Chapter 266: The Real Assessment
Tears fell silently, and Gu Zhaoyan seemed to understand why such two people appeared in front of her at this moment.
The man in front of her is her favorite husband, the one who took her out of the darkness, and the very important man in her life.
There is also this smiling young man, who is the younger brother she has always loved, and the younger brother who has always wanted to work hard to protect her, so Gu Zhaoyan looked at these two people, burst into tears, and didn't know what to say.
Obviously, it was destined from the beginning, so whatever she sees now, it's all fake, it's all fake!
She told herself this, telling herself again and again that the Gu Zhaoxi in front of her was fake, and Zheng Nuanyang, who took the money, was also fake, she had been reborn and had changed all people, so why did her heart still hurt so much?
Gu Zhaoyan's tears were falling, and the three people standing by the bed were also a little puzzled, not understanding what was going on, although Gu Nian and Gu Bai could gather their spiritual power into Gu Zhaoyan's nightmare, but they couldn't see what was going on, but they saw Gu Zhaoyan crying constantly, and then, the three of them heard Gu Zhaoyan's name shouting from Gu Zhaoyan's mouth, as well as Zheng Nuanyang's name......
At this moment, somewhere, there is a man with a smile on his face covered in cold sweat, his eyes are firmly looking into the distance, even if the pain on his body has made him unable to say a word, but he can still show a smiling face, like the sun.
Gu Zhaoyan looked at the two people in front of him, finally made up his mind, and then hugged Zheng Nuanyang in front of him.
"Warm Sun...... I'm going to be fine, I'm going to be happy as you said, don't worry about me, I'm going to be fine......"
When Gu Zhaoyan said these words, her lower body had already begun to disappear, and then she let go of Zheng Nuanyang and hugged Gu Chaoxi.
"Chaoxi, my sister will definitely be the same as Chaoxi said, my sister will be happy, be a good sister to Chaoxi......"
Gu Zhaoyan said, then let go of Gu Zhaoxi, looked at the two of them with a smile in his eyes, and let his body disappear without stopping.
Yes, she knew, she knew it from the beginning.
The only way to really leave is to forget, only by giving up her former self and giving up everything she once had from her heart, can she get out of here.
All her feelings stayed in her previous life, so in the illusion, she didn't see anyone who appeared in this life at all, and almost all the people who appeared in this life took revenge on her. Then she saw her former self, and then she had the opportunity to talk to her former self, and this was an opportunity, a chance to get out.
Gu Zhaoyan once told her that she didn't want to be reborn, and the love in this life was just this life, and at that time, she had already been given a hint that as long as she forgot the things in her previous life, as long as she gave up the obsession in her heart, everything would start again......
But Gu Zhaoyan couldn't see through it, her obsession was still in her previous life, and then she saw these people in this life in her constant struggle, these people were all people she cared about, and they were all people whose fate was changed in her eyes, even if these people were holding her neck, they wanted to wake her up and tell her that all this was just an illusion, only the current world was real.
Yes, she knows, since she was reborn, she knows that it is already another life, not at all from the previous life, not at all what it used to be......
But she didn't believe it, it was precisely because of this disbelief that her obsession became deeper and deeper, and after Zheng Nuanyang disappeared in the space, she still thought about whether she could find traces of Zheng Nuanyang's existence and avoid the current Zheng Nuanyang......
All of this seemed so selfish that Gu Zhaoyan couldn't believe it.
Obviously she didn't think about it in her heart, and she obviously didn't do anything, but when she faced the nightmare, she had to admit that no matter what she did, whether she avoided it or was sincere, it was all for the obsession in her heart.
It's like she always feels that the former Zheng Nuanyang is not dead, and has been watching her somewhere in this world......
But what can this be? These are just feelings, not real, Zheng Nuanyang is dead, she is also dead, everything has started again, the current Zheng Nuanyang, the current Chaoxi, aren't they all good? Fate has changed at the moment of rebirth, so what else can be attached to now?
The body was gradually disappearing, Gu Zhaoyan felt that his two hands were being held, and then felt some slight pain in his neck, no longer looked at Gu Zhaoxi and Zheng Nuanyang, and when he opened his eyes again, what he saw was Gu Zhaoxi, who was nervous, as well as Gu Nian and Gu Bai.
"Awake?"
When Gu Nian saw Gu Zhaoyan wake up, he immediately showed a smile, and expressed his great joy that Gu Zhaoyan was able to wake up.
"Sister......
Although Gu Zhaoxi didn't say anything, the tremor in the voice had already exposed the fear in his heart, when he saw Gu Zhaoyan lying on the bed crying, he began to be afraid, afraid that his sister would never wake up, when he heard his name called out of his sister's mouth, he was even more uncomfortable, he felt that something was blocked in his heart, and his eyes were very sour, this feeling was terrible, he thought that he would never want to have such a feeling in his life.
Gu Zhaoyan raised his head and smiled at the three of them, although there were still tears on his face, but after seeing Gu Nian and Gu Bai's worries, as well as Gu Zhaoxi's red eyes, he suddenly felt that maybe this choice was right, she should not be immersed in the past forever, and rebirth was not to change everything that had been, but to start over.
No longer obsessed with the things of his previous life, just living for everything now, and happiness now, looking at the three people in front of him, Gu Zhaoyan seemed to suddenly understand the feeling of being cared for.
Even if they didn't appear in the nightmare, Gu Zhaoyan still felt that it was a very happy thing to be able to know Gu Nian and Gu Bai in this life, and she didn't regret it at all to be able to let Chaoxi follow her since she was a child.
"Don't worry, I'm fine. ”
Speaking to comfort the three of them, Gu Zhaoyan heard her somewhat hoarse voice, but she still wanted to laugh, because at this moment, she suddenly understood the meaning of rebirth, if she was asked to choose again, her choice would still be the same.
Rebirth is not to remember the past, but to look forward to the future.
"You! Do you know that I was about to die of worry, you don't know how many people died on this level! And you wasted so much energy today, you! I really can't talk about you!"
Shaking off Gu Zhaoyan's hand all of a sudden, Gu Nian began to complain about Gu Zhaoyan, that disgusted face was obviously full of concern, but the words that came out were like this, which made Gu Zhaoyan want to laugh, because this was Gu Nian's own way of caring.
"Congratulations, you passed the real test. ”
Gu Bai also let go, but the words he said made Gu Zhaoyan stunned for a moment, and then suddenly realized, did it turn out that this nightmare turned out to be another upgrade of space?
Obviously there was nothing before, why did it suddenly become like this now?Gu Zhaoyan wanted to ask Gu Bai something, but after receiving Gu Bai's eyes, he closed his mouth very knowingly, after all, Chaoxi didn't know about the space yet, if he wanted to ask this, he should wait until Chaoxi left......
"I'm hungry......"
Gu Zhaoyan, who woke up, looked at the three people, not knowing what to say, she could only say these three words, because she felt that she desperately needed to eat.
As soon as Gu Zhaoxi heard Gu Zhaoyan's words, he immediately walked out and left a word.
"I'll get it. ”
After Gu Chaoxi went out, he saw Xu Jiahao immediately pounce in from the outside, and then screamed in surprise immediately after seeing Gu Zhaoyan.
"Sister Zhaoyan, you can be regarded as waking up, and you are worried about me......"
was originally young, so the worry on Xu Jiahao's face when he said this was a child's coquettishness, which made Gu Zhaoyan very useful, and after seeing Xu Jiahao pounce over, he stretched out his hand and touched Xu Jiahao's head like a dog, and then spoke.
"Don't worry, I'm fine. ”
didn't realize that he was treated like a dog, Xu Jiahao reacted immediately.
"Just now my dad called to ask how you are, and Grandpa Ge also asked, I said that you are just a little tired and resting, I will call them now, I'm afraid the two of them are already very worried. ”
Just do it, Xu Jiahao didn't have the kind of vigorous and resolute business at all, but became a little like a child, Gu Zhaoyan looked at Xu Jiahao and immediately took out his mobile phone to make a call, and then looked at Gu Nian and Gu Bai.
"You have two good brothers. ”
Unprecedentedly, it was not Gu Nian who spoke, but Gu Bai, who had never liked to talk very much, although Gu Bai had no expression on his face when he said this, Gu Zhaoyan had already heard some concern from this sentence, and then nodded.
"Well, they're all good boys. ”
They are not yet adults, but they already want to protect the people they want to protect, and they work hard to become strong, these two children are indeed good children.
"Master~ If you upgrade tonight, you must tell me immediately! I must know what happened after the upgrade as quickly as possible...... I've never seen it before, the only time I upgraded was when I was asleep, but I saw it, but unfortunately it was a long, long time ago, I asked him, and he said he forgot......"
As soon as Gu Nian saw that Gu Zhaoyan was fine, he immediately became the previous Gu Nian, shouting the master in his mouth, looking arrogant, which made Gu Zhaoyan's heart involuntarily relax a lot.
"Well, I'll go and see it tonight, and I'll tell you when the time comes, but you can go in now, don't you do it now?"
Gu Zhaoyan agreed, but thought that Gu Nian and Gu Bai could go in, so he planned to let Gu Nian and Gu Bai in first, but Gu Nian refused.
"No, wait until you finish your meal first, and then let us know when you go in and watch it in the evening......"
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