The madman listened to Yaping's words, but to be honest, he didn't know what she was talking about, so he just sat at the desk, smoking his own cigarette, looking at Jiaolong's furnishings in a daze, and there was a bottle of liquor at his feet, so he suddenly picked it up and drank two big sips.

Anyway, I don't know why, crazy people don't drink much lately, anyway, every day is extremely boring, anyway, every day is extremely boring, but if you really want to say something, it may be just, it's not good or bad, right? Maybe that's the case for all people in our world?

No, no, no, not all people are like this, at present, with the strength of alcohol, the madman began to recall the recent period, in fact, except for his own special outlier, everyone else seems to be doing well, they are full of all kinds of surprises every day, and every day has their own pursuit and purpose.

Whether it is the big bosses in the Internet café, worrying about their own family affairs every day, or working hard for the equipment that they can't get in the game, or Yaoyao who she is most familiar with, she has just been looking forward to, praying, praying that her brother can graduate as soon as possible, so that she will have no burden, but is it really like that?

Of course, I also have to talk about the little fat man, as for the little fat man? Sometimes it can really make the madman envious to the point of madness, after all, in the whole world of the little fat man, in addition to online games, there are really only online games left, so the little fat man almost every day is to experience the most precious emotions in this life, joys, sorrows, sorrows, and sorrows.

And what about yourself? In fact, every day is like a walking corpse, I don't know what I'm doing, every day is extremely numb, every day every day, I really don't know what I'm doing, except for smoking in a daze, I really only have to smoke in a daze, and even when I'm in a daze, I don't know what to think.

So at this moment, she is still smoking cigarettes, drinking liquor, looking at everything on the desk, and I really don't understand why I am in a daze, and Yaping is holding her mobile phone and watching a TV series, because Yaping dislikes the network card at home last month, so she pulled a network cable, which is not expensive, it is mobile, and it costs more than 500 yuan a year, so Yaping is now using the wireless network.

Anyway, Yaping looks very happy now, and the madman just picked up a pen on the desk, and even adjusted the unique small table lamp to the sunset color, as for the pen in his hand? It was a long, long time ago, my mother fell to pieces, and at this moment, although I knew how ignorant and ignorant I was, I knew how ignorant and stupid I was, but everything that had been was completely remembered by this fountain pen, yes, this fountain pen recorded almost the entire course of my life.

Once because of this fountain pen, I have accepted too much ridicule and sarcasm, and even accepted too much of the incomprehension of others, and finally I actually faced this fountain pen, in the hotel, under the dim light of the hall on the second floor of the hotel, in front of the female foreman who was so beautiful and had a unique fragrance on her body, casually left the lie, and she was going to use this pen to write wisdom.

And now? What the hell are you doing? Then I picked up the pen that Lili gave me, although there has been no news of Lili for a long, long time, but I understand that Lili's chat software account is not at all in the past It seems that it has not been online for countless years, yes, Lili has been online, because the password of Lili's chat software is known, and it is not open to anyone in the chat software space, there are also photos of Lili, and it is the most recent.

That's right, I've seen it, and I've seen all the friends on Lili's chat software, but the only thing I care about is Lili's photos, Lili's recent changes have changed a lot, and she looks so beautiful that it's intoxicating, even more beautiful than Yaping, because Lili likes makeup, and Yaping is all year round, all without makeup.

No, no, what the hell are you thinking? Looking at the pen in my hand, I saw that the part of the pen that had lost paint seemed to be getting bigger again, so I remembered Jing again? That's right, Jing hasn't contacted herself recently, and she doesn't want to contact her, and I don't know how Jing is doing lately, how are you doing? Have you found a boyfriend or something, or is there a home that has always belonged to hers?

……

In short, I thought a lot in my trance, but I still looked at the pen in my hand, I really had a lot of thoughts, and then I smirked, I really don't know why, I really don't know why, my heart seems to be in this moment, full of all kinds of helplessness, hope and despair, and even full of an inexplicable power, so far, I picked up the pen and wrote a diary, in the diary, focusing on the day and the mouse and keyboard salesman, and finally just wrote a sentence: I understand that I can make false accounts, But I just don't want to do that.

After writing the diary, he looked at the pen in his hand in a daze, and originally every night at this time, he just said: Pig, sleep. Yes, I would really say this, and of course I would do so, but at this moment, I really don't know why, but in the numbness, I drank a few sips of wine, and then lit a cigarette, so I took the pen in my hand and continued to be in a daze.

I was in a daze for a long time, anyway, Yaping was half-lying on the bed, watching a TV series with her mobile phone, laughing and crying, I guess she was watching some soap opera, right? And I just lit another cigarette, I really don't know why, and suddenly I remembered the "Zizhi Tongjian" that I hadn't copied before, yes, I didn't finish the book at all, so now it's really a ghost who picked up "Zizhi Tongjian" again.

Originally, I thought that it had been so long since I copied the book, so I had long forgotten which page I copied, right? But I don't understand at all, why, why? Why did the moment I picked up this "Zizhi Tongjian", it took less than ten seconds to turn it directly, and it turned to the place where it was copied before, as if this kind of thing was really happened yesterday, but I understand very well that this incident did not happen yesterday, it was a long, long time ago.

Sigh...... With a long sigh, this is another puff of cigarette, and then just dipped the pen in ink, just took out a new notebook, and wanted to continue copying, but Yaping suddenly spoke: "Yo, I have long thought that you must have taken the wrong medicine today, and sure enough, what?" Ready to copy the book again today? Are you going to write a book later? ”

Now Yaping, this seems to be mocking herself, right? So the madman took a deep puff of his cigarette, then spit it out, and after watching the smoke drift into the room in an instant, he spoke: "Yes, I not only want to write a book, but I also have to submit a manuscript later, what?" Do you have an opinion? ”

Yaping grinned and sneered: "What can I say?" Do I dare to have an opinion? I used to think that you were a very good man, and I always wanted to entrust my life to you, but the truth is that my previous choice was not wrong, but recently I found that your attitude towards me has changed, and today's attitude is better. ”

The madman also grinned when he heard this, but he also realized that in the previous few months, Yaping thought that his attitude towards her was not very good. In fact, this is not very difficult to understand, because, I always thought that as long as I could be with Yaping every day, in this way, everything else in this world seemed to have nothing to do with me, but recently I realized that things were not so simple.

There have been some times recently, not only do I not want to be entangled with Yaping, but there are even some things, and my perverted self thinks that it is better to be self-sufficient than to be entangled with Yaping, I really don't know why, I have such a ridiculous idea recently, but the truth is really like this.

So I don't know what's going on with me lately, anyway, at this moment, I picked up the pen that Lili gave me, and I copied the book, and this copy immediately seemed to have entered an ethereal state, about this "Zizhi Tongjian", I really don't know why it has such a huge magic, as if there is an inexplicable power, has been guiding itself.

……

Anyway, unconsciously, time passed quickly, and it was more than one o'clock in the morning in a blink of an eye, at this time Yaping was a little unhappy, and said with a little anger: "Do you want to fuck or not?" I have to go to work tomorrow, I'm not like you, hiding by a computer with no one in the day, lying down and sleeping, I have to run all day. ”

The madman smiled bitterly, then reluctantly stopped the pen in his hand, then lit a cigarette again, and took a few puffs before he spoke: "I know, I'll sleep here, do you want it?" If you want it, I'll wash it? ”

Yaping smiled coldly: "I really want it, but now I don't want to, hurry up and go to sleep, I'm sleepy, I have to go to work tomorrow." ”

The madman smiled: "It's today that I have to go to work at dawn, not tomorrow." ”

Yaping seemed to be very angry when she heard this, so she took off all her clothes and got into the bed, while the madman just took the toiletries and went out of the room.

In fact, the madman really washed very carefully, and then returned to the room, and then lay down in the quilt, hugged Yaping, and touched Yaping's lower body with his right hand, Yaping said: "Or, let's do it?" I can't stand you like this. ”