"It's a good thing, there are photos I took with my eldest brother when I was young, and I'll show it to you."

"There's no hurry, there's time to look back."

Ye Xia smiled, and didn't let Lu Mobai immediately go to get the album.

"Our home in Anshi is that courtyard, but the house is deserted every day, and there is very little laughter."

Lu Mohan said in a dumb voice; "Father, he has to work, and he has to be a father and a mother to take care of me and my third brother, he ...... He actually worked very hard, in fact, he did work hard all his life, but when he closed his eyes, he didn't get a word of forgiveness from me. ”

The surrounding atmosphere gradually became sad, he continued: "Mother had an accident, Erfu had an accident, I hate my father for this, but I also know in my heart that my mother's three lives and Erfu's death can not be blamed on my father, I remember the Spring Festival before my mother's accident, I also heard my father say in the house at night that he would take our mother four to live in Anshi, this father in the few times he went home, every time he would mention to his mother, it was my mother who did not want to go to Anshi, and wanted to stay in her hometown to live." ”

"But who would have thought that the old lady of the Lu family would treat our mothers so harshly, we can't eat on the table, the rest of the family eats thick, our mother drinks thin, the rest of the family eats Erhe noodles steamed buns, and even sometimes eats white flour buns, but our mothers can only eat black buns mixed with wheat bran in sorghum noodles...... Other children in the family eat eggs every three or five days, and my aunt and uncle are even more eggs every day to replenish their bodies. ”

"My mother didn't let my second brother and I tell my father about the family, for fear that it would affect my father's work...... The old lady whom we called grandma threatened us with the courage to say a word of bad things about the family in front of our father, and when she turned around, she would whip us and starve us. ”

"I hate my father, I hate him for being so focused on work, I hate him for not using more snacks for our mother, I hate that he can't see through the hypocrisy of the family, and I hate that he didn't rush home in time to save my mother and Erfu...... With this hatred, I never called my father daddy again,"

"Even if I heard from the uncles and aunts around me that my father almost didn't wake up in the laboratory before returning to his hometown, even if I learned that he had a heavy research task and couldn't spare extra thoughts to take care of his family, even if I knew that he had really done his best to take care of our mother and send money tickets home every quarter, I still couldn't forgive him."

"Until my father worked hard all his life and closed his eyes on the hospital bed, I regretted it, I regretted that I shouldn't have been too willful, I couldn't call my father dad when he closed his eyes, and I didn't tell my father that I didn't blame him for a long time, and told him...... I understand his last resort...... But everything was late......"

"He won't blame you. He has regrets, but he won't blame you. Lu Xiangbei's bottomless eyes locked on Lu Mohan, and there was no emotion on Jun's face, but his tone was very affirmative:

"Parents don't hold grudges against their children, not to mention that he is really wrong, he shouldn't trust the so-called family, and he shouldn't care about the ridiculous blood relationship. If he had known early on that he was not the bloodline of the Lu family, I think he would have simply taken away his wife and children, away from Shuanghuai Village, away from the Lu family! ”

This is his idea, however, he believes that in this world, if he had known what Mrs. Lu had done in her early years, and knew that he had no blood relationship with the Lu family, he would definitely have cut off the relationship with the Lu family as he thought.

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