"You can't eat it as a meal, but it makes people feel good when they look at it!"

Someone answered with a smile, and immediately, there was a burst of laughter around him: "That's right, her aunt is right, this good-looking person really makes people feel so good at a glance." ”

As time went by, the bell rang in the afternoon, and the gossiping members scattered home, picked up a little pickup, and when the second bell rang, they picked up the farm tools and walked out of the house and towards the fields.

Earning work is to earn rations, and the daily work earns more, and after paying the public rations, the brigade will get more food from their own families, so as long as they don't want to go hungry and have no other income to support their families,

All the people in the family, large and small, who can earn a share of work, are all active in work. After all, in these years, they are not allowed to do business privately, and the peasants want to live, relying on nothing more than work to support their families, and if there are workers in the family waiting for public food, then whether they should work diligently and earn a few more points is naturally another matter.

In short, at present, it is a division of work system, more work and more rewards, do not work at home to be lazy, running around, and have no other ability to support the family, and when the brigade distributes food and money tickets, can only watch, envy, jealousy and hatred of others to carry a lot of food home with joy, and collect money and tickets and stuff them in their pockets.

When she opened her eyes in a daze, before Ye Xia could see clearly where she was and what kind of environment she was in, there was a tingling pain in her head, which made her have to hold her head and close her eyes again.

After a long time, Ye Xia slowly opened his eyes, and couldn't help but say to the system through his consciousness: "Why is it such an era again?" Could it be that I am destined for such an era? ”

The system quickly replied: "Master, this is what you set yourself when you asked for the experience. ”

Ye Xia resisted the urge to complain, and rolled his eyes secretly: "Then it can't be the ** Ten Years?" ”

"I don't have the right to change it. I'm just assisting my master in training. ”

The system is aggrieved.

"Well, I don't blame you."

The sixties and seventies, the tens, or the fifties, it really didn't make a difference to her.

It's all the same life, raising cubs, and going through the process of the country's gradual development and growth. The stinging pain in her head a moment ago was the memories left by the original owner of this body poured into her brain, and now those memories have been fully received by her, and fused into her own memories, and then everything that should be known and what should be faced is clear.

Here is located in the north, the year is 1975 autumn harvest season, she is now lying on the kang, a few days ago her mother died, with the help of the villagers, after burying her mother, yesterday she went to the river to wash clothes,

To be precise, it was the original owner of her body who went to the river to wash clothes, accidentally fell into the river, and was fortunate to be rescued by Luo Huaimin, the youngest son of the old branch secretary, and picked up a life.

But last night I had a high fever, although I was slightly taken a decoction by the third brother, but the person never woke up until she ...... After feeling the spiritual consciousness in his lower body with his heart, Ye Xia didn't find anything.

The mother was so angry with the second sister that she suddenly died of a cerebral hemorrhage, since she was sixteen less than seventeen, the second sister was fifteen, the third brother was thirteen, and the younger brother was only ten years old when he was two months old.

was rescued from the river by a second bastard who only knows how to eat, drink and have fun all day long, and does not do his job, no accident, marrying each other is an ironclad matter...... According to the memories left by the original owner,

Ye Xia learned that the original owner was a delicate and sensitive girl, with a relatively boring temperament and few words, who might not be able to bear the death of her mother and the panic of marrying a second bastard in the future.

There are also people who don't know how to pull their younger siblings to adulthood, lose their desire for life, give up their lives, and escape everything they will face. In fact, Ye Xia's guess was the true idea of the original owner of her body giving up her own life.

Sitting up slowly, Ye Xia looked into the courtyard through the half-open window, and secretly thought: Don't worry, your responsibility is my responsibility, and I will take care of your younger brothers and sisters.

According to the memories of the original owner in the body, the original owner before the age of six was a little girl who loved to laugh like an elf, loved by her grandfather, loved by her parents, and had a stable life at home.

The family is harmonious, and the little girl is like growing up in a honey pot. But the world is unpredictable, when the little girl was six years old, the father of the educated youth returned to Beijing to do errands, and the atmosphere at home slowly changed.

There was no longer laughter, it became dull, the little girl was at the age of governor at that time, from the gossip of the villagers, from the words of the friends who said that she was a wild child who was not wanted by her father, etc.,

From the days when I couldn't wait for my father to come home every day, I knew that my father really didn't want her, I didn't want my mother, I didn't want my sister and brother, I didn't want my mother's little brother in her womb, I didn't want their family,

I won't go back to her, listen to her call her father again, lift her up again, hold her up, tell her stories, teach her to read and play, and do a lot of happy things with her.

Originally named Shen Xia, his mother changed his surname to Ye overnight, and his sister and two younger brothers changed their surname to Ye together.

The grandparents who used to be called in their mouths were changed to grandparents.

didn't want her family to worry, so the little girl buried what she heard outside and the grievances she suffered outside in her heart, and didn't mention a word in front of her grandmother and mother.

Sometimes time is the best medicine for forgetting, seeing that the atmosphere at home has improved, clinker, grandpa died unexpectedly on the way to collect medicine, and grandma disappeared on the same day, and the family fell silent again,

And the gossip that had obviously disappeared was once again set off in the village. Because she knew everything that happened at home, and because she knew that her father had left their family behind, and that their family had been gossiped about by the people in the village, the little girl had hatred in her heart, and she hated the father who loved her and loved her, but did not want her when she was six years old.

Hiding her hatred in her heart, the little girl helps her mother share the housework and take care of her younger siblings, in order not to hear unpleasant words, the little girl does not like to continue to play with her former playmates, does not like to go to crowded places, and does not like to communicate with people.

The little girl who has lost her laughter grows up day by day, seemingly quiet and calm, but in fact she is sensitive and thoughtful, and she is afraid of contact with people.

Thinking about this, Ye Xia sighed lightly, and at this moment, the young man's angry voice full of resentment and hatred sounded in the courtyard: "Ye Hong, my mother was angry with you, if the eldest sister is also a good one, I will never forgive you!" ”

There is the memory of the original owner, and Ye Xia knows that this is the voice of the third brother Ye Bin.

"Second sister is bad, why don't you listen to your mother and talk about your mother like that? I hate the second sister, you secretly take the eggs out of the house, you secretly wash the clothes for that male intellectual, I didn't tell my mother when I saw it, but you want to say that about your mother, I don't want to call you second sister! ”

This childish voice with a crying voice was made by the younger brother Ye Yu, Ye Xia got off the kang, his steps were a little vain, he walked to the door of the hall, looked at the younger brothers and sisters in the courtyard, and was about to speak, when he saw the third brother Ye Bin glaring at the second sister who was sitting on the bamboo chair like a puppet, looking at the sky in a daze, and said to the younger brother Ye Yu:

"Second sister? You ask her if she thinks she deserves the title? She is a white-eyed wolf, she doesn't know what to do, she killed our mother for a wild man, and caused the eldest sister to fall into the water, and she hasn't woken up until now. ”

"Xiaobin, Xiaoyu!"

Ye Xia's throat was a little dry, and her voice was obviously a little hoarse, she turned her gaze to Ye Bin: "Don't talk about your second sister like that, my mother's death and my falling into the water are both accidents, and they have nothing to do with your second sister." ”

Hearing Ye Xia's voice, the three people in the courtyard were stunned, and after a while, Ye Bin and Ye Yu turned their heads to look at the door of the hall, making sure that they had heard it correctly, they had not read it wrong, and the two brothers instantly turned red: "Eldest sister...... Sister, are you awake?! ”

Ye Xia smiled and nodded: "Well, the eldest sister is fine." ”

Ye Bin wiped the corners of his eyes and said in a dumb voice, "It's good that the eldest sister is awake." ”

Ye Yu ran directly to Ye Xia, hugged Ye Xia's waist and cried out loud: "Sister! Eldest sister, you finally woke up, I'm so afraid that my eldest sister won't wake up, I'm afraid that my eldest sister will be gone like my mother, eldest sister, woo woo ......"

Rubbing the back of the child's head, and patting the child's back, Ye Xia comforted softly: "It's okay, the eldest sister is fine, don't be afraid, there is the eldest sister here, you can all rest assured, the eldest sister will take care of you." ”

Ye Hong wanted to go to see the eldest sister, but she didn't dare, she tilted her head, still looking at the distant sky, and let tears welled up in her eyes and rolled down her face.

She didn't want to do that, she didn't want to be angry with her mother, causing the eldest sister to fall into the river in a trance...... But my mother was still so angry because of her words that she suddenly suffered a cerebral hemorrhage, and the eldest sister was grief-stricken because of her mother's death.

She was in a trance and almost drowned, she didn't know how she could say such a sentence at that time, and she was so angry that her mother fainted to the ground...... She was a sinner, a sinner in this family, and her mother was killed by her......

She knows that Dad is a knowledgeable youth, and she also knows that Dad doesn't want their family, the eldest sister was six years old that year, and she was five years old, not only did the eldest sister remember what happened that year, she ...... She actually has an impression, even if ten years have passed, she still vaguely remembers the day her father left home.

But...... But liking Ning Zhiqing is not something she can control, at a glance, on the day Ning Zhiqing came to the village to cut the queue, just one glance, she fell in love with Ning Zhiqing and wanted to talk to Ning Zhiqing about friends.

Knowing that this is not right, after all, she is still studying, she is young, and more and more educated youths come to their village to cut in line, so my mother told them four sisters and brothers, don't get close to the educated youth, don't go to the side of the educated youth,

Outcome...... As a result, she just glanced at it from a distance, forgot her mother's advice, turned her elbow outward, stole the eggs at home and forced them to Ning Zhiqing again and again, and secretly ran to Zhiqing.

After the educated youths went to work, they took Ning Zhiqing's clothes to the river to wash, dried them, and put the neatly folded clothes back on Ning Zhiqing's bunk while no one was paying attention.