On that day, the whole palace was full of dazzling red. I remember that she loved red the most, but now, she can't be red anymore. I feel distressed, but I am the emperor, and I can't ignore these thousands of miles.

When I had sex with the queen, I thought about her, and I thought that I would be good to her in the future. At that time, I was actually weak-minded, but I didn't care, or deliberately ignored it.

The next day, I sat with the queen on the main seat of Caifeng Palace, and she came in, quietly saluted the emperor, and kowtowed. That's when I realized that something had changed. I've lost something, and it's important. But I don't know that I'm an idiot.

From that day on, she would never smile again.

I tried everything I could to be good to her, except for the days set by my ancestors, I only went to her palace to rest. But she still couldn't get her smile back, she fell ill, and it wasn't until a full moon later that I rested in the queen's palace again, according to the rules. But that night, for some reason, the queen suddenly fell ill. Summoned all the imperial doctors, but there was no way.

I was also anxious, it was the time to use the Tong family, and I couldn't let the queen have an accident.

After a busy night, the queen's illness was finally alleviated. But at the same time, I also got the news that the imperial concubine was not good.

I was ready to crack my liver and gall, and when I came to Jiuluan Palace, I had already smelled blood before I entered the door.

Miscarriage is something that I specially sent over, and she only played with it for a while, and then she killed the child in her belly. I went to ask for a royal doctor last night, but they were all announced to Caifeng Palace. The people she sent couldn't even enter the door of Caifeng Palace.

I forgot that my favor is a double-edged sword in this palace. While protecting her, it also attracted too many knives and arrows for her. But I only cared about spoiling her, only caring about breaking her wings, but I forgot to protect her.

My mistake, I regret it, I ...... But she stopped smiling, and never looked at me again.

I ordered the closure of the Nine Luan Palace, and I sent my henchmen over. Anyone but me, including the Empress, was allowed to approach. Anyone, without my permission, can cut it first and then play it if they come closer.

However, no matter how much I do, I still can't get her smile, her trust, and her love back. Can't replace that kid!!

She's sad, she's disappointed. And she wanted to leave even more...... I know, I know that she longs for the outside world, and when I went to see her, she kept talking about how beautiful the outside world was......

But how could I let her go? How dare she leave?

I finally hurt her, and I forced her against her will. She began to resist and would cry. I feel that instead of letting her have no more me in her eyes, then it is not bad to hate.

But soon, I knew I was wrong. Women are ruthless, much more ruthless than men.

She didn't resist, she didn't care, she was empty, she didn't care about my invasion.

I couldn't do it anymore, so I hastily did something, hugged her and kept apologizing, saying over and over again, "I was wrong, I'm sorry." But in the end, she still didn't react.

I won't give up, once not twice, twice not three times. I thought, give her another child, another child, she will be happy, she will be willing to stay.

But that time he hurt his body, and the imperial doctor said that there might never be any more children.

So I thought, then let the other concubines give birth, and then hug them over. I began to pamper the other concubines, and soon, one after another people became pregnant, I was very happy, and every day I would go to tell her what she wanted in the future, whatever she wanted, whatever she wanted.

I was so happy that I didn't see her eyes getting colder.