One hundred and eighty-seven

Anyway, the madman he was stunned for a long time, and then he smiled indifferently, and he didn't know what he was laughing at, so he picked up the pen again and began to write a diary.

But now, this mark seems to have become a burden, yes, like chicken ribs, tasteless food, it is a pity to abandon it, so I took the pen in my hand and began to record, recording the boring and tasteful daytime, and then I slept with Yaping.

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The next morning, I don't know why, after washing, Yaping also washed up, and was ready to go to work, but she picked up a book from the bookcase at random, and went out with Yaping in her hand.

Yaping went to work in the supermarket and seemed to be on the same road as herself, at this time the scorching sunshine in the early morning was still there, the bustling flow of people on the long street was still there, and the noisy traffic on the road was still the same, everything here seemed to never change in any way, but Yaping on the side of the current spoke: "Do you want to read this book during the day?" How do you think of reading books again? ”

The madman looked down and looked at the book in his hand, this is the "Parchment Scroll", and it also reads: The World's Greatest Inspirational Classics, Beauty, by Dale Carnegie, compiled by Chen Ken, this is a book that will make a difference for you, a book that allows you to face yourself authentically.

The madman looked at this text and was indifferent, because he hadn't asked Yaping to buy this kind of book, but this book was not on the bookcase before, obviously Yaping had bought it recently, but where did she buy it? Online? I don't know, I really don't know, but I don't understand, why did Yaping buy this kind of book, because she didn't read it, could it be that Yaping had the ability to predict the future? I know that one day I will definitely read this book? If that's the case, it's terrible.

So the madman grinned, and then bought two finger cakes at the breakfast shop in the open air on the side, one for him and Yaping, and continued to walk forward.

But Yaping said, "I just asked you, why didn't you answer?" ”

Did Fang Cai Yaping ask herself something? Eating finger cakes, looking at the books in his hands, and looking up at the hustle and bustle of the world in the heat wave under the scorching sun in the distance, he suddenly felt in a trance, because he really forgot whether Yaping had asked something, so he chose not to answer.

And Yaping didn't continue to ask, but when the two arrived at the door of the Internet café, Yaping continued to walk forward, but she took the book and entered the Langtaosha Internet café.

As soon as I entered the Internet café, the first thing was to sit next to Yaoyao, and Yaoyao was still settling accounts, the cashier on the night shift had already left work, and then the madman picked up the walkie-talkie: Little fat man, get off work, I'll take over.

The madman had just finished saying this, and was about to take out a cigarette and light one, but Yaoyao, who was settling accounts on the side, said: "Your girlfriend is so beautiful." ”

The madman shook his head helplessly after hearing this, and even more ...... He let out a long breath, and then he spoke: "Yes, she is very beautiful, I remember that a few years ago the people who chased her were queuing, God knows why she chose me, or only God knows, why I was conquered by her, but now, if I could turn back time and go back to the moment I met her, I would just turn around and leave, without taking anything with me." ”

Yaoyao looked very angry after hearing this: "You really don't know how to be blessed in the midst of happiness, such a beautiful girlfriend, how many people envy this, don't you want it?" I don't know what you're thinking about all day long. ”

The madman smiled indifferently: "I'm thinking, I can't give her anything, whether it was past, now, or in the future, I destroyed her, it's all my fault, it's my selfishness, and this selfishness, so far, what I have given me is not the so-called happiness, all is pain, which makes me miserable." ”

Yaoyao will continue to settle accounts, maybe she didn't understand what the madman was saying at this moment, right? It must have been like this, but the madman didn't say anything more, just picked up the cigarette in his hand, took a deep breath, and spit out, the extremely vague smoke seemed to disappear in an instant, but there was a slight anesthetic feeling in his lungs.

Anyway, now Yaoyao is settling accounts, so she smokes a cigarette, so she opens the book in her hand and looks directly at the preface: What is recorded in the "Parchment Scroll" is the secret of happiness and wealth. The secret contained in it is not just a simple inspiration, but a systematic exposition of the philosophy of life and the concept of success. It has helped countless people around the world to regain confidence and courage and set them on the path to happiness and success.

Seeing this, the madman thinks that this passage is really to his own appetite, because isn't this the success of the most fashionable concept of money in the world at the moment? The madman understands that money is the soul of our time.

He understands that money is not everything, but without money it is absolutely impossible. The soul of our human beings was: faith, morality, humanity. But then, all that changed, for example: a mother of two children, sold one of the children to traffickers, we criticized her for having no morality, no faith and no humanity, but she also had her own argument, if she didn't sell one of them, the other wouldn't live. At this point, we know that this practice is wrong, it is against the moral code, it is against faith and human nature, but we are helpless, this is the soul "money" of today's era.

Therefore, the madman concludes that almost any of us at present has a special soul, and this soul is money, and money is also the ideal and dream of almost all of us, so almost everything we do is almost an infinite desire and pursuit of money, and it is also the most noble dream and luxury of almost all of us.

However, the madman also understands that it is money that kills the unique soul of almost everyone in this whole world, and money makes almost all of us lose our morality, faith and humanity, that is, the soul we once had, but everyone is the same.

So isn't the so-called happiness and wealth, or even the so-called success, exactly money? Is it really that happy to be a slave to money? Is it really fun to be like being addicted to the game world on your computer?

Oh? Maybe it's really happy, because there are still a lot of people playing games on the first floor, they are tireless, they are in high spirits, and they show joy, anger, sadness, and happiness because of the things in the game interface.

Thinking of this, the madman grinned, and then threw the "Parchment" directly on the table, as if he had completely lost interest in it, because he already knew what the content was, and the content in it was nothing more than happiness that was indirectly or directly linked to money, or the so-called success, and just wanted to turn everyone into slaves to money, which was simply boring.

Yes, the madman longs for freedom, that kind of complete freedom, and does not want to be bound by anything, but the real problem is that since the preface of this "Parchment" can be written in this way, then there is no doubt that this is the supreme wisdom in the eyes of almost all modern people, but unfortunately in the eyes of the madman, this is just desire, the ultimate essence, the selfishness of our human beings.

Yaoyao saw that the crazy person who was so abnormal at the moment, so she smiled: "You bought the book yourself, don't want to see what you buy it for, and throw it away?" Didn't you know that parchment rolls are famous? ”

The madman re-lit a cigarette, which was another coin from his pocket, and threw it directly to Yaoyao, and then he got up and picked up the walkie-talkie, which was another bottle of mineral water taken from the refrigerator, and he sat on a computer on the first floor, and turned on the computer in numbness, and entered the management account password, and Yaoyao was shouting, last night's turnover.

The madman just smoked a cigarette and said a little loudly as he entered his password for the gunfight game, "Put it there first, I'll take it later." ”

Yaoyao stopped talking, and the madman was a big boss next to him, he was all night last night, he would yawn, took the cigarette by his keyboard in numbness, gave the madman one to him, and he lit one himself, which said: "Do you know Wang Daoming?" It's the guy who runs the transformer company. ”

The madman looked at the cigarette next to his keyboard, which was a Dasu cigarette for more than forty yuan a pack, and then said in a daze: "I know, I have a spring snack every night, and I like to find several girls at a time, what's wrong?" ”

Then the big boss on the side smoked a cigarette, which was another long yawn, and then spoke: "That guy seems to have been arrested the day before yesterday, and he used to come out after paying a fine, but this time I don't know what's going on, and he hasn't come out until now." ”

After hearing this, the madman smiled directly: "What do you do with so many things, anyway, people have money, and besides, the public security just asks for money, and if you give more money, you will come out." ”

The big boss on the side just sneered after hearing this, and suddenly said an inexplicable sentence: "Sometimes I really envy you, such a beautiful girlfriend, even if you are just a network administrator, you won't leave you, and we are a group of people?" They are all drunk and dreaming of death, quarreling with their wives every day at home, getting divorced every day, and the problem of dividing the money for demolition, my brother and I can fight, my brother has to go to the court to sue me, the children do not study well in school, they are called parents every day, I don't want to go, really, annoyed to death, sometimes I want to commit suicide. ”

The madman was stunned for a moment, because it was the first time he heard this big boss say such a thing, and he always felt that he was simply chic, and he didn't have anything to do every day, just came to the Internet café to play games, and he was really happy or something.