Chapter 303: Husband and Wife Night Talk!
Every bit of getting along, Murong Huan can feel that this "Mr. Nine" is really good to himself. However, it is precisely because he is so good to herself that she will inexplicably have a little more affection in her heart, and she will inexplicably care a little more, even for Su Yiming.
"Girl, many times there are many things, and it is not that you are unable to complete them so you ask someone to help. Baili Moxu smiled, "My master is the head of the family, and in his capacity, some things are indeed inconvenient for his own people to do. I am a person under the master's who cannot see the light, and I will naturally take care of these disgraceful things for him. There are too many things, where can I be busy? Since the girl's Fire Xuan Legion has this ability, I will pay for it, anyway, my master is not short of money!"
"Sir, that's funny. When Murong Huan heard this, he couldn't help but be happy, "Why did you become a person who can't see the light all of a sudden?"
"I've always felt stupid, unlike some people who don't make people happy. I didn't expect to be praised by the girl today that I can speak, I immediately have confidence, in the future I must put more honey on my mouth to make my mouth sweeter and more pleasing. Baili Moxu's upright appearance made Murong Huan want to laugh again.
"The girl is very beautiful when she laughs, if you can smile like this every day, your child must be the most beautiful baby in the world. Baili Moxu looked at Murong Huan's shining eyes, and suddenly said something like this.
Murong Huan was stunned, the best-looking baby? This statement should be correct, right! That person is not the best-looking man in the world, even if Su Yiming is evil, but in her heart, that person is better-looking. That kind of innate nobility, that kind of cold temperament, and that kind of male flamboyance, all of which she admires. It's a pity that people are not their own. And his face under this mask can be regarded as the most beautiful face in the Cangxi Continent. Can he and his children not look good? It's just that what's the use of being good-looking? A child who is disliked by his father before he is born is destined to be pitiful.
"The girl must be a child lover, right? I see that these spirit animals like to be with you so much, I think the girl must be very patient. Baili Moxu suddenly realized that he had poked Murong Huan's sadness, and hurriedly changed the topic.
"I'm not afraid of Mr. jokes, sometimes I feel like I'm just a child, but I didn't expect to be a mother in a blink of an eye. Murong Huan unconsciously put his hand on his stomach when he spoke, "I don't know if I can be a good mother, but since God gave me this child, I will treat him (her) well." I hate those fathers and mothers who abandon their children the most in my life, no matter how difficult and hard it is, I will not give up my children, I will grow up with my children. ”
"Born in troubled times, it is indeed a tragic thing to be abandoned by your father and mother again. Baili Moxu naturally understood what Murong Huan meant.
In fact, even if you are born in a peaceful and prosperous world, it is a sad thing for a child to be abandoned by his parents. Since childhood, I have not enjoyed family affection, watching other children coquettish beside my father, watching other children enjoy the love and care of my father, but I can only hide aside and envy. When I was bullied, I didn't even have a place to reason and cry, and that feeling was really sad. When Murong Huan said this, his voice was a little dry, and his eyes didn't feel red.
"Girl......" Baili Moxu didn't expect that Murong Huan's reaction when it came to the orphan would be so strong, and he suddenly had a bold conjecture in his heart. In fact, he had long had doubts about Murong Huan's life experience, when this girl was still in the Xuwang Mansion, he felt that she was not very much like the rumored Princess Huan.
Later, I went to Yelan to see Gu Suqing in person, and intentionally or unintentionally talked to her about the songs that Murong Huan once played and sang, such as "Mo Shang Hua Morning" and "Cold Clothes Tune", Gu Suqing was unheard of, which made Baili Moxu convinced again that Murong Huan was not the real princess Huan. Thinking about the painting she painted, the brother in her mouth, and the "fancy clothes" worn by the people in the painting, Baili Moxu always felt that Huanhuan was the legendary "borrowing corpse to return the soul" for some reason, and she should be from a different time and space that she never knew.
Seeing Murong Huan so excited when he mentioned the orphan this time, Baili Moxu actually had some doubts that she was an orphan abandoned by her father and mother in that time and space? Thinking about it like this, Baili Moxu suddenly understood why Murong Huan had to plead bitterly when he handed over the Luozi soup that day.
It seems that she really didn't want to keep the child to fight with anyone, but as she said, in her opinion, the child was innocent. Perhaps, no matter whose child it is, she will stay. Thinking about it like this, Baili Moxu was a little disappointed in his heart, in fact, he would rather Murong Huan care about this child because he cared about himself, and would rather Murong Huan would compete for favor with other women, and he would be jealous because he was close to other women.
However, in the days of the palace, even if she had a round with her, even if she and Leng Yuxin were close to each other in front of people, she never showed anything. Although she knew that she was very bitter at that time, she would rather suppress herself and wronged herself than show the slightest sadness in front of herself.
This girl loves herself, Baili Moxu knows, but she loved so hard at the beginning, but she couldn't do anything about it. Not only could he not let her suffer less grievances, but he also had to hurt her.
When she made her vomit her heart in such a cruel way, her love for herself turned into hatred, right? However, she still stubbornly asked to keep the child, and even begged bitterly, but she still refused ruthlessly. At that time, how painful was she? How much did she hate herself? Baili Moxu's eyes lit up, and he suddenly felt in his heart that once the damage was done, it might not be able to make up for it.
Although she is trying her best to protect her in secret, although she wants to make up for her in the years to come, will she still give herself this chance? Or, will God still give herself this chance? At the thought of the deeper and deeper Gu poison in her body, Baili Moxu's heart was discouraged.
"Girl, although your child's father is no longer alive, Lord Sumen is also very good to you. You can see that he cares about you. People talk about fate, and perhaps, Sumen Lord is another fate given to you by God. I am sure that he will treat this child well. You don't have to worry about your child being hurt at all. ”
A thousand times in his heart, Baili Moxu said such a thing. Who would have known that when he said these words, every word pierced his heart like a steel needle. Giving up the woman and heirs you love to you, this kind of pain, this kind of last resort, how can people who have not experienced it understand?
"Da Ming?!" Murong Huan was stunned for a moment, and then smiled, but that smile did not reach the bottom of his eyes. Su Yiming's mind is now very certain, but except for being a little moved, he really didn't want to spend his life with such a demon. Perhaps, from one day onwards, the men of this world will automatically be divided into two categories, one is him, and the other is not him. Except for that person, there will never be any throbbing in his heart, and there will be no ripples in his heart lake except for that person. Although I should hate him and resent him, I still can't forget him!
Is this the so-called first love complex? Murong Huan doesn't know, but, after experiencing such an inexplicable love, after wronging himself as a time-traveling woman from modern times, and giving up the insistence of not serving a husband with others because he loves him, all he gets is the devastation and the abandoned son in his womb, will he still believe in love and a man?
If you really want to remarry, you really have to find a father for the child in your womb, and Murong Huan doesn't want to choose Su Yiming, because Su Yiming is too demonic and too ostentatious, and marrying him will invisibly make countless enemies for himself. If she wants to marry, she would rather marry an ordinary-looking man like "Mr. Nine", who is stable and distressing, warm and intimate, without earth-shattering love for ghosts and gods, but has a vein and warmth like a long stream of water. Perhaps, only such a person can truly heal the scars in his heart, and can join hands with himself for a lifetime, a couple for a lifetime.
She inexplicably felt close to "Mr. Nine" because he repeatedly brought her some strange feelings, always reminding her of that person. I have to admit that "Mr. Nine" really has the shadow of that person, but Murong Huan can't tell whether he expects him or not. It was as if yes or no would disappoint her.
"Isn't the girl too fond of Master Sumen?" Baili Moxu raised his eyebrows and looked at Murong Huan. The night sinks like water, and tonight seems to be a good opportunity to talk.
"Da Ming is so good, and with him, I often have a feeling of unreality. Murong Huan lowered his head and smiled, "I'm not afraid of Mr. jokes, I just hope to meet someone who really loves me, and I can stay together for the rest of my life and live the most ordinary life." ”
"I see, what the girl wants is a couple for the rest of her life. Since the lord of Sumen loves the girl so much, he will definitely be able to give the girl what you want. When Baili Moxu said this, his heart and mouth were bitter.
The corners of Murong Huan's mouth flashed with a hint of self-deprecation, "Maybe my seemingly simple idea is the most difficult luxury for most men, right?!Who doesn't want to hug left and right, who doesn't want to have three wives and four concubines?!"
"The girl is not talking about all men, right?" Baili Moxu smiled, "Actually, there are many men who only want to be with the woman they love, and other women in their eyes, even if they are as beautiful as a fairy, even if they are as noble as the empress, they will never touch them." ”
"Yes, it's true that I'm only with the woman I love. ”R1154