold him completely because of this incident, maybe he can feel better in this way, but the cruel reality is that Yaping really won't say anything.

For example, now, after eating ice cream, she grabs the snacks on the side, and eats snacks while watching TV, as if nothing happened to her.

So the madman is really confused at this time, and he doesn't know what he's been doing lately, is it like he fantasized about becoming the world's top cyber hacker for a while before? Indeed, his recent computer technology has been very powerful, and even the handsome boss is very serious and reassuring to himself, but this so-called world-class network hacker, is this a joke? It was really a dream that could not be touched by the foolish self.

After a deep understanding of this situation, I began to become insensitive, going to work every day, getting off work, this is like a thoughtless machine, doing the same thing every day, no, it's not counting, because I've been playing games very crazy recently, let's just say that gunfight games, the game will also sell some very expensive virtual guns, one is hundreds of dollars, and I have bought it, but Yaping doesn't know anything about it.

It can be said that the current self is really insensitive, and he is no longer like the former self, and has become a puppet of this world in the real sense, a puppet with no thinking and no self-motivation, maybe he just realized the cruelty of reality? Hard to chase? Or is it also, after being with Yaping for so long, he has long lost his original passion?

But no matter whether these things are true or not, I still don't want to lose Yaping, I really can't imagine what kind of goods I will become if I lose Yaping in an instant, so I got up from the desk, lit a plate of mosquito coils, and said: "You have a holiday next week, I will go out with you even if I ask for leave, you know, I ask for leave very well." ”

Yaping just looked at the soap opera on the computer screen, and sighed expressionlessly, and he, so far, has also started a daily mechanical event, that is, to write a diary, but he doesn't know what to write at all, is it to write that he met the big boss during the day today, and the big boss talked about his extremely amorous three-person bed world last night? Or did you buy ice cream for Yaping and herself at night? It's really boring.

……

The next day at work, the outside world is still sunny, yes, the summer in this big city, it is really hot to the terrible, the pedestrians on the road are bustling, there is a rush of car horns in the ears, noisy, and when passing by the bookstore, I didn't even look at it, and I passed by the vegetable market in the alley, and there was no indescribable feeling, as if everything was so bland, so uninteresting.

After arriving in the Internet café, this makes the little fat man on the night shift go home from work early, but the little fat man doesn't want to go home, anyway, the handsome boss and technician don't come much recently, so the little fat man sits on the third floor of the Internet café during the day to play games, and he sits in the dead corner of a camera, thinking that the boss can't know the same, and another is, in fact, the little fat man has been playing games at work, in short, he doesn't have a girlfriend, but he looks very happy every day, because of his whole world, It seems that he can only accommodate the game, so the little fat man's salary is basically spent on the game.

Just like at this moment, the little fat man bought a lot of game point cards from the cashier, and then went straight to the third floor, which in the eyes of the madman, it was like in the world of the little fat man, as long as he had a game, there would be no end of the world.

In fact, a madman also wants to be completely addicted to games, but even if he is addicted to games during the day, when he comes home this night, he sees Yaping, or sees the desk at home, or even the books on the bookcase, and even sees the laptop at home, which can always arouse thousands of thoughts, making himself completely in an instant, and withdrawn from the game world during the day.

So now the madman is sitting at the counter again, and the cashier is next to him, the cashier is indeed very beautiful, and it is summer at the moment, so her dress is also very cool, and she looks very charming, but Yaping is much more beautiful than her, so for the madman, the current cashier is not very attractive to himself.

At this point, the madman lit a cigarette, smoked numbly, and looked at the scorching sunshine in the early morning outside the door of the Internet café, and then spoke: "Zhang Yaoyao, I see that you have only one dress in winter, and it seems that you only have one dress in summer, and you have a lot of salary a month, are you very short of money to buy new clothes?" ”