That's right, it's here, in the alley next to me that is about to enter the night, it was the first time with Lili, Lili at that moment was so pitiful, she looked so intoxicating, in the depths of her mind, Lili was still full of expressions about to cry, standing alone at the door in the night, at that time, I didn't know that Lili was going to happen to myself, and it was a story that could be carved into the depths of my soul.

The world that night, or the ancient town after the Internet company got off work that night, was so cold in the dark night of the alleys of this ancient town, and Lili's clothes at that time were so thin......

In short, unconsciously, it seems that the whole world has lost the existence of time at this moment, and it seems that in this moment, all those memories torment the madman, and the madman can only face the approaching dark night sky, and face the ancient town alley that will once again enter the cold and dark night, indifferent.

The madman's eyes were too blank, and he just wanted to light a cigarette again, but unfortunately, the cigarette he brought today had already been smoked, so what should he do now?

I bowed my head and thought for a long time, and then I walked into the old man's commissary again, the old man smiled, and even the old man got up, and what was even more terrible was that this time the old man didn't say anything, so he took the cigarette that the madman used to smoke the most, yes, in an instant, the madman felt as if he had returned to the past, everything was really not the slightest change, and the madman was also like the once did, taking out money, and the old man was also like the once he was, not saying a word, looking for money, but now the old man, He had too much gray hair than he had ever been, and his movements were a little slower.

Seeing this, the madman pursed his lips, bit his lip lightly with his teeth, and felt a shuddering pain, and then he couldn't wait to pick up the cigarette, open it, and light it, just like when he was still in the Internet company a few years ago, but in this same cigarette lighting action, there was no noisy group of apprentices around, let alone the group of people who seemed to be friends, and of course there was no Lili.

The smell of cigarettes is still so strong, and at the moment when the smoke erodes the lungs, all the past life journeys are vivid, almost like the prospect of going to hell?

Oh? Why do madmen think this is the prospect of going to hell? In fact, the madman thinks that he himself has never been a good person, and that he is not a good person, and that he will definitely go to hell after death. But why do you think you're going to die? Quite simply, madmen have heard others say that before they die, they will recall their past lives.

And now, the madman thinks that he is going to hell, because the memories that appear in his mind at this moment are simply his own life, but this journey of life seems to be quite good? There are tears, joy, sorrow, and of course, helplessness and helplessness, but more of a powerless struggle, starting from the place of Liquan, until the place where I am standing now, and this way, it really seems to be quite good?

Poof, the madman laughed, but he laughed for some reason, in short, he laughed, laughed like a three-year-old child, but this smile gave people an extreme vicissitudes and sadness.

……

In fact, the madman finally rode an electric car, walked the dark alley again, and also saw the door where Lili once stood when she was helpless, and of course saw the street lamp at the entrance of the compound, the unique tattered tungsten light bulb, as if he saw Lili under the tattered tungsten bulb again, as well as the falling rain, and snowflakes, and remembered those sweet dreams that were smaller than snowflakes.

In the end, once again back to the Lang Tao Sand Internet Cafe, and this big city has long ushered in its unique side, is the brilliant side of the lights, almost everyone calls this beautiful, they call this scene a beautiful big city, the pedestrians on the road are in a hurry, one by one, as if they are struggling, but what are they struggling with? Money? Oh? It must be like this.

The beautiful sunset-like street lamps seem to illuminate the path of all pedestrians in this dark night, but the madman is preoccupied, after all, the old man said that Lili has changed, and it certainly does not mean simple changes, after all, the old man is not the kind of person who is sensitive to simple changes, so what has become of Lili now?

Another one, Lili was originally the person she missed day and night, and her former self originally just wanted to live this life with Lili, no! No, no, no, where did this put Yaping? Hehe, the madman was confused, so he giggled again, completely unaware of how bad he really was.

But no matter how bad he is, he still locks the electric car, and then charges it, and once again looks at the Lang Taosha Internet Cafe in a daze, in fact, the beautiful female cashier who is currently sitting in it has already discovered the madman him, so she is smiling at him, as if to ask okay?

And the madman just lit a cigarette again, and then endured the heavy heart in his heart, and then with a bitter smile, this once again walked into this Internet café, in fact, there are a lot of people in the Internet café at present, I don't know why, why there are so many people today, in short, the sound is unusually noisy, and it is smoky, and this is the original appearance of the Internet café, although there are some small signs in the Internet café prohibiting smoking, but what is the use of this? The ashtray still needs to be carefully prepared, and people come to the Internet café to spend money to enjoy, not to suffer.

The hall on the first floor of the Internet café is still extremely dim in lighting, and the people around him are shouting about the things in the game, of course, there are also people who are concentrating on wearing headphones, watching TV series, and even a girl is wiping her tears with toilet paper while watching TV series.

It's just that the madman took a puff of the cigarette in his hand, which was just like usual, sitting next to this group of big bosses, as for the fat boss, he was still the same, and directly picked up his own soft Chinese cigarette, first gave him a cigarette, and then said: "I went to other Internet cafes to deal with things today?" I haven't seen you since the morning. ”

The madman was not polite, and thought that he did not need to be polite to the fat boss, although the fat boss's family affairs were very strange, but this did not affect his money on the Internet and cigarettes, so the madman took the cigarette and spoke: "No, I didn't go to other Internet cafes, I went to the neighborhood where I used to work, and then went to see the commissary owner I knew before, it was an old man, and the old man was quite strange." ”

The fat boss just smiled after hearing this, but didn't say anything more, maybe the crazy person thinks that the current fat boss should say something, such as he doesn't go to work well, and he actually uses his work time to deal with his own private affairs or something, but, but the fat boss just didn't say half a word, just lit a cigarette and concentrated on playing his game.

The madman just watched the fat boss play the game, but one of the bosses on the side said: "By the way, we don't know where you have worked before, and we haven't asked you." ”

Of course, this was asking the madman about him, and the madman took a puff of his cigarette and smiled with a bitter expression on his face: "I used to work in an Internet company, but before I came here, I first worked as a worker in a factory, I remember saying it?" ”

As soon as the madman said this, a group of big bosses looked very surprised, and even the fat boss grinned: "So that's the case, no wonder you're so powerful, you used to work in an Internet company." ”

In fact, almost most people will subconsciously misunderstand the meaning of the Internet company when they hear the words Internet company, and always think that there is a very high-end place, so the madman has explained to this group of big bosses again, saying the true appearance of the Internet company he is in, and of course he also said his own simple experience of playing WOW games before.

In fact, the madmen understand that they are only interested in the WOW game itself, mainly about the topics where foreigners came to visit Chinese game companies and went to open books in copies.

……

It's just that no matter what, the madman still talked to this group of big bosses for a long, long time, although it has always been like a madman talking alone, but this is nothing, because the fat boss not only keeps giving the madman cigarettes, but even bought him the most expensive drink in the refrigerator of the Internet café, that is, coffee, for six yuan a bottle.

In the end, they all talked until about twenty-one in the evening, in fact, strictly speaking, the madman at this time should have already gotten off work, but this group of big bosses has recently understood that something happened to the madman, so he didn't go home, which is completely in line with common sense.

However, the madman still left this group of big bosses, and then ate something in Shaxian County, in short, although the outside world is brightly lit, the flow of people is slowly decreasing, after all, this is still just after the New Year, and the outside world is still cold and biting.

Then the madman returned to the Internet café again, in fact, for the madman, his own world is just so big, in addition to the Internet café, there used to be a rental house, and now it seems that the whole world, there is really only the Internet café left.

Just returned to the office on the second floor of the Internet café again, sat on the extremely comfortable leather chair again, and once again drank liquor and smoked cigarettes, but kept looking at the pen in his hand in a daze, this fountain pen paint is too serious, it was injured in the past, and now it is beyond recognition compared to before, but it doesn't matter, because this fountain pen, in fact, it has always been telling the story of Lili, always, has always been so silently telling.