Chapter 479: I Don't Know Wrong
He Shi retreated suddenly, and his gray eyes instantly breathed fire: "Take away my life, send thousands of miles, you can't go back to Beijing, you know for your mother, you know for your mother, you don't need to emphasize it to me here!"
Why? Why don't you ask your father well, and don't you ask that scumbag? As long as you beg them well, you don't have to go to jail for your mother, and you don't have to be assigned, why don't you help your mother? White-eyed wolves, all white-eyed wolves, for the sake of your mother wholeheartedly, is this how you repay your mother? ”
Qin Shi and Qin Qiang pursed their lips and were silent. He glared at the two of them angrily, and his gaze fell back on Qin Ming: "If it weren't for you to inherit the title, what kind of thing could you do for your mother?" You're good,
Now that your mother has not only lost her identity, but also been abandoned by your father, and is about to be sent thousands of miles away, the way you repay your mother is to send a few pieces of clothing and food, is this to see off your mother? ”
Facing his mother who was almost hysterical, Qin Ming's mouth was full of bitterness, he was silent for a long time, and his hoarse voice overflowed: "Is it my son who wants a knighthood?" Or did my son say it to you personally,
Do you want to help your son get a knighthood? No, I've never thought about the knighthood of the house, never! I have not expressed or implied in front of you that I want to inherit the title......
On the contrary, I also advise you to take good care of your illness and not to think about something that you don't have, but you just don't listen to persuasion, that is, you want to go your own way, and you want to seek the position of the son of the world that does not belong to me, and even after I persuaded you to let go again not long ago, you ......
You went to the extreme, regardless of it, in the wedding hall where the prince worshiped heaven and earth, in front of so many congratulatory guests, you held a dagger and assassinated the prince...... Let's not say that you didn't stab the son,
On the contrary, it hurt my father, and your behavior on that day alone was enough to ruin your own life, and it affected me and my younger brothers and sisters, and it affected the Sui'an Hou Mansion yet
The young lady of the married family will even affect those married women in the Hou Mansion of Sui'an...... Mother, is this all you want? If not, why would you assassinate the Son of the World? ”
With wet eyes, Qin Ming said sadly: "Now that you are in prison, and you will be sent thousands of miles away in a few days, do you think my younger brothers and sisters can be happy?" We don't want to see you like that,
We hope you will stay with us and hope to see you every day, but ...... But we can't help you, it's not that we don't help, we can't help you! Your father was seriously wounded in the abdomen,
Although there is no worry about your life after surgery, it takes more than a day and a half to recover, and your father has seen with his own eyes that you are going to put your son to death, if he doesn't hold you accountable, how can you explain it?
What's more, there is Prince Ren behind the prince, and the emperor, tell me, in such a situation, my younger brothers and sisters and I go to beg our father, what kind of eyes will he look at us? Besides, my brother and sister have carried me behind my back to kneel and beg my father.
They are begging for mercy from you, they don't want to see you suffer in prison, they don't want to see you sentenced by the yamen, but they get their father's response: If the son dies at the hands of your mother, or if I, the father, dies at the hands of your mother, what will happen to you?
In addition, you have been locked up in the yamen until now, have you seen anyone from the Sui'an Hou Mansion come to visit you? No, no one from the Sui'an Hou Mansion came here to visit you, not only did not, but the Sui'an Hou Mansion even spread the word that they had severed all relations with you......"
"Nope! I don't believe ......"
When Qin Ming said the previous words, He Shiben listened with a disappointed and painful face, and suddenly heard that Sui'an Hou had broken off relations with her, and the whole person looked crazy, and shook his head again and again:
"No, I don't believe it, your grandfather and your grandmother won't cut off my relationship, they won't do that, and your uncle, I'm his sister, I played with him a lot when I was young,
I didn't give him any good things, and it was impossible for him to ignore me, and it was impossible for him to cut off his relationship with your grandfather and grandmother and me...... You're lying to me, aren't you? You speak, are you cheating on your mother? ”
She didn't believe it, she didn't believe that her father, mother, and brother would be so ruthless, she didn't believe that they would cut off all relations with her, and she didn't believe that they didn't care whether she lived or died...... However, the He family knew that the Sui'an Marquis Mansion had severed its relationship with her, so he couldn't believe it.
Because in He's eyes, the eldest son Qin Ming will not lie, and there is no need to talk nonsense about that kind of thing in front of her, unless the Sui'an Hou Mansion really releases it...... Why? Why did father, mother, and brother do this to her?
He smiled, with tears in her laughter, she sat down on the ground, covered her face and cried bitterly. She's not stupid, how can she not know why? Father, mother, and brother in the Baohou Mansion unmarried young ladies reputation,
is thinking about the reputation of other foreign daughters in the Hou Mansion, but she was given up, just because she has a bad reputation, she is an abandoned woman, and she will be sent thousands of miles away......
"Mother...... Don't be sad, in the future, Qiang'er will go to your place to see you whenever she has the opportunity, if you can't go, Qiang'er will also find someone to send you something! ”
Qin Qiang knelt beside He and comforted her mother with tears in her eyes.
Qin Shi was depressed, his eyes were sour, and he also said: "Mother, during your exile, my brother and I will help you take care of everything, and you will not suffer too much sin." ”
If his mother didn't succeed in assassinating the son of the world and hurt his father, he didn't complain, it was absolutely false, but at this moment, he couldn't say a word of those complaints, and after only two or three days in the cell, his mother looked a lot older, and he really didn't dare to think about it if he had to live in a strange place thousands of miles away in the future.
At this moment, he felt sorry for his mother, he felt sorry for the woman who gave him life, gave them three lives, and loved and cared for them, but his distress could not bring any changes, and on the day of exile, his mother would be escorted on the road by the officials, and I don't know when we would meet again in the future.
"Go away! All of you go away! ”
As soon as she pushed Qin Qiang away, when did she stop crying, and started crazy again, her facial expression was hideous, and she looked at Qin Ming's three brothers and sisters as if she was looking at an enemy: "It's you, it's all your fault, if it weren't for the sake of you being able to live a better life in the mansion, or for the sake of you being able to have good relatives in the future, I could do so many things?"
It's all your fault, I knew that you were doing this to me one by one today, I shouldn't have given birth to you in the first place! ”
The words were fierce, attacking the three children, and the Qin Ming brothers and sisters instantly looked bloodless, looking at the He family and their mother in disbelief. "Mother, do you know what you're talking about?"
Qin Ming looked sad: "Your obsession is caused by your obsession today, not by me and my younger siblings." ”
He was angry: "Obsession? My obsession was not brought to me by you, if it weren't for you, I would have such an obsession? ”
Qin Ming said with red eyes: "If you really want to say that, then I would like to be born in the first place, and I have never been in this world!" ”
Hearing this, as soon as He Shi stood up, he couldn't help but staggered back a step, and his face became extremely pale: "You actually said that? Do you blame me for giving birth to you in the first place? ”
"It was my mother who said it herself, she shouldn't have given birth to a son."
Qin Ming said, raising his head to force back the tears in his eyes, and Fang moved his gaze back to the He family: "Since the third brother was asked by his father to be named the son of the world, the reputation of our mansion is getting better day by day.
At that time, although you lost your stewardship and were asked by your father to recuperate in the hospital, the people you served in the hospital, your food and clothing, everything did not change.
When the son gets married, the father asks you to sit in the high hall with him and accept a couple of newlyweds to bow down, seriously, the son can't understand, even if the son can't inherit the title, what impact does this have on you?
It's true that you are the stepfamily, but you are the father who carried the sedan chair and married back to the house, and in the future, your identity is naturally the old feudal monarch, and you are the most noble woman in the house, but you want to toss,
After knowing that I have no intention of being knighted, I still have to toss, and finally toss myself into this prison, mother, think about it, who is the victim of you now! "He doesn't know,
She just didn't want to recognize the mistake clearly, she just wanted to be happy in her own heart, so she pushed all the responsibility outward, so as to show the sacrifice she had made for her children, and completely cover up her true thoughts.
Old Fengjun?
It's not her own son who is a lord, in the future, even if she is an old feudal monarch in everyone's mouth, she will have no confidence in her heart.
After all, Chengjue is a stepson, as a stepmother, there have been a lot of festivals between the two, and after the other party inherits the family business, can she really honor her?
Besides, the other party is still married to a county lord, and these two will take over the entire Guogong Mansion in the future, and she and the children she gave birth to will undoubtedly have to live on people's noses. She doesn't want to look up to others, she wants to be a real old feudal monarch, so she is bound to have to snatch the title for her children, is this wrong?
Is there something wrong with her thinking and approaching?
However, none of her children understood her hard work, none of them stood on her side, although they did not complain about her, but they were afraid that they were full of resentment against her as a mother.
In a short period of time, He's psychological activities are undoubtedly rich, and it is clear that the previous moment was all based on her own interests, so she tried every possible way to seek the position of the eldest son under her knees.
The next moment, she pretended to be confused and retreated all the faults to her children, feeling that her children did not understand her, and felt that it was not worth it for her to seek the position of the son of the world and fall into the current situation.
"You want to say I'm self-inflicted, aren't you?"
Gathering his feelings, He Shi looked at Qin Ming with great sadness and indignation: "Self-inflicted? Everything I do is self-inflicted? If I didn't protect you, do you think you three brothers and sisters would be able to live safely to this day? ”
Qin Ming said with red eyes: "I just pointed out that you are too obsessed, and I didn't say that you did it yourself. ”
He pointed at Qin Ming, his eyes glared angrily and roared: "Isn't what you said saying that I did it myself?!" I am your mother, and everything I do is for you, for your brothers and sisters,
If Qin Zhao's lowly seed dies, with your status as a concubine, the title will naturally be inherited by you, so he must die, and he deserves to die! That's right, damn him, I would have done so much without him in the way! ”
Qin Ming smiled, and he smiled angrily: "Why don't you understand it until now?" The moment you personally wanted the son to die, didn't you think about what was waiting for you? I didn't think about what you would do to me and my younger siblings?
When you do it, even if you kill the prince as you wish, do you think there is a son-in-law of the murderer's mother, and he can inherit the title? Taking a step back, Qin Ming's hands clenched into fists, his knuckles turned white, which showed how forbearant his emotions were at this time.
Seeing him retreat, seeing his clenched fists, seeing the white knuckles, and seeing his angry and smiling facial expression, He Shi only felt that the blood in her whole body flowed backwards, her eyebrows were upside down, and she gritted her teeth and shouted:
"Finally tell the truth, you are disgusting me, you are all disgusting with me, you think I have embarrassed you, I feel ashamed to have a mother like me,
I think I've ruined your future, but I tell you, anyone can blame me, but you can't! It was I who gave you a life, I brought you into this world, and I protected you for more than ten years, and you have no right to dislike me and accuse me! ”
"Do you have to think so badly of us?" Qin Ming shouted: "We have never had such thoughts, in our hearts, you are our mother, a mother who loves and cares for us, the son is not ugly, we can swear to the sky, we have never had those thoughts you said!" ”
He Shi's eyes were resentful: "Do you think I will believe what you say?" No, I won't believe a word of what you say! More than ten years, I have been seeking the position of the son of the world for you for more than ten years, but you say that I am too obsessed, saying that I am now to blame, do you have the heart? If so, how can you accuse me of not doing it? ”
"Mother, what my brother said is true, we really haven't complained about you."
Qin said in a dumb voice. Qin Qiang nodded with tears in her eyes: "Mother, please believe us, we are your children, no matter what you have done, we will not blame you and be dissatisfied with you." ”
"Let's go, since my mother doesn't want to see us, let's not make my mother angry here."
Qin Ming said, turned around and walked out of the cell, but when he was about to step out of the prison door, he paused slightly, and said: "Assassinating the court official is a capital crime, and you can save a life, it should be what the prince said to the emperor." ”
Leaving this sentence, Qin Ming walked towards the outside of the prison without looking back.
"Get out! Get out of here! Don't let me see you again! ”
Seeing that the eldest son resolutely left, the He family was extremely angry and drove away Qin Shi and Qin Qiang.
"Qiang'er, let's go."
Looking deeply at He's mother, Qin Shi beckoned Qin Qiang to leave.
"Mother, take care!"
Qin Qiang said to He Shi, wiping the corners of her eyes to keep up with Qin Shi's footsteps.
After returning to the door of the three dynasties, after using the sumptuous banquet, Ye Xia went to the garden for a walk to eat accompanied by his daughter, and the two chatted casually, and when they talked about the results of He's sentence, Ye Xia asked: "Have He's children looked for Zhao'er?" ”