A night of wind and rain did not stop until dawn.

Su Yueling opened her eyes and looked at Xue Kaiyan, who was still sitting on the edge of the bed with her eyes closed, she didn't speak or move, but her eyes were on him and she kept silent.

It was only when Dr. Lee walked in that he realized.

Her eyes were hollow, her whole person was lifeless, she had looked at him for a long time on weekdays, but now she seemed to have lost her mind, and her eyes did not shy away.

But that's not a good thing.

Doctor Li waved his hand in front of her eyes, and Su Yuelingmu turned her head in a daze, and looked at the other side.

"How is she?"

"During the addiction period, it's like this, I'll go get some food and see if I can let her eat some."

She lay her palms up on the bed, and there were still traces of the previous binding on her wrists, Xue Kaiyan didn't hold back, and the index finger of her right hand was outlined along the scar.

I didn't have time to drink the soup I boiled yesterday, so Dr. Li brought a bowl to her and brought it to the bedside, approached Su Yueling and said, "Come, eat something." ”

The expression on Su Yueling's face became very resistant, and her face immediately twisted to the side, as if Dr. Li was holding something that made her very disgusting.

Xue Kaiyan wanted to forcibly feed her something, but heard Dr. Li say,

"She is very negative now, she is not interested in anything, she has lost her appetite, and if she is forced to pour it, she is afraid that it will cause her emotional fluctuations again." She stirred the soup in her hand, "Forget it, I'll give her some nutrient solution and glucose." ”

It's only been a few days, and it's good to be over.

For three days in a row, Su Yueling's whole person was in a confused and closed state, waking up for a while every day and falling asleep, sleeping for a while and waking up in a daze.

Xue Kaiyan didn't go anywhere, and stayed by the bedside for three days before she heard her say in a weak voice, "I'm so hungry." ”

In the past few days, Su Yueling, who has relied on liquid to save her life, ate three bowls of meat porridge in a row before stopping.

After eating, she touched her hair that was about to become a lump, "I still want to take a shower." ”

After taking a bath, Su Yueling really felt that she was alive.

After a few days of infusion, both hands were already swollen, she touched her right hand with her left hand, looked at Dr. Li on the side with some solemnity and said, "Thank you, doctor." ”

turned to a different direction, but didn't dare to look at Xue Kaiyan's eyes, "Thank you... Xue Kaiyan. ”

It was the first time she had called his name in front of him, and he said "um"

With a sigh, he turned around and walked out, leaving only one sentence, "Rest well." ”

Watching him walk out of the door, and then there was a soft sound at the door, Dr. Li smiled and said, "This child is just very awkward, you are just better, you still have to live in rest for two days." ”

Su Yueling withdrew her gaze from the direction he left and nodded, "I know, you can also go and rest." ”

After tossing and turning in the past few days, Su Yueling is visibly emaciated, so thin that her eye sockets are sunken.

The book floated in front of her, "How are you feeling?" ”

Su Yueling sighed, "It's not comfortable anywhere." ”

Witnessing her three days of dead and alive books, she couldn't stop being nervous, "Then you hurry up and rest!" I'm asking the doctor to prescribe some medicine for you in a moment! ”

Su Yueling learned her previous state and tone, and the whole person fell to the side, "No, I don't take medicine." As he spoke, he raised his hand and scratched his neck.

"Don't scratch! Don't scratch! Shushu was so anxious that he circled in front of her, almost ready to fly out and call Dr. Li in.

Su Yueling was amused by its nervous appearance, "Hahahahaha, don't be nervous about books, everything is over." ”

Book: "......" It really wanted to knock her unconscious.

A few days ago, she was addicted, and she seemed to come over in a daze, but in fact, Su Yueling remembered the whole process vividly.

The only thing she cared about was Xue Kaiyan feeding her medicine, she didn't want to be okay, as soon as she thought about that picture, she kept hovering in her mind, and she couldn't wave it away, she covered her face with a quilt to hide the red that rose on her face.

When I see Xue Kaiyan again in the future, I will feel so uncomfortable......

And the book must have seen it, alas, life is getting harder......

Ukiyo-e

It doesn't matter if Brother Kai didn't show up for three days, even Luo Zi is nowhere to be seen.

Now the old five Internet cafes and bars are running at both ends, and they are so busy that one head and two big ones are simple.

Xue Kaiyan walked into the private room, the fifth child was still calculating the daily amount, and when he saw him, he was a little surprised, "Brother Kai? ”

Xue Kaiyan let out a "hmm" and walked into the cubicle to take a shower.

Sometimes the bar is the only one when you're busy, so the facilities here are all available.

After coming out, he wiped his hair with a towel casually, and then lay on the sofa next to him to close his eyes and recuperate.

Lao Wu originally wanted to ask something, but as soon as his eyes were closed, Lao Wu chose to shut up and quietly withdrew.

It seems that this Su Yueling is quite attractive to Brother Kai.

The next day, Su Yueling, who had recovered some vitality, packed up and prepared to go back to their respective homes.

She removed the sheets and quilt covers, prepared to wash them in the washing machine, and walked to the corner of the bed, feeling like she had stepped on something round.

Su Yueling bowed her head curiously.

A red string, two hawthorns at the beginning and the end, and fruits such as strawberries in the middle, a layer of red fructose poured outside, it seems that it has been put for a long time, the fructose has melted, smelling a faint sweet smell, sticky in the hand.

This is... Sugar gourd?

Why is this thing in his house?

She thought for a moment, pulled a piece of paper and put it on the bedside, and put the sugar gourd on it.

Shushu looked at it and seemed to remember that when he came back a few days ago, he was holding this thing in his hand, but Su Yueling happened to be addicted to drugs at that time, and this thing was forgotten.

This is really not a good sign, Shushu was lying next to the sugar gourd, watching Su Yueling take the removed quilt cover to the washing machine, and swallowed back the words that wanted to nag.

Forget it, let's talk about it after this special period.

Dr. Li went to the vegetable market to buy some vegetables, but when he came back, he didn't see Su Yueling, and the laundry sheets and quilts were drying on the balcony outside the bedroom.

Su Yueling wanted to leave a note, but she didn't know what to write after a thousand words, so she decided to forget it, and thank him well in the future.

Standing at the door of the house, Su Yueling couldn't get in, her phone and keys were dropped, and now she could only rely on the books and books to sneak in through the window to open the door.

As soon as the door opened, the familiar scene in the room brought tears to her eyes, and for a moment, she thought she would never see this scene again, but fortunately, everything was a false alarm.

Slumped on the sofa, Shushu was still a little uneasy, "Are you sure you're really well?" If you do it again, this book won't save you. ”

Su Yueling nodded, "Don't worry, you can read books, everything is under control." ”

"Really?" Shushu glanced at the calendar hanging on the wall, "There is still almost a week before the final exam, is this under your control?" ”

"......" She suddenly felt tightness in her chest and shortness of breath, is it too late to go back now?

No matter how urgent her studies were, she had to buy a new phone now.

I don't know if the original Su Yueling's parents called her, she searched for a long time at home, and she didn't find the original owner's ID card, the previous number couldn't be found, Su Yueling held the new mobile phone in her hand and walked home while looking at it, there was nothing in it, it seemed that there was no need to buy it...

Xue Kaiyan took the fifth child's car back to the Internet café to do some errands, the car passed by the gate of the community, he inadvertently raised his eyes and saw Su Yueling staring back at the mobile phone.

"Stop."

He said suddenly, and the fifth child hurriedly stepped on the brakes.

"What's wrong, Brother Kai?"

Xue Kaiyan opened the car door, "You go first, I'll come over later." With that, he got out of the car.

Lao Wu was confused, looked in the direction he was going, and immediately realized.

Lao Wu's hand holding the steering wheel tapped rhythmically twice, and at this moment he had a bold guess in his heart that was sprouting.

Su Yueling tinkered with her mobile phone, and she consciously avoided someone in her sight, but this person was directly in front of her, and Su Yueling almost dodged and bumped into it.

A faint and cold mint fragrance, the familiar smell tightened, Su Yueling raised her head, just opposite his lowered eyebrows.

Su Yueling subconsciously took a step back, her head uncontrollably recalled that scene, and her face turned red.

She didn't have any flesh on her body originally, but now that she looks at it, her skeleton is even more obvious, and her face is rarely a little bloody, and I don't know if it's the sun or what.

He didn't say anything, but Su Yueling felt a little guilty, "I didn't have time to say a word to you, so I left without a word..."

He listened halfway, reached for her phone, clicked his fingers on the screen a few times and gave it back to her, "Are you going to class tomorrow?" ”

Su Yueling took her mobile phone and looked at it, and replied, "Yes, the exam is coming soon, so I have to find a way to save it." ”

Su Yueling looked at the screen, there was nothing more, she clicked on the phone address book, and there was the first contact in it.

Xue Kaiyan.

"Okay."

With a simple word, he opened his legs and walked in the opposite direction to her, Su Yueling suddenly turned around and asked him, "Is that string of sugar gourds for me?" ”

He paused and didn't look back, "Do you like sugar?" ”

Sugar?

In the past, when the days were very difficult, she loved to eat sugar, and the bitterness in her heart could not be removed, at least the senses could be temporarily relieved, and then after everything passed, she didn't eat much, but in general, Su Yueling felt that she didn't hate this thing.

"It's okay."

He didn't reply again, Su Yueling seemed to get an answer, but it didn't seem to be, watching his figure disappear around the corner, Su Yueling retracted her senses and continued to walk back.

Lao Wu thought that Brother Kai would be delayed for a while, but when he arrived on the front foot, Xue Kaiyan came on the back foot.

Lao Wu tentatively spoke, "Didn't stay a little longer?" ”

Xue Kaiyan glanced at him, "No." ”

No? He actually gave him a response!

The little sprout in Lao Wu's heart began to grow.