Two hundred and eighty-three
Parted? Oh? Is it a breakup......
That's right, in the words that Lili just said, there is obviously the word breakup, as the saying goes, the more a person is afraid of something, the easier it must happen, the crazy people did not believe in this kind of crooked heresy, but now at this moment, I feel, I feel that this sentence seems to have some truth to be found.
In this small office, the hum of the many computer servers is still there, the smoke from the cigarette in the madman's hand is still there, and Lili's eyes are still flashing, all of this is telling, and time does not stop there.
The madman picked up the cigarette in his hand, his eyes were full of dazedness, and he quietly looked at Lili who was sitting at the desk, smoking a cigarette, behind her was the only glass window in this small office, and there seemed to be a whistling and bleak autumn wind blowing outside the window, and for the madman, everything in this world seemed to really stop at this moment.
The madman smiled, and even more ...... He let out a long sigh, then continued to stare at the pen on the table, which was extremely paint-off, and after staring for a while, he said, "Well, that's it, right?" The money in the card is all yours, and you will go to the bank tomorrow and take it out, and then leave me yourself. ”
Lili's eyes froze suddenly, did she never think that a madman would answer like this? Yes, she may not really have thought that this would be the case, because strictly speaking, the logic of ordinary people's thinking, as long as his girlfriend proposes to break up, the boy will generally keep it, or even stop it, and even ask him what he did wrong, right?
And the current madman gives people the feeling that he is no longer the same person he was before, even a few hours ago, the current madman gives people a person who can't tell what it feels like, he doesn't seem to have any emotions in him, calm and terrible, yes, gives people a very terrible feeling.
Lili seemed to want to say something more, after all, she had put down the cigarette in her hand and looked very anxious, but when the madman saw this, he immediately spoke first: "Lili, I never regret meeting you, and I never regret coming to this world, just, just?" I didn't find what I was looking for, that's all. ”
Lili grinned after hearing this: "What? Without me, you're going to kill yourself? Since you love me so much and treat me as your world, can't you keep me? ”
Lili actually bowed her head, yes, the madman can hear the meaning of bowing her head from this sentence, but the madman felt that there was no need, so the madman made a decision, in fact, this decision should have been made just after the New Year this year, but Lili was stunned to delay this decision for more than half a year.
At this point, the madman re-lit a cigarette, took a few puffs at random, and looked at the soft light above his head in an abnormal flickering eye, which led to another speech: "I can't talk about the so-called liking or dislike of my world, because the world is just the world, that's all." ”
After the madman said this, he spread his hands and laughed, but what he was laughing at, maybe no one knew at all, right? That's right, even Lili, who went to college, doesn't seem to understand what the current madman is talking about.
Or maybe it was Lili who didn't understand what the madman was talking about, so she tried to save something, so she used the most powerful weapon of a woman, which was crying, and she burst into tears, silently. If the madman in the past saw this, he would have trembled, he must have been extremely afraid, and he would have tried to make her happy, but the current madman did nothing, just smoked the cigarette in his hand and said nothing.
Lili cried alone for a long time, and the madman didn't even bother with her, and even the current madman still had the heart to continue writing books on the computer, and Lili sat at the desk and spoke again: "No one reads the book you wrote, only me read, and now I'm leaving, so what are you writing it for?" ”
The madman shook his head and smiled bitterly, then re-lit a cigarette before he spoke: "No, girl, you don't know me at all, what about me?" In fact, I don't have any dreams, and I don't want to take anything from this world, let alone give anything to this world, so I never need any reason for anything I do. ”
After the madman finished speaking, he got up, lit a cigarette again, and then walked to the desk, pushed the pen in front of Lili, and spoke again: "Girl, I am very grateful for the painful days that this pen has accompanied me through, and now, I don't need it anymore, I will give it back to you, if you don't take it, I will throw it out of the glass window behind you." ”
Lili grinned, perhaps because she felt that a madman would never do this, after all, a madman regarded this fountain pen as an existence more precious than his own life, yes, a madman would definitely not do this, so Lili wiped the last tears in her eyes and said contemptuously: "What do I want this broken fountain pen for?" You throw it? ”
The madman smiled, really smiling, picked up the pen with a smile on his face, then walked to the window, opened the glass window, and threw the pen out, and even when the madman turned around and closed the window, his face was still full of smiles, which gave people a very strange feeling.
Lili was amazed, because she had been watching the whole process, and she saw that the madman had indeed thrown the pen out, perhaps it was the most terrible thing she had ever seen in her life. So she wept again, and the madman didn't say a word.
The minutes and seconds passed, and the two did not say anything, and at about twenty-three o'clock, the madman stopped his hands from continuing to type on the keyboard, and turned his head to see that Lili had already stopped crying, but had been sitting there smoking, so the madman smiled again and said, "Shall we go home?" ”
Lili got up, and then went with the madman, but when he got home, the madman was busy packing Lili's luggage, and Lili just watched the whole process blankly, that's all.
……
The next morning, the madman and Lili went to the bank together, and the madman took out all the money in the bank card, and then gave it to Lili, Lili gritted her teeth, turned around in tears, walked out of the bank, and then called a taxi with her luggage, and left here.
And the madman who returned to the Internet café alone, with another pen pinned to his chest, the one that his mother had broken and repaired, and so soon a few days passed, and everyone who knew the madman in the Internet café knew that the madman and Lili had broken up, and all of them didn't know what the reason was, even if they asked the madman, the madman would just repeat: I have no dreams, and moreover, I don't want anything.
No one seems to know what happened between the madman and Lili, but strange things happened, and it happened inexplicably, at this time the madman was sitting in the office on the second floor of the Langtaosha Internet café, a person was smoking a cigarette, copying a book with a pen, and suddenly the mobile phone rang, it was a unique Motorola ringtone, the madman put down the pen, picked up the phone, and it showed an unfamiliar number and sent a text message to himself.
The text message is simple: How did you break up with your new girlfriend? I think you're a good person.
When the madman saw this text message, he smiled, lit a cigarette casually, and then smiled indifferently and dialed the mobile phone number, and the other party also answered.
The madman asked, "You're Yaping, aren't you?" ”
"How did you guess?"
The madman said indifferently: "In my world, I don't need you, now, immediately, get out of my world, thank you." ”
The madman hung up the phone after speaking, but Yaping called again, but the madman directly turned off his mobile phone, because this phone does not have the function of blacking.
That's right, the whole world returned to quiet, and then the madman sat down in front of the accounting computer, got on his own chat software, and deleted all the girls and others with memories on it. The madman understands that he himself no longer needs anything, much less this hypocritical world, and he understands that this world, in fact, has been empty from the beginning, really from the beginning.
So when he deleted it, he smiled, lit another cigarette, and smoked in a daze.
……
After most of the year, it is a new year at this moment, no, there is no New Year, tonight is the Chinese New Year's Eve, the cold wind howls outside the window of the Lang Taosha Internet Cafe, and the madman smokes a cigarette, looking at the eldest lady sitting on the edge of the desk, yes, she is the eldest lady, she is very beautiful, this will be her lying on the table, tinkering with the money on the table, is two stacks of 100 yuan bills, this is a full 20,000 yuan, this is definitely not a joke, this is the handsome boss gave 10,000 festival fees, and the fat boss gave 10,000.
While tinkering with the money, the eldest lady said: "I read the book you wrote from the Internet, and I know why you broke up with Jing, Yaping, and Lili, but what I can't figure out is that Lili was in this office at the time, didn't she always want you to keep her, why didn't you keep it, because you felt that she was a dusty woman before, so don't you think it's necessary?" ”
The madman shook his head and smiled bitterly, then said, "Oh? Miss, you think wrong, I didn't keep it at that time, because I don't need anything anymore, just like I am now, I really don't need anything, because what I want to get, in fact, I got it from this world when I was in elementary school. ”
The eldest lady sneered after hearing this, she smiled very sweetly, and looked very happy, and then, the eldest lady picked up the pen on the desk, yes, it was the pen that the madman had been using, and the eldest lady took it in her hand and said: "I think you need a new fountain pen, see what it has broken into, do you want Miss Ben to use her own New Year's money to buy you one?" ”