Oh, if this is just like what Xiaohong said, all of this is her dream, whether it is chasing wisdom, or the so-called writing of books, or even writing, then the meaning of her own efforts, this has never been the so-called what she thinks, so boring, so meaningless, in fact, for Xiaohong, there must be some meaning in all this.

That's right, Xiaohong will think that this is her own life, everything she should have, so for this kind of thing, strictly speaking, at the moment, it will be very distressing to him? It's not right, because he didn't have any meaning of existence in the first place, and now at this moment, there is no doubt that Xiaohong gave him this so-called meaning of existence.

So in these days, he always imagines the future in a real sense, imagining the future of himself and hers, so far he is always working silently alone, trying to do what he should do, so in the next period of time, he works very hard.

He used to hate living for others, whether it was for the dream of a handsome boss, or for those meaningless pursuits, like living for money that was originally meaningless, but now, he felt that maybe it would be a wonderful thing to live for others?

No, he even feels that he is like the worst and worst person in this world, because someone really gave everything she had, including her soul, in order to live like a so-called normal person, this person is Xiaohong, in fact, to be honest, there have been more people who have paid everything for their incomparably innocent everything, but they are stupid and don't understand, so this way, it's like a child who has lost his temper?

No, children will not have the so-called dreams, whether they need a toy, or need some pocket money, this is their so-called dream, so once people grow up, it is incurable, of course, people must grow up, and this is simply irresistible, so when they grow up, if they still have the nature of childlike innocence, and have the pursuit of childlike hearts, then this person must be happy.

Of course, he also began to think about what love really is. In fact, to be honest, he felt that he really didn't understand what the so-called love was anymore, but he couldn't help but pick up his pen again, and this fountain pen was strictly speaking, it was simply following him all his life and witnessing everything about himself.

So he laughs, writes, writes, reads, thinks......

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Of course it's fast, and it's just time for us to be the fastest and most ruthless in the world, so it's really fast, and it's a few days later.

The weather on this day is really good, the sun is extremely hot everywhere, the world looks beautiful, whether it is the hurried pedestrians on the long street, or those cars that flash by in a hurry, in short, the current madman, with a smile on his face, looked at the people around him, this person is Xiaohong.

Xiaohong was full of sweat on her forehead, she smiled, smiling and eating the ice cream in her hand, and kept saying that the rental house just now looked very good, but he said, what is so good? The rooms are partition walls or something, so it's definitely not good or something, and the nearby scenery is not very good or something, there are no flowers and plants, and there is no river or the like, saying that this kind of rental house feng shui is not good at all.

She kept laughing like a child, saying that he was too particular about being a madman, saying that he was just working outside the home, and he even paid attention to feng shui or something, which was too much.

But what does that mean? Anyway, he still doesn't quite understand, as for her? Maybe you don't understand it very well, right? So in the end, the two walked for a long time in this huge world, and finally chose a rental house.

The place where the rental house is located is a private house, but there is a moat on the side, and the landlord himself is also a person who likes to grow flowers and trees very much, and even the house is carefully renovated, so everything is very good, and there is a fully automatic washing machine, which is on the third floor.

In the days that followed, the two of them were busy with this rental house that didn't belong to them originally, but now it belonged to them temporarily, mainly adding things to it, such as tables, soft leather chairs and something, and he also pulled the network cable himself and got two broken computers.

Yes, all of this seems to be going for the better? In fact, really, isn't this what the world calls happiness? And it's that ultimate happiness.

……

Later, there is no doubt that he lived with her, and the two seemed to be really newly married, living a life that only newlyweds would have, and for all that happened to him, all the people were also blessing, just like the fat boss said, he himself didn't think that the madman was ruining Xiaohong, but he felt that Xiaohong and the madman were a good match, and the fat boss said this, and the other bosses basically meant this.

Until the appearance of the handsome boss, the handsome boss also blessed the madman him, and even the eldest lady was also blessed, so that night, the madman sat in the rental house, trying to write books, and Xiaohong was also sitting on the computer next to him in rags, revising the manuscripts he had written, mainly looking for typos in it, and looking for grammatical inaccuracies in many places.

Now she is very beautiful, this is also the most beautiful moment in her without embellishment, because she has just taken a shower, in short, this rental house is very good, it is a solid wall, and the entire third floor is just a madman for his family, because the third floor belongs to the attic, although the roof originally looked certainly not very beautiful, but it is carefully renovated, so there is a ceiling, and there is a separate toilet, which has an independent water heater and automatic washing machine, according to the landlord, this house was originally his wedding room, It's just that now the old husband and wife are gone, so they don't live anymore, and the soft bed inside is also a marriage bed.

He didn't pay much attention to these things in the first place, because he understood that everything should be like this, so now he looks very happy.

It's just that there is one thing to say, that is, the tobacco that Xiaohong asked her family to mail has been throwing away in this rental house for a long time, mainly because it is too strong, and he can't stand it as a madman, so he only smokes one occasionally.

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Later, it was the New Year, but Xiaohong decided not to go home, as for why, the madman didn't understand at all, but in this year, he did spend it with her, and the two spent it happily in the so-called love nest that the two of them weaved together, after all, he bought a lot of food, whether it was wine or snacks or something, it was too much, because his own holiday red envelopes were really a lot.

And he also bought her more clothes, jewelry, and so on, yes, both of them seemed so happy, but after another half a year, he told her that he had finished writing himself, and of course she had finished reading it, and she seemed to like the boring story very much, because she had changed many typos, grammatical errors, and even incoherent sentences.

Then half a year later, Xiaohong left the madman, the reason was not anything else, but the madman he resigned, he didn't want to spend more time working hard for the dream of the handsome boss, because he was too tired, maybe he just wanted to work hard for his own dream, after all, he had finished writing a whole book, and he felt that he was very powerful, which was completely unthinkable before.

The handsome boss didn't say much, just said that when he opened the restaurant, he hoped that the madman would come back again, and said that he would open it next year, but the madman didn't tell Xiaohong about it, and Xiaohong left because the madman didn't go to work, he always wrote and read at home, and he was always eating old books or something.

That's right, Xiaohong can't stand such a madman, and thinks that he is a real madman, a person who is not doing his job at all, so Xiaohong left him, as for the current madman, he saw from the glass window of the rental house that the outside world was snow-white, because it was winter, and it was almost the New Year, and what was even more terrifying was that it was snowing so heavily in this southern world.

There is snow white everywhere, and the madman just looks at the bookcase next to him, which is full of books, all kinds of books, and his current pen writing has become very, very powerful, and it can even be said that it is shocking, but for Xiaohong's departure, he has no more feelings now, yes, he himself seems to have been prepared for this matter from the beginning, and he understands that things may be like this in the end, so from the moment he resigned, He understood all of this.

He really didn't tell Xiaohong that he would go to work in the handsome boss's new hotel again after resting at home for more than half a year, and the handsome boss deliberately let him rest for more than half a year, because the Internet café was being transferred one after another, and the matter of the hotel was also being expedited, so the handsome boss thought that there was nothing wrong with the madman's approach.

So now the madman, he looked at the pen in his hand, and then took a big sip of liquor, which recalled the beautiful time he spent with Xiaohong, and looked at the contract thrown around not far from the table, this contract was given to him by a website, it was his new book, and then he was also full of smiles, picked up his pen again, and began to copy books again, and it was the so-called wisdom book in the world.

It's just that at this time, the mobile phone that was suddenly thrown on the table rang, this is a unique Motorola phone, although there is another smartphone, he still likes this Motorola phone.

When I opened the phone, I saw that it was a text message from the handsome boss, and the handsome boss said in the text message: You will come over after the New Year, my hotel is about to open, and several big bosses are joint ventures together, and they are all people you know, and they only believe in you alone, and you are already a manager before the hotel opens.

The madman replied to the text message, and with a smile on his face: Well, thank you, boss, for your trust.

Then he lit a cigarette, took a few puffs, picked up a few sips of liquor, and then picked up his pen, yes, everything he loved in this life was his former self, his current self, and his future self, of course, this is also the pen he is writing in his own hand at this moment, and there is a goose feather snow in hopeless love in the outside world.

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