Chapter 63: Tell You Everything

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Zhang Lingyu over there was not in a good mood, although he knew Qin Huan's news.

But this dormitory can't go on like this forever.

It would be even better if you could come at night.

At this time, Jingluo, who was sitting in the bubble tea shop and looking at the scenery outside the floor-to-ceiling window from time to time, was not tormented.

I'm about to listen to Professor Cheng talk about his love and hatred.

Although I want to know, I also hope that he can be restrained when describing.

At least don't show the same smile you did when you were in the hall.

Perhaps, she could listen calmly.

Cheng Yiyang is ordering milk tea and desserts. Just standing there, how many girls will gather their eyes.

Some people, Jingluo looked familiar but couldn't name them.

Also, we only took two classes together.

Sometimes, she wonders.

If only he could be less dazzling.

I can also nest him in my arms as a matter of course, unabashedly showing my possessiveness and love for him.

But if he loses his light, will love at first sight still happen?

Jingluo withdrew his gaze and tapped his hand lightly on the table.

It's not that sad, but it's not very happy.

Cheng Yiyang noticed her mood changes when he walked over.

There was no joy on his face at all, and he looked very unhappy.

But when she has no expression, it is.

When Cheng Yiyang saw her cold expression, it was when they met a stranger to talk.

For example, he went to buy food, and when he came back, someone asked for something in front of Jingluo or asked for her contact information.

Cold shoulder.

It's like an emotionless machine.

"Jingluo, what's wrong with you?" Cheng Yiyang became more and more unable to understand how her joys, sorrows, and sorrows changed.

I didn't even know what to say, I was just worried about her state.

Aren't they in love now, and why doesn't she seem to be so happy and nothing has changed.

It's not that I want her to change anything, I just want to... At least, at least she can feel that she and others are different in her heart.

But no.

Cheng Yiyang didn't feel Jingluo's enthusiasm and attitude towards him.

Even during military training, happiness came more easily than now.

At that time, when she looked at herself, there was still light in her eyes.

So now... Is it because the novelty is too old to stop liking?

Now I'm still too young, and it's also because I'm too anxious, so I rashly confessed without a comprehensive understanding.

If I knew it, I should have been by her side silently and waited for her.

It's better than the current two-phase consumption...

Jingluo looked up at Cheng Yiyang and said, "I'm fine, you can say it, that girl." ”

Cheng Yiyang's heart that was still worried just now was temporarily put down, it looks like ~ This is jealousy?

It seems that you can't make your wife angry in the future, otherwise you will be scared 'half to death' first.

"Then I'll start telling you. I was a kid back then, and so was she. By chance, my ball was thrown into her house, and after sneaking into her house, I saw the little man looking down at me upstairs. ”

Cheng Yiyang said, his smile was really difficult to hide.

After all~ this is their first encounter.

When I raised my eyes at that time, I really felt that the whole world was as clean and pure as her eyes.

It was also that glance, her smile, that Cheng Yiyang remembered for so many years.

If puppy love is the caution of two people, and crush is the thrill of one person, then he.

When I was young, I never forgot her, and it was a pure land in my heart.

He had an unexpected affection for her.

Again, I hope I can hold hands in this life.

Cheng Yiyang looked at Jingluo, wanting to integrate her into his eyes and heart, and wanted to pass on all his love for her to her.

Let her feel the warmth.

But does she understand?

How can she experience her own feelings, this long-dormant feeling, after years of dust.

Again, just like back then.

Maybe she will feel naΓ―ve? Will an ignorant child put a girl who has only met once in the cleanest place in his heart forever?

When he said this, Cheng Yiyang himself couldn't believe it.

Although he has already established a relationship with Jingluo, he always feels that they are directly far away.

It's like you can't touch it.

Jingluo fiddled with his fingers, listened to Cheng Yiyang speak, looked up and asked:

"And then?"

"Then, I didn't see her again for a long time. Until ~ now. Cheng Yiyang said.

Jingluo nodded thoughtfully: "So~ Did you meet her again?" ”

"Yes, and love. It's not just about liking it. Cheng Yiyang looked at Jingluo and said.

But she kept dodging, and the two rarely looked at each other.

Cheng Yiyang really didn't understand why.

When she didn't have it, she was lively and cute, paying attention to herself everywhere.

And now?

She was afraid that she hadn't remembered herself yet.

If it's really not that she's someone else, then doesn't she have a superfluous feeling?

"Since you've met her, then cherish it, let's ~ that's it."

Jingluo raised his eyes to look at Cheng Yiyang, revealing a smile of sincere blessings.

It's really~ dazzling.

So be it...

"That's it, that's it, what's it? Break up? Cheng Yiyang said clearly.

He wondered if he had misunderstood or... No, Jingluo's words are also very clear.

Isn't that what it means to break up?

Cheng Yiyang said expressionlessly: "Do you really like me?" Like it as you say? ”

Jingluo said: "I don't matter, you should cherish the girl you like when you meet it, after all, this kind of fate is hard to find." ”

During the time she was with Cheng Yiyang, to be honest, she was very entangled and conflicted.

Not only the thoughts in your own heart, but also the influence from others.

She was really tired, it turned out that falling in love was such a laborious and troublesome thing.

After all, the factors of reality cannot cross the threshold in the heart.

She couldn't reveal the pain to him.

She doesn't want no secrets between the two of them, she just wants to keep the current relationship, which has been established on a very suspended basis.

After Jingluo finished speaking, Cheng Yiyang looked out the window without saying a word.

Soon, the milk tea and dessert were brought by the waiter.

It seems to be aware of the low pressure here, so the action is very convenient, and I quickly put it down and left.

Jingluo looked at him, feeling like he had done something wrong, but there should be nothing wrong with thinking about it.

expressed his meaning, and he could also become the girl Yiyang and the girl he missed.

Although I still like him, I always feel that he deserves better.

Letting go may be the best ending for both of them.

Memories of love at first sight, she will try to fade.

Jingluo ate the dessert one bite at a time, but there was something in his eyes like he wanted to run down.

The presumptuous emotions were ruthlessly suffocated by her.

Reason prevails, just now~ must be a moment of sadness.

After all, when you are with the person you like, you will be separated when you say that you are separated, which is very sudden, and it is just difficult to accept it for the time being.

Normal, huh.

Cheng Yiyang suddenly turned his head, and finally looked at Jingluo and said:

"I disagree. And you will be punished. ”

"You are not responsible at all for pushing me to someone else without knowing who such a person is."

"Break up casually and do things hastily."

"I don't know the truth, I can't distinguish the real situation, and I have poor judgment ability."

"In the end, my memory is not very good. It seems to have forgotten an important person. ”

After Cheng Yiyang finished speaking, he brought Jingluo's milk tea over and helped her open it.

Then I tasted the mousse myself.

After taking two bites, he said:

"To sum up, you are responsible for me. I imprinted the smile in my memory without my consent, and I have been thinking about keeping it for you for so many years, and you should pay the storage fee. ”

What he said~ Jingluo seemed to understand.

Do you mean that you are the little girl?

Why don't you have an impression...

"Oh yes! Another point is that she still had a lollipop in her mouth that day. It's about the second or third floor. Cheng Yiyang told all the details.

I just don't know if Jingluo still remembers.

Reflection is changed to enlightenment.

Jingluo remembered that the little brother was Cheng Yiyang.

"It turned out to be you." Jingluo feels that the world is so psychedelic, and he just said that it was sad and sad~

Now turn sadness into joy, and rejoice that it was him.

The huge change was difficult to accept for a while, and Jingluo carefully recalled the scene at that time~

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On that day, it seemed that a guest came to the house and returned to the house with a lollipop.

Bored fiddling with rag dolls.

Then the ghost went to the window, and saw a little brother downstairs, holding a ball.

He was wearing bib pants and his hair looked soft.

Even though she didn't know her, she still beckoned to her, and for a while, she thought they would become very good friends.

So he took the lollipop out of his mouth and smiled at him.

At that time, something else was going on.

There seems to be something else~

It's been too long, and the memories of this little brother are a little fragmentary.

There are some memorable moments that are sometimes difficult to recall.

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Jingluo looked at Cheng Yiyang and said, "What do you remember?"

"I'll talk to you about this later, don't worry." Cheng Yiyang took a sip of Jingluo's milk tea, and said in a good time:

"Explain, Mr. Kyoroku. Why do you say break up at every turn. I haven't said anything yet, have you already had the idea of abandoning me? ”

Cheng Yiyang said, his expression looking a little aggrieved.

I don't know if it's pretending or really wronged.

Jing Luo laughed wryly: "Then I said don't be angry." ”

"I~ did have this idea."

"But now, no. Not at all, really. In the past, I always felt that there were a lot of conflicts in my heart, but now I have solved a lot. ”

"Cheng Yiyang, thank you so much, you have always remembered me for so many years."

"Maybe I won't tell you all about me directly, but please give me some time, and I will definitely be able to deal with my own mentality and tell you everything."