In the midst of doubt, my heart hurts

"Dad, you love me the most and love me the most, please be strong, no matter what, don't give up your life. Shu Xuan"

"We can't live without you, we all want to be with you, Chen Feng needs you, Mommy also needs you, Dad~~~"

......

Listening to Yuxi's words, the tears in Bai Rou's eyes fell like a kite with a broken string, and Guan Juqing listened to it, she was also full of guilt and feelings, after so many years, her heart had long been full of holes, it was not someone else who hurt her, but her own hurt herself.

How deep the remorse is, only she knows in her own heart.

Once, she loved Dong Wanqing so much, regarded her as her proudest 'daughter', and even rejected her own 'daughter' for her.

now

That 'girl' is just a very brightly dressed prostitute and 'woman'.

She had never seen Guan Juqing, and she didn't even have a phone.

It was Yuxi who sent her all kinds of things from time to time, although no one arrived, but Guan Juqing knew that Yuxi still had some knots in her heart.

"Jingnan, you must cheer up, we will all wait for you to wake up. ”

Guan Juqing clenched Ling Jingnan's hand, and what came to mind was the scene from the beginning of their acquaintance, acquaintance, and hard work together from college.

Remorse even more.

If it wasn't like that of me at the beginning, my happiness now is my own.

Sometimes, people often complain that happiness is far away from them and loses warmth, but they never find that it is their own hands that push happiness and warmth far away.

After speaking, Guan Juqing stood up and walked to Yuxi's side, Yuxi was full of tears, looking at his biological mother, he also felt a lot.

The two didn't say much, just hugged each other gently.

"Mom. ”

"Hey~~~"

Guan Juqing responded seriously, hugged Yuxi tightly, the mother and daughter were two for the first time, and they opened their hearts and pulled each other into their hearts.

No more resentment, no more reprimands.

"Alas...... Mom is always ashamed of you, Yuxi, listen to Mom, the wedding will be held as scheduled, Mom may not be able to be there, but your Bairou Mom will definitely do a very perfect job. ”

"Mom, aren't you coming?"

Yuxi raised her head and looked at Guan Juqing in surprise, if it was before, she would definitely come to participate, and she would have regarded herself as her biological mother.

This is not in line with her personality.

She...... It's really changed.

"I'm going to the Thousand Buddha Temple, and from today onwards, I will definitely eat fasting and chant the Buddha, pray for you, pray for Jingnan, until he wakes up. ”

"Mom......"

Yu Xi's heart ached, tears poured out again, this person has changed, and she has changed so thoroughly, her actions at the moment have deeply moved Yu Xi.

"Don't persuade me, 'girl', this is what I should do, and I owe it to you, promise Mommy, take good care of Dad, and be happy. ”

After that,

Turning around and stretching out his hand towards Shengjue, Shengjue's eyes flashed with countless surprises, and he stretched out his hand towards Guan Juqing.

Guan Juqing lowered his head with some guilt, and said to Shengjue with tears in his eyes.

"Shengjue, I was sorry for you before, I know I am not qualified to ask you to do anything, but you must take good care of Yuxi, love her, and love her for a lifetime. ”

"I will, Mom, and if you insist on going, and feel more at ease there, we won't object, and I'll arrange for a car to take you there. ”

"Good ......"

Guan Juqing didn't brush away Shengjue's kindness, just nodded heavily, smiled with tears, Yuxi walked over, hugged his mother, and then sent Guan Juqing out of the hospital with Shengjue and Yuhao.

Along

Guan Juqing constantly 'handed' Yu Hao, to take good care of himself, to remember to 'make' a 'girlfriend' friend as soon as possible, get married and have children as soon as possible......

Yu Hao listened obediently, nodding his head constantly, but there was a very strange feeling in his heart, as if he felt that after his mother went to the temple, he would not come back.

It's just that

Yu Hao didn't expect that in the later days of this life, Guan Juqing was really in the temple, living to old age and eventually to old age.

Because......

Looking at his mother's car slowly moving away from the hospital, Shengjue patted Yuhao on the shoulder, hugged Yuxi, and turned back to the hospital ward.

Ziming guarded Father Ling almost twenty-four hours a day, but Father Ling's situation seemed to be getting less and less optimistic, and it was clear that it was time to wake up, but he still didn't move at all.

Everyone's heart was in their throats.

Looking at the time on the wall, every second of it is like a year, and I almost didn't wrench my fingers and count the time.

"Ziming, there is still an hour, and it will be ......"

Yu Xi sat beside Zi Ming a little helplessly, Zi Ming, who was observing the medical records, raised his head suddenly, there was a trace of tiredness in his eyes, Yu Xi's face was full of apologies, now Zi Ming is mainly based on lecturing and teaching experience, rarely sees patients anymore, and will not stay up all night to study the patient's condition, which makes Yu Xi very 'excited'.

"En......"

Ziming helped his glasses, if Father Ling came to his senses within an hour, then everything would be fine, but if he couldn't wake up, it would mean ......

"Oh no, Daddy's heartbeat has slowed down. ”

Junfeng's voice suddenly sounded behind him, and Ziming jumped up with a few rubs, and rushed towards the sick bed at the same time.

Yu Xi pounced on Father Ling's body, and his whole body trembled with nervousness.

"Dad, Dad, what's wrong with you? Why is your heart beating slow, Dad, you must be strong, persevere, get better, Dad......"

"Dad, you must wake up and tell us who hit you, Dad-"

Yu Hao clenched Ling's father's hand and clenched it tightly, but there was still a kind of unconfident sadness and heaviness in that tone, because he was not a god, and he was powerless, so he really let his father wake up when he said so.

Ziming's movements became extremely fast, constantly adjusting the instrument, and then he opened a list and handed it to the assistant doctor behind him, the assistant doctor immediately turned around, and two minutes later, the 'medicine' that was transferred from the special 'door' in the warehouse was brought in.

Slowly injected into the drip, blending into his veins.

Ziming slowly watched Father Ling's reaction while slowly 'ejaculating', but found that Father Ling, who was on the sick bed, suddenly became short of breath, and even his chest, which usually seemed to be unmoving, fell together.

"Dad, are you going to wake up?"

Yuxi cried with joy, whispering in her father's ear, and Bai Rou's mother was also 'excited', with a look of hope, if at this time, he could wake up, how good.

"Lao Ling, you must get better, Lao Ling, you have to 'worry' about everything at home. ”

Bai Rou's words were soft, gentle, as if she was at home before, caressing her husband's face, Bai Rou's heart was like a knife, in this life, I really loved a man, but I didn't expect that he was kind, but he got this kind of reward.

Oh, my God

It's unfair.

"Lao Lingβ€”"

Father Ling, who was on the 'bed', suddenly seemed to be 'excited', his body trembled violently, Bai Rou was so shocked that his face changed his face, he hurriedly stood up, leaned over and shouted urgently.

"Lao Ling, Lao Ling, what's wrong with you?"

A trace of fine sweat broke out from Ziming's forehead, but his mood was as calm as ever, and he carefully rescued - 16007714

Yu Xi and Yu Hao almost knelt on the side of the 'bed', looking at their father on the 'bed' with tears full of anticipation and worry.

Daddy looks ......

It's painful, it's sad, and it's hard to struggle......

"Dad......"

As soon as the shout came out, Yu Xi was stunned again, his eyes 'shot' with a strange brilliance, and several people in a group surrounded Ling's father at the same time, Yu Hao said happily.

"Daddy's waking up. ”

The atmosphere suddenly became quiet.

Four or five people gathered in a circle, looking at Dad Ling on the bed with excitement, but when they saw him, their eyelashes were constantly trembling, as if they were trying to open their eyes.

My heart crumbled into a ball, and I was nervous to the extreme.

Everyone didn't even dare to blink their eyes, for fear of missing that important moment.

Like the reincarnation of life, after many tests, Ling's father's trembling eyelashes 'hair' finally gradually calmed down, everyone's hearts sank, and when they thought that something bad had happened, a light shrouded them, and miraculously, Ling's father's closed eyes opened.

"Daddy woke up. ”

Yuxi cried happily, hurriedly rushed towards her father, and lay on her father's shoulder.

Everyone jumped for joy.

"Dad, you see, Dad is really awake. ”

Junfeng pointed to Dad Ling who opened his eyes on the 'bed', and couldn't help but be overjoyed, as long as Dad could wake up, everything could come slowly......

When the wind blew in, the faint fragrance of 'flowers' entered the nose, and a bright smile appeared on everyone's faces, and Daddy Ling's sobriety swept away all the 'gloom' haze.

"Great, great. ”

Bai Rou's mother was so happy that she kept turning in circles, and the whole person was crazy, Junfeng pulled Mommy over with a smile, and Bai Rou happily shook Ling Jingnan's hand.

Father Ling seemed to be wandering, but he just opened his eyes, and it wasn't until two minutes later, when he adapted to the light in the ward, that he slowly moved his eyes.

Everyone didn't dare to move for a moment, for fear that a small movement of their own would affect their father's sight.

Father Ling slowly fell his eyes on Yu Xi's face, Yu Xi laughed happily, and when he wanted to speak, Father Ling faintly looked away and landed on Yu Hao's face.

Yu Xidai's eyebrows frowned slightly, and when she turned her head to look, she found that Yu Hao's face had also changed slightly.

Only then did I find out that

Dad has already moved his gaze to Ziming's face-

Followed by

Father Ling's gaze went back and forth, and then fell on Li Shengjue's face.

This time

He didn't move, he didn't move away.

Seeing that he finally fixed his eyes, everyone's hanging hearts became happy again, and they leaned forward together, looking at Father Ling and said gently.

"Dad, he's Li Shengjue, Dad, I forgot to tell you, Shengjue and I decided to get married, you have to get better quickly, I want Dad to hold my hand and walk the red carpet together, if Dad, you don't obey and don't get better soon, I will get married first." ”

Yu Xi's playful words and gentle pleading made the atmosphere in the bedroom suddenly relaxed, and everyone suddenly smiled, waiting for Ling's father's reaction.

Expect him to be able to say a good word.

But

What made everyone feel strange was that Father Ling's eyes had been staring at Li Shengjue's face from beginning to end, and he never looked away......

Gradually, his eyes became more powerful.

When everyone was puzzled, Father Ling suddenly gasped continuously, breathing very hard, and then raised his hand painfully and pointed at Li Shengjue.

His eyes 'shot' with an angry light, and he pointed at Li Shengjue deadly.

......

Bang bang......

Even in such an environment, everyone still heard that Father Ling's heart was beating so hard, as if he was scared, as if he was nervous, and it seemed to be something else.

Li Shengjue was shocked, and looked at Father Ling with some incomprehension.

Everyone saw this scene and immediately felt strange.

"Dad, what's wrong with you, he's Shengjue, Dad, what's the matter, you can't speak slowly and calmly, don't have emotional 'waves' like this, Dad......"

however

Everyone didn't notice that Father Ling's emotions calmed down, but became more and more nervous, Father Ling's eyes almost widened, and he 'shot' at Shengjue angrily, making a snorting sound from his mouth.

"Dad......"

Yu Hao was shocked in his heart and shouted, but Ling's father didn't have any reaction, just hate, and 'shot' at Shengjue.

......

"Dad, what's wrong with you? ”

Seeing this, Shengjue hurriedly squeezed into the crowd and leaned over and stretched out his hand, wanting to hold Father Ling's hand.

- To everyone's surprise,

Li Shengjue had just held Father Ling's hand, but Father Ling suddenly let out a low roar and shook his hand away-

Everyone's eyes changed sharply, and they looked at this scene with some puzzlement.

Obviously,

Father Ling didn't welcome Li Shengjue, he hated Li Shengjue very much, and even hated him.

I don't even want to shake hands.

"Uncle, please keep your emotions calm, uncle......"

Ziming caressed Father Ling's chest, pinching and kneading his 'acupoints', expecting him to calm down, but no matter how hard he tried, Father Ling looked at Li Shengjue with anger, despair, and hatred until he ...... His eyes went dark, and he fell into a coma again.

......

Originally, the hope that came to everyone's face suddenly hit everyone to the bottom.

The atrium, which had just warmed up, instantly froze again, frozen, and there was no way to taste the warmth again.

Everyone glanced at Li Shengjue meaningfully and urgently, and then re-engaged in the first aid-

When he stabilized his condition again, Ziming kicked everyone out and told them that no one would be allowed to enter without his permission in the future.

otherwise

Once infected, you can't even save your life.

It was determined that more than five hours had passed by the time Dad Ling fell back into a coma, and both Ziming and the attending doctor were very sure that Dad Ling might have been in a vegetative state.

Bai Rou's mother was in pain, but she was strong and guarded outside the 'door', lying on the window, looking at it stupidly.

Junfeng accompanied his mother throughout the whole process, silently, but he was in a very bad mood.

Yu Hao, Yu Xi, and Shengjue were surrounded by an inexplicable atmosphere, they were all very smart and sensitive people, just now Dad suddenly opened his eyes, and looked directly at Li Shengjue, and showed such a 'agitation', something must have happened in the middle.

- Shengjue understands in his heart,

So from just now, he hasn't said a word, he doesn't understand, what kind of action Dad Ling is doing, what is it for.

When he felt Yu Xi and Yu Hao's somewhat suspicious eyes, his heart was even more pierced into a sharp knife, and he felt pain for a while.

But at the moment,

He can't say anything, because he can'tβ€” so he can't sayβ€”

The more you say you haven't done anything, the more you paint black......

"Victory-"

Yuxi saw that Shengjue's face was 'pale' and 'gloomy', walked over, took Shengjue's hand, and looked up at Shengjue.

"You go back and rest first, during this time, everyone is very tired, I think it will be better to take turns. ”

"Okay, then I'll go back first, and you guys should also pay attention to rest. ”

Shengjue nodded, didn't say anything else, and pulled Yuxi into his arms, and when he raised his eyes, he was facing Yu Hao's somewhat cold eyes not far away.

Shengjue's eyes hurt greatly, but he endured it and patted Yuxi's back.

"Remember, you must take good care of yourself. ”

"I will, when you go back, eat and take a shower, and then get a good night's sleep. ”

Yu Xi felt pain in her heart, and after seeing Shengjue leave, watching his car leave the hospital, she sighed and turned around silently, but bumped into Yu Hao, who was standing behind her.

Looking up in a panic,

Yu Hao said a little sullenly.

"Don't you think that Dad's eyes just now seem to imply something?"

Yu Xi was shocked in her heart, and unnaturally avoided Yu Hao's eyes, why didn't she think so, but she shouldn't think like this, right?

Shengjue is her own husband, she should believe in her husband unconditionally, shouldn't she?

Yu Hao sighed, stretched out his hands, and squeezed Yuxi's shoulders.

"Answer me, do you feel it too? ”

"Yu Hao. ”

Yu Xi stretched out her hand to stop Yu Hao's 'forced' question, now she doesn't want to answer, and she can't answer, otherwise once the crack is generated, there will be no way to fuse together.

"I'm a little tired, let me go back and get some rest, okay?"

Yu Hao's eyes were full of pain, let go of Yu Xi, looked at Yu Xi as if he was running away, he punched the wall, and when Yu Xi opened the 'door' of the room, Yu Hao was behind her and said coldly.

"I don't care so much, if this matter is really related to Li Shengjue, I won't let him go. ”

Yuxi's back stiffened, the cold hit, slammed the room' door, and ran into the lounge, Yuxi almost staggered and ran, and when he sat on the 'bed', Yuxi found that his hands were trembling.

Leaning down and holding his head, Yuxi felt that his whole mind was 'messed up'.

Dad's performance is constantly replaying in his mind, anger, hatred, and a kind of ...... What the...... It seemed like there was something to say, but there was no way to say it.

My mind is full of pictures of 'chaos'.

Yuxi felt a sharp pain in her head, which made people very uncomfortable.

Lying on the 'bed', motionless, I didn't even want to breathe anymore, and there was a boulder in the 'chest', which kept pressing over, making people suffocate and hurt.

The mobile phone in the bag vibrated lightly, Yuxi frowned and rolled over, and took out the mobile phone from the bag.

"Hey ......"

She knew that the call was from Shengjue, but at this moment, she didn't know what to say, Yuhao's words just now made her feel unreasonably afraid, if this matter really has something to do with Shengjue, then ...... The next one to have an accident must be Li Shengjue......

"Yuxi, I'm home, have you rested?"

Shengjue's voice is still so deep and low, but it is unusually good, full of men's unique vicissitudes of 'sex', Yuxi listened, tears welled up.

"I'm in bed, ready to sleep, you. ”

- Shengjue, it will definitely not have anything to do with you, it will definitely not.

Holding the mobile phone tightly, Yuxi kept comforting herself, and Shengjue on the other end of the phone was also standing motionless in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, looking at the wind and wind outside the window.

"I'm fine, you don't have to worry, don't think too much, have a good rest, goodbye. ”

After that,

Li Shengjue took the initiative to hang up the phone and didn't say a word to Yu Xi, Yu Xi suddenly felt empty in his heart, and there was nothing.

Throwing the mobile phone on the carpet, Li Shengjue let his body fall straight on the 'bed', looking at the soft crystal lamp, but his heart couldn't be warmed.

What did Father Ling mean by what he did just now?

β€”β€”For a while, Shengjue's face was "gloomy" and "gloomy" and terrifying.

......

At dawn the next day, Yuxi was awakened by the sound of Rong's mother opening the 'door', only to find that she had slept all night because she was too tired, jumped out of the 'bed' and went straight to her father's 'bed', but saw a few small words on the medical record column.

As shown above,

Dad Ling is a vegetative person.

Looking up, Yuxi stumbled a few steps, not knowing where to go, Rong's mother hurriedly stepped forward to support Yuxi, and her heart was also sad for a while.

The young master and the young 'milk' and 'milk', after several ups and downs, it was not easy to abandon everything and prepare to get married, but suddenly something like this happened.

On this day,

Yu Hao and Jun Feng took care of Ling's father carefully, constantly talking to him and talking about the past......

Bai Rou's mother was forced to rest, and she could only lie down, rest or sleep, and was not allowed to get up to do anything.

Yuxi sat in a computer chair not far away, opened the design drawing, and kept drawing, redrawing, and revising...... I want to be here and finalize the draft. You and I will fall.

When Shengjue came,

It was already three o'clock in the afternoon, and when he pushed the 'door' in, the atmosphere sank faintly, and Shengjue lowered his eyes, as if he didn't feel it, but handed the fruit and 'flower' to Yuxi.

Yu Xi, who was deeply staring at the pale face, felt a slight pain in her heart.

"Yuki ......"

As soon as the words came out, he didn't know what to say, Yuxi also stood still, looking at Shengjue stupidly, not knowing what to say.

An invisible barrier floated out like this.

Yuxi lowered her head and pursed her 'lips' and smiled reluctantly, opened her red 'lips', and was about to say something, but there was a knock on the 'door' at the entrance of the 'door', and Rong's mother hurriedly turned around and opened the 'door' to take a look.

But he was so frightened that he took several steps back.

The police came in a very hurry, and stopped in front of Li Shengjue.

"Mr. Li, there is a case that needs your assistance in the investigation, please come back to the police station with us, you can say nothing, but every word you say may become evidence in court in the future. ”

As soon as the policeman's words fell, the cup in Yuxi's hand slammed softly and smashed on the carpet, looking at Li Shengjue in shock, but seeing Li Shengjue, he just frowned and asked in a deep voice with some impatience.

"What a case. ”

"It is the case of Mr. Ling Jingnan who was hit, and we now have reason to suspect that you are the perpetrator. ”

"Nonsenseβ€”"

Li Shengjue scolded angrily, and the policemen took a step back in shock, but because of the matter, they had no choice but to call up the order in their hands.

"This is an order from the superiors, and we can't help it, Mr. Li, can you please cooperate with us?"

"Victory-"

Yu Xi hurriedly ran towards Li Shengjue, gently grabbed Li Shengjue's arm, Li Shengjue raised his hand and held Yu Xi's hand, Yu Xi raised his head and glared at the police.

"You have to have evidence, otherwise the Li family is not so easy to bully. ”

"I know, Mrs. Li, but the evidence now shows that it is like that, and besides, we just asked Mr. Li to go back to assist in the investigation, and we have no other meaning. ”

The policeman explained carefully, and took out the order in his hand to show Yu Xi, who clenched Sheng Jue's arm, but unexpectedly found that Sheng Jue patted her.

His eyes were full of tenderness and love.

"Don't worry, I'm just going once, this matter has nothing to do with me, so don't worry. ”

After that,

Li Shengjue's mind was also extremely heavy, this matter seemed to imply too many coincidences, if he didn't guess wrong, the police relied on these coincidences to suspect themselves.

Gently pulling Yuxi's long finger, asking her to let go of herself, putting down her hand, Li Shengjue smiled sadly, and in an instant, that handsome face made everyone feel a sense of pain like a landslide.

A sad breath suddenly came up.

"Let's go. ”

Whispering coldly to the policeman headed, Li Shengjue turned around and left the ward first, the policeman looked at Li Shengjue with emotion, and everyone turned around and left together.

Yu Xi chased out, his eyes full of complexity and doubt.

And behind

It's still the somewhat cold Yu Hao.

Facing Yu Hao, Yu Xi didn't know what to say for a while.

"The police must have some evidence to ask him to go. ”

"Anan, go follow up and inquire about Li Shengjue's entry into the police station......"

After instructing his subordinates, Yu Hao walked to Yu Xi's side and looked at Yu Xi with some seriousness.

"I know what you're thinking, but a lot of things are unpredictable, let's be careful, one step at a time. ”

"Good. ”

Yuxi nodded tearfully, what else can I say besides good, there is no news from the police station now, it just happens that there is a dead end, and there is no news on the underworld, everything, just wait-

Between the turns,

Looking at the elevator that had been merged, Yuxi's heart also snorted, and it was tightly closed-

Painfully closed his eyes, Yuxi didn't want tears to fall, but there was no way-

"No, it won't. ”

"He has no reason to do anything to hurt his family. ”

Shaking his head firmly, Yu Xi firmly believed that this was not about Shengjue, or rather, it must have fallen into someone's trap-

When he returned to the ward, Bai Rou was wiping Ling's father's body, and after a few days, the external injuries on his body had gradually recovered, but he should pay attention to hygiene and disinfection.

Every inch of muscle 'flesh', Bai Rou's mother handles it very delicately and gently.

For fear of 'hurting' my husband.

It's just that

Every time she looked at a wound on his body, she felt that she was alive and dead, and she was very sad.

"Mom......"

walked over, Yuxi sat behind Bai Rou, Bai Rou turned to look at Yuxi, sighed, put down the 'wool' towel in her hand, and sat down.

"What do you think about this? ”15ak。

"Shengjue is not this kind of person, I believe him. ”

Yu Xi shook her head resolutely, her face was firm, Bai Rou smiled bitterly, held Yu Xi's hand and nodded.

"Child, although anything can happen in this world, I still think that you should keep your own happiness, and you don't need to take care of the rest. ”

Yu Xi raised her eyes fiercely and looked at Bai Rou with some surprise.

She understood the meaning of Bai Rou's words, she was telling Yuxi that even if the matter was really related to Li Shengjue, it was perfectly okay for her to choose her own love.

Touched,

Yuxi fell into Bai Rou's arms.

"Mom...... How do I feel 'exciting' to ...... you?"

"Silly boy, Mom just put everything on the table and said it, isn't it hard to say, right? ”

Bai Rou stroked Yuxi's long hair, she loved Yuxi in every way, but she only felt that Yuxi's life was also through ups and downs, and it was not easy.

And Yu Xi felt pain in his heart, but he also relaxed slightly.

Standing up, as if remembering something, dialogue judo.

"Mom, I'm going to the police station. ”

"Go ahead. ”

Bai Rou nodded, Yu Xi turned around and ran towards the 'door', she didn't even pay attention to Yu Hao, Yu Hao frowned, and pointed at Yu Xi with some puzzlement and asked.

"Mom, where is my sister going?"

"Go to the police station. ”

Bai Rou's mother told her frankly, but Yu Hao's face changed slightly.

"Mom, do you really believe in Li Shengjue that much?"

"Child, it's not that we believe it or not, but whether Yuxi believes it or not, your sister has experienced too much pain in her life, and finally decided to get married and live happily ever after. ”

......

She didn't say anything more, just turned around and silently continued to wipe her husband's body, and Yu Hao was also stunned.

But then he shook his head,

He doesn't care so much, he just wants to find out what the facts are, once it is determined, no matter who the other party is, there is only one way to go - that is, death!!