The expressionless man glanced at Gu Zhaoyan, and seemed to understand Gu Zhaoyan's ignorance of these people, yes, Gu Zhaoyan is not like those other people, Gu Zhaoyan was reborn, all the grievances and grievances have long been over, and now when he sees this scene again, he just feels that he used to be cowardly, but since the facts have changed, what is there to care about the illusion?

Gu Zhaoyan calmly looked at everything in front of him, watched the girl suffer insults, looked at the girl's forbearance and cowardice, but he was relieved, sometimes, when the light flowed backwards, when he saw everything happening in front of his eyes, he didn't care so much, the so-called bullying was just the appearance of being young and ignorant and incapable.

Holding Gu Zhaoyan's hand, he once again walked into the white mist, and then he was sad, angry, which made Gu Zhaoyan's heart not ripple at all.

As the man walked into the white mist, what Gu Zhaoyan saw next was a neat ward, on the hospital bed lay a pale young man, in front of the young man, there was a woman holding the young man's hand and crying continuously, and then looked at the young man on the bed, the tears in her eyes kept falling.

Gu Zhaoyan's heart tingled for a moment, because of such a scene, she almost couldn't move, the most painful thing was not betrayed by her mother, not hated by her mother, but when this younger brother she had always liked died in order to protect her, at that time, I am afraid that this is what she was like, right?

After a while, Zheng Nuanyang was pushed over, looked at the crying woman, stretched out his hand and took the woman in his arms, looking at the young man on the bed was also in great pain, Gu Zhaoyan could hear their words, but at this time, Gu Zhaoyan felt that he couldn't hear what these people were saying at all.

The face of the person on the bed turned even paler, and Gu Zhaoyan was almost sure that the young man would die soon, but looking at such a scene that had happened, although Gu Zhaoyan's heart was tingling, there was no sadness, just like what he said in front of that young man.

The young man told her that she must be happy, and he said that as long as she was happy, then he would be happy.

Gu Zhaoyan seemed to be remembering the past at this moment, although these things dug up the wounds in her heart, but they have gradually let these wounds begin to heal, from the original avoidance to talk about it, to the current face, Gu Zhaoyan knows that all this is the support they gave her.

They want her to be happy, they don't want her to live in memories.

The Chao Xi in the memory has too gentle eyes, that Chao Xi will call her sister softly, as if she wants to ask her about everything, Gu Zhaoyan knows how much this person cares about her. But what about Chaoxi in reality? What about Chaoxi, who is only thirteen years old now? Although he is always expressionless, his crystal-like eyes are always looking at her expectantly, because she likes to see him smile and will show a bright smile, isn't this kind of Chaoxi good?

From her selfish heart, Gu Zhaoyan has already found a reason for herself, such a reason is enough for Gu Zhaoyan to face these things with a smile when facing these people, what they said is not wrong, people have to keep moving forward, only by keeping moving forward, can they live a more wonderful life, and now that she has been reborn, of course, she has to live a more wonderful life.

Slowly walking towards the young man lying on the hospital bed, Gu Zhaoyan stretched out her hand, knowing that her hand could not touch the young man's cheek, but she still put her hand on the young man's face, showing a gentle smile, looking at the young man's pale face, Gu Zhaoyan spoke.

"Chaoxi, my sister will be good to you, you are my sister's favorite brother. ”

When he said this, Gu Zhaoyan lowered his head and smiled, but a tear fell on the young man's face in his brown eyes, and then Gu Zhaoyan saw that the young man's body began to disappear gradually, and then everything in this ward disappeared, turning into a confused white mist, as if the ward just now had never appeared.

If she didn't pass the trial of the demons, then she would definitely not be able to pass the seven emotions and six desires, but now that the demons have been removed, Gu Zhaoyan is now a mirror in her heart, when facing these things, of course, the view is different, when facing the death of her loved ones, she already knows that grief can't change anything, and the only way to reassure these people is to live more excitingly, so that those who leave will no longer worry.

Gu Zhaoyan sometimes feels that the people who stay are the ones who are really painful.

But so what? Everything still has to go on, Gu Zhaoyan has become a memory in the past, and his current life has just begun.

The man looked at Gu Zhaoyan with a vague smile on his face, and seemed to want to say something at that moment, but he swallowed it anyway, and then continued to pull Gu Zhaoyan towards the white mist in front of him......

The next thing I came to was the room that Gu Zhaoyan was very familiar with, it was the room of Gu Zhaoyan and Zheng Nuanyang, the room where the two of them had lived for ten years, Gu Zhaoyan didn't understand why she was here, but after thinking of fear, it seemed that there was something clear, because when she came to Zheng Nuanyang's house, she was a little scared, but now, in the face of these fears, she has gradually grown up......

But the situation that Gu Zhaoyan guessed in her heart did not appear, and after a while, what she saw was Zheng Nuanyang who appeared in front of her, Zheng Nuanyang was sitting in a wheelchair, holding a photo in his hand, and was looking down at the photo, which made Gu Zhaoyan involuntarily walk over.

After walking over, Gu Zhaoyan looked at the photo in Zheng Nuanyang's hand, and found that it was her photo, and her heart immediately tingled, and then, she saw Zheng Nuanyang raise his head, and his bloodshot eyes made people a little afraid to look at each other, such a situation made Gu Zhaoyan not know what to do for a while.

Because such Zheng Nuanyang is something Gu Zhaoyan has never seen.

Yes, Gu Zhaoyan has seen all kinds of Zheng Nuanyang, Zheng Nuanyang who is a little cold in a wheelchair, Zheng Nuanyang who has a warm smile on his face, Zheng Nuanyang who is very serious in order to protect her, and Zheng Nuanyang who is angry and smashes things, but he has never seen such Zheng Nuanyang.

The red eyes, the dirty clothes, and the blurred eyes seemed to have nothing to love, which made Gu Zhaoyan's tears fall all of a sudden.

Zheng Nuanyang, who was sitting there, was muttering, Gu Zhaoyan lowered her head, and heard Zheng Nuanyang's muttered love words, those love words that she once wanted to hear, but now, the person who said it has no love, and the person she wants to hear has disappeared.

Gu Zhaoyan has already determined at this time, this time period is probably the time after she just died......

Gu Zhaoyan suddenly didn't want to watch it anymore, because such a scene made her already have some guesses in her heart, but she didn't want to continue at all, so Gu Zhaoyan turned around and pulled the man next to her and walked towards the mist, as if she didn't have the slightest attachment to the man who stayed.

The man who was pulled also had some doubts, but after seeing the man's next moves, he seemed to understand something, and let Gu Zhaoyan pull him towards the mist, but he didn't expect to walk out of this level directly after walking into the mist.

Gu Zhaoyan's heart is very calm now, because she doesn't know what to say or do, since she saw Gu Zhaoxi and Zheng Nuanyang in the nightmare, she seems to have walked out of the shackles of her previous life, and now that the things of her previous life appear in front of her, she can already treat it with a normal heart, because she knows that it is fake, so she is not afraid, because she knows that it is fake, she can leave without any nostalgia.

There were more important people waiting for her outside, and she told herself that for the sake of the people outside, in order to start over, she could only keep moving forward and not retreat.

Everything after that is no longer important, because Gu Zhaoyan has come out completely, so for these things, Gu Zhaoyan can face them directly, so in the next few levels, Gu Zhaoyan quickly passed, after all passed, Gu Zhaoyan suddenly turned his head and looked at the man who had been expressionless, this man had the same face as Zheng Nuanyang, but Gu Zhaoyan didn't think that this man was Zheng Nuanyang at all.

"Who are you?"

Although I don't know if this man will answer, Gu Zhaoyan still asked, and sometimes, even if she knew, she had to ask, this was her persistence.

The man glanced at Gu Zhaoyan, as if he was thinking about something, but did not answer, Gu Zhaoyan looked at the face in front of him, and suddenly felt a little ironic, because he was afraid, afraid that this person was created in his mind, and he was afraid that this person was also part of the nightmare.

"I ...... I don't know, I just know, I'm waiting, waiting for someone, but the wait is too long, and I forget who I'm waiting for. ”

The man looked at Gu Zhaoyan's eyes and gradually became confused, and then thought for a while before saying this.

Waiting for someone, forgetting who the person you are waiting for is.

After Gu Zhaoyan heard such an answer, he distinguished the similarity between this man and Zheng Nuanyang, and his face was relieved.

"So how am I going to get out? I think I've passed the final trial. ”

Seven emotions and six desires, with everything in the previous life has been wiped out, now it is a reborn Gu Zhaoyan, love is not full, family affection is still the same, friendship is around, such Gu Zhaoyan began to move forward bravely, no matter what it was, it couldn't stop her way forward.

"Are you leaving?"

seemed to have some doubts about Gu Zhaoyan's words, and when the man asked this sentence, there was a kind of loss in his voice, as if he was very sad that Gu Zhaoyan did not stay, Gu Zhaoyan looked at him, and he was still very firm.

"Yes, because like you, someone is waiting for me. ”

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