Chapter 292: Find the door
"Trying to like me with all your might? It's not hard to say that, but can you really do it? ”
Liu Yuan's eyes were dripping with tears, and she said bitterly: "Even you yourself said that it was difficult to forget her, since you can't forget everything about her, how can you like me?" Don't lie to yourself, and please don't lie to me again! ”
Han Zeyu pursed his lips, and after a long time, he said: "Then you have made up your mind to divorce me?" ”
Shaking her head, Liu Yuan shook her head while crying: "I don't know, I don't know...... I've liked you for many years, you're my everything, and I'm living for love, but you don't like me,
If you continue to insist on being with you, I don't know if I can get along with you calmly, but if I give up like this, then what is the meaning of my life? ”
Her tearful eyes were full of pain, and Liu Yuan suddenly smiled, but this smile was much more ugly without crying: "Maybe this is my life, even if I try my best to marry you and design you to have a son, I still can't get what I want." ”
She wants him to have her in his heart, truly accept her, and live lovingly with her husband and wife, however, the reality tells her that feelings can't be forced, no matter how much effort is spent, no matter how calculated, they can't be forced!
Han Zeyu's expression changed slightly, looking at him, Liu Yuan smiled extremely bitterly with tears: "Do you regret knowing me, regretting having me, the little sister next door, and regretting not exposing my calculations in person,
Do you regret that you were forced to marry me? You must regret it very much, just because you care about my family and your family, just because you care about my reputation, you married me against your will, more than three years of married life, you ...... You must be extremely uncomfortable. ”
More than three years ago, she went to a friend's wedding with him, during the banquet, he didn't say a word, just sat there and drank, but accidentally got drunk, it was she who took the initiative to help him go to the rest room to sober up, that is, at that time, when he was drunk, she took the initiative to kiss him.
There were just the two of them in the rest room, and there was a crack in the door, which she did on purpose, and what happened behind it, without thinking too much, was obvious.
They were seen, hugged by acquaintances, and seen kissing her...... Afterwards, it was not surprising that he sincerely apologized to her, and in response to him, she pretended to be strong, saying that she was okay and that he didn't have to care. It was precisely because of her indifference that he felt more and more sorry for her.
Rumors spread around her and him, and when others saw them, they all smiled and asked when they were going to do something, and she always pursed her lips and smiled, and did not respond.
Guilt and a sense of responsibility led him to finally go up to her and tell her that if he didn't mind that he had someone he liked, he was willing to marry her to protect her reputation, and the two would be a husband and wife in name only, and wait for her to meet the opposite sex she liked, and then divorce.
The person she likes is him! He is also the man he has wanted to marry since he was a child, and now he has the opportunity to become his wife, and she will never divorce one day no matter what. Carefully manage the marriage,
Love him with your heart, you can't feel his love, and when you feel wronged, you comfort yourself in your heart over and over again, saying that you don't mind...... If you don't mind if he has someone he likes in his heart, then be generous, as long as you keep loving, his heart will fall on you sooner or later.
However, she was still jealous, and whenever she saw him sitting in the study with a photo, she was so jealous in her heart.
While he was out for training, she rummaged through the study and found the picture in a two-finger-thick book. Looking at the girl in the photo, jealousy almost swallowed her whole heart,
It was a beautiful girl, dressed in a light blue dress, combed with a fluffy braid, hanging down on the left side of her chest, her eyes were clear and smiling, and her posture was graceful.
Standing against an osmanthus tree in a pair of small white shoes, he looked eleven or twelve years old, but he was not short at all. The most important thing is that the girl's temperament is as good as her appearance, giving people a feeling of cleanliness and comfort. Such a girl is undoubtedly eye-catching, and once she sees it, no one wants to take her eyes off.
The photo was put back in the book by her, but she knew that it would be difficult to calm down after that, and in life, she was a little wronged in front of the person in front of her, and she couldn't help but think of the girl in the photo.
couldn't help but be jealous, and couldn't help but want to be angry at the man, but she didn't want to lose him, and she didn't want to ruin the marriage that she had won so hard, so she suppressed her anger and tried not to think about it as much as possible.
Go by step by step. Clinker, she still couldn't hold back today, seeing him sitting in the study with that photo, she was angry, and finally couldn't help arguing with him.
"Okay, I'll try to be nice to you, don't cry!"
For the two of them coming together because of such an accident, Han Zeyu didn't suspect that there was something greasy in it, his alcohol consumption was average, but he had always been self-disciplined, even if he was drunk, at most many people were a little confused.
But he won't do anything out of place, this is what his family and friends around him said, he is drunk and behaved like a child, and it is really impossible to take advantage of a lesbian casually. However, he has no evidence of whether he is tired or not, only that someone has seen his relatives lesbians.
The gossip that drifted into his ears, as well as the jokes of acquaintances and questions about the date of marriage, forced him to take his share of responsibility.
Before marriage, he made his words clear, some said that the two were husband and wife in name only, and some said that divorce was inevitable at any time. As a result, one night the two rolled together in a daze, and then they had a son,
In this way, naturally he can no longer mention divorce, and he adjusts his mentality, brings in the identity of his husband, treats his family, and tries to accept that he has a wife in the true sense. However, if he likes it, he likes it, and if he doesn't like it, he can't like another woman at the same time when someone in his heart is in his heart.
Yes, he knows that this is wrong, and he knows that it is unfair to the wife around him, but he has always tried to adjust himself, and he has tried to try to like this pillow person, not to think that he has liked it since he was a teenager,
As soon as I like the girl who has liked it for more than ten years, I can't think about it, but every time I see my friend Jiang Xuejin receive a letter from his sister, he will have a girl's delicate face in his heart, and he can't help but think about whether she is doing well, and he can't help but want to find out about her from his friends.
I know it's wrong, but it's really hard not to think about it and not ask, if the girl knows that he is such a person, she is afraid that she will look down on him, right?!
A touch of gloom flashed in his eyes, Han Zeyu walked to the side of the bed and sat down beside his wife, and embraced her: "I have never lied to you, I have someone I like, and I have made it clear to you, I like it unilaterally, to be precise, it is a crush, I have had a crush on each other since I was young, but before I can show my feelings, she is already married."
They are very happy and live well, and I have never and will not interfere in her marriage, either before, now, or in the future......"
Sighing lightly, his voice was slightly hoarse, and he continued: "I have my own family, my own wife and children, and I will revolve around my wife and children in this life, and be good to my wife and children." ”
"My heart is very chaotic at this moment, you let me be alone."
Pushing Han Zeyu away, Liu Yuan didn't wipe her tears. Han Zeyu got up: "Crying too much is not good for your eyes, you go to bed early, call me if you have something." ”
With that, he walked to the bedroom door.
"You don't hate me? If I hadn't been calculating, you wouldn't have had to marry me against your will. ”
Hearing the sound floating behind him, Han Zeyu paused when he walked to the bedroom door and turned around: "In the end, I took advantage of you." ”
Even if she calculates him, in the eyes of those who see it, he is indeed belittling her.
The mistake has been made, what does it matter if it is calculated or not? Han Zeyu retracted his gaze, smiled bitterly in his heart, and walked delicately to the study.
……
Ye Xia gave make-up lessons to the middle and high school students and educated youths in the village went smoothly, and the junior and senior high school students and educated youths of several brigades next door learned the news of the big pear tree, and rushed to the big pear tree in groups of three or five as soon as they got off work.
Squeezed into the classroom to listen to Ye Xia's lectures, as time went on, it was reported across the country that the college entrance examination would be resumed, and there were many more educated youths and junior high schools who came to Da Lishu to listen to Ye Xia's lectures. To the delight of the educated youth,
The city gave a notice that the educated youths went to work in the first half of the day, and the second half of the day was used to concentrate on reviewing their homework, which was sent down by the comrades from W City, as for the situation in other cities, the educated youths who cut into the queue in the various teams in W City did not know, and no one wasted time to pay attention.
"Comrade Ye said it so well!"
"Well, listening to Comrade Ye's lecture, I feel like I have been empowered, those knowledge points that I don't understand, after Comrade Ye dialed it a little, it was immediately clear, and it was not effortless to start the question."
"So far, Comrade Ye is the only perfect score champion in the country, and giving us a lecture is a piece of cake, so naturally it is good!"
"Listening to what Comrade Ye said when he gave us a lecture at the beginning, before the exam, we are equivalent to re-learning the knowledge of junior high and high school from beginning to end."
"It's equivalent to re-studying, originally I was worried that the two-month review time was too tight, and eighty percent of the exams were hopeless, but now I don't think so, I think that after listening to Comrade Ye's class, I will be at least eighty percent sure of being admitted to university."
"Me too, Comrade Ye gives us make-up classes, and in the end, even if I can't be admitted to a famous university in China, it's definitely no problem to study about the same level."
"I want to go to a normal college."
"I want to go to medical school."
"My goal is the School of Posts and Telecommunications."
"I was admitted to Beijing Agricultural University, so I will be alumni with Comrade Ye!"
"I want to fight for Peking University."
"Do you think I can be admitted to Beijing Foreign Language College? I want to be a diplomat! ”
Ye Xia walked into the classroom, and when she heard these words full of expectations, she stood on the podium and said with a smile: "As long as you listen to the lectures well and review hard, it will definitely not be a problem to be admitted to the university of your dreams." ”
In response to her, there was a uniform, incomparably loud shout: "Teacher Ye, we will!" ”
They will listen carefully to the lectures, review hard, and move towards the university of their dreams, which is the voice of all the students who attend the lectures. Since it was an evening class, the junior and senior high school students and educated youths of the next brigade listened to the class.
It takes a maximum of an hour to return to their respective teams in groups, and those middle and high school students and educated youths who go to Da Lishu to listen to classes stay at the nearest relatives' houses at night, or rent the homes of members of Da Lishu.
In short, the road is far away, it is inconvenient to go back, and I don't want to waste time on the road, I am willing not to earn the first half of the work, and recently I have been reviewing my homework more hard than one another, and when I don't understand, I gathered around Ye Xia to ask for advice.
In the middle of the afternoon, Ye Xia took the quintuplets, two nephews, Chi Rui and other children to play in the village, and suddenly, an unfamiliar figure jumped into Ye Xia's eyes. frowned slightly,
Ye Xia and Lin Yan whispered, and walked towards the figure standing not far away, looking straight at her, it was not that she was sentimental, she felt that the other party was looking at her, it was the other party's gaze that was really locked on her.
"Your instincts are pretty sharp."
Liu Yuanzi said expressionlessly when Ye Xia approached.
That's right, the figure Ye Xia saw was Han Zeyu's wife Liu Yuan. "It's not my intuition, it's that the kid who brought you to the village pointed at me directly towards you, so it can be seen that you came specifically to find me, but I don't know you."
Standing three steps away from Liu Yuan, Ye Xia said truthfully, she really didn't know the other party, and the other party's eyes were complicated when he saw her, as if he had known her for a long time, which was strange!
Liu Yuan and Han Zeyu have been in a cold war recently, a few days ago, she asked for leave from the hospital without Han Zeyu, and at the same time found out through her relationship that Ye Xia was currently in her hometown of Da Lishu, so she took a two-day and two-night train to Da Lishu to see Ye Xia.
She wanted to see the real person with her own eyes, to see the woman who had been liked by her husband for more than ten years and almost twenty years, yes, it was nearly twenty years, it was not her exaggeration, it was the person she loved who said it personally,
said that he had been in love with a girl since he was thirteen years old, and he still can't forget it. Thirteen years old, her husband was thirteen, she was ten years old at the time, that year was sixty years, and now it is seven or seven years, and the time in between is not nearly twenty years?
I like it long enough!
This time, she has no other purpose, she really just wants to see with her own eyes how good the woman who has been liked by her husband for many years is, yes, in terms of photos, the other party's appearance and temperament are better than her, but she still wants to see it face to face, even if she is looking for abuse, she also wants to see the other party face to face, so as to completely understand where she lost.
Her husband is not a superficial person, he does not like someone for many years just because of his appearance, and he likes him from childhood.
After quietly staring at Ye Xia for a while, Liu Yuan gathered his thoughts and said, "You really don't know me, before I saw your real person, I only saw your photos, but you should always know Han Zeyu!" ”
Speaking of that photo, Han Zeyu felt uncomfortable when he learned that Ye Xia and Lu Xiangbei were married, and was pulled by Jiang Xuejin to his dormitory to explain, and accidentally saw the photo album on the table, and secretly hid it while Jiang Xuejin was not paying attention when he flipped through it.
He did this to leave a memory for himself, so that he could take it out and look at it when he remembered the missed marriage, to comfort his unspeakable emotions.
"You are Second Brother Han's lover!"
Ye Xia didn't ask, she used a declarative sentence, she smiled, and stretched out her hand towards Liu Yuan: "It's a pleasure to meet you." ”
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