PS1: Ah, for various reasons, I only have one chapter today, so I'll try to write more tomorrow. Even with these contents, I have been thinking about it for a long time, and there should be enough foreshadowing before the plot exhibition......

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Chihiro hugged her knees, sat on the roof, and looked out at the moonlight, tonight is a good day to enjoy the moon.

He seemed to like to sit with his knees hugged, as if he were holding himself. Even if you don't know anything about the memories of the past, you don't know where you come from, you don't know your purpose, and you don't know the meaning of your existence, but the moment you stretch out your arms around your knees, you can feel a little warmth and reject the warmth of loneliness.

Yes, although the memory is still broken, I can faintly recall that I seem to have been lonely for a long, long time, and I can only send cold and lonely by hugging myself, hugging ...... An illusionary hint of warmth.

I should be very happy to be able to sleep in my brother's room, huddle in the corner, hug myself, bury my head in my knees and sleep quietly, even if I wake up suddenly and prick up my ears, I can hear my brother not far away snorting slightly asleep...... For some reason, when I heard that voice, I quickly fell back asleep and fell asleep peacefully until dawn.

That feeling should be very beautiful, no matter when, you can feel the fact that a very important person is by your side, no matter when and where, no matter what you are doing, you don't have to worry about whether you will be lonely.

"What the hell am I ...... Who is it? Chihiro looked at his hand, the lines were clear, crystal like jade, and his father said that this was the hand of a natural martial artist, but he didn't have any real sense, but he couldn't help but become interested in martial arts, pursuing to become stronger, as if instinctively hating his weakness, this is again...... Why.

There was a sound of soft footsteps in his ears, and he turned his head to look, and the dragon god key jumped lightly to the roof: "Yo." ”

He tossed a bottle of milk, and Chihiro reached out to catch it.

"Ahh The key came to his side and stood looking at the moon.

Maybe it's because of the blessing of this bright moon, Chihiro didn't speak to each other, he looked at the night sky quietly, and suddenly said, "Brother, will you get married?"

"Of course it will, men always have to start a family. Key shrugged, "It's just a matter of time or time." What I have to worry about now is not whether the eldest brother wants to get married, but how many people he will marry......"

Chihiro glanced at the key, "Won't you feel angry, won't you feel depressed?"

"Why?" Orangutan Jian glanced at Chihiro strangely, "I'll only be happy that my eldest brother can get married." ”

"Aren't you the brother you said in the book?" Chihiro said lightly.

“...... What kind of strange books are you reading! You don't need to know all that boring knowledge!" Jian almost choked and complained loudly, "I'm not a brother! I'm a man!"

He defended a few words loudly, then touched his head and whispered, "Ah, if you don't feel it at all, it must be fake." After all, the eldest brother who grew up together is going to start a family, and he has to start a family with others, get married, have children, and his wife and children have become the most important saves in life, and my parents and I can only take a back seat, which is not very good......"

He smiled embarrassedly, and then loudly defended: "So this is pure brotherhood, brotherhood! I hate those guys the most, I interpret pure family affection too much, associate it with disgusting aspects, go and purify my dirty soul!"

"But I guess I'm glad I guess it's true. After all, the lonely eldest brother, the eldest brother who has been clumsily seeking affection, the eldest brother who longs for warmth more than anyone else, if I can find the other half who can tolerate him and understand him, I can only be happy as a younger brother, right? Jian smiled and hugged his head, and said happily, "No matter what, I will always be his younger brother, and this will not change even if it is a few decades away." I will protect the brotherhood of this life for the rest of my life, so that all the people I cherish, my brother, my parents, and friends, can live happily ever after......"

Under the moonlight, the smirking young man swore casually, but his casual appearance engraved the heavy and eternal oath in the moonlight, forever frozen in this halo of hazy bright moon.

At that moment, Chihiro seemed to remember that in the distant past, he had also laughed like this, and said this in front of his relatives who were more important than anyone else, to protect the world where that person was located, and to live happily ever after.

At that time, he firmly believed that the qiē he guarded would never be lost, but that once firm belief collapsed in the cruel facts, and the bright future he once thought was just a joke carried by the cowardly. The man who had been so close to him suddenly turned into a faint shadow in the passage of time, and then he was sad, self-reproachful, bitter, numb, and lamented all day long for his incompetence and stupidity.

Nothing can be changed.

Fate cursed cruelly, groaning, mocking, laughing maniacally.

When the most important person passes away suddenly, it will suddenly understand that the so-called power, the so-called belief is just a trick of fate to blind people's hearts, it looks at you laughing stupidly, thinking that it can protect important people until time goes by, it watches you cry heartbreakingly, angry at the cruel world and sudden sadness, but can only blame yourself, remember, lament and guilt, live forever pale, with illusions that can change the past, and dreams that can never be realized......

"But......" Chihiro whispered, "I'm here......"

"What?" The surprised voice of the dragon god key shattered Chihiro's involuntary memory, the sad love quickly receded, and the soul regained its quiet calm, Chihiro looked around blankly, but suddenly tears slipped from the corners of his eyes, and he hurriedly wiped it with his hand, "Really...... It's weird, what did I just recall?"

Long Shenjian was looking at him anxiously, and said strangely when he heard this: "Did you think of something sad? It's okay, tomorrow the eldest brother is going to go on a blind date, I'll take you to the underworld to chase the soul." ”

Chihiro looked up at the Ryujin Key with a worried face.

Even if this fool is always spoken of by him, he maintains a foolish kindness and will worry about his affairs.

Still believing in the beauty of the world, feeling satisfied and happy for today's life, believing that the good life will continue forever and forever - only a fool with such a beautiful thought will embrace everyone with the greatest kindness.

Because in his eyes, there is something called happiness.

Seeing such a dragon god key, Chihiro suddenly felt a burst of heart palpitations.

He finally understood how the happiness that now pervaded his heart and the emptiness that wandered around his soul could coexist without conflict.

Such a feeling of happiness is not without reason.

The reason is simple.

Because he has long since lost, the happiness he has now is not his.

What he had lost before he lost his memory had been forever and ever......

-- I can't get it back.

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