102. [102] Tears and kisses

Guan Cancan had never seen such a Si Jianyu, his face was dusty, panting slightly, his hair was a little messy because of running, in her impression, he seemed to be forever meticulous, always elegant, not as obvious as now, with such obvious anxiety.

He said, Wait for him!

And now, in such a short time, she waited for him!

The tears that had been suppressed in her eyes poured out like this, and her tears ran down her cheeks.

Her tears stunned him, and he knew that she rarely cried.

"What's going on?" he stepped forward and grabbed her face, his fingertips touching the tears on her face, hot and hot.

She shook her head and choked up, trying to stop her tears, but the tears fell even harder.

His brows frowned slightly, his eyes looked around at the people around him, and the sharp light in his eyes made those staff shudder, wishing they could hide as far as they could at the moment.

This woman is crying, but it's none of their business at all!

Guan Cancan suddenly wowed and buried his head in Si Jianyu's arms.

So, not only those staff members were stunned, but Si Jianyu was also stunned, and only looked down at the slender body in his arms.

Her face was pressed against his chest, her hands tugging at the placket of his chest, and from his angle, he could see her shoulders twitching and his chest gradually wetting......

The staff present only saw the woman leaning on the man's arms, crying non-stop, and this handsome man who was like an idol star, but a touch of confusion flashed on his face, and after a while, the man carefully stroked the woman's hair and coaxed like a child, "Good, don't cry, don't cry...... No matter what happens, I'll help you out, you don't have to think about anything, you don't have to worry about it......"

The man looked at the woman with a very gentle gaze, and in this gaze, there was still half a cruelty in looking at the people around him just now.

It turns out that the gentleness of a qiē is just for one person.

Si Jian Yu never knew that her tears would make him so uneasy. Although she rarely cried, it was not like he had not seen her tears before. But this strong sense of uneasiness and helplessness is the first time it has appeared.

His chest was like being pressed by a boulder, and he was a little out of breath, and the wetness was constantly seeping through his clothes, soaking and stinging his heart, and he would even want to use up all his qiē, as long as she could not cry.

Guan Cancan was still crying, and the tears couldn't be stopped at all.

Suddenly, Si Miyu bent down and hugged the crying man horizontally. The people around him exclaimed, and Guan Cancan's crying finally stopped suddenly, and a pair of wet black eyes stared at him through the mist.

He carried her out of the piano room and into the car he parked outside.

Putting her in the back seat, he didn't drive immediately, but sat beside her, quietly looking at her, his fingers brushing her eyes, "Sue me, how can you stop crying?"

She blinked, tears dripping from her sockets on his fingers.

His brow furrowed slightly, staring at his fingers, the slender fingers, trembling slightly.

A self-deprecating smile appeared at the corner of his lips, and his fingers were trembling, just because of her tears! Once upon a time, he would tremble from a woman's tears.

But this tremor was becoming more and more obvious, and even if he tried his best to contain it, it was to no avail. He pursed his lips and withdrew his fingers, hanging them at his side.

Only he knew the chou-movements, but she didn't know it.

Guan Cancan sniffled, she didn't expect that she would cry in front of him like this. Maybe it was because she saw him come in such a hurry, maybe it was for the sentence "wait for me", or maybe it was because after knowing her father's true thoughts about her birth, the complicated feelings she had been squeezing for her father all exploded at once.

Only now did she calm down and come back to her senses, "I'm fine." She looked at his chest apologetically, and the tears and snot she had just seen ruined his suit.

"Why are you crying?" he asked, the trembling of his fingers subsided, and he pulled a few tissues to wipe away her tears.

"I ...... I'll do it myself. She tried to take the tissue from his hand, but his hand avoided it slightly.

"I want to rub it for you. He said that only he knew how difficult this wiping was for him. restrained the trembling of his fingertips, just because he didn't want her to know that she could already influence him deeply.

But he was reluctant to wipe this wipe, he wanted to wipe her tears in person, wanted to make her face without any tear stains, and wanted to complete this qiē himself.

Extremely contradictory!

Guan Cancan watched Si Jianyu wipe the tears on her face little by little, and said softly, "When I went home just now, I saw Guan Chengyuan at the door of the house, and heard some of the words he said to his mother, and it wasn't until just now that I didn't know that my birth was just an accident for him, and he even hoped that I had never existed." Her voice was hoarse after crying.

She actually didn't say it, but she didn't know why, but she still said it to him.

His heart ached suddenly, if she didn't have zài, then what would he do? He wouldn't meet her, he wouldn't fall in love with her voice, he wouldn't hold her every night, listen to her voice, and fall asleep......

"But I want you to save zài. He said.

She blinked her eyelashes...... The mother said that she wanted her to save because her mother loved her, so what about him......

"Is it because of my voice?" she muttered.

Be...... But it's not just the voice, there's something else, "Because you're the only thing I've wanted for so many years." "Since he was a child, it was easy for him to get anything, so that he didn't particularly want anything, until she appeared," Maybe at first, it was because of your voice, but later, unconsciously, I wanted more, I wanted you to care about me, I wanted you to think about me more, I wanted you to kiss me more actively, hug me, Cancan, you sue me, what do you want?"

She wondered if she, as a bystander, was another friend who came to her and told her that a man felt this way about a woman, then she would think that maybe the man was in love with the woman.

But...... Does Mi Mi like her?!

Guan Cancan was not sure, maybe she couldn't imagine who such a man would really like, especially who was this "who" or herself.

"I ...... I don't know. She felt herself swallowing saliva from her throat, and said with some difficulty.

"Really?" he said, his eyes narrowed, but he didn't ask.

Her eyes slowly turned to the car window, looking at the piano shop from afar, "When I was a child, I liked it very much, and every time I went home and passed by this piano shop, I would look through the glass and look at the piano inside. ”

She said, turned her head to look at him again, and raised her hands, "You know what? Actually, I am a little like you when I was a child, we both spent time playing the piano, we both have a father who plays the piano, but unlike you, at that time I wanted to play the piano very much, not because I liked or was interested in anything, but I wanted to be closer to my father, I wanted him to pay attention to me, I wanted him to praise me. When my father was away, I would sneak to my father's piano room to practice, and I practiced until my fingers were swollen and I was still playing. ”

Suddenly, she laughed to herself, "But later, after my parents divorced, I rarely played the piano anymore, and when I was admitted to the conservatory, when I picked it up again, it was already deserted." I don't have the kind of talent you have, so the piano is just so-so. ”

His gaze turned to her ten jade fingers, leaned down, and suddenly kissed her fingertips.

Her fingers trembled, and she felt his hand firmly holding hers, and the warm lips kissed each of her fingers.

"Does it still hurt?" he muttered softly.

Her body shook suddenly, and he was kissing her fingertips now, but as if he was comforting her fifteen years ago, the little girl whose fingers were swollen and painful in order to please her father.

The previous sadness, the grievance, and the discomfort all faded away little by little in this kiss.

"It doesn't hurt anymore. She shook her head and smiled at him.

His lips moved from her fingertips to hers, "I haven't been in the same mood as you, so there are some things that I can't understand, but if you have any grievances, then sue me, and I will listen." ”

And...... His eyelashes twitched slightly, obscuring the cold light in his eyes. What he didn't say was that he wouldn't let her suffer this grievance in vain!

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After Guan Cancan cried a lot, he was a little tired and fell asleep in the car in a daze.

Si Jianyu glanced at her sleeping face, took off the jacket of his suit, covered her body, and then made a phone call to Secretary Jiang.

"I want a detailed dossier of Guan Chengyuan, including all the information about his current wife and daughter. Tsushimami commanded, and after putting away the phone, his fingers gently slid over her cheek again, and her eyes, even when closed, could be seen to be badly swollen.

"Why are you so sad?" he muttered, "actually...... Even if you want to completely destroy Guan Chengyuan, it's just a matter of you opening up to me. ”

He bent down, his lips close to her ear, as if whispering, "Cancan, one day in the future, will you be so sad for me?"

But she was asleep and didn't answer.