Chapter 1 Talking to Zicheng

March 208 BC

After bringing the drinks and snacks, Ari stood quietly not far away, watching the situation of me and Changxi excitedly through a small bush, and his small head was always poking around.

Changxi and I sat opposite each other under the pear tree, and we were silent with each other. He stared at me with burning eyes, and I poured him a drink with my eyes down.

However, the distance of three feet is extremely far away because of the separation of three years.

"Cher......" he said softly, "how do you ...... Will it be here?"

"I came with Mr. Zhang, who has some connections to my mother. "My voice is light, there are no ups and downs.

"Why don't you wait for me in Afang?" he asked in a soft voice, very carefully.

"I'll wait for you, will you come?" I raised my eyes and stared at him: "Waiting for you to attack Xianyang and return triumphantly?" ”

Changxi's face froze, and he said a little eagerly: "I didn't mean that! I mean that there is such turmoil outside, and it is safer for you to stay in Afang Palace." I ......"

I shook my head and smiled lightly, "I'm not accusing you, and you're not at fault. On the contrary, you don't know how you've been doing in the past three years. I thought you had returned to Yan Kingdom, but why are you here now?"

"After the uprising of Chen Sheng and Wu Guang, I originally raised troops in Yan State, but later found out that it was weak in the end, so I went south and surrendered to Wu Xinjun. I was originally under General Long Ji, but because Long He grew up with the young master since he was a child, and he was like a brother, so he recommended me to the young master, so I am here now. Changxi took a sip of wine and said to himself: "Even if you have grand ambitions, you have to succumb to reality, the road ahead is too difficult for me to move forward alone." ”

"It's good that if you have less status, you can have less responsibility, and you can oppress yourself every day, how tiring it should be to live like this. I reached out and took his hand holding the wine glass, and said with a light smile: "Changxi, after so many years, you should also live for yourself once." ”

"Cher......" He looked moved, and raised his other hand to grab mine, but I withdrew it the moment he touched it.

She ...... How is she?" I asked in a low voice, a little harsh.

"She?" asked puzzledly, "Are you asking about the rainy season?"

"Nope. I shook my head, bit my lip, and said, "I'm asking Miss Catkins." ”

A hint of clarity immediately appeared on Changxi's face, followed by a deep joy, and he said with a smile in his voice: "She is very good, she just gave birth to a baby boy a few days ago and became a mother. ”

My hand shook violently, and the flask fell back to the ground, and the freshly scalded wine was scattered all over the floor, and the tears that I had dripped were blurred in a wide range of shades.

"That's a good thing. "I suddenly laughed, I couldn't stop laughing, I couldn't stop crying.

"Cher's ......"

"I'm tired, so I'll take my leave. I pushed his outstretched hand away, and stood up a little vaguely, but my body did not obey, and my leg was about to fall back to the ground as soon as it went limp.

"Cher!" Changxi rushed over and took me into his arms, so tight that I could barely breathe.

"Let go of me......" I grabbed him by the collar and roared with a crying voice, "Let go of me!"

"Don't ......," he tightened his hand, and the child generally said, "I finally saw you again, how could I let go? Even if I die, I will not let you go again." ”

I finally cried out loud and asked him weakly, "What else can I do......?" I don't even know what to do......"

Even though you have a wife and children, I still love you, and I can't let go of you when I finally see you......

"I miss you so much......" His pointed chin pressed against the top of my head, and I could feel his lips rubbing my hair, a heat seeping into my hair, it was his tears.

"Cher...... Good Cher...... Whenever the moon is in the sky, I can't help but think of you. Do you say, is it because I love you too much, or because this moonlight is too affectionate?" Changxi's voice was soft, he stroked my cheek, gently lifted my chin, looked at my tear-stained face, and said helplessly: "I'm afraid it's because I love you too much that I will disobey my mother." Cher, I didn't marry catkins, you are my wife. ”

"What......" I looked at him in disbelief, "that...... Kid ......"

"The child is Xiran, and after I divorced him, the Liu family married Liu Wu to Xiran. Liu Wu doesn't want to marry me who has someone else in her heart, and Xiran is interested in her, so everyone is happy?" He kissed me lightly on the forehead, as if he had fulfilled a long-cherished wish, and said, "Xue'er, am I dreaming? You tell me that you are really here." ”

"I'm here. I looked up to meet his twinkling eyes, and then tiptoed to kiss him on the lips.

He was stunned for a moment, then reacted, and responded patiently with lowered eyes.

"No doubt Childe!" Ari's exclamation suddenly came, and my back stiffened, and I let go of the long that was kissing me affectionately.

"Xue'er......" Zhang Budo looked at me and Changxi with a pale face, his hand hanging by his side clenched, and then he rushed over with an arrow step, raising his fist and knocking Changxi to the ground.

"Changxi!" I hurriedly went to help Changxi, and asked nervously, "Are you okay?"

"Changxi ......" Zhang Budo seemed to have received a huge blow, he shook, and finally stood up by holding on to the pear tree.

"I thought it was a disciple of a certain family, but it turned out to be 'Changxi'...... It's so good......" He laughed, and his smile was bitter: "It's so good......"

"I'm fine...... Changxi gently pushed away my hand that I wanted to check for his injury, looked up at Zhang Budo, and asked lightly: "You are Zhang Gongzi?" ”

"No need to say thanks. Zhang Budo's eyes were cold, and he sneered: "You don't have this qualification." Leave her so decisively, and let her wait for you in Xianyang. Do you know how she came to my house? It was my mother who rescued her from her dying on the side of the road, she had a serious wound in the shoulder, and if she hadn't happened to meet my mother, she would not be there now. ”

I have never seen this kind of expression on Changxi's face, stunned, shocked, painful, unwilling, and sorry...... So many emotions appeared on his face at the same time, which made his originally alluring face slightly distorted.

"Xue'er......" Changxi looked at me with a bloodless face, and asked in a trembling voice, "Is this true?"

"It's all in the past. "I kept my mouth shut.

"Why don't you want to tell me...... What you don't want to tell me is often the most painful thing for you. Changxi smiled bitterly: "It's the first time I hate myself like this, I hate myself for knowing you so well......"

It turns out that even if we meet again, there is an insurmountable gap between me and you. Three years is a long time, and how many secrets have emerged in our lives that are not known to each other in these three years. The years have been so cruel that it has finally consumed some of the most important things between me and you.

But even so, we have to go on the road together, don't we?