Looking at Zheng Nuanyang like this, Gu Zhaoyan couldn't believe it, the person in front of him told her that he would accompany her and stay by her side all the time...... This person...... All along, it was just this man......

Zheng Nuanyang looked at the distrustful eyes of the person in front of him, and showed a smile helplessly, with a kind of tenderness that belonged to Zheng Nuanyang's own unique in his voice.

"Smiling face...... If I want to be by your side, would you like to?"

Zheng Nuanyang's serious appearance made Gu Zhaoyan stunned for a moment, there was obviously something appearing, but at this moment, Gu Zhaoyan couldn't grasp it, and the thing in his mind that seemed to be about to come out all of a sudden, as if it had disappeared all of a sudden, had never existed......

"Is it okay, stay with me......"

Gu Zhaoyan always remembered that this man sat in front of her and smiled gently at him, and after showing his smile, he turned into the starlight in the sky, and disappeared like this, disappearing without a trace, as if he had never appeared......

Uncertainty, there is a helpless uncertainty in my heart, this feeling, Gu Zhaoyan can't speak, she can only look at the person in front of her who is too familiar, her eyes are full of helplessness, she should believe the person in front of her, but it is the starlight in the sky that makes her unable to believe it at all...... I can't believe that the person in front of me will stay by her side like this......

glanced around, and found that there was a white expanse next to it, and the things around seemed to disappear in an instant, and only she and Zheng Nuanyang were left in the whole world, which made her a little trance......

"Why?"

Why is there no one around? Why can't you see anything around? Where is this place? Nuan Yang, what are you here for?

As if seeing her heart clearly, Zheng Nuanyang took Gu Zhaoyan in his arms, and there was a kind of gentleness in his voice that belonged to Gu Zhaoyan alone, this kind of gentleness only Gu Zhaoyan has.

"Because of you......"

I had given up a long time ago, but because of you, because of your missing, I reappeared...... Back to you......

Zheng Nuanyang looked at the person in his arms, and involuntarily hugged Gu Zhaoyan in his arms, his face was full of nostalgia.

How long has it been? How long has it been since he has held a person like this? How long has it been since he looked at her like this? Obviously, the two of them are so close, but the feeling of being untouchable seems to have wiped out everything about him, and he can only quietly watch this person slowly grow up, and then slowly become the existence that everyone looks up to, this feeling makes him a little overwhelmed, Mingming, obviously this person is only him.

Obviously, you can take possession of this person by yourself, and you can selfishly stop all this......

Zheng Nuanyang closed his eyes, feeling the temperature in his arms, and for the first time he didn't know whether his choice was right or wrong. Obviously there was no such struggle when he found out that he was imprisoned in the jade, but now when he looked at this girl, he realized how much he wanted to possess her, she was his wife, her wife alone.

No matter how good she behaves in front of anyone, no matter how gorgeous she is, she is only his wife alone, Zheng Nuanyang's wife alone, and it is because of this identity that she can hide this person in a place that no one can find...... If you can...... Smiling, will you accompany me?

If I asked you to give up everything outside, give up everything that was within your reach, and just be alone with me, what would you choose?

As if he also felt Zheng Nuanyang's struggle, Gu Zhaoyan raised his head from Zheng Nuanyang's arms, and then there were some questions in his voice.

"Warm Sun...... What's wrong?"

Gu Zhaoyan can feel a certain change in Zheng Nuanyang's body, because she knows this man too well, but when she knows this man too well, she finds that she has never understood this man at all, because when this man is in front of her, he always looks gentle, as if he has all the sunshine of her, but what about the darkness that belongs to him? What about the darkness that should have been? She didn't see it at all......

Even Gu Zhaoyan, what she can't guarantee is her own darkness, but in Zheng Nuanyang, she can't see a trace of darkness, this person, as if she was born because of light, and then becomes the light in her world, shining on her, making her whole person willing to contact this sunshine and be willing to move from the dark corner to the light...... But, Warm Sun, what about your darkness?

Could it be that it's like your name, the warm sun, that is why you hide your own darkness in your heart?

Gu Zhaoyan never thought that one day, when she was lying in Zheng Nuanyang's arms like this, what she imagined was not how to be with this person, but guessing this person's heart, speculating about everything about this person, and never thought that Zheng Nuanyang would look so crazy......

What suddenly appeared in her eyes was the appearance of Zheng Nuanyang smashing the photo frame on Zheng Changfeng's body, at this time, Gu Zhaoyan couldn't help but think, if she had ever seen such a crazy Zheng Nuanyang, would she still have the courage to approach him?

"It's okay~ Zhaoyan...... Do you like people out there?"

Cautiously questioned, Zheng Nuanyang felt that he was waiting for a verdict, waiting for the verdict that belonged to Gu Zhaoyan, her verdict, one heaven and one hell. His final result was just a choice for her......

Hearing Zheng Nuanyang ask, Gu Zhaoyan was stunned for a moment, then raised his head and looked towards Zheng Nuanyang.

"Why do you ask?"

Why do you ask that? Is it because of a person's loneliness? Because after watching me know so many people, I have such a lonely expression?

Gu Zhaoyan didn't know what Fan Sheng said in his mouth, how many years of loneliness he had endured, but looking at the pain in his eyes at this time, Gu Zhaoyan understood that this person had never been as full of sunshine as she saw, and this person just put all the sunny side in front of her.

It is precisely because of this that Zheng Nuanyang in Gu Zhaoyan's eyes will always have a warm smile, always as dazzling as the sun, and will always be Gu Zhaoyan's only belief.

"I just want to know, is Smiling happy now?"

Zheng Nuanyang's eyes became deeper and deeper, and he looked at Gu Zhaoyan in front of him motionlessly, as if Gu Zhaoyan would disappear in the next moment, only in this way could he be sure that the person in front of him was a real existence, nothing happened, she was still in his arms, and she still belonged to Gu Zhaoyan alone.

If you're happy...... I...... I guess I'll let it go...... I obviously shouldn't have the luxury, I can only look at you like this, just hold you once, it's okay, even if I want me to hold you greedily once, it's good......

When Zheng Nuanyang asked this question, Gu Zhaoyan seemed to have those people from the palace in front of her, as well as Grandpa Ge, Grandpa Liu, Grandpa Ye, Brother Jin Tian, Xu Jiahao, all kinds of people she met appeared in her eyes, making her involuntarily nostalgic, and at the moment when she returned to the thirty-seventh floor, she also received calls from several people, saying that they were asking her to pay attention to her body...... But now...... Seeing the white expanse around him, Gu Zhaoyan suddenly felt a little panicked, and a pair of brown eyes looked at Zheng Nuanyang tightly, a little afraid to confirm it......

"Warm Sun...... That's what you mean, don't you?"

Give her a choice, a choice between reality and fantasy, such a choice, on the one hand, those people, on the other hand, Zheng Nuanyang in front of her, how should she be good in such a situation? And, Nuan Yang, when did you become so cruel......? Such a choice......

Looking at Gu Zhaoyan's flustered eyes, Zheng Nuanyang sighed, put his hand on Gu Zhaoyan's face, and then said softly, with some comforting words.

"Smiling face...... You know, where I am...... So, I can only give you a choice, you know?"

What will you choose? I'm looking forward to it......

Gu Zhaoyan seems to have fallen into a whirlpool, on the one hand, the existence of Zheng Nuanyang, and on the other hand, the existence of those people, Zheng Nuanyang represents the past, and those people represent the future...... She didn't want to give up any of them, she needed any of them......

In her last life, she won Zheng Nuanyang's love the most, but in this life, she has a brother, a grandfather, and even ...... And I have a sister...... Those affections, friendships...... This life is as gorgeous as fireworks, so she is confused...... How should we choose? so that both parties are no longer so helpless......

"Warm Sunshine ......"

With a pleading voice, Gu Zhaoyan's brown eyes changed from panic to pleading, she knew, every time she looked like this, Zheng Nuanyang understood what she meant, even now, she knew that the person in front of her must understand her.

Sure enough, after seeing Gu Zhaoyan like this, Zheng Nuanyang sighed in his heart, but he still had a gentle smile on his face, and his voice was full of doting.

"Smiling face...... It turns out that they ...... Is it already more important than me?"

Obviously, he didn't want to say such a thing, but when he saw Gu Zhaoyan who was hesitant in front of him, he somehow asked this sentence, and after asking, Zheng Nuanyang's face showed a trace of bitterness.

Oh, yes...... With a wry smile, all the people who have been in front of Gu Zhaoyan are Zheng Nuanyang with a sunny temperature, and he has been disguised for a long time like this Zheng Nuanyang...... Want to see this person fight for one of his smiles, want to see this person happy because of one of his smiles...... How long has it been...... Such a smile has also begun to become a weapon to win the hearts of the people in front of him, just for the person in front of him, to cover all of himself, just to show a gentle appearance, so that the person in front of him can't help but rely on him?

It's been too long to have a smile like that...... So long that he almost thought that he was such a person who could give everyone ...... No, at least it is the one who brought Yang Guan to such a person, so laughing, smiling all the time, even if his heart has already begun to rot, he still has a smile on his face that this woman likes, as if, all this, from the moment he met Gu Zhaoyan, began to freeze......

"No, it's not like that, it's not like that......"

Some panicked voices sounded from Gu Zhaoyan's mouth, Gu Zhaoyan knew that this person, even if he had a gentle smile on his face, looked like he didn't care about anything, but in his heart he knew everything, so she never objected to this person, because everything this person did was just for her own good...... Just for her alone......

"It's not like that...... I...... I was just...... I just ......"

Obviously, he wanted to explain something, but when the words came to his lips, he didn't know how to speak, Gu Zhaoyan could only look at the person in front of him like this, and then suddenly lost his voice and bowed his head silently.

At this time, the fans in the space were already worried, and Gu Zhaoyan's face was already extremely pale, and the fans knew that at this time, what Gu Zhaoyan was facing was probably already a demon, a demon that belonged to Gu Zhaoyan alone.

In fact, there is a secret place in everyone's heart, this place is not known by anyone, and they don't want to be explored, but this is such a place, but it is the most vulnerable place for a person, Gu Zhaoyan's spiritual attack is to attack such a place, but I didn't expect that this nightmare would be like this, if Gu Zhaoyan can't survive this test, then what is waiting for Gu Zhaoyan?

Such a virus is too domineering, so even the powder clothes can't tell the difference, and they can't tell what the fantasy this virus brings to Gu Zhaoyan, she can only look at Gu Zhaoyan like this, suddenly her face is ruddy and suddenly her face is pale, so that she can only stand aside worriedly, but she can't do anything, this person seems to be born to survive to meet these tribulations.

Just like when Gu Zhaoyan appeared for the first time, Fanshang felt a kind of fate, which belonged to her, because at that time, she obviously felt a feeling in Gu Zhaoyan's heart that others didn't have, that kind of feeling was fragile and sensitive, but if she really wanted to investigate, she couldn't find any place, because this person really had her own methods, so even her exploration was blocked......

She admitted that from the beginning, she didn't like this master, but as time went on, she gradually understood, understood this girl, what was full of this girl's heart......

No matter what that secret and fragile relationship was, what she saw was Gu Zhaoyan's love as hot as fire, maybe she didn't know much about human love, but she did understand that love was deep and she couldn't help herself.

Gu Zhaoyan's appearance is involuntarily, as if he is dominating consciousness, but in fact, he is dominated by Zheng Nuanyang...... That's why she said, without Zheng Nuanyang, would Gu Zhaoyan still exist? This is a question that cannot be guessed, because whether it is the Zheng Nuanyang who disappeared or the Zheng Nuanyang who is about to disappear, they are all in Gu Zhaoyan's heart, and without Gu Zhaoyan's permission, these two people are destined to not be able to leave......

And who will stay in the end?

Pink clothes don't want to see such a choice, because such a choice is too hurtful.

"Huh...... Smile...... No need to explain, I'm just asking......"

Zheng Nuanyang's eyes darkened slightly, touched Gu Zhaoyan's hand and moved slightly, and then buried his head in Gu Zhaoyan's body.

"Smiling face...... I feel like I haven't seen you in a long time...... Didn't hold you like that...... I don't feel your heartbeat so closely...... I don't smell you so closely...... I thought, I almost ...... It's just a little bit ...... I'm going to forget you......"

Gu Zhaoyan just stopped, listening to this person talking, a little overwhelmed, because at this time, she really didn't know how to speak, her heart was constantly struggling, those people ...... She really ...... Can't put it down......

As if he didn't feel the change in Gu Zhaoyan, Zheng Nuanyang continued to speak, with some nostalgia in his voice......

"Zhaoyan, I want to talk to you a lot, but after seeing you, I don't know how to say it...... When you were in the garden, you always buried your head in my lap and complained to me about those people, and I always soothed you with a smile, but you don't know, you seemed like a little cat at that time...... Really cute...... Later...... You're getting prettier...... It's like a dream, you are becoming more and more dazzling, like now, wherever you go, there will be people who are fascinated by you, in fact, I also want to tell you that I have long been fascinated by you......"

Listening to Zheng Nuanyang's slow love words in her ears, Gu Zhaoyan's ears were slightly red for some reason, but listening to such love words, there was no smile on her face, but the pain in her heart became more and more, as if this person's pain was transmitted to her.

"You are my wife...... I want to tell everyone that...... Even if they call you Mrs. Zheng in their mouths...... But in their eyes, you are still a woman who can be chased and pursued...... No one has said anything about me, just about you, Mrs. Zheng in everyone's mouth...... Smile...... You did it...... You have become a famous lady in the eyes of everyone, I thought so at the time, but ...... The more time went on like this, the more I started to get scared...... You are so beautiful, how can you always be by my side......? And ......"

"Say no more!"

Just as Zheng Nuanyang continued, Gu Zhaoyan suddenly interrupted Zheng Nuanyang's words, and then the hand behind Zheng Nuanyang's back hugged Zheng Nuanyang fiercely.

"Don't say it...... I beg you...... Don't say it......"

I'm sorry...... I'm sorry...... I don't know what you're worried about, I don't know what you're afraid of, I don't know ...... What do you think......

Gu Zhaoyan just hugged Zheng Nuanyang, and the tears in his eyes slipped down again, dripping on Zheng Nuanyang's neck, but they burned his heart like a flame, making his heart hurt at that moment...... Clearly...... He's dead...... Clearly...... It shouldn't be like this......

"Alright, alright...... I just wanted to tell you, smile...... You're amazing...... You're getting stronger...... Even without my protection, you're getting stronger...... I kept looking at you, waiting for you to look back at me, but you kept walking forward, farther and farther away from me...... Farther and farther away...... I'm a little scared...... I'm afraid that if one day, you don't want to turn back...... I'm still waiting for you...... Waiting for you to turn back...... But...... If all you can see is your back heading forward...... What should you do? Will you ...... For my sake, how about going back and forth?"

Zheng Nuanyang said, all the previous disguises don't seem to exist, and now Zheng Nuanyang just wants to have his own only faith, a faith that can make him stick to it again...... Hours, times, he felt like he couldn't hold on...... But the moment he saw Gu Zhaoyan appear, he suddenly felt that all the waiting seemed to have meaning, and he couldn't tell him what was meaningful, and when he saw the surprise on her face when she turned around, he would feel that his heart was full of ......

"Warm Sun...... It's all my fault...... I am not good...... I'm sorry...... Sorry ......"

kept shedding tears, Gu Zhaoyan could only keep apologizing, all along, he just wanted to be worthy of him, he just wanted to become stronger because of him, but he had already ignored his opinion...... I didn't expect him to have such an idea...... Stop where you are...... Oh, yes...... Now that I think about it, she has indeed been moving forward for this person, and she keeps moving forward, but this person is just waiting for her in the same place...... Waiting for her to turn back...... Waiting for her to take a look at him......

It was another hot tear that fell on his neck, making Zheng Nuanyang's body tremble slightly, and when he got up from Gu Zhaoyan's body, a pair of dark eyes met Gu Zhaoyan's crying eyes, and he sighed helplessly.

"You...... What are you crying about...... I'm just complaining secretly...... If you don't like it, I can't say it...... I just wanted to tell you...... Don't go so fast...... If you go a little faster...... I can't keep up...... What if you suddenly turn around and can't see me?"

If you can't see me, will you miss me?

It has been determined from just now that this person must not stay by his side...... But I still want to stay, I want to stay with this person for a while...... If he disappears this time, when will he see this person next time? He misses her so much, he wants to hold her...... I want to feel her temperature......

If it were possible, he wanted to hold this person in his arms forever...... Even if it is, it's good that this person hates him......

But...... He couldn't, he knew, he couldn't, he couldn't look at her unhappy look...... So, he's just waiting for her here...... Even if she just looked back at him once in a while...... Just one click...... As long as...... It's good not to be forgotten......

"No, no, I will always watch you, don't you want to be with me all the time, don't you say you want to be with me all the time? Why do you say that?"

Gu Zhaoyan's panicked voice sounded, for the first time, this was the first time she didn't know how to face this person, everything about this person didn't seem to exist in reality, this person seemed to only exist in a dream, she could only look at him like this, watching him disappear in front of her, and she couldn't stop it at all......

"Well, I will always be with you......"

It's good to watch you all the time and watch you in the dark......

Zheng Nuanyang smiled, his face was full of happiness, as if the moment he hugged Gu Zhaoyan into his arms was already his happiest time, if possible, he even hoped that time could stay at this moment, if time could stay at this moment, he could hold this person like this, and then feel this person......

It's just that...... He knew that these times ...... It's all just stolen...... As long as it's stolen...... It has to be returned...... How long will it be to sleep this time, and what will it be like to see this person again? He wants to keep looking at her...... I really don't want to sleep......

Holding Zheng Nuanyang, Gu Zhaoyan's heart seemed to start beating irregularly, the mood of the two people at this time was different, one was a lost surprise, and the other was a hug full of parting. Gu Zhaoyan felt Zheng Nuanyang's gentle chest, suddenly thought of something, and immediately raised his head.

"Warm sun, last time...... Why did you disappear last time?"

This question was what Gu Zhaoyan wanted to ask a long time ago, why? Last time, why did this person disappear so suddenly? What was the reason? Just like that, she disappeared into her world so cruelly......

Regarding this question, Zheng Nuanyang showed a wry smile, and then spoke towards Gu Zhaoyan.

"Xiaoyan, you say, would you like to be by my side every day, or will you see me again after a while?"

Obviously, it had been confirmed just now, but at this time, the selfishness in his heart made him have to ask Gu Zhaoyan once, such an answer seemed to be the answer he kept pursuing, he didn't want to be a memory in her life, he didn't want to be gradually forgotten......

"I'm by your side every day......"

Almost without thinking about it, Gu Zhaoyan spoke, this person, this person, is the driving force for her real rebirth, this person's smile seems to be able to give her all the strength, and then let her have everything, Gu Zhaoyan thought, if there is no such person, her rebirth will not make any sense at all......

"Hehe......"

couldn't help laughing, even if he knew that Gu Zhaoyan's words could not be realized, Zheng Nuanyang still felt very happy, because, when encountering such a problem, Gu Zhaoyan chose him without the slightest hesitation, even if it was ...... Even if it's just to deceive him......

"Smiling face...... I know, you want to go back to that world, don't you?"

Having made up his mind in his heart, Zheng Nuanyang let go of Gu Zhaoyan in his hand, just looked at Gu Zhaoyan who had some questions in front of him, and a smile appeared on his face, Gu Zhaoyan's favorite smile had the taste of sunshine......

When facing Zheng Nuanyang's question, Gu Zhaoyan wanted to say yes, but looking at Zheng Nuanyang's appearance, she wanted to say no, she didn't know how to answer this question, because she didn't seem to have encountered such a thing, such a choice, past and present, at this moment, when she looked at the person in front of her, she seemed to forget that Xu Jiahao who was waiting for her to save her in the hospital, so she could only look at it like this, looking at Zheng Nuanyang in front of her, motionless, as if she wanted to write down this person's appearance, forever imprinted in her mind。

"Yes. ”

In the end, Gu Zhaoyan nodded and spoke to Zheng Nuanyang in front of her, because she couldn't deceive her heart, when facing Zheng Nuanyang's dark eyes, she couldn't lie at all, as if everything just existed for this person, so as long as she had any ideas, she would not have any problems with telling this person.

Got this answer that he had already known, Zheng Nuanyang was still stunned, a gentle smile appeared on his face, his cheeks suddenly stepped forward, and his lips were imprinted on Gu Zhaoyan's, forehead, and his voice sounded low.

"If you want to go back, then I'll let you go back...... As long as you like it, it's good to ......."

Hearing such a voice, Gu Zhaoyan knew how to go back, and immediately looked up at Zheng Nuanyang in surprise, with a smile on his face, but Zheng Nuanyang's black eyes flashed when he saw such a smile, and there was some depth in his eyes.

"Really, do you know how I can go back?"

From the very beginning, Gu Zhaoyan knew that this was just a dream, no matter how real it was, it was just a dream, so she had to find a breakthrough so slowly, and then find a way to get out...... And when she saw Zheng Nuanyang, she was very nostalgic in her heart, and at the same time, she wanted to snuggle up to this person very much, knowing that the person in front of her might just be a phantom, but she still fell, almost wanted to stay here for a lifetime, wanted to accompany this person for a lifetime......

Zheng Nuanyang...... It will always be Gu Zhaoyan's only belief.

It is also Gu Zhaoyan's only calamity.

"Yes~ As long as you want, you will definitely be able to go back. ”

Lifting up from Gu Zhaoyan's head, Zheng Nuanyang still had a smile on his face, suppressed the pain in his heart, and showed the most perfect smile towards Gu Zhaoyan, he thought, even if it disappears, it must leave the most perfect appearance in her heart...... Her favorite look......

"What's the way? If I go back......

Cautiously asked, Gu Zhaoyan had an indescribable feeling on his face, which made Zheng Nuanyang even more reluctant in his heart, and with such reluctance, his heart also began to throb, as if, in order to see this person, he had long not known what he was waiting for...... Just stopped in place and waited for Gu Zhaoyan to turn back, too much, too many times, so he was used to waiting, as long as she was willing to turn back, he was always there.

"It's nothing, as long as I'm willing to let go of you, and you're willing to let go of me, you can leave. ”

Calmly saying such words, Zheng Nuanyang's face was full of seriousness, and after Gu Zhaoyan heard such words, he was stunned, obviously ...... I have already guessed it...... As long as the person disappears...... She can get out of such a fantasy world...... But why...... Now why...... Why is she a little reluctant?

The man in front of him...... Clearly...... It's just a phantom......

I saw that Zheng Nuanyang's hand that was originally holding Gu Zhaoyan was released, with a smile on his face, and then a knife suddenly appeared in his left hand, and Zheng Nuanyang just handed the knife to Gu Zhaoyan with a gentle face, and then showed a bright smile towards Gu Zhaoyan, and his voice was also infinitely doting.

"Here, as long as Smiling Smiles stabs a knife into here, you can leave ......"

Holding Gu Zhaoyan's hand and touching the position of his heart, Zheng Nuanyang's temperature came from Gu Zhaoyan's hand, as well as the beating heart, all of which suddenly stimulated Gu Zhaoyan's mind, making Gu Zhaoyan take his hand back at once......

Just stick a knife in here and you're good to go......

Just stick a knife in here and you're good to go......

Just stick a knife in here and you're good to go......

What kept repeating in my ears was Zheng Nuanyang's doting voice, as well as the temperature felt in my hands, and the beating of my heart, which was so powerful and warm...... How could she do that?

"Smack!"

The knife in his hand fell, Gu Zhaoyan's eyes kept overflowing with tears, looking at Zheng Nuanyang, who was still smiling in front of him, and kept shaking his head.

"Don't ...... Warm Sun ...... Don't! I don't!"

Directly threw herself into Zheng Nuanyang's arms, as if to prove Zheng Nuanyang's existence, Gu Zhaoyan hugged Zheng Nuanyang tightly, feeling Zheng Nuanyang's temperature, and the heartbeat of sticking together, at this time, all the reason has disappeared in the stimulation just now, no matter what, she just wants to guard this person...... I don't want anything, I just want to be the guardian all the time...... Even if the person in front of him is just a phantom, he is a warm sun...... Her warm sun......

"Don't ...... Warm Sun ...... I beg you...... No...... Don't let me do something like this...... Not good...... I beg you to ......"

kept choking, Gu Zhaoyan's tears once again wet Zheng Nuanyang's clothes, but Zheng Nuanyang's gentle voice came this time, making Gu Zhaoyan stunned in place.

"Smiling face...... Aren't you going out? Just close your eyes and you're good to go...... I'll be able to go out soon...... And, smiling~ You seem to have forgotten...... I'm dead, long ago, I'm dead...... It's okay...... Even if I do it again, it's nothing...... I don't feel any pain......"

Listening to Zheng Nuanyang's words, Gu Zhaoyan suddenly struggled out of Zheng Nuanyang's arms like a crazy demon, and then slapped Zheng Nuanyang in the face, and his voice suddenly became a little sharp.

"You're not dead, you're not, you're alive, you're alive!"

Gu Zhaoyan touched the cheek he had just been hit by Gu Zhaoyan, with some sadness in his voice.

"You're not dead...... You see, I can still touch your face...... Feel your temperature...... I can still look at you like that...... And then hold you ......"

As if to prove what she said, Gu Zhaoyan hugged Zheng Nuanyang, and a choked voice came again.

"Do you feel it? My heart beats...... You're not dead...... Your heart is still beating...... Like me...... It's all beating...... You're not dead...... Isn't that right? Nuan Yang, you tell me that you're not dead! You're not dead, are you?"

Once again, he helplessly stretched out his hand and hugged Gu Zhaoyan, Zheng Nuanyang was extremely happy in his heart...... This person...... She still cared about him, obviously this is the way it is now...... I've seen his death, but I still care about him...... Or do you want to be with him...... However, he can't, he doesn't want her to regret it...... Even if he didn't know when the next time he woke up, he didn't want to imprison her here like him, this place where there seemed to be nothing, she couldn't be like him, with too much loneliness, she ...... I'm so afraid of being lonely......

"Smiling face...... Good ~ quiet ~ calm yourself down...... Didn't you see it last time? And I'm sure Pink Dress has told you everything, right......? I'm dead, this is a fact that can't be changed, even if it's you, I have to tell you that I'm dead, you're still alive, you still have a new life, and I'm gone, you know? Let you out, let you start again in a new life, is the really good choice for you...... Do you understand?"

Gu Zhaoyan just listened, listening to Zheng Nuanyang say these words, without saying a word, holding the person in her arms, the tighter she became, as if to prove something, her mind at this time was already blank......

Zheng Nuanyang was also so quiet, quietly hugging Gu Zhaoyan, this time the hug, I don't know when the next time it will be, so he wants to stay for a while, just for a while......

Even if he can't keep this person, even if he can only let this person go, even if he can only look at this person's back, even if he can only wait for this person to turn back......

He also wanted to, and wanted to spend more time with this person...... Allow time to linger a little longer...... Because he hasn't seen enough, hasn't hugged enough, hasn't said what he wants to say to this person......

Gu Zhaoyan ...... You say, if I tell you, I can't be reincarnated anymore...... I can only continue to exist in the world of your imagination...... What would you do?

If I told you that every time I appeared, I would be in exchange for a long sleep, just to see you, would you feel distressed?

If...... I'm telling you, if one day I disappear, will you miss me?

Fan Sheng watched Gu Zhaoyan's face suddenly turn back to pink, and immediately looked at Gu Zhaoyan in surprise, only to find that Gu Zhaoyan's closed eyes slid down two lines of tears, but he didn't say anything, just waited quietly, waiting for Gu Zhaoyan to wake up.

"Smiling face...... My time...... Not much......"

Gu Zhaoyan, who was hugging Zheng Nuanyang, suddenly heard Zheng Nuanyang say such a sentence, and then let go of the hand holding Zheng Nuanyang, and a pair of eyes that had become red met Zheng Nuanyang's dark eyes.

"I can't do it...... Zheng Nuanyang, I can't do it. ”

didn't call Nuanyang again, just called her full name, Gu Zhaoyan looked at Zheng Nuanyang in front of her seriously, talking about her own decision, but she didn't want to, but Zheng Nuanyang showed a gentle smile.

"It's okay, you can't do it, I'll do it for you. ”

Just when Gu Zhaoyan wanted to say something more, the knife that had just fallen to the ground had already returned to her hand, and she couldn't shake it off, so she wanted to stretch out her hand Zheng Nuanyang, but found that her hand passed through Zheng Nuanyang's body......

"Zheng Nuanyang!"

The man in front of him still smiled gently, but at this time, Gu Zhaoyan's heart hurt, and the tears in his eyes kept slipping, but he could only call his name and couldn't say anything.

"I said, what you can't do, I'll help you ......"

Holding a knife in his hand, but he couldn't move, Gu Zhaoyan's face became a little flustered, looking at Zheng Nuanyang who walked in and wanted to speak, but found that he couldn't say a word at some point......

Quietly, without any sound, the knife stabbed into Zheng Nuanyang's chest, and then Zheng Nuanyang's smiling cheek slowly approached Gu Zhaoyan.

"I'm almost gone...... Don't move, don't talk, just let me stay for a while, even if it's ...... Just a moment......"

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Update...... There are 10,000 words, which means that everyone is calm, and I am now in the Internet café!