Suddenly, one day, I woke up suddenly, and I felt that the urban chapter was a bit boring, and I believe all of you felt that the urban chapter was even far less beautiful than the Great Compassion Temple chapter, right?

However, don't think that this is the end, you definitely don't think that this is the highest bottom line of Uncle Se, to the current position, you have seen it is still the tip of the iceberg, for Xiaoyu, whether it is genius or invincible, or domineering, I feel very bored.

There is nothing more intriguing and evocative than witnessing the process of a person's slow growth, and the hardships are very long, just like our dreams, out of reach.

First of all, the essence of personal growth is not in strength or other aspects, but in a state of mind.

For you, you may not feel it now, the foreshadowing of the city in front of me is to make Xiaoyu obviously mature, maybe you don't understand, often in the later stage, the protagonist's character will become more and more tasteful, either deviating from the bottom line, or becoming a person he once hated.

Xiaoyu's growth stages are rebellious, mature, responsible, degenerate, blackened, crazy, and answered.

All this is a change in his personality and mentality, I have said more than once that anyone stands from a different angle and looks at anything differently, and the change I just said is implemented throughout the ending, and it is estimated that it will take a year or two to see it.

However, what I'm really trying to say is that I have to have no choice but to put it on the shelves.

I know that you will curse me, condemn me, and scold me, and I have been emphasizing that free has undoubtedly become a person I hate in my current behavior.

I won't make any excuses, say anything, do what I do, I dare to admit it, I dare to take responsibility.

I'll admit that I deceived you, a long time ago, when I remember writing the dozen chapters, I told you that I was going to make the whole book for free, and I was planning to do so at the time, but until now, I really have no heart.

From the first chapter to the current readers, you will find that Uncle Se's writing is getting better and better, of course, many people complain, saying that what I write is a bit complicated, and it should be written in Xiaobaiwen.

I can't do this, as far as I'm concerned, although Xiao Baiwen is easy to understand, he can't express some delicate emotions, only it's cool to watch, and there are no other ideas at all.

Okay, for now, I'm going to explain why I'm going to put it on the shelves.

I'm not in it for money, I don't lie to you, I don't worry about food or drink, in fact, I'm just eating my old book and eating my parents' food.

When a man grows up, he always has to face a problem, which is to support himself, I spend almost all my energy on novels, he is simply my life, but the first choice I face is to either put it on the shelf or be a eunuch.

I'm not young anymore, and I don't study well, because I'm not that material, and I hate my former teachers, who always instill in me every day that if I study hard, I can have a good way out, and those who don't study hard are doomed to become unemployed vagrants and street gangsters.

Just like in my book, judging by learning, judging by talent, and judging future achievements by how people look.

Life is forced to go to the army, and after I come back from the army, I can only find a small job to support myself, marry a wife who is not ugly or beautiful, and live the rest of my life like this, but I don't want this, I want a better life.

The novel undoubtedly gave me hope, I was determined about my ending, and I believed that as long as I could stick to the original book, I would definitely be able to support myself or even have a better life, but in the current situation, it is really difficult.

In the face of dreams and reality, in the face of being a soldier or continuing to write novels, I either chose to be a eunuch as a soldier or chose to continue writing.

However, the pressure on me from my family has increased, and for half a year, I have a clear conscience, although sometimes I often fall off the chain, which makes you curse me every day, but if you compare me to those authors who have one chapter a day, you can think about how good I am.

Seriously, what I said was hypocritical, you say I'm pretentious, I say it's a little more reasonable, and you may say that I'm arrogant and have no one in my eyes.

It doesn't matter what they call them, because after all, everyone has a different opinion, and I can't influence your thoughts.

Do you know how much money I was given when I put it on the shelves? 300 yuan!! It's not as much as my nephew's pocket money when I went to elementary school, this is what I worked hard for half a year, not that I blow it, I just move cement outside every day, and I earn more than this, not to mention that I even wrote this thing for half a year in vain.

I'm not complaining, because if you don't want to write, no one can stop you, and I'm not complaining to you, because I don't feel like I'm even qualified to do that, because I'm sorry for you.

It's not a lot of money, but for me, it's a testament to the fact that my mom whispers in my ear every day, "You can concentrate on writing your useless novels as long as you earn a penny."

Now, I have to choose to put it on the shelf, although the money is small, but at least it will protect me temporarily for a few months, which is more bad news for you than bad news.

Of course, some people may be poor, and some people may be disgusted with trouble, and shout directly: If you don't write and pull down, Lao Tzu won't read it yet, there are many good-looking books!!

That little money per month can only be held for a month or two, and the editor sent me a notice that as long as you don't exceed 300 per month, after a few months, the pitiful 300 yuan on the shelves will not be given.

That is to say, if you don't pay for my book, I will have no choice but to be a eunuch, and my family will be tired of working hard every day without paying.

For me, although dreams are precious, I love my family even more, and if I really don't have any money, I won't even be able to refute my mother's words.

So now, if you read the novel on the first of next month, you can only pay to read it, that is, it is customized, and these rules seem to be available on the website, and I haven't even read the specifics, and I always hear from my peers that it costs a few dollars a month.

Although I don't know how much these few dollars are for you, but they are very important to me, maybe you may disdain it now, just a few dollars, it doesn't matter if there is more of me or less of me.

If you have such thoughts, then have you ever thought that other people are also thinking like this, and in the end I will only be a eunuch.

However, speaking of now, even if you patiently see the present, I am the last to declare a point, I can guarantee that you can rest assured that you will not be asked to spend money to see something that has no exciting links, because the foreshadowing has been completed, and there is a big explosion behind, and there are many emotional dramas like Xiao Wu, which can make you enjoy watching it, and the links in the back are getting more and more cool, and it will definitely not cause me to spend money and you will show me this?

In fact, the book was originally a big pit book, involving a lot of things and background, and so far, there are still a lot of hidden things.

Do you want to know who erased the memory of Lu Dao Feng Chenyu? Do you want to know why the abbot of Lu Dao is the last person in Shangguan? Do you want to know the true identity of Lu Dao Xiaoyu's sister? Do you want to know what secrets are hidden in the Lu Dao Refining Palace? Do you want to know what happened to Lu Dao Xiaowu's eyes? Do you want to know why the Lu Dao God of War hates his eldest brother? Do you want to know why the Lu Dao Feng clan will be destroyed? And that yellowed photo, who is Cai'er? What is the relationship between the mysterious Tang Dao and Shennongjia, where did Gao Zilan's father and younger brother go, and why is he moody? Why does Liu Ziguang know so much? What is the Hu family that the little fox Bai Ling and Uncle Huo talked about before? What exactly is sealed in the Great Compassion Temple?

All the mysteries, you can chase down and see, of course, there is a scene of Xiao Yu's blackening in the later stage, which is exciting and ruined.

So far, I've said what I should have said, and I owe a lot of chapters that I should have made up, but the problem of putting it on the shelves in the near future really bothers me, because I don't know how to tell you about it.

What should be said has been said, I hope you can continue to support Uncle Se, a few dollars a month is just the money to buy a bottle of drink, if you don't even want this, I ask you to watch the pirated version, no matter what, I hope you continue to be my author.

More than once, there are many authors who have scolded people who watch pirated copies as vampires, and those who watch pirated books are honest and have no interest in me, but I will not scold you and hate you, for me, there is no garbage author.

For me, as long as you are the one who reads my books, even if you are a pirated one, even if you make trouble for me every day, I will like you!!

Finally, I hope you can help me realize my dream, I really seem to be writing to you, I really seem to accompany Xiaoyu to the end of the worst, and I also seem to be the last to watch him become the Phoenix Emperor and reign in the world!!