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The eternal frozen soil, the white ground woven by ice and thunder covers the entire gallery, and the eyes are snow-white.

Floating in the air, a young girl with golden hair in an extremely thin costume and claw-like hands gathered the magic of a long river of stars.

Well, sad thing, why do you have to deny your own weakness, you can't even accept your own weakness, you can't swallow it, how can you swallow the strength of the other party?

Looking down from above, looking down at the monster boy who was frozen in the iceberg formed by the gallery, a deep irony appeared on his crooked face.

The closest to the depths of darkness, but even their own weakness itself is unwilling to admit that it is not power, magic, it has nothing to do with skill before, or even experience.

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What is she talking about?

Weak?

The frozen nerd still has his own consciousness and ability to think, and he is puzzled.

What's wrong with denying one's own weakness?

What's the use of not being able to protect Pachouli's weakness?and not being able to help Reimu's weakness?

Nerds really can't accept their own weakness and can't recognize their weakness. It is precisely because of the successive failures during this period that Paciouli cannot be protected and cannot help Reimu.

How to accept this weakness?

Kazami Yuka is powerful and unsolvable in the horror of the risk.

Their own weakness cannot be resisted, and their own weakness cannot be persevered.

How to devour it? How to be sure? This weakness, as a human being, as the initial weakness.

The boy is confused by his weakness, and the girl floating in the air slowly waits for the boy under the ice to react.

Is it a rampage? Is it a collapse? Is it recognizing one's own weakness? Or do you continue to evade and continue to deny? Isn't it precisely the one that symbolizes oneself that denies those weak powers? It is precisely because they don't admit it, they don't want to affirm it, so they deny all their power and their magic power, so there is no way to recover their magic power.

Is it a sin to be weak? to be angry, is it evil to be weak? to gnaw at it all, to slack off because of this, to be strong because of this! to be jealous of this! why does you not admit your great sin yourself?

Tasteless, uninteresting, boring.

The girl understands what the frozen boy is missing, and she also understands what kind of person he is, so she sighs.

It is precisely because he has talent, but he does not use talent.

It is precisely because of common sense, but not beyond common sense.

It is precisely because he has wisdom that he does not use his brain.

It is precisely because of his calmness that he does not keep himself.

It is precisely because of tolerance that there is no forgiveness of oneself.

Because I am stupid, I have no way to forgive myself, and I can't accept my failures, and I deny myself that I have failed in the past, experienced setbacks, and have never won.

Denied, rejected.

Disagree, not sure.

Unbelievable, unconclusive.

It was inevitable because of the failure.

That's for sure, because of the fiasco.

So this weakness, no matter how long it takes, will not be affirmed by the nerd, weak and weak themselves, at that time the defeat and fiasco, with a very ugly and embarrassing posture bowed down.

How is he going to admit defeat to Yuka Kazami, who almost lost the love of his life, Pache Noregui, and who made Mistia Lorela, who loves him more than anyone else, suffer all her life.

If you want to admit it, if you want to agree, but how to admit it, how to identify it?

That's the self who can't protect everything he values from the hands of Kazami Yuuka.,What should I take to accept my weakness?

It's not just a matter of seeing the wind and seeing the fragrance.

The weakness of the nerd, in many battles in the past, did not achieve victory.

He has been failing, obviously looking stronger and stronger, obviously learning more and more, but he has become weaker and weaker.

And then - the failure was repeated countless times.

Such a self.

The nerd refused, so ...... It's just frozen here.

Agreed?

Acceptable?

Unable to protect Mistress Patchouli's weak, waste-like self.

Unable to help Reimu like a fool.

Is it negative?

Does a nerd need to deny himself here? It is precisely because he is weak that he knows the strength of being strong, and he also knows his weakness because he denies it.

Willing to accept it? Unacceptable.

Like going around in circles, tongue twisters keep repeating disgusting multiple-choice questions.

But how?

The nerd has always been weak, so he can only make a lame choice, in the face of the options that he hates and hates, how to break the status quo, how to make the status quo collapse?

Is it a rampage?

Want to go crazy?

To admit it?

Do you continue to refuse?

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The Gospel of Darkness, the Apostle of Evil, the Message of Evil, the Dark Demon King in the form of a child looking down from above is stinging, converging magic, and the expectation of the boy under the ice in her heart finally turns into regret, and finally into regret.

Maybe this is fate, this is the more fundamental problem.

It is precisely because of the fiasco that I am disgusted with being weak and weak, but I am even weaker with my strength, I am disgusted with the power I held at that time, the scenery I rejected, and those who devoured the scenery in my heart were all my own weakness.

It is for this reason that it is desired, and it is because of this that it is rejected.

That's why I'm very uneasy, just like the poison that spreads, the weakness that spreads, the more I don't admit it, the more it spreads in my body like a poison.

Boy, it is precisely like this, curses and poisons have corroded your heart, and a cave has been corroded in your heart, where your own weakness is buried because of mistakes, because of failure, and because of failure.

So...... Unable to accept that you are weak, how can you devour everything around you, and how can you use dark magic?

Evangerine's words fell, and the swaying words penetrated the ice like a spell, and swallowed the landscape of the nerd's heart.

In the calm night, the calm lake is flooded with many boats, and the lanterns floating on the lake release light sources, and the inner scenery that this nerd is attached to is dyed and eaten by the dark scenery.

There was nothing left.

There is no such thing as peace.

What mess also disappears parts.

The rest was a pitch-black space, not knowing which side was up or which was down, and in such a desperate landscape, the nerd found that his five senses were taken away by the darkness around him.

The weightlessness of sinking like drowning, no matter how you clap your hands, your body doesn't know whether to sink down, float up, float to the left, or move to the right.

People can't grasp the air.

But the nerd is now waving his limbs in the darkness as if he were grabbing air, but is he really waving? Is he really dancing again? When did he have the illusion that he was waving his limbs? and when did he think he wasn't waving his limbs?

In addition, the feeling of heaviness that oppresses the body more and more.

The scenery in front of the nerd appeared in the darkness after a glimmer of light, and the new scenery swallowed the nerd.

The endless flower fields are in full bloom with madder sunflowers facing the dazzling sun, and the familiar scenery stretches on both sides of the path below.

Then the nerd's eyes shrank, and in front of him appeared two women he knew well, Pache and Kazami Yuka, who were fighting, and if they were killed, they would die.

Kazami Yuka lifted the parasol in her hand and swept Pache to the nerd's side.

The majestic queen walked towards the nerd's place step by step, causing the nerd's body to tremble.

Power poured infinitely from his body, but the nerd didn't have the courage to swing his fist at Kazami Yuka, because there was power flowing in his body now, and there was no way to fight the other party.

Nerd and Kazumi Yuxiang......

Victory or defeat itself is based on the will of both parties.

The retreating witch is invincible, and her strength outside of it is completely another level of existence.

And what about the nerd? really make Kazami Yuka embarrassed, face it, as the other party gets stronger and stronger, and will not be weak because the other party is weak, just for the ever-stronger Kazami Yuka is embarrassed.

It's the weakest self that uses out mode.

Giving up the relationship between winning and losing, in the face of Kazami Yuka's all-out response, the nerd has no attack power, and no defense, assuming, Kazami Yuka's combat power is 50 million, then she puts 25 million combat power on attack, and 25 million combat power on defense.

Therefore, in the face of the defense power of 25 million combat power composed of the iron wall, self-healing ability, recovery ability, sustaining ability, and durability ability, the attack of the nerd has no effect.

Therefore, in the face of the invincible, destructive ability, huge demonic power, demonic physical arts, and the attack force of 25 million combat power composed of rich experience, the nerd's defense cannot resist it at all.

However、The only nerd who makes Kazami Yuka deflated.,It's the nerd who uses the pattern.。

The only nerd who makes Kazami Yuka try to defeat is the one who uses a pattern in estrus.

The former, in order to rescue Reimu who fought with Kazami Yuka, lost his attack power, lost his defense, and was very fragile, with the same fragility as window paper, and the conceit that he would die if he stumbled and fell, and there were still nerds at that time.

nerds, even if they sneak attack the creatures at the bottom of Gensokyo, some ordinary beasts living in the enchanted forest, no, it would be too much to say that beasts are overestimating each other, such as wild dogs, pheasants Needless to say, even if it is a domestic rabbit, with the state of a nerd at that time to sneak attack, the defeated conceit can still be used to show off.

The latter, in order to make Kazami Yuka the mother, give birth to his own children and grandchildren, reproduce yù, color yù, xing impulsively, at that time, what spread in the hearts of nerds was not victory or defeat, nor was it defeating Kazami Yuka, ignoring the strength and weakness of Kazami Yuka, just for the purpose of intersecting with each other.

The nerd,When confirming the figure,Skin,And the right object for the body to vent that aspect,There is no hesitation in the attack launched by the wind and the fragrance,But there is no concept of victory or defeat.。

The former abandons attack power and defense power, and will not be hostile, not attacked, not valued, not expected to be weak, and will play its weakness to the limit, which can be said to be infinitely close to zero combat effectiveness.

The latter gave up the concept of victory and defeat, gave up attack and defense, and emptied his body, allowing the wind to see the fragrance like the turbulent waves, which was better than a leisurely stroll.

Feng saw Yuxiang face it, obviously he didn't lose, but he was depressed as if he had lost.

Kazami Yuka faced, obviously defeated, but only because she was defeated.

Because of the pursuit of victory and defeat, there will be a distinction between strong and weak, and he even loses to others where he will not lose, precisely because he wants to win.

Want to win, want to solve, but to get these.

I don't even want to admit my weakness.

In the face of the parasol falling by the wind and the fragrance, his weakness is so that he can't protect Pache Li, this is inevitable, it's useless to run wild here, it's useless to cry here.

Accept the fact that you are weak.

Accept yourself as the weak.

Whether it's a human or a monster, there will never be a time when it is absolutely powerful, even if it is Kazami Yuka.

So, nerds are weak.

This weakness is certain, because this weakness is relative.

The gap between man and ants, the gap between man and elephant.

Compared to youkai, man is weak, the existence of a nerd as a half-hanger, what is lacking is time, he is uneasy, he is anxious, a year and a half as a youkai, seventeen years as a human.

Eighteen years of full fighting, as a human being, completely immature, as a monster, even younger.

But is it necessary for a nerd to be strong? For a nerd, does he need to use strength to protect the people he values?

Does he need the strength to defeat his enemies, or the strength to protect those who matter to him? Or the strength to recognize his own weakness and accept everything in front of him?

Precisely because nerds don't know.

That's why he can't escape here, like an infernal hell, constantly being tortured and tortured.

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Near the middle table of the large picture pavilion, looking at the sleeping prince who has not woken up and has a very weak breath, worried, worried, uneasy, and panicked.

The girls supported each other and encouraged each other, slowing down the emotions they had bred from the bottom of their hearts, and the nerd's face was pale and terrible, and there was not a trace of blood on his skin.

Bayi Yonglin's figure moved back and forth beside the bed of the nerd, replacing it with a blood bag to inject new blood into the nerd.

Wounds on the body that have not healed are also healed by applying the herbs that Reisen has grinded, and the natural application is determined by the severity.

Poof.

The scroll that was placed on the table to suck the nerd's spirit suddenly burst into flames with a pop.

A stunned expression appeared on the girls' faces.

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