Chapter 64: But I Don't Believe It
The red all over the sky made Gu Zhaoyan's eyes burn, and the familiar smell also made Gu Zhaoyan's nerves collapse again.
Surprised by the girl's sudden movements, everyone looked at the sky in a daze, even if the girl was already lying on the ground, just looking at the roof of the building that was already empty and unoccupied, and did not come back to her senses.
"Ahhh
With a heart-rending shout, Su Gaochen suddenly pushed Gu Chaoxi, who was standing beside him and was stunned because of the bloodstains on the ground, to the side, and crawled towards the place where Su Qingqing fell, and his bloodstained legs were pulled to the ground like this, leaving the blood-red traces.
Gu Zhaoyan looked at the girl lying on the ground with a bloodstained face, and the old man who crawled towards the girl with a sad face, the whole person became extremely stiff, everything in his eyes seemed to have disappeared, only the girl's bloodstained cheeks remained, and the eyes that were originally good-looking but were now dead.
That's not true...... She didn't mean to! She really didn't mean to! She wanted to save her ...... She didn't want her to die...... Why? Why is this happening? Why is it still not saved when it is so close?
Everything in front of him seemed to coincide with the morning with the newspaper in hand, the girl in red clothes with a bloodstained face and an old man with white hair full of hatred overlapped at this moment, making all Gu Zhaoyan's memories begin to recover. In those years, the Xia family's bullying of her, the oppression of her like a servant, the sadness before Xia Min married Zheng Nuanyang, the sadness after knowing Zheng Nuanyang's secret, and the cowardice annihilated in time because of time.
A lot of memories filled Gu Zhaoyan's mind at once, making her whole person become in a trance.
It seems that everything has not been repeated, these things, it is just her dreaming alone. She is still the cowardly and timid Xia Yan who can be bullied by everyone, and in the end she only married a man with paralyzed legs because she needed to repay the Xia family's nurturing kindness...... Her warm sun was a little crazy slapping her legs, and her morning sun was dying for her...... Everything passed in front of Gu Zhaoyan's eyes, as if it was a wake-up call, and it was like a warning.
Tell her that she is no longer the same she was in her previous life, tell her that she shouldn't be so cowardly, tell her that her exhaustive elegance is useless, and tell her that she can't just go on like this!
If she continues to be so cowardly, then her ending will still be the same as in her previous life...... Her favorite Chaoxi will still die for her, and her warm sun may have a car accident due to other accidents...... The people she wants to protect will only lose to fate under her weakness, and then repeat the ending of the previous life!
"Qingqing! Qingqing! Look at Dad! Dad is sorry for you! Dad is sorry for you! See if Dad is okay? See if Dad is okay again? Even if Dad begs you, will you look at Dad again? Just one look, just one look, okay?"
Su Gaochen hugged Su Qingqing, who was covered in blood, picked up his bloodstained face, opened his mouth frantically and gently, and put his somewhat old cheeks on the bloodstained face, and the words in his mouth touched the people watching around him......
"Qingqing~ Dad knows, you like to dance the most, you dance like the most beautiful princess in the world, Dad's favorite princess...... You have always been the pride of your father, the pride of your father's favorite~ Dad knows that you will secretly save money and not spend it, and then buy medicine for Dad, Dad also knows that the clothes on your body are old, but you are reluctant to buy them for Dad...... Dad also knows that you like the guy next door, but Dad actually likes him a lot...... Qingqing...... Is it okay for you to wake up? Is it okay to look at Dad again? Dad hasn't told you yet, Dad saw it when you bought medicine for Dad, and Dad was very distressed when you were reluctant to buy clothes, and the young man next door told Dad before he moved away that he would come back to you in three years...... He said you were the most beautiful angel he'd ever seen...... He wants to marry his father's favorite Qingqing home...... Qingqing, Dad still has a lot of secrets to tell you...... How can you do that? How can you leave your father like this......
The intermittent words, as well as the tearful cheeks, are all sad.
Just when Gu Zhaoyan's spirit was sluggish, Fan Sheng in the space felt Gu Zhaoyan's emotional instability, and immediately circulated the spiritual spring in the space for a week, wanting to empty Gu Zhaoyan's negative emotions, in this process, Fan Sheng had no choice but to open his mouth suggestively to Gu Zhaoyan.
[Zhaoyan, although the girl is not saved, if the father wants to say a few more words to his daughter, it is still okay. 】
The words of the pink clothes suddenly appeared in his mind, Gu Zhaoyan's tearful eyes suddenly stiffened, and he paused with an inconceivable gaze, and immediately asked.
"What should I do, what should I do?"
didn't care about the person next to her, and asked directly, even if no one around Gu Zhaoyan would answer her question.
[I taught you a few days ago, a kind of Nine Souls Killing Needle, do you remember? I told you last time that this is a kind of acupuncture that has been created since ancient times, but because the use is not very large, so the average doctor will not learn it, and then it was slowly forgotten, and then later, there was no successor. 】
Pink Dress's voice was helpless, from the time she was able to conjure up a body, she knew Gu Zhaoyan's selfishness, from some places, she was connected with Gu Zhaoyan's heart, so she could understand all Gu Zhaoyan's psychological activities.
Gu Zhaoyan's cowardice, even after so much tempering, is still as easy to shatter as crystal.
Gu Zhaoyan's selfishness, even when everyone can't see it, that selfishness has penetrated from the heart to the bones.
Gu Zhaoyan's cringe, even if she was radiant in everyone's eyes, but the real her was always just a mouse used to hiding in the dark, and then waiting for Zheng Nuanyang's redemption.
For Gu Zhaoyan, Zheng Nuanyang's existence, if it is not described by a lover, then what can be described is faith!
Zheng Nuanyang is the driving force for Gu Zhaoyan to live, and it is the only faith that Gu Zhaoyan wants to be strong, in Gu Zhaoyan's world, there will always be a god with a smile, and this god, in this world, has such a name and a pair of crippled legs.
He, Zheng Nuanyang.
It is the only faith that Gu Zhaoyan lives in this world.
"Fansheng, I know, but isn't the Nine Souls Killing Needle used to take people's lives?" From the time when Fan Sheng taught her, the medical poison was originally a family, so when she was learning to treat other people's acupuncture, she still learned acupuncture that could harm people, and the Nine Souls Killing Needle was one of the acupuncture methods used to take people's lives.
[In a way, the Nine Souls Killing Needle is indeed used to take people's lives, because all the acupuncture methods are just dead points on the human body, and normal people will definitely be in danger of their lives because of such stimulation, but now I have detected that Su Qingqing's body is close to collapse, so I can use such an acupuncture method to stimulate the soul of a dead person, but it is only for a minute or two, but it requires you to pay a lot of price, are you willing?]
Pink clothes are gambling, betting on Gu Zhaoyan's heart, is her heart really like a stone?
The doctor is benevolent, although Fan Sheng can't ask Gu Zhaoyan to be a doctor and benevolent, but when faced with such a thing, Fan Sheng still wants to know what kind of choice this girl who is strong on the surface and weak on the inside will make if she encounters such a thing.
"What price, no matter what the price, I want Su Qingqing to wake up again!"
As if he was sure of his decision, Gu Zhaoyan's eyes looked at Su Gaochen, who was holding Su Qingqing and crying and muttering to himself, and nodded fiercely.
No matter what the price is! From the very beginning, she should have understood, from the first time she met Su Gaochen, she should have paid attention! If she had been more careful, noticed their badness, and noticed to get rid of future troubles, then this flower-like girl would not have died in front of her eyes like this, and left this world with resentment! So she wanted to know this girl's last wish, the last ...... Yearning!
In that case, then I will tell you that if you use the Nine Souls Killing Needle to wake this girl up this time, then you will follow my arrangement, enter the medical profession, and then carry forward Chinese medicine. Of course, this is only a small price, the real price is that you will not be able to grow jade for two years! That is to say, you can only rely on medical skills to increase your wealth, and all economic resources within two years can only come from medical skills, and you cannot use the jade in the space, do you understand?]
Gu Zhaoyan originally studied medicine for what reason, Fan Sheng understood it very well, but such a reason was not enough to make Gu Zhaoyan's heart become good, such a reason could only make Gu Zhaoyan more and more selfish, and then become not like himself!
Freeze the jade cultivation in the space within two years, and then let this girl rely on her medical skills to heal the world. The first aspect is to exercise Gu Zhaoyan's medical ability, and the second aspect is to accumulate the merits of the space, and in a certain way, only when the merits reach a certain point, the space will undergo a second evolution.
What Gu Zhaoyan needs is people's faith, people's sincere and selfless faith in their hearts!
"I agree! Pink Dress, tell me now, how to save Su Qingqing?"
Suddenly found that she had been communicating with Fan Sheng for a lot of time, Gu Zhaoyan immediately spoke, although she had learned the Nine Souls Killing Needle, but when she was studying, she was used to kill people, and there was no way to save people, and now that she was asked to save people, she still needed to ask Fan Sheng what to do.
Even if...... Even if she can't stop the process of history...... Even if her appearance accelerates the progress of history!
She also has to try to change! Try to change this ending! She doesn't allow! She doesn't allow the ending to be the same as last time! In the previous life, Su Qingqing's ending was no progress, and Su Qingqing's matter was just an after-dinner chatter, in this life, since she had to do it all over again, then what about the reshuffle of this Y city!
Now you need a silver needle, of course, I know you don't have it now, five meters to your left, there is a hairpin on a woman's head that can be used as a silver needle. What you need to do is to talk about the hairpin piercing into Su Qingqing's heart, lumbar vertebrae, and the Tianzhu acupoint on his back, and instilling spiritual power into it every time he the needle, after three times, Su Qingqing can wake up, as for how long it can last, it's up to you. 】
When encountering serious things, Fan Sheng also resumed his serious voice, explaining the tasks that Gu Zhaoyan needed to do step by step, and then sighed helplessly.
How can such a Gu Zhaoyan be tolerant of the world? Even if he can't do it in the world, how can he be tolerant of the world?
After hearing Fansheng's words, Gu Zhaoyan didn't answer, and immediately walked towards the woman standing five meters to the left beside her.
"Madam, I'm sorry to borrow your hairpin. ”
Just indifferent to say hello, Gu Zhaoyan directly reached out and pulled off the reddish-brown hairpin on the woman's head, put it in front of his eyes, stretched out his white fingers to touch the front end, and when he felt a sharp feeling and almost punctured his fingers, he bowed his head to the woman again.
"Thank you, madam, just borrow your hairpin, and I'll return it to you later." ”
Before the woman who had been pulled out of the hairpin could react, she saw Gu Zhaoyan bowing her head towards her, and she was also a little embarrassed, but she kept waving her hand to indicate that it was okay, and she couldn't say a word.
Gu Zhaoyan approached Su Gaochen and Su Qingqing step by step, and felt that her steps were heavier with every step.
With the teachings of Fan Sheng for her in his mind, Gu Zhaoyan finally walked in front of Su Gaochen, looking at Su Gaochen who was holding Su Qingqing's old face against Su Qingqing, Gu Zhaoyan squatted down.
"Grandpa Su, do you still want to say something to Qingqing?"
The voice was too calm, there didn't seem to be any emotion, Gu Zhaoyan's eyes were full of determination, but her voice was unwavering, as if this could hide her irrepressible heartbeat.
"Hah...... Speak...... I really want to talk to my Qingqing...... She's so pretty, so beautiful, she's like my angel...... I still have a lot of secrets that I haven't shared with her, I still have a lot of things I haven't told her, and I want to take her to her mother, I ...... I still want to ......"
Su Gaochen, who was holding Su Qingqing, was a little distracted, and after hearing Gu Zhaoyan's question, he just continued to speak in a trembling manner, and then he was full of sad and broken thoughts.
Involuntarily clenched the hairpin in his hand, Gu Zhaoyan's eyes were even firmer, he stretched out his hand to hold Su Qingqing's hand, and then felt that the body that seemed to have residual warmth was as beautiful as a flower.
"Qingqing is very beautiful, the most beautiful sister I have ever seen, so I want to talk to her, I want to ask her dreams, Grandpa Su, are you willing to believe me?"
A pair of brown eyes met Su Gaochen's sloppy eyes, Gu Zhaoyan directly brought some spiritual power to Su Gaochen when he asked such a sentence, after all, Su Gaochen's spirit is a little sloppy now, and it is not easy to get his consent, in order for Su Qingqing to wake up again, Gu Zhaoyan directly used his spiritual power.
"Phase...... Believe ......"
Stimulated by Gu Zhaoyan's mental power, Su Gaochen replied a little stunned, and then stiffened his body and let Gu Zhaoyan pull Su Qingqing, who was covered in blood, away, just stunned to watch Gu Zhaoyan's movements.
Putting Su Qingqing on the ground, Gu Zhaoyan stained the hairpin in his left hand towards the bloody place, then took out a silk handkerchief from his body and wiped it clean, and then tore the clothes next to Su Qingqing's shoulders directly, revealing the white shoulders and the embarrassing underwear, however, the people around didn't look much at Gu Zhaoyan's movements, but just looked at Gu Zhaoyan's movements, as if they could bring a trace of hope.
First found Su Qingqing's heart, Gu Zhaoyan did not hesitate to poke the hairpin into Su Qingqing's heart, and as Gu Zhaoyan's hairpin poked in, it was the aura in Gu Zhaoyan's space that kept flowing down the hairpin towards Su Qingqing's heart.
The people around thought that Gu Zhaoyan would be able to do something to save people, but they didn't expect Gu Zhaoyan to directly poke such a sharp hairpin into Su Qingqing's heart, and their eyes widened, and even some people wanted to get close and wanted to pull Gu Zhaoyan away, but they were stopped by Feng Jingbai and a few people who had already come down from upstairs.
Several people in the palace believed in Gu Zhaoyan very much, so no matter what Gu Zhaoyan did now, what they had to do was to guard, not let anyone approach, and then let Gu Zhaoyan do what she wanted to do.
A blood-red dance dress was torn, revealing her fair skin, and a girl in pink clothes poked a reddish-brown hairpin into her heart, and the old man on the side did not react to such an action, and next to these three people, several handsome teenagers silently expelled those who wanted to approach.
After converging the aura in the space into Su Qingqing's heart according to the words of the pink dress, Gu Zhaoyan once again tore the red dress on Su Qingqing's waist, and then picked up the domineering hairpin from the heart place, and poked it fiercely at Su Qingqing's waist again.
This time, Gu Zhaoyan's actions were not stopped, but the people who looked at Gu Zhaoyan began to talk about it, and even blamed Su Qingqing's father, after all, Su Qingqing's current appearance is the same as dead.
Not caring about the opinions of the people around her, Gu Zhaoyan finally gathered the aura on her waist and immediately lifted Su Qingqing's body, but even after moving it, Gu Zhaoyan found out that she couldn't find the acupuncture points.
"Ah Zi, come and do me a favor. ”
Seeing the nearest Beitang Zi, Gu Zhaoyan immediately opened his mouth and made Su Qingqing's body sit up.
Hearing Gu Zhaoyan's shout, Beitang Zi immediately turned his head and walked towards Gu Zhaoyan, seeing Gu Zhaoyan's somewhat powerless appearance, he immediately squatted down and caught Su Qingqing's bloody body, his eyes were full of guilt.
Just now, he and Feng Jingbai were almost able to save this girl, but they didn't expect to fall short in the end, so for such an ending, Beitang Zi felt guilty, like because if he had been faster, then this girl would not have been like this......
"Ah Zi, you hold her, I'm going to get a needle. ”
Calmly ordered, after seeing Beitang Zi support Su Qingqing's entire upper body, Gu Zhaoyan looked at the location of the Tianzhu acupoint, stretched out his fingers to tear the red clothes on his back open, and the hairpin on his right hand stabbed fiercely towards the position of the Tianzhu acupoint.
A steady stream of spiritual power was transmitted from the space to Su Qingqing's body, Gu Zhaoyan felt that her whole body began to heat up, and everything in front of her became a little blurry, but after shaking her head, it immediately became extremely clear again, suppressed the hairpin, and injected the aura into Su Qingqing's body, Gu Zhaoyan didn't know how long later, she finally received the answer from the pink dress, and immediately pulled out the hairpin.
At the moment when the hairpin was pulled out, Su Qingqing's body suddenly moved, and blood spat out of his mouth, flowing down his neck.
"Qingqing, Qingqing! Daddy is here, look at Dad, look at Dad!"
Su Gaochen on the side was the first to see such a situation, and immediately looked at Su Qingqing's excited speechless speechlessness, and even Beitang Ziye, who was holding Su Qingqing, felt incredible.
A man who had been dead for nearly five minutes was actually rescued?
There was no ambulance for five minutes, and it was such a small hairpin that could bring the dead back to life? Everyone looked at Gu Zhaoyan, who was dressed in pink, and their eyes were full of admiration, and there was no discussion about Gu Zhaoyan at the beginning, but they just felt that people should not be good-looking.
"Ahem...... Daddy......"
Su Qingqing, who opened his eyes once, saw at a glance the old father with blood stains on his forehead, and tears immediately flowed out of his bloodshot eyes, but the tears that flowed out were all mixed with bloody tears.
"Qingqing...... Green...... Dad is here, Dad is here, you say, you say, Dad listen......"
Immediately hugging his daughter, who was finally able to speak, Su Gaochen looked at Su Qingqing who woke up excitedly, and the tears on his face dripped on Su Qingqing's blood-soaked cheeks.
"Dad...... I'm afraid...... Ahem...... No...... I'm waiting for you......"
The voice of the angry gossamer can be vaguely heard the original gentle appearance, Su Qingqing has a gentle smile on her face, with some nostalgia and relief.
"Qingqing...... Miss Gu will help us! Dad asked Miss Gu to help us, don't die, Dad is the only one with you, don't you die, okay? Dad is the only one with you...... Dad, please, don't leave Dad alone, okay......"
Seeing the relieved smile on his daughter's face, Su Gaochen's wrinkled face suddenly burst into tears, and a pair of old palms touched Su Qingqing's bloodstained cheeks, and his voice carried endless pleading.
"Dad...... Cough...... You, you can rest assured...... I just talked to my mom in advance...... Meet...... Nothing more...... I...... I'm ...... ...... with Mom Rise...... You can rest assured......"
Su Qingqing looked at his father in front of him with a smile, and wanted to reach out and touch his father's cheek, but found that his whole body seemed to collapse, and he couldn't even move at all.
With a gentle smile on his face, everyone in the palace standing next to him turned their heads a little unknowingly, but there was already a trace of energy in the eyes of these young people.
"Qingqing...... Green...... My youth...... Dad knows, Dad knows you complain about Dad, don't give up Dad, okay? It's okay to leave Dad alone? Dad won't be able to live alone......
The father-daughter relationship continued, but Gu Zhaoyan, who was standing on the side, felt that the signs of life on Su Qingqing's body had begun to disappear slowly, just now she used her aura to renew Su Qingqing's life, and the master couldn't last long.
From the moment Su Qingqing jumped downstairs, his heart and internal organs, all his physical properties had died in that instant, so Gu Zhaoyan could bring Su Qingqing back to life, and he just lived to say his last words.
"Qingqing, is there anything you want me to help you complete?"
Gu Zhaoyan suddenly stood up and spoke to Su Qingqing, who was a little weak, she knew that her time was short.
"Gu ...... Gu Zhao...... Zhaoyan ......"
Seeing Gu Zhaoyan appear in sight, Su Qingqing was stunned for a moment, and then spoke in a trembling tone, followed by the resentment in those blood-colored eyes.
"Zhaoyan...... You said...... Can you help...... Help me?"
It seemed that all the memories on the top floor had been revived, and Su Qingqing recognized the person in front of her, the person who kept calling her name and saying that he wanted to save her.
"I ...... I think...... I want ...... Those brutes...... Survival is not ...... Get...... Death...... No...... Yes...... Do you understand?"
As she was talking, a mouthful of blood spurted out of her mouth, but it couldn't stop what she wanted to say, which made Gu Zhaoyan's eyes suddenly deepen, and she nodded towards Su Qingqing, as if it was a declaration of promise.
"I'll keep you satisfied. ”
After getting Gu Zhaoyan's answer, Su Qingqing spurted out another mouthful of blood, flowing down her neck to her chest, dyeing her fair skin red, gently closing her eyes, and the girl's somewhat erratic voice came.
"Dad...... You said...... ...... this world Is there any justice?"
"Yes! Yes! There must be! Qingqing! Don't sleep, talk to Dad, don't sleep well! Say a few words to Dad, okay?"
Looking at his daughter who closed his eyes, Su Gaochen immediately shook his body that was beginning to stiffen, wanting to wake up Su Qingqing's senses, but heard his daughter's small voice.
"But...... I don't believe ......"
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