Two hundred and thirty-nine

This is a real quarrel, not the kind of fun, and Yaping's main reason for quarreling is that the madman ignores her existence in the real sense because of his busy work, so she wants to go out and have some fun, just like going out to eat with her colleagues, or drinking or something.

Yes, the madman has been very irritable lately about these things, and has become a little irritable in temper, according to the great philosopher Socrates: If a man can tolerate his wife, then he can endure anything. Yes, this shocking quote also tells about the degree of trouble of women, but the truth is never just in this form, because there are more factors in it.

This is like saying that the madman can clearly understand that the reason for the quarrel between Yaping and himself is originally a so-called truth, this is not that Yaping is making trouble unreasonably, after all, he has recently picked up two more Internet cafes, although the salary has increased, but it is true that there is no time to accompany Yaping, and what's worse is that according to the handsome boss, he may eventually hand over all the eleven Internet cafes to the madman to manage, so that there is no time to accompany Yaping.

And these things have been too busy recently, so sometimes I quarrel with Yaping, which is mostly perfunctory, that is, Yaping said her, and she just smokes her own cigarettes, and does not refute in any way, but in this case, Yaping will be even more angry, so recently I am also thinking about whether to open my mouth to the handsome boss, ask for a period of leave, and let Yaping take a period of leave, and then the two of them go out to have fun, or simply report a tour group, and the two of them can go out for a walk together.

That's right, to be honest, the recent madman is indeed very distressed, and even because of these trivial matters and extremely busy work, this leads to him not reading much recently, not even writing, and the diary may not be written, let alone updating the book "Love for a Life".

Anyway, when the current madman thinks of this, his head hurts even more, and he still sits on the leather chair on the second floor, like a fool, looking at the hot world outside the window. It seems that everything has reached its peak, but is everything that I once wanted infinitely really what I wanted?

People often say that ignorance is a blessing, and sure enough, recently the madman also thought about this problem and then thought, and finally learned that this is like a network administrator who has just been recruited, he doesn't know at all, and he doesn't understand, he is just a pawn of the handsome boss, he is just working for the boss, and he is also working hard for the handsome boss's beautiful life, he always thinks that he is just for himself, as if, he can get a salary, so he is always so happy, and like the little fat man who used to be, he likes to play games, always thinks, As long as you own the game, it's not going to be apocalyptic.

Of course, there are more examples of this, such as Yaoyao, Yaoyao just thinks that as long as she continues to work hard, as long as she provides for her brother to finish college, so that she can chase a better tomorrow that only belongs to her, and even Yaoyao has revealed several times that she will find a boyfriend like a madman in the future, and Yaoyao can have such an idea, completely because of her ignorance, Yaoyao She doesn't understand at all, the current boredom and boredom of the madman, even the busyness of the madman, and even the busyness of the madman, let alone Yaping who is with the madman, How distressed and painful it is, so Yaoyao always likes to beautify everything, and then carries out tireless pursuit and even the desire of the moment.

Thinking of this, the madman feels that his current thinking has begun to be extremely chaotic again, and once, when his thinking was chaotic and his mood was extremely irritable, he picked up a pen and indulged in the world of words, which always calmed his emotions and stopped being anxious, but recently, this pen writing seems to be completely unable to calm his emotions, because he doesn't want to write at all.

Outside the window is still an incomparably hot world, and in this incomparably hot world, this is also a variety of things. Lustful people, and even all kinds of people, but more often, people who compromise with this world, that is, people who have long been accustomed to the rules of this world, and of course there are more smart people, and these people are unhappy, so they may also be in a kind of confusion, or even in helplessness.

But what's the point of all this? It's like saying that all of this is how it should be, because whether it's the people around you, or our leaders, or the top of the country, etc., in short, it seems that all people will tell us that everyone is like this.

Yes, the madman of the present day painfully thinks that he has been chasing the wisdom of his life, which seems to have come full circle from the beginning of excitement and infinite desire, and then it seems to return to the previous starting point, as if to fully fulfill the truth that everyone is so.

took a sip of tea, the tea brewed in the purple sand cup is not Longjing, it is black tea, Jin Junmei, in short, I don't know why, I really like to drink this kind of black tea recently, but after drinking a few sips of tea, I don't know why, looking at the unfinished "Guiguzi" on the desk, as well as the notebook, and even the pen that just changed the tip of the pen again a few days ago, in an instant, I remembered Lili again, yes, I really don't know why, at this moment, I will miss Lili so much, Or is it just because the current Yaping has caused huge trouble to herself, so she starts to miss Lili?

And once I foolishly thought that Lili had long been forgotten by myself, as if I would never think of it again, but the truth was not the case, what was even more outrageous was that the moment I remembered Lili, this also remembered the old man in the commissary at the entrance of the ancient town near the network company, in short, I always liked to call him an old man before, and I remembered the purple sand cup in the old man's hand, which was like a day all year round.

Thinking of this, the madman suddenly laughed dumbly, and then lit a cigarette in his numbness, and continued to look out the window at the extremely hot world in a daze, and then closed his eyes to recuperate, because he might have a day off today, and tomorrow he would have to go to other Internet cafes, electricity, turnover, and those messy accounts, in short, it was very irritating.

At this time, the air conditioner in the office was humming, it was very cool here, and it was really like making people calm down, but it was not the case, the madman couldn't calm down, and his heart was so chaotic that he couldn't help himself, and he was even more outrageous when he closed his eyes to recuperate, or he just closed his eyes forever, never opened them forever, or even died all at once, because when he opened his eyes, he had to face all kinds of troubles in this world, especially Yaping and his own affairs.

But after closing his eyes for a long time, the madman got up, picked up the mobile phone on the desk, and looked at the time, it was more than 14 o'clock in the afternoon.

Then I'm going to go out to eat something, after all, I'm really hungry, and I didn't eat breakfast in the morning, after all, I went to work together in the morning with Yaping, so I went out of the office, and then locked the door, went downstairs, and on the first floor, this group of big bosses who played WOW games, they were still the same, and they looked very happy, yes, the current madmen are very envious of this group of big bosses.

No, no, no, in fact, the madman now feels that he does not envy this group of big bosses at all, because he knows very well what their lives are like, and their family affairs are far more complicated than they imagined, so they say that the affairs of their wives and children are annoying to the point that they are going to die every day, and even several of the big bosses, because their children are always making trouble at school, so their children's homeroom teachers always invite them to sit at school.

But what do you mean by all this nonsense? How about putting it that way? This group of big bosses,It seems that they never care about these messy troubles that are happening to them.,They always push off anything.,But they never shirk things in the game.,For example, the topic they're chatting about now is,Recently, there are new copies in the game.,Out of a new weapon or something.,Yes,They are always addicted to the game.,But the madman doesn't envy them at all.,The reason is,They all choose to escape.,Even they will tell the madman that everyone is like this.,And what's even more outrageous is that Some of these big bosses can't deal with it at all because of the messy things at home, such as the matter of demolition and relocation, and the court of their brothers, so they occasionally don't go home at night and sleep directly in the Internet café.

Now the madman passed by them, and the big bosses also greeted the madman, in short, it was as if the messy troubles in their lives had never happened at all, yes, now their faces were all smiles, all because of the expression that their emotions were affected by the game screen.

At this moment, the madman suddenly wanted to know how to escape from reality, and then, like them, he was playing games without heart and lungs, and every day was so happy, so that for the first time in the past few months, he was again approaching them like the distant past.