There were fine beads of sweat on his forehead, and the temperature around him seemed to have risen to the scorching summer again, which really woke people up. Tian Lili woke up from a dream, his chest was stuffy, and his whole head seemed to be shrouded in some bad feeling, which was breathless. It's really painful, Tian Lili was woken up by this painful feeling.

Just now in a dream, I dreamed that I was excluded by everyone. Tian Lili touched her face with her hand, and she really wanted to cry! In her mind, she kept asking herself: Why me? Why my parents and younger brother were speculated, and why did our family bear the name of traitor?

She asked herself this question too many times. Rao is now, everyone feels that they have been wronged, their family is innocent, and they have treated her very peacefully again...... She couldn't erase the painful feeling.

This feeling of being coldly spoken and white-eyed was deeply imprinted in her young heart. Let her always have a particularly bitter place in her heart, a particularly bitter place. She didn't dare to think about it.

During the day, she can still deceive herself, and when she sleeps, Tian Lili can't help but dream about it, and she will think of the pictures she has encountered. Occasionally, when she relaxes, bad thoughts run into her head and make her unable to breathe.

After arriving in Qixia Mountain for so long, I always felt that this was not my home. From the fellow Spirit Clan, there is no sense of belonging. I don't know why, she just can't fit into this collective. It was as if everyone wanted to laugh at her and exclude her.

Since she was a child, her father and mother have told her that the Spirit Race is the cleanest group of people in the world. They are all members of the spirit race.

When Tian Lili was a child, he was proud and proud because he was a member of the Spirit Clan. Father Tian He is the lord of the Medical Spirit Clan, and his mother Nishang is the princess of the Dream Spirit Clan. At the beginning, the beautiful event of her mother marrying from the Dream Spirit Clan to the Medical Spirit Clan was also passed down as a good story by everyone in the Spirit Clan...... These honors, these glorious histories, are recorded in their families. Tian Lili still rubs it from time to time, when his parents got married, those glamorous jewelry heads, and tributes of various ethnic groups.

She also often reverie that when she grows up, she will become the glory of the clan. She had also fantasized that she would receive the blessings of the Spirit Clan and have a beautiful and grand wedding. Maybe every girl will have such a bright and moving ceremony in her heart.

But later, Tian Lili didn't dare to think about it, she shattered her dream and asked herself not to think about it anymore...... She didn't dare to have any more unrealistic illusions. He no longer fantasizes about his marriage, nor does he dare to expect to be blessed by the people of the Spirit Clan. Even his favorite companion didn't dare to have any extravagant expectations. Tian Lili feels that the warmth between people is a luxury, and at the most critical moment, you may only receive a cold knife, not a strong support.

Those good trusts are things that don't exist. Even family members may not be able to give you strength and support in the first place. Tian Lili felt that he was the loneliest.

Is the trust between the clansmen so fragile? As soon as they heard that their family had been arrested, they disappeared along with Qu Bing of the Geling clan...... Everyone rumored that her parents and younger brother were traitors to the Spirit Clan. Openly and secretly, she didn't know how many white eyes she had suffered.

Tian Lili was surrounded by the love of his parents from the moment he was born. Later, her younger brother Tian Zhengzheng was born, and her parents spoiled her sister and brother as treasures in their palms. The fly in the ointment is that his younger brother Tian Zhengzheng has congenital heart failure, and his parents are very worried, afraid that their son Tian Zhengzheng will die early and die short because of this matter, so they took Tian Zhengzheng everywhere to ask for good medicine.

Gradually, all the attention of his parents shifted to his younger brother Tian Zhengzheng. I don't care about the big and small affairs of the clan. In the eyes of his parents, the most important thing is to spend all his efforts to cure his younger brother Tian Zhengzheng's heart failure.

They are the leaders of the medical spirit clan, and they are the best doctors, if even their family can't cure their son, who else can hope in this world? But who knows, if you ask for left and right, you can't save your son. They can cure any incurable disease, why can't they save their son!

Tian He and Ni Shang are both white-headed because of this. Tian Lili has learned to be strong since he was a child and has taken on the burden of the clan.

His parents took Tian Zhengzheng out on a medical tour, and Tian Lili was in the territory, studying medical skills. She is young and has few things on her mind, which is conducive to the study of medicine. The affairs of the medical spirit clan are not as complicated as those of other tribes, so Tian Lili is not tired of miscellaneous matters, and housekeeping is a matter of piggybacking, but he has finished reading all the medical books hidden in the clan, and now, there are few books, which Tian Lili has not read. In this way, a few years of indisputable life passed.

Who knows, when I heard the news of my parents again, it was already time for my parents and younger brother to disappear. The news of the Spirit Clan has always been very well-informed, and it soon became known to the whole clan. The entire tribe of the Yiling clan was snubbed and excluded by the compatriots of the side branches. For a while, Tian Lili's situation became very passive. She's just a little princess of the Healing Spirit Clan, and she doesn't understand those adult things. Tian Lili is only a fourteen-year-old child.

Didn't their parents say that the Spirit Clan was the cleanest group of people in the world? How could such a beautiful group of people doubt their compatriots? Tian Lili did not feel any care or warmth, only cold eyes and doubts.

She wasn't sure...... Parents and younger brothers have been out for a long time, and there is no news about their parents and younger brothers. Tian Lili didn't know the truth of the matter, and she didn't know what to do, and no one told her what to do. In this time of crisis, she thought of Qu Liu, her childhood friend. But even Quliu was alienated from her...... This completely made all the confidence in her heart disappear.

When a person is young, playmates are important.

Not to mention that her parents and younger brother are not around, even her closest playmates cannot give understanding and support, and they even take the initiative to distance themselves from her. ...... During this period of time, Tian Lili felt what "loneliness" and "helplessness" were.

It was also during this time that she often had nightmares. Those nightmares haunted her all the time. She herself didn't know how to save herself. Medical books couldn't save her. Tian Lili laughed at himself: Even the duty of the medical spirit clan, she didn't do a good job!

All the people of the Spirit Clan in Qixia Mountain have gone to Fenghua City one after another recently. They each have their own actions, and they don't communicate with each other. The people of the Spirit Race are all used to being independent, so there is nothing strange about it.

Tian Lili has been wandering around Qixia Mountain these days. Taking advantage of the fact that there are few familiar faces in this mountain, Tian Lili can also look at the scenery, relax and relax, but it is embarrassing to meet.

Before Feng Xiaolan left, He Tian Lili had confessed. The two sisters and brothers went to Fenghua City to do some things, so that she could live in her own room, and all the items were ready-made, so that she could use them at will, without restraint, just like her own home.

Tian Lili was here with Feng Xiaolan, and finally found a trace of warmth. There's always a sweet smell in this room, and I don't know what it is. Those medical books don't say what the fragrance is. Tian Lili thought: It seems that medical books don't understand everything. Don't trust it all.

Chapter 85: Tian Lili, who had no choice but to study on his own, finished it