346. [346] Dependence Deepens (Asking for a Monthly Pass)
Looking at the smile of her friend, the happy look bathed in the moisture of love, Su Ai said with a kind of envy, "It's good to have someone I really like in this life." β
"You can too. Guan Cancan smiled and said, "What about you, are there any suitable men around you recently?"
"I, usually at home and in the studio, otherwise the objects of contact are those singers, how can I have the opportunity to contact other people. Su Ai shook her head and said.
"Even if you're busy with work, don't neglect your feelings. Guan Cancan said.
"When did you become uh...... Like my mother, even talking like my mom has been yelling at me to go on a blind date or something lately. Su Ai quipped.
"Maybe it's because I've been happy, so I want my friends to be happy. Guan Cancan said, "Then again, I've known you for so many years, and I don't seem to have seen any man you like, haven't you even had a crush before?"
If she really wants to have a crush on someone, then who will she have a crush on? Su Ai's eyes inexplicably appeared Mu Ang's face.
Seeing that his friend seemed to be thinking about something, Guan Cancan shouted softly, "Xiao Ai!"
"Ah?!" she came to her senses.
"What were you thinking just now, thinking so intently?" asked Guan Cancan.
Su Ai lowered her eyes a little embarrassed, "It's nothing, I'm just thinking, it seems that I really haven't had a crush on someone." β
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Su Ai didn't know what kind of feelings she had for Mu Ang. In the beginning, he was the iceberg prince of the campus, and like most of the girls, she would watch and admire from afar, but she might not really get close to the inevitable failure.
Then, she watched him fall in love with Cancan, but this affection was not reciprocated. At that time, she had a kind of regret, in fact, he was no worse than Si Jianyu, but it was Si Jianyu who was in love.
And after this, Mu Ang helped Cancan leave Si Jian Yu, silently guarded Cancan for five years, her heart is grateful to Mu Ang, she has no ability to help Cancan, but Mu Ang has the ability to help, and his help to Cancan is far more and better than she imagined.
Mu Ang, who has faded from his youth, makes her feel that he is a reliable man, and even for a while, she will feel that if Cancan really walks with Mu Ang, it will not be a good thing.
At this time, she admired Mu Ang.
But feelings are often unreasonable, even after five years, but what Cancan loves is still Si Jianyu. When Chancan decides to marry Si Jianyu, she looks at this man's anxiety, fear, pain, sadness, and deep loneliness.
At this time, she felt sorry and sympathized with him.
Love, when there are two people, is just right, when there is one more person, then if it is not all three people are suffering, it is destined that there will be one person to bear all the suffering.
And now, the one who suffers is Muang.
This kind of feelings are mixed together, so Su Ai can't tell what she is about Mu Ang, appreciation, sympathy, regret, and sadness, but she finds that she seems to think of him more and more these days.
This...... Is it a crush?
Su Ai touched her nose self-deprecatingly, and looked at the jade earrings that shone with an emerald green light in the wooden box in a daze. She knew Mu Ang's feelings for Cancan, so she ...... I don't want to have a crush on him.
Because at the same time, a crush also represents a broken love......
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Lu Lifang looked at the series of examination reports in his hand, and after a while, he raised his head and looked at Si Jian Yudao, "Your condition is good, if the current good condition can be maintained, then after almost three months, you should be able to stop taking nerve drugs." "It seems that it is indeed right to let Guan Cancan be by Ah Yu's side.
And Ah Yu's trip to Vienna has gained far more than he imagined.
Although Lu Lifang felt that if anyone could really open the Sijian Imperial Heart Knot, then that person would inevitably be Guan Cancan. But he didn't expect that Guan Cancan would only read a few books on psychology, and just took Ah Yu to the scene once, so that Ah Yu's heart knot for so many years was really untied, and it was so thoroughly untied.
"You said that there have been a few times when you can fall asleep without drugs or a bright voice?" Lu Lifang asked.
"Hmm. "Tsumi Michi.
"If from a psychological point of view, your insomnia is exacerbated because of the car accident that year, and the bright voice can make you fall asleep and make your body respond to her voice, it is likely that your body's subconscious mind sees her as some kind of substitute, or a substitute for your mother, or a substitute for your father, or both. Lu Lifang analyzed, "It may also be that her voice is regarded as a certain sense of security, and subconsciously let herself rely on it." β
"Dependence?" Si Mi raised his eyebrows, and there was a thoughtful look in his bright eyes.
In fact, relying on this kind of psychology is very common in the biological world. Lu Li smiled, just thinking that his friend might be disgusted by the word, "In everyone's subconscious, there will be some people and things that are more or less dependent. However, your condition has improved now, and your dependence on Guan Cancan should become less and less in the future. β
"No, Lifang, you're wrong. Si Jianyu lowered his eyes lightly, and his gaze fell on the wedding ring on his left hand, "It's not less and less, but more and more." β
Lu Li let go for a moment.
I only saw Si Jianyu gently turning the ring on his finger, and said, "I can fall asleep without drugs, or even her voice, can it also be seen that my body's instinct already knows that drugs don't work at all, and now, I rely not only on her voice, but on her body temperature, her breath, and her whole person." Even as long as I had her gaze, as long as I knew that she was watching me, I could have fallen asleep. β
Lu Li gasped.
Si Jianyu's eyes looked at Lu Lifang again, "So, Lifang, do you say that my dependence on Cancan is getting deeper and deeper." "It's unfathomably deep.
And this dependence is still deepening every day.
Lu Lifang couldn't help but smile bitterly, it seems that from a certain point of view, Ah Yu's insomnia is improving, but from another point of view, it is not impossible to say that it is worse.
From one extreme, to another, more extreme direction.
And now, he can only pray, Guan Cancan will stay by Ah Yu's side for the rest of his life, and then live a long life!
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When Guan Cancan returned home, he saw Si Jian Yuzheng half-lying on the sofa, his eyes closed, as if he was asleep.
She stepped forward and looked at his sleeping face, wondering if he was asleep now. After all, now he can occasionally fall asleep naturally.
Just as she leaned down and pressed her face close to his, trying to confirm it, his eyes opened suddenly.
Guan Cancan was startled, and when her face was about to go up, Si Jianyu's hand had already clasped the back of her head, but instead pressed her face even more against his.
The tips of each other's noses are almost together, and at the same time, you can feel each other's breathing lightly.
Guan Cancan's face flushed slightly, "Are you pretending to be asleep?"
"Just thinking about something. He smiled slightly.
"You should have known that I was approaching, and you were deliberately scaring me. She sneered, she knew that his ears were good, and if he had just closed his eyes and refreshed, he should have been able to hear her footsteps.
"I didn't want to scare you, I just wanted to wait for you to walk in and open your eyes again. He said, lips, almost to hers, "If it scares you, then I won't next time." β
Like a kiss, not a kiss.
With a lingering posture, the temperature on Guan Cancan's face was rapidly warming.
"Don't do that, there's a servant. In other words, although the two of them were the only ones in the living room at this time, it was not a closed place after all, and it was hard to guarantee that no servants would walk in for a while.
"We ...... It's already husband and wife. His voice was gorgeous and had a seductive charm, "It's only natural that we're like this." β
No matter how much lingering, no matter how much kissing, no matter how much affection, it is all taken for granted, even if outsiders see it, so what?
Guan Cancan did not resist Si Jianyu's intimacy, yes, they are husband and wife. When he has a thirst for her, she is willing to respond with an effort to let him know that she has the same thirst for him.
He kissed her on the lips tenderly, as if he was flirting and caring.
After a while, he released her lips, "What did you do today?"
I brought the gift to Xiao Ai and chatted with her for a while. She said, with some emotion, "I really don't know which man can be blessed to marry Xiao Ai in the future." In Guan Cancan's opinion, a woman like Su Ai deserves a good man!
It's just that she hasn't been back to China for a long time, and she hasn't known any good men, otherwise she might have the urge to be a matchmaker.
"Worried about her feelings?" said Si Mi Yu as he sat up and pulled Guan Cancan to his lap.
"Hmm. She nodded, "And it's not just her, andβ" Her words stopped abruptly, not saying the names of those two words.
But even if she didn't say it, he knew what she was trying to say.
Muang ...... Was she also worried about Mu Ang's feelings? Si Jianyu's eyes flashed with a glimmer of light, and he stared at Guan Cancan quietly.
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