That's right, that's what the madman said, so she really slowly calmed down, but her messy clothes made him really lose his mind completely, so he helped her get dressed.

But then the next thing was even more outrageous, she actually spoke: "Then you prove to me that I am very attractive, what is the use of you just talking?" I believe that although you say in your book that you hate lying, I believe that you are a very good liar, because you are living in the lies you have created for yourself, and even the lies you use have established your complete worldview and values. ”

She said this, but the madman just straightened up and said, "I'm not wearing panties, you see?" ”

That's right, her face turned even redder all of a sudden, she saw it, so she bowed her head and said nothing, and he was a madman who never thought that he would one day prove the lethality of a girl to himself in such a way, which is simply outrageous, just like filming a TV series.

Then the madman sat on the stool, and continued to drink the liquor, and after drinking for a while, he continued to look at her, who was still bowing her head and silent: "You help me check the accounts, just use the calculator to help me add them all, and write out the numbers for me." ”

The madman took out a lot of accounts from his purse, although he had already calculated it himself, and he had already counted it in his heart, but this seemed to be testing Xiaohong's ability, but she also seemed to understand that the current atmosphere was indeed extremely embarrassing, so she immediately agreed to him.

Yes, she immediately got to work, and the madman was sitting in front of the accounting computer, writing a book, and ordered her to mute the calculator, and then the two of them seemed to be in harmony, she was settling accounts, and he was just drinking liquor and writing a book.

In fact, seriously, if the current madman can calm down and write a book, this is definitely hell, and even more seriously, his physiological reaction has been strengthening, the world in his mind, the angel of reason and the demon of nature, have been doing the craziest decisive battle, but as long as she is still here, it is definitely the final victory of the demon of nature, for this, there is absolutely no need to doubt.

So the words he will write are absolutely messy, of course, he also knows this, but what can be done about it? Who calls themselves such a rotten person? If he is a little better, like the fat boss and their so-called normal person, isn't that the case, can he get Xiaohong directly with the so-called selfishness now?

Although she said that this was just her selfishness, the life she longed for, but this was not the end of the dream she longed for? It's just that I'm afraid of the realization of this dream, because the moment the dream comes true, that is, the end of life, yes, as she said, I used my own lies to weave a theory with a unique world view and values for myself, and this theory even evolved into order, and on the basis of this order, it eventually evolved into my own whole world.

So in the whole process of writing the book, it was absolutely completely absent-minded, and the words that were written were absolutely undoubtedly rotten to the point of a mess, but she didn't seem to understand these things at all, she was just drinking tea and settling accounts at the same time, as if what had just happened had never happened at all, it was really like this.

But the madman will find something terrible, her accounting speed seems to be very fast, because many of the ledgers she has put on the side of the check, maybe she is really a genius? No, it shouldn't be like this, oh, by the way, she's the cashier of the Internet café, and every day when she gets off work, she has to settle the accounts, whether it's the turnover or the number of drinks and snacks, she has to check, and when she goes to work, she still has to check them all, it seems that this time she really found someone who can settle the accounts.

So after a while, she said that it was all right, and the madman continued to light a cigarette, so he picked up the ledger and began to check, yes, the madman checked it, and found that she had not miscalculated anything, she was really a genius, and then he had a better idea, of course, this idea was a bit excessive.

The madman spoke directly: "Or? I'll pay you later......"

But the madman stopped talking about it halfway through him, because he felt that things shouldn't be like this, because he was thinking that he would give her a lot of his work to deal with, and then pay her his own salary, that is, recruit another cashier for Qiuyue's Internet café, and she would be like his own secretary, but in this way, she would have to be with him almost all the time, so if nothing happened, it would definitely be hell.

But she said, "My salary is now yours." ”

Oh, in fact, what she said was not wrong at all, anyway, the male boss handed over the finances of the three Internet cafes to himself, so he is currently paying her salary, which doesn't seem to be wrong, so the madman just smiled after hearing it.

Then the madman said that he would take her home, but she said, "I have no home, I have returned my room, and I don't have many things of my own, which are hidden in the cupboard of the Internet café, so that I can save money." ”

"That's not what I'm talking about, I mean to send you back to Qiuyue Internet Cafe, you have to go to work tomorrow, understand?"

But she sighed: "I won't go to work tomorrow, I'll rest, what else do you want to say?" ”

"Oh, I mean, I have to send you back to the Qiuyue Internet Café, you can't stay here, understand?"

She sighed again: "I don't understand, what are you afraid of?" Didn't I tell you, getting you is the life I want, what does this have to do with your selfishness and your nature? But if it has something to do with your nature, I hope your talent is better. ”

The madman was speechless, and finally said, "I've played well, I'll go to the bathroom." ”

The madman left the office after saying that, because it was wet, yes, this is the consequence of not having a girlfriend for a long time, this is human nature, is it scary? Shame on you? No, madmen don't think it's scary at all, it's our human nature in the first place, shame on you? Crazy people don't think it's a shame, because it's completely normal, and if there is no such physiological response, or if the physiological response is not so strong, then it is more likely that there is something wrong with you.

It's like, if this is what those bullshit saints call dirty perverts? So, how has human beings survived since they were born more than 6 million years ago? Or, those so-called saints, don't they know how they were born? That's why madmen think that those people are ridiculously insane!

After the madman returned to the office, Xiaohong also said that she would also go to the bathroom, but the madman didn't ask anything, but after she came back, she stuck to his ear and whispered: "When I think of you during the day, I have a physiological reaction, you know?" Do you think I suck? Is she a very unscrupulous woman? ”

The madman collapsed directly after hearing this, and then directly took a sip of liquor, and said in a very angry voice: "It's not what you think, if you don't have a physiological reaction to me, I will feel that you are playing with me, I will think that you are an immodest girl, now this is what you said, what I define as a normal reaction, is what makes me so painful, makes me so broken, and makes me feel that you are not easy to deal with and perfunctory at all, because I dare not perfunctory for this real feeling." ”

Her face was red, and she lowered her head: "I've seen your life with Jing, and I also know how you live with Yaping." ”

The madman understood what she was talking about, so he was even more devastated, and then said: "You wait for me, I know what you're thinking, and I know that once you think about it, it's going to be very, very uncomfortable. ”

She didn't speak, and the madman took his toothbrush and toothpaste straight from the drawer, went to the bathroom next door and brushed his teeth very carefully, and then went back to the office, locked the door, yes, the madman couldn't help it, he took off her pants anyway, and completely took them off.

He saw the marks on her underwear, he understood, she had endured it for too long, it was normal, if it wasn't for that, he would think that there was something wrong with her, because he had experienced Jing and had also managed Yaping, as for Lili, it was hard to say.

So she sat in the chair, and he licked her for a long time, and she said she wanted it, but he didn't give it, yes, he still didn't finally cross this last step, and in this way, he felt that he had already sinned so much, and even he felt that all this was just his own selfishness, which had nothing to do with her.

But she still asked, but in the end he still completely refused, yes, when he understood what he was doing at the moment, he really wanted to hit his head on this wall, and finally help her wipe it, and then help her get dressed again, she didn't speak, and looked very angry.

In the end, the madman went to the bathroom to solve it himself, and although she asked for it to be solved in person, he could not do it, so that she was more courageous, and she was willing to give everything she had for the life she wanted, including surrendering her own life destiny, and even her own soul completely and unreservedly.

Yes, the madman has a lot of feelings about this matter, and in his current mind, Xiaohong is like an absolute brave person, using everything she has to pursue what she wants, and she will not look back, and she will never regret it.