A few months later, at the wine table, I once asked Brother Xu why Li Fatzi dared to shoot and kill, but in the end he was convinced, and then he was scared, and the strange thing is that Brother Xu didn't continue to smash the store after Li Fatzi was afraid?

Brother Xu smiled at the time and said: " Xiao Fei, the little brother is to solve the trouble for the eldest brother, not to find trouble, at that time, if I continued to bully Li Fatzi, he would definitely play with me, if I don't get my death there, then the matter will be troublesome, and Li Fatzi didn't want to shoot and kill people at all, if he really wanted to shoot people to death, no matter how fast I machete, I couldn't stop it at all, he was just a deterrent, and people reached a certain status, they would cherish their lives very much, I was a penniless gangster, he was a social big brother who had been famous for many years, and his assets were enough for their family to squander for a lifetime, and he was not at the same level as me, he didn't fight with me because he looked down on me, in the end, he was not afraid, he just wanted to find a reason to leave this bloody river and lake, I slashed him twice, he got stability for the rest of his life, what a good deal!"

I couldn't quite understand Brother Xu's words at the time, and then continued to ask: "Then Li Fatzi's black color is so profitable, how can he be willing to give up?"

"This is also what I admire most about Li Fatzi, he can control his ** very well, this is also the key to his successful retirement, people, when you have no money, you want to mix in the society, come to the money quickly, when you have money, you want to quit the underworld, hehe, but how many people can retire like Li Fatzi?" Brother Xu seemed to be talking about Li Fatzi, and he was also talking about himself.

At that time, Brother Xu's words, I thought about it for a long time, and many years later, I also became the big brother of society in the eyes of people, and I realized that there are many hidden meanings in these words.

Under the guidance of Fei Ge, I went to a small private hospital on the edge of the city, and helped several of them to the inside of the hospital.

Several nurses and doctors pushed the injured three young men into the operating room, Brother Xu looked at me with a smile, and said slowly: "Xiaofei, brother didn't misunderstand you, you little brothers, it's very interesting, much better than those two hundred yuan each, although you didn't help me, but my brother leads your love!"

"That's not it, my brother has to pay 300 for the entrance fee, it's not the same level as them!" I said jokingly.

"Hehe, interesting, take your time, what kind of person am I, Zhang Xu, I don't need to say it myself!" Brother Xu said with his arms around my neck.

"I've never admired anyone, but your brother Xu is definitely one!" I said seriously.

"Hehe, I know, Xiaofei, will you be in trouble?" Brother Xu suddenly remembered something, patted his head, and said slowly.

I really wanted to go to the flower shop, but I shook my head and said, "It's nothing, what's wrong?"

"You go and help me brush the car, there are some blood stains in it, let them wipe it with a rag, don't wash it with water, don't mess with the things in the car, it doesn't matter if you spend more!" Brother Xu said with some seriousness.

I had a black line in my head, a little speechless, and thought in my heart, your old man's car, there is no need to wipe it anymore, don't mess with the things inside, no matter how you move it, can it be even more messy than now?

"Zhang Xu, hurry up and get stitches inside!" a doctor shouted.

"Go ahead, there is money in the glove compartment in the passenger cab, just park it at the door for me when you come back after brushing, we may be slower, and we will call if we have something!" Brother Xu finished speaking, and limped into the operating room.

I drove this broken car, wandered around, and finally found a car repair shop, I parked the car slowly to the door, and just wanted to get out of the car, I heard the boss sitting at the door drinking tea shouting: "Let's go quickly! We don't accept scrap metal!"

My face was flushed, just now because I was holding Brother Xu and a few of his friends, my body was covered with blood, I took off my coat in the car, got out of the car hard, and said, "I'm here to brush the car!"

"What!" everyone looked at me as if they were aliens.

"I'm going to brush the car!" I said calmly.

"Little brother, I advise you, go a hundred meters ahead, there is a scrap yard, you sell this car, you can drink wine for a month, I know when I listen to this voice, this car can be driven even if it is a miracle, maybe it will explode one day, what are you doing with him!" This boss is also a wonderful, and there is a lot of nonsense.

"I said you, why don't you have a business, I'm afraid I won't give money!" I was a little unhappy, and my tone was a little rushed.

"You see I'm good for you, you're not happy, gotta, brush a hundred!"

"I'm rubbing, you're robbing?"

"Little brother, brush your car, at least ten catties of mud can be washed, my price is already very favorable!"

"I'll give you two hundred, you wipe the blood stains inside, remember not to mess with the contents inside, okay?"

"Okay, you can wait!"

I took out 200 yuan from the glove compartment in the car and gave it to him, then leaned on the car, smoked a cigarette, remembering today's battle, I felt a lot of emotion, I used to think that mixed society is to fight, a little more fierce than others, although a little dangerous, but not fatal.

But what I saw and heard today made me completely reject this idea, it turns out that although the mixed society is glamorous in appearance, extremely arrogant, and the money comes very quickly, it may be comparable to the results of ten years of hard work in a certain industry.

But the risk is also multiplied, a careless, what greets you is the abyss, big brother a phone call, no matter what you are doing, or sleeping, or eating, or rolling in bed with your daughter-in-law, you have to obediently take a machete, go out to fight, maybe before going out, you are still a fresh life, or the next second, you are lying in the morgue.

There is a saying that says: "Killing you is bragging, but you may miss it!"

People in mixed society are like a group of people who are overdrawing their lives, fighting for a future and a future with their lives, and they are sincerely calling for wind and rain, admired by thousands of people, and are defeated on the streets of corpses, broken bones.

Although I was a little afraid of this path at that time, my youthful enthusiasm was heavier, and under my calm appearance, there was a restless heart, which was why I gradually embarked on this path.

I kept thinking back to myself that it was probably this day that I had the idea of stepping into the social world.

After a while, the car was brushed, I parked the car at the entrance of the hospital, and found that Brother Xu was not there, his friend said, he went to see the black brother, I handed them the key, picked up the coat in the car, and suddenly thought of something.

"Fuck, forgot! I didn't go to play football tonight, Mr. Cao Deshuang, you have to kick me to death!" I thought of this, and I was frightened, took a taxi, and rushed to school.

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ps: Some people may feel that this chapter is a bit verbose, I don't think so, I wrote this book is not a YY novel, it is a bloody past, I want to write about the process of inner change, the process of inner struggle is very important, there will be no one, want to go to the society, immediately like rushing to death, immediately go, I hope you can like this way of writing, read carefully, this book will not disappoint you.

Finally, he roared: "Ask for flowers, ask for collection!!"