"Do you know him?" asked Mu Ai.

Su Ai nodded, "Well, he was a very famous pianist back then, if he hadn't died in a car accident back then, then maybe there would be a place for him in the world music scene now." And...... He is also the father of Si Jianyu. ”

"Didn't you always want to know about my family? Then I tell you now, my mother and my aunt fell in love with him almost at the same time, but in the end, he chose my aunt, and my mother ended up marrying my father. Mu Ang squatted down and raised his chin slightly to look at Su Ai.

Su Ai swallowed the saliva that suddenly secreted in her throat, knowing that what Mu Ang was saying to her now was a taboo for a long time, something that she had never let her understand.

However, now he is willing to say to her and is willing to sue her, so does this mean that he is opening his heart to her little by little?

"But even if my mother married my father, the love in my heart was still Si Chengyu, when I was young, my mother didn't care about me, and even she was far better to Si Jianyu than to me. And after Si Chengyu died, his mother also went crazy. Mu Ang said, his voice suddenly paused, and his eyes seemed to be caught in some kind of memory of the past, "Didn't you ask me what happened to those injuries on my body?"

Su Ai nodded stunned, only to hear Mu Ang say, "It was my mother who injured her during the time she was crazy, she was crazy, so she didn't know that she hurt me at all, or, even if she knew, she didn't want to change." ”

Su Ai was agitated and looked at Mu Ang with wide eyes. Those wounds on his body...... Those injuries, although they don't seem to be too strict, but there are a lot of them, how many times has a child been injured by his biological mother?!

Think about when she was a child, even if she was naughty and caused trouble, her parents often only gave a few words, and only when her parents were very angry, they would hit her a few times, naturally, if she howled louder and shed more tears and snot, then her parents would generally stop.

And the parents actually have a serious attack, at least in Su Ai's impression, she was beaten by her parents and never had blood.

But the scars that still remain on Mu Ang's body are all bleeding, and they will only be left when the skin is broken, not to mention that there may be many wounds that do not leave scars.

"Didn't you go and sue your father, so that he could stop your mother from doing it. Su Ai asked.

A wry smile overflowed from the corner of Mu Ang's lips, "In my father's eyes, I am just a child with his and my mother's blood, but that's all. ”

She froze, vaguely guessing what he might say next.

But when I really heard him say, "So, my father won't stop my mother, for him, as long as my mother wants to do something, he won't stop it." ”

Su Ai's heart ached suddenly.

For her, he has always been the pride of the sky, cold and noble, she only feels that he can ask for whatever he wants, even if he is not smooth in love, but in addition, it is much more than ordinary people like them have.

But now, she knew that she was much happier than him. What is the feeling of a child when he is injured by his mother and wants to ask his father for help, but there is no way to ask for help?

At that time, he was very helpless, was he very sad, and how sad was he!

If she had known him at that time, if she had known that he had been injured like this at that time, she might have comforted him, she might have been able to stand in front of him, she might have helped him with all kinds of ideas, but she would never have let his injuries continue to increase year after year.

Her fingers ran through her shirt, caressing the wounded parts of his memory that she remembered.

She remembered every inch of his body very clearly, and naturally knew very well what injuries were on what part of his body, "So you have been bearing it like this?"

"For me, this kind of injury has gradually become a habit. The corners of his lips lifted slightly, revealing a hint of mockery, "But that's it." ”

She was silent, and the more he didn't care like this, the more her heart hurt!

She would wonder if he was numb by now because he was in too much pain?!

"My mother liked this song very much. He said abruptly.

She paused for a moment, and after a while, she realized that what he was referring to was the piano piece played by Si Chengyu playing on the computer at the moment.

"After my mother went crazy, she asked me to play this piece over and over again, I didn't know why my mother loved this piece before, until one day, I accidentally turned to this disc here, saw Si Chengyu's performance, and I understood why my mother liked this piece so much. ”

He once deliberately imitated Si Chengyu's performance, if his performance, the more like Si Chengyu, then his mother will be quieter, quieter, with a smile on the corner of her lips, quietly listening to his performance.

"But no matter how much I play the music that Si Chengyu played, my mother's love doesn't have too many ups and downs, maybe for her, I'm just a dispensable son, and today, when Si Jianyu played this song, she cried. Mu Ang said in a low voice, burying his face in Su Ai's arms. I don't want her to see his expression at the moment, he must be full of jealousy and unwillingness, "My mother has never hugged me and cried, but today, she is holding her cousin and crying constantly." ”

From Su Ai's angle at this moment, he could only see the top of Mu Ang's head. Like a child, he buried his face in her belly and hugged her tightly.

Or maybe he had been longing to hold his mother like this. Su Ai's heart was throbbing for a while, and her eyes were already slightly red unconsciously.

Or, coldness is just his protective color, protecting his fragility at the moment.

And she is willing to let him rely on him, and wants to work hard to protect him.

"Aang. She said softly, her fingers gently stroking his hair, "Even if your mother loves Si Chengyu very much, even if your father loves your mother very much, even if they all ignore you, you must cherish yourself, because there are still people who love you very much and hope that you can cherish yourself." ”

His hands hugged her tighter, "Really?"

"Yes, just like me, because I love you, I hope you can cherish yourself. She said.

That night, Su Ai did not go home, but went to his villa with Mu Ang. As if he desperately needed her, he kept kissing her, squeezing into her body, asking for her again and again.

She was so tired that she almost felt sore when she moved, but she didn't want to close her eyes right away. So, as he carried her into the bathroom to wash her body, she raised her hand with some effort and gently stroked the tiny scars on his body.

"Didn't it hurt at the beginning?" she couldn't help asking, but after the words came out, she suddenly felt that maybe she shouldn't have asked again, it just aroused his sadness.

"It's fine. He said lightly. At first, he didn't know why his mother had to hurt him, and he didn't know why his father just watched him bleed, but he didn't hold the child in his arms when the child was injured, like the father of other children.

All he got was a doctor's or a servant's bandage.

It wasn't until later, as he grew older, that he gradually learned why.

"Okay, it doesn't hurt, it doesn't hurt! it won't hurt anymore!" she muttered to herself as she touched her fingertips gently.

He looked at her with some apprehension.

His gaze made her a little embarrassed.

"Sorry, I forgot...... You're not a kid anymore. Su Ai's face was shy. Even though the two have done the most intimate things, this kind of shy expression often appears on her face.

At that moment just now, she was treating him like a child, and she was still treating a child who was afraid of pain. But God knows, he didn't say anything about pain in front of her!

Just as Su Ai was about to withdraw her hand, Mu Ang's hand suddenly grabbed her hand and put her hand back to his chest.

She knew that what she had just said was something he wanted to hear when he was a child.

At that time, he thought that someone would say such a thing to him, sue him, it doesn't hurt anymore, and it won't hurt anymore in the future.

"Ahh Mu Ang looked at the woman in front of him steadily, her body was full of blue and red traces after love, and her face, in a piece of water vapor, was flushed with a hint of redness, revealing a kind of moist sweetness.

He had always known that she was not a beautiful woman, and she had nothing to do with being smart and clever, and she had no scheming at all. But she made him feel very down-to-earth.

He didn't have to guess what she would calculate, he knew that what she said was what she thought.

Compared to the women whose thoughts managed to get his attention, she seemed very real, and he, staying by her side, only felt very comfortable at first, but gradually, he found that she became more and more beautiful in his eyes, and he became more and more inseparable from her.

"I think I'm probably really in love with you!" he said, leaning over to her red and swollen lips from his kiss in the midst of her shocked eyes.

Once, he thought that it would be difficult for him to fall in love with someone again. Because he doesn't know who he will fall in love with again after loving Cancan, after waiting for someone for so many years.

But it turns out that falling in love with her can be so simple, it doesn't need to be thrilling, but you can rely on each other.