[136] If you are lonely, I will accompany you for ninety years

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"Mengya ......" Tang Fang opened his eyes, looked at the stars in the sky, and muttered: "Just now, just now, I had another dream. (Please search, the novel is better and faster!)"

"Hmm. Tang Mengya straightened Tang Fang's head slightly, making him more comfortable to lie on his long legs without half a cent of fat, without any regard for his chest, so Tang Fang was completely pillowed with his head, looking at the stars in the sky, and suddenly said: "If every star in the sky corresponds to one person, which one do you say I am?"

Tang Fang turned around, although Tang Mengya's body was very fragrant, it still couldn't hide the bloody breath on Tang Fang's body, adjusted his sleeping position, Tang Fang also looked at the sky, and said, "No matter which one you have, it must be the brightest and brightest one." ”

"Is that the one?" Tang Mengya pointed to the stars and said happily, "If I were that one, you would be the smallest, darkest, ugliest one, well, that's the one." ”

Tang Fang sighed and said, "Mengya, if everyone is a star, when he dies, that star will fall, but ...... I'm sure I don't have stars, because, I'm not going to die. ”

"You are that, you are that, I say you are the one and you are the one, you are not allowed to talk back, you are not allowed to refute, you are not allowed to make me unhappy. ”

"Mengya!" Tang looked up and saw Tang Mengya smiling, but there were dots in his eyes, and a layer of tears was clouded.

"Actually, I already knew," Tang Fang sighed gloomily.

"You say, if you go from Orion to Andromeda, how far do you need to go?" Tang Mengya smiled, "It will definitely be far, far away, Tang Fang, do you say that there are people on that star, lying like us, and looking at the stars again." ”

"I killed all those people just now, and I know that I killed seven people. ”

"If they sit like this, do you think it's better for a man to hold a woman, or a woman to hold a man?"

"And I almost couldn't control it just now, and I was going to kill you by mistake. ”

"I don't listen, I don't listen, I don't listen!" Tang Mengya covered his ears with his hand and said, "I don't listen to this, I don't listen, I just need you to accompany me to watch the stars, you just lie down and watch the stars with me, okay, please." ”

"And I also killed Wang Yunguang's entire family, seventy-one people up and down, Dao Yi, as well as Wang Yunguang's eldest brother, and many, many people who can't be named, they were all killed by me, overnight. ”

"Don't say it, don't say it......" Tang Mengya shook his head desperately, closed his eyes and said: "I want you to accompany me to see the stars, I want to see the stars!!"

Tang Fang smiled bitterly: "I'm such a murderer, do you want a murderer to watch the stars with you?"

Tang Mengya suddenly hugged Tang Fang with all his might, and Tang Fang only felt a chill on his cheeks, as if tears were running through him.

She cried for me?

Isn't the greatest happiness in a man's life to be able to have a woman who can laugh and cry for herself?

Tang Fang knew that he had such a woman, but he was no longer worthy of it.

Tang Fang closed his eyes slightly, and muttered: "When I was thirteen years old, maybe fourteen years old, I shot and killed people for the first time, it seemed to be a nest of bandits, I killed a bandit in his thirties, there was a scar on his face, I remember clearly, it was the first time I killed someone, I vomited a lot that night, of course, there were many people who vomited more than me at that time, we were all the first time at that time, isn't it a shame." ”

Tang Mengya was still sobbing, Tang Fang still recalled with a smile: "But I don't regret it, because if I didn't kill him, he might have killed Xiao Liuzi, although Xiao Liuzi died in the end, I remember that I carried him out of the pit of the dead, we died a lot in that battle, nearly half of the people in the entire regiment died, I participated in no less than a hundred battles large and small, killed many people, and suffered a lot of injuries, but I am blessed with a great life and have lived to this day." ”

"At that time, I killed people, and I didn't have the slightest absolute guilt, because the battlefield is a place where you live and die, I am just a tool, and sooner or later I will die one day, until I meet someone. ”

Tang Fang smiled to himself: "I really don't know if it was my misfortune or his misfortune to meet him." That night, just like today, I killed a lot of people, but every one of them was innocent, I didn't want to kill, but I couldn't control it, just like there was someone in my heart who was controlling me, so I could only keep killing, keep killing......"

"Xiao Wang, all the people up and down, a full seventy-one lives, just because I am alone, all of them are gone, and I killed them. I remember, I remember every face I remember. ”

Tang Mengya sobbed even more, tears wet Tang Fang's entire face, Tang Fang licked Tang Mengya's tears, and continued: "Actually, I have long known that I can't be an ordinary person at all, what kind of character is the little prince, he can actually call a soldier like me a brother and brother, Zi Lingling is such a proud person, he can actually put down his body, and he is close to me, my heart is as clear as a mirror, they are calculating me all the time, everyone is calculating me, only you"

"Tang Fang, I'm sorry. Tang Mengya whispered, crying even more, Tang Fang reluctantly smiled and said: " What's the point of saying this, Shen Yuan, they want to kill me, I don't care, each has his own ability, it's a big deal to give them the gold bricks, but they definitely can't attack you, I Tang Fang is a person with clear grievances, who is good to me, how good is it, who is bad to me, how bad I know, although Xiao Wang's whole family was killed by me, but I don't feel sorry for him, this qiē is his own fault, if he didn't seduce me, if he didn't have ulterior motives for me, how could he lose the lives of the whole family. ”

"I don't think it matters if I kill those people, because they are all people who should be killed, but they just ran away from Shen Yuan. ”

"I'm just scared, at that time, I, I actually, even want to kill you!!" Tang Fang trembled, and said with some fear, "I can't suppress it, I really can't suppress it, I don't know what it is, but I know that he is an extremely murderous thing, maybe he is me, a real me." ”

Tang Fang raised his head, looked at Tang Mengya and said, "I'm done, are you still willing to be friends with me and me?"

"Hmph!" Tang Mengya actually burst into tears and laughed, learning Tang Fang to scrape his nose with his hand, and said, "Without you, who would want to accompany me to look at the stars?"

Tang Fang smirked for a while, and suddenly sighed again and said, "Mengya, actually, I'm not"

Tang Mengya gently covered Tang Fang's lips with his hand, stopped him from speaking, and said softly: "I know, I know everything." ”

"At that time, I was really happy, because I could have time to wait for someone, someone who needed to be reincarnated ninety years before I could meet, but now I suddenly feel very afraid, if one day you see that the people around you are all old one by one, and you are still the same as now, waiting for them to leave you one by one, how lonely it must be...... I'm really scared to face this day, I just want to be an ordinary person, a person who can be old, can die, and can find a cemetery to bury with peace of mind, I reject all the qiē I have, but this is my life, I escaped, and in the end I can only accept it. ”

"Well, at least, at least, happy and memories, that's enough. ”

Tang Fang nodded and said, "Maybe." ”

"Tang Fang!" Tang Mengya suddenly sat up straight (6) and said, "Do you really have to wait for someone for ninety years?"

Tang Fang nodded and said with a wry smile: "Ninety years, for a person who has been sitting for a hundred years, it shouldn't be too long." ”

"Will you be lonely for these ninety years?"

"Yes, but so what, immortality, immortality, loneliness and eternity are what we should have, try to accept it. ”

"Tang Fang, you sit up and look at me. ”

Well. Tang Fang sat up from Tang Mengya's arms, Tang Mengya's eyes were still full of tears, but the corners of her eyes were still smiling, she held Tang Fang's cheeks with her hands, and suddenly made a deep imprint on Tang Fang's lips.

Nephrite jade is warm and fragrant, which makes Tang Fang can't help but wave.

Lips parted, Tang Mengya's eyes looked directly at Tang Fang, and slowly spoke: "If you are lonely, I am willing to accompany you for ninety years."