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I walked aimlessly on the cold streets, I didn't know what choice to make, my brain was in chaos, I love Yaoyao very much, I really love, I'm not a fucking hypocritical person, nor am I a pervert who lifts his pants and leaves after sleeping with others, I listen to Wang Lihai's words, and I think more of a responsibility, a responsibility that I can't afford now. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

I asked myself over and over again, what is the person I can love as a confused thug with a confused future? Maybe I won't even have the most basic stability, how the can I love her.

In fact, I know in my heart that if I don't listen to Wang Lihai's persuasion and continue to be with Yaoyao, he will have absolutely no way, Yaoyao would rather elope with me and hide in any corner of the city than choose to go abroad.

But I really can't do this, I can't be so selfish, since I'm a leader, I have to live like a man, I can afford to take it, I can put it down.

I was like a lonely ghost, wandering the streets, drinking, gulping, spicy two-pot head, cutting my throat and making my internal organs hot for a while, I didn't drink to put on a decadent posture.

But it allowed me to muster up the courage to call Yaoyao's phone so that I could tell him the word breakup......

"Hey... What are you doing?" I called with a shudder.

"Hang out with Jomimi!" Yaoyao seemed to be in a good mood.

"I have something to tell you .....!"

"What's the matter?

"Let's break up!" I said, and I lost all my strength, and sat down on the side of the road.

"What do you say??you say it again??" Yaoyao knows my character very well, and I won't joke about it, so her voice immediately changed, whether she was flustered or overwhelmed, I couldn't hear it at all.

"Break up, I don't love you anymore!" I said slowly, gritting my teeth and holding back my dry eyes.

"Where are you??" After Yaoyao panicked, she calmed down and said in her voice without a trace of color.

"Ahead, new concept restaurant!" I didn't want to meet her, but when she asked, I replied in a ghostly way.

"Wait for me!!"

After hanging up the phone, half of the bottle of Erguotou had been drunk, and I was dizzy and leaned against the telephone pole, facing the cold north wind, singing loudly over and over again.

"If Paradise for Two"

"Like a warm wall"

“......”

"If romance becomes a bond"

"I'm willing to choose to go back to loneliness for you"

"If the lingering becomes a chain"

"Putting aside the promises"

"There's a love called letting go"

"Give up for love forever"

"We stay together if you give it all"

"Let true love take me away..."

"Say break up..."

I had always been naïve enough to think that there were too few things in the world that would bring me to tears, but I only found out today that I was so vulnerable, lying like a beggar under a telephone pole, crying like a child.

I don't know how long it took, but in my sight, a beautiful figure appeared, this figure walked quickly like me, raised his arm and slapped my face.

"Smack!!"

A loud slap was slapped on my face, I sobered up a lot, Yaoyao pointed to my face expressionlessly and said, "I'm drafting Mom! Meng Fei, you're not a gentleman!!"

"yes, I'm not a man! I don't love you anymore, okay!!" I screamed at her.

"You don't love me anymore?What the fuck are you thinking when you sleep with me??Have you had enough?Pat your ass and leave??" Yaoyao was already crazy, shouting on the street for the first time like a hot little girl.

I looked at her speechless, she was right, when I was just with her, I thought about everything too simply, and I thought very much that two people should be together, just love each other, what the are you doing!!

But life is not like this!!The reality is not like this!!They are like a pervert who demands excessively!!Constantly forced!!Ordinary people who have no resistance!!Three months of ** career,Let me unconsciously mature a lot,Now looking at it the other way,I feel that I used to be very ridiculous,It's not *** love each other,There will be results,It's not that you are willing to pay in return,In most cases,Your efforts can only turn into bubbles,Drift around......

"Let's go!!Okay!I don't want to see you!!Can you make everyone die a little more happily, and take a knife and slash it your body!!You don't feel pain, I still feel pain!!" I was completely incoherent.

"Did my dad look for you?" Yaoyao ignored my words and sat on the ground.

"Do I have a choice? If I could drop a lot of stuff and run away after you, you wouldn't fall in love with me, would you?" I looked at him and said helplessly.

"That's right! There's nothing wrong with your choice, it's also in line with my imagination, in fact, I already knew that we would have this day, and I don't want to ask anything, it's boring, let's finish this meal and break up!!" Yaoyao said quite calmly, picked up the wine bottle in my hand, and poured it down her throat.

The two of us, no one is in the ink, you and I drink the second pot head one by one, looking at the brightly lit streets, silent.

"Xiaofei!!If you deal with these things, will you go abroad to find me?" Yaoyao took the empty wine bottle and staggered on the road, and I trembled and helped her on the side.

"If I'm lucky enough not to die, or if I don't have missing an arm or leg, I'll probably go back to you!!" I said sincerely.

"I'll wait for you for five years, if I can't see you after five years, I'll marry myself out as quickly as possible!!" Yaoyao pouted like an angry child, pointed ahead, and said firmly.

"Thank you...!" I don't know what to say, I don't have anything to say, but thank you still seems too pale, I owe her too much, I owe her emotions that I can't pay off for the rest of my life.

"Okay, I slapped you in the mouth, I'm much more comfortable, let's go!!" Yaoyao bit her lip and pretended to be calm.

My heart was like a knife, but I still gritted my teeth and turned around, walked forward, about four or five meters, my arm was grabbed by Yaoyao, and then Yaoyao's hot red lips kissed deeply on my lips, and the tears in her eyes couldn't be controlled and slipped down.

The two of us were dragged by the street lamp for a long time, and after this kiss, we buried each other's emotions in our hearts, and this burial was three years.