Yaping grinned after hearing this, she smiled very sweetly, it really seemed that she hadn't seen her smile so happily for a long time, but in the past few days, she seemed to want to make up for the happiness of the countless boring days in the past.

Yaping got up in a hurry, ignoring her disheveled clothes at the moment, and stood directly next to the madman, with a pair of suffocating big eyes, staring at the computer screen, and even moving the mouse with her right hand in joy, which was carefully checked, when clicking on the book, this "Love for a Life" actually has more than a dozen clicks.

That's right, Yaping smiled, laughed again, once a madman fantasized that if one day his book was reviewed, then how happy he would be, and even thought about whether he should buy a pack of good cigarettes to treat himself, but now at this moment, I don't understand why at all, why not as happy as I once fantasized about?

After thinking about it for a long time, and even lit a cigarette and smoked it for a long time, I felt that it might be this "Love for a Life", and the setbacks it encountered were too many, really too many to the point of being unacceptable, so now that it has been reviewed, this is the so-called inevitability, not the so-called surprise of the world?

Oh? Maybe that's right? And now Ya Ping, she looks happier than the madman, as for the book, it is obviously written by the madman himself, but now it has passed the review, just like Yaping's own book has passed the review.

Yaping got dressed, and the madman was confused: "What are you going to do here?"

Yaping just smiled: "I went out to buy something to eat, I'm hungry."

The madman felt inexplicable, but he didn't stop it, so now Yaping went out, and the madman just continued to look at the computer screen, smoking a cigarette in a daze, but when he thought about something, it didn't seem right, so he got dressed in a panic, and then locked the door in a panic.

Immediately quickly walked out of the stairs and ran again, which caught up with Yaping, Yaping asked, "What are you doing?"

The madman looked at the beautiful sunset street lamps not far away, as well as the cars speeding by on the road from time to time, and then looked at the flow of people coming and going, and then said indifferently: "Three watches in the middle of the night, shopping, I should also come out to buy it, you are a girl's family, it's too dangerous."

Yaping sighed directly after hearing this, but didn't say anything, but walked straight forward, as for the madman, this must be following behind her, waiting for the traffic light, and then crossing the road at the intersection, this saw an Internet café, and next door to the Internet café, is a supermarket.

Yaping began to choose some things to eat in the supermarket, as for the madman, he was just a tool man, that is, to help Yaping carry things, but in the end, Yaping actually took a bottle of Jinliufu liquor for more than 60 yuan, and now, the madman has guessed something, so he didn't ask too much, so the madman just took two bottles of beer.

When paying, the madman took out the money, but Yaping said that she wanted her to pay for herself, and the madman felt that she was inexplicable, wasn't her own money her money? But anyway, it was Yaping who paid today, and then the two returned the same way.

After arriving at home, Yaping happily began to open snacks, buying chicken thighs and some vacuum-packed cooked meat, in short, these things are very expensive, and the madman just opened the liquor, which made two big sips.

Suddenly, the incomparably strong aroma of wine filled every cell in his body, Yaping was also drinking beer, saying, since the book has been reviewed, this shows that the most important step has been taken on the road of authorship, saying, I will work hard in the future, and strive to be a great author in the future, preferably a world-class author.

Great author? World-class author? When the madman heard this, he felt his blood surging, yes, how many authors have pursued the end of their dreams all their lives, and how many authors have spent their lives trying to reach the end that they can't reach.

The madman said to Yaping: "I'm not drunk, I know my ability, and I also know that the dreadnought is very powerful, but I think, right? The people who are really good are not those who are full of only victory, but those who are always ready for what to do after defeat. ”

Yaping drank beer and said: "What I hate the most is these evil and crooked theories you said, you are not allowed to say this to me in the future, what you have to do is to start tomorrow, work hard to write a book, and I will check it every day in the future."

When the madman heard this, he suddenly felt that things seemed to have become troublesome, and he was originally extremely free, but now he was going to be restricted from freedom, but think about it, although every day that had passed before, it was extremely free, but it was also extremely boring, and now, although Yaping wanted to limit his freedom, it seemed to make people feel that they had to do something every day, maybe life would no longer be as boring as before, right?

Thinking of this, the madman immediately laughed, and at this point, he drank a few big sips of liquor again, and then together with Yaping, he ate almost everything he bought, yes, this was bought by Yaping to celebrate the review of his book.

But I also understand that I must not be carried away by happiness, the book has indeed passed the review, but will the future be flat? It must not be so simple, great author? World-class author? What are you kidding, if it's really that easy, then wouldn't everyone have done it, how can there be that in our world, those existences are rare?

But these things, although the madman has thought of it now, he didn't tell Yaping, and this is just to let Yaping continue to indulge in happiness now, sure enough, only ignorant people can be happy, right, now the madman understands that the journey seems to have just begun, so on this road, maybe only God knows, what will happen to him, right?

But anyway, the madman didn't tell Yaping about these things anyway, so the current Yaping is still indulging in happiness, and even after eating and drinking beer, Yaping also deliberately brushed his teeth and washed, which also required the madman to brush his teeth and wash together.

Could it be that Yaping is ready to sleep? Of course not, in fact, Yaping is too happy now, so she is ready to give herself to the madman him, but what the madman doesn't want to say is that he feels that he just wants Yaping, who is overly happy at the moment.

That's right, if the madman decides not to speak, he will definitely not say it, so the two lingered for a long time, and finally the madman cleaned it again, and helped Yaping clean it, and then wiped it with a sterilizing tissue.

Next, this is a beautiful night, which makes people reverie constantly, because Yaping is really fragrant, she sprayed perfume, and the madman also remembered that Yaping said a few days ago that she slept with her back to her, so the current madman, this is holding her, she is so fragrant, and it is better to be soft.

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The next day, after dawn, the madman got up early, earlier than ever, and now Yaping is still asleep, lying in the bed, even naked, Yaping asked the madman in a hazy sleep: "You are neurotic, what are you doing when you get up so early, the alarm clock has not gone off yet." After Yaping finished speaking, she didn't forget to yawn, and stretched out in the bed like a docile kitten.

And the madman just whispered: "I didn't finish my diary last night, now make up for it, you can go back to sleep."

Yaping didn't reply to the madman's words, so she really went back to sleep, and the madman now turned on the unique lamp on the desk, and then turned the light on the beautiful sunset glow, which was the habitual lighting of a cigarette.

In fact, I habitually looked at the bookcase next to me, there were so many books in the bookcase, and then I looked at the computer, which fixed my eyes on the desk.

At present, there are beautiful flowers and plants on the desk, which are mostly bamboo, and these flowers and plants are strictly speaking, Yaping is raising her, and then there are books, notebooks, and goldfish and even ashtrays, yes, there are expensive woodcarved pen holders, and there are two fountain pens lying quietly in the pen holders.

All of this, at this time, seems to be completely more extravagant than the items in the homes of ordinary literati and artists, right? Yes, it must be like that.

In the past, every boring day, I was just waiting for death to come, because I didn't understand why I wanted to live, or rather, I didn't understand at all what the meaning of life was, but now, because I had a small expectation, a small chase and hope, so the boring life seemed to be given a unique meaning at this moment.

So smoking a cigarette, like the most pious child in the world, writing a diary stroke by stroke, trying to recall the structure of the strokes on the calligraphy she bought back before, but because she hadn't described the calligraphy for a long, long time, this seemed to have been forgotten?

No, I haven't forgotten that as long as you have piety, expectation and hope, then nothing is no longer a so-called problem, so the pen is like a god, there is an inexplicable power, which continues to flow in your heart, and then slowly vents out from the tip of the pen.

In fact, the diary recorded by the madman now, this is just the matter of the last night's book draft, because it indicates that the trajectory of his life has changed dramatically, which is a big event, at least for himself, it is true.

Of course, this can't forget to record Yaping's shopping for herself to celebrate, which is also a big event, because in countless boring days in the past, I once again saw Yaping's sweet and suffocating smile, as if I had returned to the workshop where I needed to wear earplugs again.