'An unexamined life is not worth living!' is what Socrates said, which can be summed up in two words: 'faith'.

Faith is where your trust lies. But unlike trust, faith is also the place of your value and the mark of your soul.

Empty room, with only one bed, and a window, but no window. On one of the walls of the confinement room, four large characters were painted: deep introspection. Occasionally, a breeze swept through the window, disturbing the airflow in the room, causing two or three pieces of paper scattered at the head of the bed to float down and fall silently to the ground. All the paper was blank, except for one of them, and there were two pen words neatly written on the head: Check.

On the first day of confinement, Su Qing came, expressionless and pretending to ignore it, leaving a few blank pieces of paper, throwing down the worn-out fountain pen she was carrying, and leaving a sentence in a bland manner: "Write an examination, be comprehensive and profound." Then he turned and walked away.

On the second day of confinement, Su Qing came again, and after entering the door, he directly flipped through the blank papers, his face was pale, and he said to Hu Yi coldly: "This is an order!" and then slammed the door and left.

Today is the third day of confinement. At this moment, Hu Yi was half-leaning on the head of the bed, fiddling with the pen in his hand in a daze.

Outside the door, there was the sound of small footsteps, from far and near, and a clear sound of stomping feet, which was Xiao Bing's salute.

The door opened, but Hu Yi still didn't respond, and the worn-out fountain pen continued to flip at his fingertips.

"What do you mean by that?" the voice was faint, but there was a chill.

Hu Yi turned his head, looked at the paper scattered on the ground, and then looked at the pair of delicate cloth shoes standing by the paper. The black edge exposes the white socks, which are visibly yellowed from overwashing, and a layer of dust has fallen off them, but they highlight the beautiful ankle contour without any effect.

"It's the wind, not me. ”

"That's not what I'm asking!"

"What's that?"

"For three days, you can only write two words, can you?"

“......”

This means...... You didn't do anything wrong, did you?"

“......”

"Or ...... You can't even look at yourself, don't you dare to write, you're afraid, don't you dare to look in the mirror, right?"

Hu Yi was tired, tired, a person without faith, who had lost his only faith, which made him overwhelmed, exhausted, stuffy, and obviously there was a dazzling sun, but he felt that it was dark. He just wanted to stay quiet, like a wounded bird, perched high on a lonely branch, quietly combing those wounded feathers.

For this reason, he did not hesitate to let Maleonn falsely accuse him, so that he could return to the confinement cell, a quiet place that he had loved from the beginning, away from the hustle and bustle.

The trees wanted to be quiet but the wind didn't stop, Hu Yi couldn't understand why Su Qing came to this place, making what should have been a peaceful confinement life into torment.

Hu Yi slowly raised his gaze, leaving her beautiful ankles, climbing onto her well-proportioned legs, gliding over her round hips, around her slender waist bound by the belt, caressing a pair of towering eyes, and finally, stopping his gaze on those beautiful and cold black pupils.

"Have you ever been so tired, so tired that you don't want to do anything anymore. I'm just tired. ”

“......”

When those narrow eyes began to scan his body from the bottom to the top slowly, extremely carefully, Su Qing's heart suddenly jumped out of an extremely strange feeling. It felt very uncomfortable, but it was not rejected by my body, and it felt as if it was so sharp that it tore through my shirt and made me ** naked, accompanied by a deep sense of shame that made me feel overwhelmed for a moment.

It wasn't until the four eyes met that Su Qing finally appeared, and those originally deep and narrow eyes were different from the past. The bottom of the eye has lost its resolute luster, lost its sharpness, and is no longer a black abyss, but a gray hollow. As if the well was drying up, the water surface fell inch by inch, and began to faintly reveal the true undertone, deep, gray, faintly visible, at the end, there were pieces of broken wreckage, a lifeless sadness, which could make the direct gaze inexplicably heartbreak.

It's an illusion, it must be an illusion. Under his eyes, there should be a devil, a black devil, a devil without mercy, hideous and decadent, arrogant and bloodthirsty, dominating his heart. Su Qing warned himself over and over again in his heart: Don't be deceived by the devil, don't be deceived by the devil! But the instinct of motherhood drove him to continue to look at the deep sorrow.

"Actually, I tried to write. ”

“......”

"But I can only write two words. The rest, as with these papers. ”

“......”

Su Qing seemed to have turned into a cold and beautiful sculpture, and did not make any response.

This woman ...... It's stupid, but it's tenacious, it's cold, but it always shines. She is beautiful, not because she is beautiful, but because she is beautiful in my eyes, so even if she is cold, even if she is invivable, even if she is without me, what can she do? She is still in my eyes, this is a magic barrier that cannot be shaken off, until it slowly drains my spirit, my blood, and my hope.

Hu Yi didn't know why Su Qing didn't speak, she was still, he didn't understand why she didn't start to be annoyed and angry as usual, and continued to slander and slander, she just looked at herself like an ice sculpture, expressionlessly.

So, Hu Yi smiled faintly at her, and then looked away and looked out the window, in the sun, in the distant cyan mountains.

The confinement room became quiet, and you could hear the hustle and bustle of the recruits on the playground, the birds chirping in the distant mountains, and you could hear a qiē for a long time.

"I've had times when I've been very tired, and that was before I joined the revolution. Su Qing suddenly opened his mouth calmly, and his tone was so calm that Hu Yi was surprised, he had never received this kind of treatment.

“......”

"To be a person with a soul, you must first have faith and be willing to fight for it. ”

"I used to have. ”

"You're not faith, it's your shameless selfish desires!" Su Qing knew what Hu Yi's answer meant, and his heart, which had already calmed down, immediately rippled again, and he only said two words calmly, and was forced by Hu Yi to raise his voice significantly.

"I never believed in what I couldn't see. ”

"That's why you became this virtuous man! a selfish and cold-blooded deserter. ”

"So, now you want to impose a faith on me, don't you?"

"Yes. ”

"Why?"

"Because ......" Su Qing was stuck, if this was the task required by the political commissar, with Hu Yi's virtue, then this conversation would end here. The beautiful nose took a deep breath and exhaled slowly, and Su Qing spoke again: "You need faith." ”

"I don't think so. ”

"You ......"

Seeing that Su Qing was suppressing his anger, Hu Yi couldn't help but feel suspicious. According to her temper, and according to her complicated relationship with me, now she should throw some knife words at me, and then slam the door neatly. But now, what's wrong with her?

"You are a soldier, you are a squad leader, at least you should think about your soldiers. Deliberately mischoreographing and deceiving your superiors, what qualifications do you have to lead the troops by doing this? Do you know how bad the impact is? You are not worthy...... That one...... At the very least, you should do your duty as a soldier!"

Su Qing spoke again, the issue of faith could not be discussed, and the root cause could not be cured, so he had to change to treat the symptoms and let him get out of the confinement room first. But he spoke angrily in his heart, and when he was not careful, he almost began to attack Hu Yi again, barely suppressed the feelings, and then brought the words back.

This time Hu Yi finally figured it out, this woman has been entangled for three days, and today she is actually abnormal, and she has to be bitter to suppress her anger, it turns out that she was sent by the political commissar, and this is to carry out orders to do ideological work.

Hu Yi suddenly smiled, still smiling lightly: "The political commissar sent you to let me leave here by myself." ”

“......”

"Actually, you can just say it, how can I be difficult for you. Hu Yi lowered his head and sighed deeply, then raised it again: "I just want to be quiet, I'm tired and my head hurts." Okay, I'll get out of here in a moment. ”

In any case, if he can leave the confinement on his own initiative, he can also make a difference. Su Qing, whose face was cold, stopped talking, and no longer hesitated, turned around and walked to the door of the confinement room.

The sunlight poured in from outside the door, shining brightly, falling on the ground in the confinement room, forming a diagonal door frame pattern, and in the middle, a diagonal beautiful figure, in the dazzling light, became fainter and farther and farther away.

......

The sun is setting and about to set. In the courtyard of the cooking class, it was lively again, because it was dinner time.

Habit becomes natural, this is reasonable, since the first day when Class 9 came to Dabeizhuang, it has shamelessly occupied a long table in the middle of the courtyard that is enough to seat more than a dozen people, and since then, the table seems to have been engraved with the name of Class 9 and has become a special seat. As long as the ninth class comes, everyone else will have to flash, and there will be so many people in the ninth class at a long table.

Occupy a table, the ninth class is comfortable to eat, and some people are also comfortable together, Xiaohong and Sunflower of the health team, Xiao C of the regiment headquarters and those few communicators, etc., who have a good relationship with the ninth class and have a heart-to-heart relationship with Xiaohongying, will run to this table as soon as they come, just want to be spacious and natural, and talk nonsense with the people of the ninth class while eating comfortably.

This is a typical mountaineous, warlord style. However, no one dared to complain, no one dared to give an opinion, because this matter could not be offended. Once you pick on this matter, you will not only be the enemy of the ninth class and the girl lacking morality, but at the same time, it will offend the people of the regiment headquarters, the people of the health team, and the people of the cooking class.

Not long after, Xiaohong and Sunflower also entered the courtyard, sat on the edge of Xiaohongying, and giggled while eating; after a while, the two communicators from the regimental headquarters came, came to sit near Ma Liang, hooked their shoulders and talked about idle articles, and waited for the meal.

Xiao Hongying was chewing something with her cheeks puffed out, and asked the two correspondents opposite in a vague voice: "Hey, why are you two today?"

A correspondent said: "He has gone to the division and will not come back until tomorrow." Then he suddenly remembered something, leaned his face close to the table, lowered his voice and looked around at the people at the table, and said, "Hey, do you know that our group is coming?"

Luo Fugui only cared about eating, and was not interested in other things, Liu Jianqiang was not a gossip person, so he didn't react, Wu Shishi was air, not people, Ma Liang, Xiaohongying, Xiaohong and Sunflower were extremely interested, and immediately stopped eating, and waited for an answer with a pair of eyes.

"Officer Yang, the one who escorted Doctor Zhou last time, is going to be transferred to our group!" the communicator gave the answer with the chopsticks in his hand.

"Ahh

Xiao Hongying almost didn't choke, her cheeks were covered with soup paste and rice grains, and she looked at the two big stupid girls beside her with black lines and was speechless.

At this moment, Xiao Bing came, he sat next to Sunflower and Xiaohong with a big grin, and first turned his head to greet the people in the cooking class: "Hey, Xiao San'er, take my share first, I'm starving to death." Then he asked the people at the table, "What do you say? Girl, why are you so virtuous......?" Hahaha......"

"I want you to take care of it!" Xiao Hongying replied angrily.

Suddenly, Xiao Bing said again: "Hey, where is squad leader Hu? Why didn't he come?"

Ma Liang looked up at Xiao Bing, and replied casually: "Nonsense, you are looking at the confinement room, what do you say?"

Xiao Bing was stunned: "Ah, no, squad leader Hu left the confinement room this afternoon." ”

"What?......"

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