89. [089] Don't Forget to Get Used to It (Asking for a Commuter Pass)
Guan Cancan was a little flustered, but he saw Si Jianyu sitting on a chair in the living room, and he didn't speak, just looked at her like this.
He was waiting for her to speak!
Well, in a certain way, he is also her employer. It's just inexplicable, looking at him standing in the apartment, she will think that he was also in this living room that day, pulled her into the bedroom, pressed her, stroked every inch of her skin, and almost wanted her!
He was still waiting for her, his eyebrows picturesque, but just sitting was full of a sense of oppression.
Guan Cancan bit his lip slightly, stepped forward and said, "You're back." β
"Will you be happy or sad if I don't come back?" he asked, staring at her.
How can she answer the question of "......"!
Guan Cancan simply looked at his nose and his nose at his heart.
"Do you have the medicine you have in your hand?" he asked again.
"Hmm. β
"Show me. β
She handed him the plastic bag containing the medicine. He took out the medicine from it, looked at it all the way, and looked at it very carefully, and finally, it landed on one of the boxes of throat cleansing powder, "How long has it been cold?"
"It's been a week. She replied.
His face was a little displeased, "Why didn't you tell me?"
"It's just a cold. "Needless to say, not to mention that he hasn't been back here.
He frowned slightly, yes, it was just a cold, but why was he nervous and worried? Normally, even if someone fell in front of him covered in blood, he would not have any pity, but she ......
Guan Cancan paused and added, "If you have a voice, it should be a few days later, and when the cold is cured, you will be completely recovered." Thinking about it, his face was not good, probably because of her voice, he had a cold, and even his voice was different.
His face became even more displeased.
The medicine prepared by the hospital, Guan Cancan was under the gaze of Si Jianyu, she should eat and wipe what she should wipe, but because there were some places where she was more difficult to apply by herself, Si Jianyu simply waved his hand and personally applied it to her.
When his fingers touched her skin, her body couldn't help but stiffen, and she wanted to tell herself to pretend to be as natural as possible, but it was estimated that her expression at this moment could not be connected with nature.
Fortunately, Si Miyu didn't say anything.
When it was time to go to bed at night, Tsujimi Yu appeared next to her bed and hugged her as she was about to shang-bed-sleep.
"I'm still catching a cold, and my voice shouldn't be able to make you fall asleep now, why don't you wait for my voice to recover?" Guan Cancan looked like he wanted to discuss.
"It doesn't matter. Si Miyu's head rested on her shoulder, "It's okay to hold it like this." β
Guan Cancan was dumbfounded, what does this mean? It's okay not to speak?! But the problem is that if she doesn't speak, she just holds it like this, which makes her even more uncomfortable.
Guan Cancan is out of luck, her task was originally to help him sleep, even if he insisted on holding her, it was understandable.
After thinking about it, she said, "Then let me go get the book." β
After choosing the fable, Guan Cancan sat on the bed, and Si Jianyu hugged her as before.
She stiffened slightly, opened the book, and began to read. Because her voice was not yet perfect, she read more slowly than usual, and her voice was a little hoarser than usual.
He hugged her, feeling the familiar feeling in his arms, her softness, her fragrance, her warmth...... It's all proving that she is really in his arms, not a fantasy when he closes his eyes at midnight.
I haven't seen her for a week, she is alive and kicking, and she still has the strength to fight, as if the person who was punished was actually him!
This week, he didn't sleep well for a day, and every time he closed his eyes, he couldn't fall asleep. Insomnia, he thought that after so many years, he had become accustomed to it, but only to find out that he was so unaccustomed.
It's as if, after getting some kind of beauty, it will become unbearable to return to the barrenness before.
Her voice was not as clear and nice as before, and even a little hoarse, but it still made him relax.
It's incredible!
Tsushima slowly closed his eyes and let himself fall into a deep sleep.
Guan Cancan, as usual, read for about half an hour before he stopped, looked at the figure lying beside him, and intuitively felt that he should be asleep.
When he is awake, he will make her nervous and stiff and overwhelmed, but at this time, he is asleep, but he is like a harmless doll and will not make her feel any discomfort.
She looked at him carefully, she hadn't seen him for a week, he seemed to be thinner, and there was a faint dark blue under his eyes, just like when she first saw him. So he ...... this week Didn't sleep well?
But she was quite surprised, his voice changed a little, and he could also sleep. Or maybe I'm just too tired to fall asleep......
Guan Cancan turned off the lights and closed his eyes, but he couldn't sleep, in the dark, his breath became more obvious, and his mind flashed scenes of being pressed by him that day. Last time, she could escape, and he didn't seem to be angry with his grandfather, so next time, can she escape?
Guan Cancan didn't know, and he couldn't predict what would happen in the future, so he could only force himself not to think about it.
The next day, she got up with two panda eyes, she rarely had insomnia, but last night, she had insomnia, even if she counted the sheep from 1 to 10,000, it still didn't work. And compared to her, Si Jian Yu slept refreshed.
"Didn't sleep well last night?" said Si Jian Yu as he looked at Guan Cancan's languishing look.
"Probably...... Suddenly I don't get used to it. She said, after all, she hadn't slept in his arms for a week, and suddenly she was back to normal, and it would take some time to get used to it.
He stared at her thoughtfully, "Not used to what? Are you not used to sleeping next to me, or are you not used to being held by me?"
"......" is both, but she doesn't say it because she knows the times.
He walked up to her, stroked her hair, and ran his fingers over the dark circles under her eyes, "Then it's best not to forget this habit in the future." As he spoke, his tail finger brushing the redness from her cheeks.
Guan Chengyuan's slap yesterday was practical, even if the ointment had been applied, and after another night, Guan Cancan still felt a little swollen and painful, and it was estimated that it would take two days to completely subside.
"If you forget, if I do, it's not just the injury you suffered yesterday. His tone was soft, almost an intimate whisper, but the warning in his voice made Guan Cancan understand.
He was telling her not to avoid him, not to resist him.
Guan Cancan's body became stiff again, every pore of his body seemed to be shrinking suddenly, and his heart seemed to be pressed by something heavy. If Si Mi Yu really wants to deal with her, then it will definitely not be a small fight like yesterday!
As if noticing the changes in her body, he smiled softly, "What, scared?"
She wanted to nod, she wanted to say yes, but she found that her body was stiff for a moment, she couldn't speak, and she couldn't do anything, and the result was that she just looked at him stunned.
"As long as you are obedient, you don't have to be afraid of anything. He kissed her on the brow as if to soothe her, "And whatever you want, you can take it yourself if you want to, and if you want me to help you get it, it's just a matter of words." β
Whispered softly, whispering in her ear.
His terribleness, his gentleness, is so coexisting.
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Guan Cancan arrived at school and learned from Su Ai's mouth that Guan Ling'er did not come to class today. But think about it, Guan Ling'er's appearance yesterday was much more miserable than her and Su Ai's, judging from Guan Ling'er's Cheng DΓΉ, who pays attention to her appearance, it is estimated that she will come to school in at least a few days.
Su Ai looked at Guan Cancan's face, which was still a little conspicuously red and swollen, and once again despised Guan Chengyuan in her heart, obviously both of them were his daughters, but he was able to blame all the faults on Cancan's head so indiscriminately, and forced him to apologize, slap him in public, and his partiality was too boundless, no wonder Cancan would have that attitude towards Guan Chengyuan.
"By the way, you live with Si Miyu now, does your mother know?" asked Su Ai.
Guan Cancan shook his head, "I didn't say it, my mother probably always thought I lived here at school." It is precisely because of this that she can hide from the world.
"But sooner or later she'll know, and you'll say it yourself, it's better than being found out by your mother one day." Su Ai said.
Guan Cancan naturally understands this truth, but if her mother knows that it is because of her grandfather's business, she is almost "cohabiting" with Si Jianyu, I am afraid that she will be sad again, and she will even fall into self-blame.
"I ...... Think again. Guan Cancan said, it's really difficult to say, it's difficult not to say, "What about you, how are you looking for a job?" she diverted the topic.
"I haven't found it yet. Su Ai muttered, "Now in the music industry, it's really difficult to find a job, there is no way or anything, and you can't find a better job at all, especially in our composition department, so many people graduate, but there are only a few corresponding jobs, there are more monks and less porridge, it is estimated that after graduation, many students will have to change careers." β
Guan Cancan naturally knows that the competition is fierce now, and the composition department itself is a bit unpopular, and it is difficult for ordinary newcomers to come out, as for the income of newcomers, it is even more pitiful, in the place of B City, where every inch of land is expensive, it is estimated that it is difficult to support yourself.
But Rao is like this, Guan Cancan still chose the composition department at the beginning, just because she really likes to compose, and she believes that in the future, she will definitely be able to rely on her own ability to let her mother live a good life.