Chapter 373: Sad and Painful

"Well, don't think too much, there is still half a month before the National Day, before that, you bring him to our house, and your father and I will vaguely mention your marriage when we arrive,

If he says something ambiguous, or bluntly says that he doesn't want to be friends with him, let's go to their house that day, talk to his parents about the matter between you, and see if their family will give us an explanation. ”

Her baby daughter, no one wants to hurt her, Cui Mu thought so, and a fierce color flashed in her eyes. Of course, she doesn't want to make things big and ruin her daughter's happiness, but sometimes it is difficult to achieve the goal without using some means. What's more, she will grasp a degree, so as not to really ruin her precious daughter's good marriage.

"It can't be like that! Mom, you can't do that, and you can't talk to my dad about the matter between me and him in front of him, otherwise, he will look down on our family and think I can't wait to post it upside down.

If he thinks more, for example, if my sister has told him something about me, with his mind, he can't be sure...... Maybe I'll think about my sister and I swapping identities. ”

When Zhao's mother heard this, she was silent for a long time with a gloomy face, and then spoke: "Even if he knows that you two sisters are twins, he can't conclude that you are using your sister's identity now." ”

Twins have fraternal twins and identical twins, the difference is that identical twins have almost the same appearance, while fraternal twins are largely different in appearance, besides, even if Zhao Lin's stinky girl told the Cheng family that she had a twin sister with a similar appearance, she couldn't let her be sure that her Shanshan was not Zhao Lin's stinky girl.

Yes, he can't be completely sure, as long as she and the man in the family insist that Shanshan is Zhao Lin, with Shanshan and Zhao Lin's exact appearance and imitation of Zhao Lin's hairstyle and dressing preferences, the Cheng family kid wants to distinguish between the two, don't be too difficult!

"I know what Mom meant, but my sister and I are not only twins, we are also identical twins, and although I try my best to imitate my sister at the moment, I know better than anyone else that I am not successful in imitating words and deeds.

Maybe it's because of this that Cheng Zhiwu looks at me weirdly, Mom, I'm really afraid that he will think of me and my sister swapping identities through my mistakes. ”

As she spoke, the tears that had stopped in Zhao Shan's eyes welled up again, dripping down her face, and she choked up: "But I like Cheng Zhiwu, I like him so much, I originally ......

Originally, I didn't think about it, but my sister mentioned her boyfriend in front of me from time to time, and after a long time, I couldn't help but be curious about my sister's boyfriend, and envy my sister for being born lucky.

She has a healthy body, a high degree of education, and a boyfriend who likes her...... I hate myself so much, I hate that I am a sick man, I hate that I can't enter the university, I hate that I always drag down my parents because of physical reasons, I can't be filial to you, I hate that I have to lie in bed at every turn to recuperate......"

The more she cried, the more sad she became, Zhao Shan's tears were full of pain: "On days like this, I heard my sister talk too much about her life in college, where she and her boyfriend often go on dates, that her boyfriend is very responsible and responsible, etc.,

I listened to this a lot, and I fell in love with my sister's boyfriend uncontrollably, Mom, I know it's wrong, but I can't control myself...... Woo, I'm a bad girl, if Cheng Zhiwu knew that I took the place of my sister and wanted to be with him, he would hate me, let alone like me and marry me...... What to do?

What am I going to do? I know that I am a bad girl, but I still don't want to give up my sister's identity, I don't want to give up Cheng Zhiwu, Mom, I feel so uncomfortable! ”

Picking up her baby daughter into her arms, Zhao's mother stroked her back and comforted: "Don't talk about yourself like that, my mother knows that you are a good child, and it's not your fault that your sister is bad, knowing your physical condition,

I just want to show her life in college in front of you, show that she has a good boyfriend, it's all your sister's fault, and now that you are her, being with her boyfriend, it can be regarded as her compensation for you.

Don't feel sorry for anyone, especially don't feel sorry for your sister, if she is in the countryside and keeps to herself, listen to me and your father's words to take care of her injuries, and live a year or two.

Naturally, we will take her home, otherwise, Mom will let your aunt find her a partner to marry directly in the countryside, and she will never be allowed to return to our house! As for your worries about the Cheng family, if you really know that you and your sister have swapped identities, there is no need to be afraid......"

Zhao's mother paused when she said this, and after a while, she continued under Zhao Lin's tearful gaze: "Everything has a mother, it is your mother who makes your sister exchange identities with you, and your sister agrees by herself, that Cheng Zhiwu can't hate you." ”

Mother Zhao didn't know, after she said this, the baby daughter who was nestled in her arms bent the corners of her mouth imperceptibly, and at the same time, a touch of pride flashed in her eyes.

In this family, she has an older sister and a younger brother, among the three, the elder sister and younger brother are healthy, only she is a sick seedling, however, whether it is a father or a mother, her favorite child is her.

They doted on her and took care of her carefully, for fear that he would not grow up and live shortly, so they depended on her in everything, and warned their sister and brother to protect her at all times and not to fight with her for anything.

Now, all her worries have disappeared, even if Cheng Zhiwu knows that she is not Zhao Lin, as a cultivated boy, he can't be angry with her because of the exchange of identities.

In a village in the northwest, Zhao Linru has been sitting on a bamboo chair in the courtyard for more than half a month, looking at the direction of Beijing with dull eyes. There was a pair of crutches beside her, which was not someone else's, it was something she needed in her daily life now.

Why?

Why do that to her?

Sister, her sister, the sister she let from a small matter, actually ...... actually thought of a way to cause her to break her leg, in order to rob her boyfriend, and her parents, after knowing what her sister did, did not say that they were in charge of her, but ...... Instead, they did her work together and made her agree to the unreasonable request.

So stupid, she was so stupid, after hearing her sister say that the light bulb in her house was broken, and asked her to help replace it with a new one, she didn't think much about it, so she stepped on a high stool and stood up, but when she changed the light bulb,

The high stool swayed suddenly, and before she could react, the man had fallen from above, breaking his right leg on the spot. was sent to the hospital by her parents, to be precise, at the moment she left the house, her mother dismantled her good ponytail,

In this regard, even if she broke her leg and the pain was unbearable, she still couldn't help but wonder about her mother's actions, until she was discharged from the hospital and returned home, seeing her sister who used to like long hair with shawls, not only cut her hair short,

And there was a high ponytail tied up, followed by that, except for her brother to play with friends, her father and mother sat in her room, and talked about her good sister, how pitiful their other daughter was, and how sisters should love each other, and how much sister let her sister, in short, she had heard those words since she could remember.

In the end, she knew their purpose, knew that they wanted her to swap identities with Zhao Shan, and knew that they wanted her to live her life with Zhao Shan's identity. No wonder...... No wonder as soon as she entered the house after being discharged from the hospital, she saw Zhao Shan looking familiar from head to toe, it turned out that she was fighting to exchange for her identity, to become her, so as to take everything that belonged to her.

Identity, education, job, boyfriend...... She was shocked and couldn't believe that her sister would calculate her like this, and in order to become her, she pretended to inadvertently knock over the stool, causing her to break a leg on the spot...... Connecting what happened before the broken leg and after being discharged from the hospital, she cried and asked her parents why they did this to her?

Now that I know my sister's thoughts, no matter how I look at it, I can see that her broken leg is not an accident, it was her sister's harm, but she doesn't teach her sister a lesson, she doesn't give her the master, just said that Zhao Shan is pitiful, that she has not had a good body since she was born in her mother's womb, and that she is a sister, so she should let her sister ......

For these unreasonable requests, she didn't agree, resolutely didn't agree, clinker, Mom and Dad put down their words, they just informed her, whether she agreed or not, her and Zhao Shan's identities would be exchanged.

To prevent her from contacting the outside world, especially to prevent her from calling her boyfriend, her mother took her phone and locked her in the house...... The next day, she found herself lying on a sleeper train in a daze.

It turned out that the night before, there were sleeping pills in the food she ate, and she slept until noon the next day, so naturally she didn't know that her parents called a car to get her to the train station, get on the train, and send her to her hometown in the northwest.

With her father's advice and money and promises, her uncle and aunt did not miss her in terms of food, but they looked at her very closely and did not leave people around her day and night, just to prevent her from trying to contact the outside world, to prevent her from trying to return to Beijing, and to prevent her from coming home to debunk the truth.

Broken leg until now, more than a month has passed, she has not been sent to her hometown in the northwest before, she knows that her boyfriend has not contacted her, most of them have her family's hands and feet, and she even suspects Zhao Shan of modeling her voice,

found an excuse to temporarily cut off the connection between her boyfriend and "her", and was sent to her hometown, during which she ...... During this period, Zhao Shan, her good sister had her parents to cover, and she must have met her boyfriend and used her identity to meet her boyfriend.

Her eyes gradually reddened, Zhao Lin's heart was bitter and painful, her acquaintance with her boyfriend was purely accidental, they didn't talk much that day, but after seven or eight days, Cheng Zhiwu, the boy she only saw by chance at a friend's house found Peking University,

Standing in front of her, he first introduced himself, then said where they had met, and how he found Peking University and found her. Faced with this boy who said he wanted to chase her, to be honest, she was very embarrassed at the time, it turned out that he found Peking University and found her, and it was her friend's brother who told him simple information about her.

I want to deal with her, I have a good impression when I see her, I quietly ask her what her name is, ask where she works, find her generously, introduce herself, and propose a trial relationship, if she really doesn't feel like him, she won't stick to her and cause her trouble.

A boy who is very smart and emotionally intelligent, she didn't answer him in a single word, saying that she would consider thinking about it and then call him back.

Later, almost half a month later, when he appeared in front of her again, looking into his eyes, she nodded in agreement, you can try everywhere, if one of the two parties feels that it is not suitable, you can just break up.

Time proved that she was not wrong, and it proved that she had a good boyfriend, she did not deliberately ask him about the situation of his family, but just heard him briefly say that her father is a civil servant, her mother is engaged in research, and there are four older brothers on it.

However, she never expected that once her boyfriend drove her home, at the gate of the community, she was bumped into by her mother, and when she walked into the house, her mother asked her boyfriend in front of the family about her boyfriend's situation and what the family did.

didn't hide it, she told her family what she heard from her boyfriend, maybe ...... Perhaps it was from then that Zhao Shan got the idea of her boyfriend.

"Sister Linlin, what are you crying about? Since you came to my house, I have cried every day, why is that? ”

Zhao Qiu is the second daughter of Zhao Lin's uncle's family, sixteen years old this year, graduated from junior high school and was not admitted to high school, because she really couldn't study, she chose to drop out of school and go home to help her parents do farm work, during this time, she was arranged by her parents to accompany her cousin Zhao Lin, the two ate together during the day, and slept on a kang at night, in short, where is Zhao Lin, where must Zhao Qiu be.

Although Zhao Qiu felt strange about his parents' arrangement, he didn't ask why, he took good care of Zhao Lin in his daily life.

"I didn't cry, how could I cry? No, I didn't ......"

Zhao Lin raised her hand to wipe away her tears, and told herself in her heart that she couldn't go on like this, she couldn't be replaced by Zhao Shan, deceived Cheng Zhiwu, married the other party, and couldn't cry, because crying can't solve the problem, it only shows that she is a useless pitiful worm, and who can she get in exchange for sympathy and mercy?

People who don't care about you, even if you cry to death, won't look at you more and say a word for you, and people who care about you, even if there are subtle changes in you, will say that they care about you and try to know if something happened to you.

After a long period of self-comfort, Zhao Lin raised a smile and looked at her cousin Zhao Qiu:

"Qiuqiu, can you do my sister a favor?"

As soon as he heard her words, Zhao Qiu immediately tensed, pursed his lips and hesitated for a long time, and asked, "Linlin...... Sister Linlin, you ...... What do you want me to do for you? ”

Without waiting for Zhao Lin to make a sound, she looked at the gate of the courtyard vigilantly, and said: "If I can help, I will definitely help you, but my parents said, I can't take you to the brigade headquarters, especially not let you call Jingshi, and don't help you send letters, except for these two things, I can't help you, you can just say other things." ”

Zhao Qiu didn't understand what the uncle and the aunt did, since the lobby sister had a broken leg and needed to recuperate, and she didn't stay in the Beijing market with good conditions, why did she send people back to her hometown and hand them over to her parents to take care of?

Also, if you take care of your body, you will take care of your body, why do you repeatedly tell her parents to keep an eye on the lobby sister and not allow the lobby sister to have any chance to contact the outside world?

In her opinion, the current situation of the lobby sister is that the uncle and the aunt are under house arrest in disguise. One day, she quietly asked her mother about this, but she was glared at and warned not to ask around. Later, she heard her brother accidentally say that he leaked his mouth, what kind of money, work, obviously there is something in this,

So, she used the money she saved to coax her brother, as long as she told her what was going on, the dollar would belong to him.

800 yuan, the uncle gave their family 800 yuan, and promised her parents to wait for his eldest brother to graduate from high school, if he was not admitted to university, he would arrange a job in Beijing. It was the 800 yuan and the future of her eldest brother that made her parents take over the errand of "taking care" of the lobby sister.

Besides, she suspected that the lobby sister was sent to their house by the uncle, and she was more or less inseparable from the second cousin, otherwise, why did her parents ask her, her brother and her younger brother to call the lobby sister the second cousin? Obviously, the lobby sister is called Zhao Lin, and the second cousin is called Zhao Shan, and she and her brother and brother are not stupid, how can they mistake people and call them lobby sisters indiscriminately?

asked her parents why, but in exchange for her mother's glaring, she scolded her for keeping her mouth shut and not being allowed to call the lobby sister wrong in front of others. Doubts in her heart, but she couldn't ask the reason, but she didn't want to be beaten, and in the end, she could only nod and say she knew.

But on weekdays, as long as there is no one else in the family, when she and the lobby sister are there, she calls the lobby sister Linlin, not Sister Shanshan.

Zhao Shan, her second cousin, looks delicate and weak, and she can get tired of death with a sweet mouth, but she doesn't like this cousin, she thinks the other party is very fake, every time she goes back to her hometown with her uncle and aunt and cousin,

Seeing the chickens running in the yard, seeing the feces pulled down by the chickens, going to her thatched house to solve the problem, her eyes were full of disgust, and she muttered "dirty" behind her back, but her face was gentle and gentle, with a smile on the corner of her mouth, praising her hometown for being so good, and she wanted to live in her hometown forever and eat the food cooked by her mother.

What a hypocritical person, although the food cooked by her mother is not particularly unpalatable, but the second cousin frowned at the amount of chicken pecking food, turned her head and ran to the village commissary to buy instant noodles and come back to soak and eat, and put ham sausages and scrambled eggs in the convenience, what does this mean?

Zhao Qiu felt that she had seen through Zhao Shan, the second cousin, so she was not interested in Zhao Shan at all, and even hated Zhao Shan returning to her hometown for the Spring Festival every year.

calls the lobby sister the second cousin, but if you are not stupid, you can probably guess that there is a cat in it. How...... However, she knew in her heart that there were some twists and turns, but she couldn't do anything.

Can't help Sister Lobby. Eight hundred yuan is a lot, plus the uncle's promise to her parents, unless she wants to be discounted by her parents and find a lame and dumb old man to marry, otherwise, in addition to taking care of her mouth, she still has a good mouth.

Thoughts flipped here, a touch of guilt flashed in Zhao Qiu's eyes, this is the guilt of Zhao Lin and her lobby sister, she is selfish, she doesn't want to be beaten, she can only go along with her uncle, aunt, second cousin, and her own family with her conscience.

"I don't call my home, I just want to call the home of one of my college classmates, by the way, my classmate's home is in our city, you take me to the brigade headquarters, I will contact my classmate, and ask her to buy us some delicious food and send it over,

By the way, let her buy you a down jacket in the department store in the city, and the money is counted as what I borrowed from my classmates, do you think this will be successful? ”

Zhao Qiu looked at Zhao Lin steadily, her eyes were full of struggle, however, she quickly shook her head and categorically rejected Zhao Lin's proposal, saying, "My parents don't allow you to call the outside world, not just to let you call Beijing. ”

I'm sorry, Sister Lobby, once I help you, my parents will beat me to death, and my brother will resent me, thinking that I am ruining his future.

The university is not easy to test, with her brother's academic performance, if she wants to be admitted to college, even if it is a junior college, there is not much hope, and now there is an uncle's promise that after the college entrance examination next year, she can go to work in a big city, her eldest brother is happy!

If this is suddenly ruined by her, she will not let her go easily. was rejected by Zhao Qiu, the hope that had just risen in Zhao Lin's heart was so neatly shattered, she was sad and painful, sad for her current situation, and ruthlessly calculated her pain for her relatives, but she couldn't see tears in her eyes, she just looked at the direction of Beijing again.

"Sister Shanshan, don't think nonsense, take care of your legs now, and when you can take a sharp walk, maybe things will appear on a special plane."

Estimating that her parents were about to come back from the field, Zhao Qiu changed her words, and no longer called the lobby sister Zhao Lin as Sister Linlin, hearing her change her name for herself, Zhao Lin became more and more sad, she wanted to shout loudly, saying that she was not Zhao Shan, that she was Zhao Lin,

In fact, when she was first sent back to her hometown, the first time she heard her uncle and cousin call her Shanshan, she retorted, saying that she was Zhao Lin, not Zhao Shan, but no one listened to her.

"Have you seen that she is not me, but Zhao Shan's woman?" The corners of her lips moved slightly, Zhao Lin endured her grief, and muttered silently: "I hope you can see that she is not me, and identify Zhao Shan's big liar, but ...... But how can you recognize that she's not me all at once?

It's me who is bad, it's all me who is bad, why are you telling you that I have a twin sister, but not telling you that this sister is the same twin as me? If I had made this clear to you, you would definitely be able to guess that Zhao Shan was not me, after all, we are two different individuals, even if she imitates me again,

With a face exactly like mine, you can't change some small habits in life, and you are so smart that you can find me soon and pick me up from my aunt's house. ”

Zhao Lin has a cheerful personality, but she is not a girl who talks a lot, under normal circumstances, she has something to say, she will not be pretentious, and she is not a clingy spirit, a coquettish spirit,

Based on personality reasons, and because her parents were too partial to Zhao Shan, she ignored her eldest daughter, and gave birth to a dislike for Zhao Shan, when Cheng Zhiwu asked her who there were in her family and wanted to visit her family another day and buy gifts for her family, Zhao Lin simply talked to the members of the family.

She told Cheng Zhiwu that her grandmother had passed away, and that she had her parents, a twin sister, and a younger brother who was nearly 10 years younger than him. As for the rest of the family's information, nothing was said next to it.

At this moment, Zhao Lin regretted it extremely much, regretting that she didn't tell Cheng Zhiwu about Zhao Shan's situation, but what can regret change at this time?