Chapter 309: You Should Have Killed Me When You Were Born
Back in the bar, Feng Chenyu sat on the sofa with a glorious face, looking very good, Da Niu scratched his head and asked strangely: "Little brother, have you picked up the money?"
Da Niu was very strange about his transformation, after all, when he went out just now, the bloodshot in his eyes was about to come out, but now he has become glorious and very happy, this change of mood must be too fast.
"Haha!!" Feng Chenyu shook his hair stinky and said with a smile: "How can mortals understand what the deity thinks in his heart, drink your strawberry milk!!"
Don't look at the big cow outside, it is very strong, but it has the childlike innocence of a child, everyone is drinking beer, even Feng Chenyu is no exception, but only the big cow asked for a glass of milk, which is still strawberry flavored, so everyone laughed for a long time.
The room was still noisy, and the migrant workers were really about to turn the whole room over, crying and howling, so the manager came over several times, but it was still the case, because the humans couldn't stop them.
Da Niu and Feng Chenyu are really not suitable for this environment, in other words, they like to be quiet, sit there and have a cup of coffee and chat, so in the end, they really can't bear it, so they plan to leave early.
Although they verbally told the foreman to leave first, as soon as they went out, they found a small roadside noodle restaurant, sat inside, and asked for a bowl of ramen, intending to eat.
Our demon king's personality is still very funny, but Da Niu is very quiet, no matter how Feng Chenyu chats or tells him jokes, Da Niu smiles, and does not refute or argue, just listen quietly, like a little girl.
"I'll go!!" Feng Chenyu covered his forehead and said to him with a sad face: "Can you give me a move, you will only nod your head when I say anything, or you will not say anything else?"
"Oh!" Da Niu honestly proved that he could say something else, and then continued to eat noodles, no longer silent, making the corners of Feng Chenyu's mouth twitch, always trying to find something to talk to him, but he couldn't find it.
"That's right, big cow!!" Feng Chenyu took a sip of salty and spicy noodle soup and said with a smile: "Who are you in your family?"
It seemed to be a very ordinary greeting, but the big bull's expression suddenly darkened, and when he saw this, Feng Chenyu hurriedly said: "I'm sorry, I don't know the situation at your house, don't care!!"
Da Niu's eyes flashed with dead ashes, making Feng Chenyu mistakenly think that there was no one in his family at all, and his asking this was undoubtedly poking at someone's sore spot.
"Alas!!Little brother, I'm fine!!" Da Niu touched his bald head and smiled reluctantly: "You don't have to apologize, I'm not as fragile as you think, my father died when I was a child, and now I'm a little vague about what he looks like, and my mother also died a few years ago, and there is a fourteen-year-old sister left in the family!!"
"That's not right!!" Feng Chenyu frowned and asked strangely: "You said you can't remember what your father looked like when he was a child, this must be at least about five or six years old, since your father is dead, how did your sister come here?"
Da Niu looks like he has to be at least twenty-five years old, he and his sister are nearly ten years old, if his father died when he was ten years old, it will definitely not be so blurry that he can't remember what it looks like, so he died when he was five or six years old, Da Niu's father died, but the question is, his father died when he was five or six years old, and he and his sister are more than ten years apart, so where did his sister come from?
Feng Chenyu didn't speak, looking at him quietly, Da Niu frowned, and sighed: "I and my sister are half-siblings, he is not my own sister!!"
As soon as these words came out, Feng Chenyu slightly understood why he was frowning, maybe he didn't have a good relationship with his half-sister.
However, he was obviously wrong, he shook his head and said: "My sister has a good relationship with me, I carried him to school every day when I was very young, it can be said that he is my only relative, but he, like me, does not like my stepfather, and it can also be said that he is his biological father, because my mother died because of him!!"
Feng Chenyu was silent, he didn't say anything, just patted him on the shoulder silently, and laughed self-deprecatingly: "Don't be angry, compared to me, at least you have a sister, I haven't seen my relatives since I was conscious, and I don't even know who my parents are." ”
"Little brother, don't comfort me!!" Da Niu smiled and said softly: "How can someone not even know about his parents? Even if he is an orphan, he must at least have a relative, otherwise how can you grow so big!!"
The relatives in the mouth of the big cow do not refer to those relatives who are related by blood, but those who take care of him and adopt him, this world is about to break out in war, and a lot of darkness that is usually under the light is slowly revealed, although this society is more ruthless and cold than you imagined, but it is not absolutely cold-blooded.
At least if you put a baby on the ground, someone will take it to the police station or take it home for adoption the next day, in short, there will never be that kind of situation that ignores you, otherwise humans are not even as good as animals.
Under the dim light, Feng Chenyu sighed heavily, and said to himself: "Actually, many things seem to be very bizarre to say, I am just like you said, there is no so-called family and relatives, but if it were because they had died a long time ago, I wouldn't confide in you, but what I can't bear the most is..."
Speaking of this, Feng Chenyu's originally smiling face gradually froze, his face was also black and scary, thinking that he was placed under the stairs of the Great Compassion Temple that day, and thinking that his memory was really wiped clean, he gritted his teeth and said: "I was abandoned by others, my parents are beasts, if you can't raise me, you should strangle me on the day I was born, instead of raising me to be fifteen years old, and suddenly throw me away!!"
Although he has never seen his parents, Feng Chenyu hates them very much, hates them, he has cursed them more than once in his heart, if you want to abandon yourself and throw yourself away, you should do it to me when you are just born or even before you are born, instead of raising me so big and suddenly throwing me away, the most ironic thing is that in order to be afraid that you will run back, they also specially erase your memory, how desperate are they!!
Feng Chenyu's eyes were shining with fierce light, his fingertips were already pinched white, and he wanted to curse them something, but he didn't know what to say, not because he didn't want to scold him, but because he didn't know who to vent his grievances to, because he didn't know who they were?
"Da Niu, you should understand that although your experience is miserable, at least you have a sister, so you are happy, I think if you were me, you would not be able to bear to commit suicide now!!"
Da Niu was silent, looking at Feng Chenyu's excited appearance, he tried to empathize, but found that if he was in his situation, he really couldn't help but commit suicide immediately.
"Little brother, I want to ask you!!" Da Niu looked at his eyes quietly and said softly: "How did you endure yourself from committing suicide?
"Suicide? that's a coward's behavior!!" Feng Chenyu's eyes flashed with determination, and he said: "It is precisely because I have experienced pain that many people can't imagine that I know that as long as I persist until the end, I can truly experience the happiness I dream of, and I firmly believe that one day I will find the answer to whether I was born in this world right or wrong!!"
The heavy answer made Da Niu understand, he thought that his fate was very tragic, because his father and mother were dead, but compared to the emaciated man in front of him, he found that his painful experience was not worth mentioning at all, you said that your father died early, and people have never experienced the taste of having a father, you said that your family is ruined, but people have never had a so-called family at all.
The fate of these tragedies is placed on people, it is really hard to imagine how he persevered, and it turned out that he really persevered, as Feng Chenyu said, suicide is a coward's behavior, escaping reality is a coward's behavior, and there are only two reasons that can really make him hold on.
It was he who once told Gao Zilan, what I wanted most was a family that anyone had, and I had been following all my life to prove whether I should be born in the world!!
What a heavy answer, what a painful blow, people want a house, want a luxury car, want a beautiful woman, and he wants a family that everyone has, and an answer that he has never thought about, am I really good when I was born?
The two of them sat there, and after a long time, they stopped continuing the topic, and chatted a little more relaxed, so that Feng Chenyu would feel better even if he was a big cow.
Suddenly, just as the two were eating noodles, in the afterglow of the perspective, Feng Chenyu saw a bar not far away, and a woman walked out of it shaking her head.
His steps were very disordered, as if he would fall at any moment, and he looked like he was drunk, but he did not have the flush of his face when he was drunk, because his eyes were still clear.
This woman is cloaked, and she can't see what she looks like, but her figure is still good, at least she has a little bit of posture, and when she sees this, Feng Chenyu is not surprised.
"Da Niu, look!!" Feng Chenyu coldly pointed to the girl not far away, and said expressionlessly: "This is the end of drug abuse, seeing that he is not very old, he actually deserves to be degenerate!!"
When he said this, Feng Chenyu was very decisive, because he knew that this girl was willing to fall, if you were persecuted, I would protect you, but if you were willing to fall, I'm sorry, it has nothing to do with me!!
Although Feng Chenyu was very kind, in order to save those who had gone astray and were persecuted, he resolutely stepped into the path of the Lord of the Night with no turning back.
He understands that the purpose of what he is doing is to make these ordinary people not be bullied by scum scoundrels, and will not let the young and ignorant children be destroyed by drug dealers, this is his essence, and for those who are willing to fall, I'm sorry, my sympathy is not so overflowing, let me die far away!!
As for how he could see that this woman was willing to degenerate, she was very simple and dressed up with bells and whistles, dressed very unrestrainedly, sprayed perfume and dyed her hair, if she was forced to take drugs, at least she would wear it cleanly, and this woman knew at a glance that she had come here more than a few times.
Following Feng Chenyu's hand, Da Niu looked at the woman curiously, and at this moment, the woman suddenly sat on the ground with a plop, it seemed that she should have taken too many drugs, and she began to hallucinate.
Da Niu didn't think about it, so he stood up and prepared to go over to help her, but he was caught by Feng Chenyu expressionlessly.
"Don't go over!!" Feng Chenyu said expressionlessly: "This is what he deserves, he should have known that he would end up with this when he took drugs!!!
"But but!!" said the big cow nervously, "Even so, what should I do if I throw him here? It's very dangerous!!"
"Hmph!!" Feng Chenyu snorted coldly, and said decisively: "That has nothing to do with us, I said that he deserves it, if he is persecuted, I am willing to help him, but if he is willing to fall, is it necessary for you?"
When Da Niu heard this, he had no choice but to sit down, but at this time, there were several ill-intentioned men behind them who slowly began to approach the woman.
PS: Uncle Se declares again, I don't know if you read my book for the first time or don't know how much you read and then read my book, I have to understand that your works will really affect the reader's life, many authors when they write, adding something will cause the subconscious for a long time, and it seriously involves whether the law is true or not, let me tell you, drug use is absolutely harmful, don't get involved!! And these things in it, although most of them are fictional, but they try to be as tactful as possible to fit reality, so don't think I'm exaggerating!!