After today's update, several readers left the group after leaving a message.

I would have liked to pull them back and talk to them. In fact, if you have any questions, you can come into the group and ask me directly.

As long as you circle me, I will never treat it as if I can't see it. Taking advantage of this opportunity, in the past few days, and even in the past few years, some of the things I have been trying to tell you have simply said.

Also, I'm going to delete this chapter tomorrow, so I'll treat it as a one-day limited edition note.

Several people have come to me and said: You have betrayed the working class.

I'm not surprised by that.

Today is still Marx's birthday, which at least shows that everyone remembers him, which is a good thing, probably.

So, let's get down to business.

Without mentioning anything else, we won't say what the purpose of this so-called 515 was in the first place, whether it forgot about the opposition to free reading, or whether the contract was more important or whatever.

Let's just say this break.

I can only regret to say - what is this?

I don't say that the author has to provide for his family, or anything else, but only his views on this activity and a few questions.

Who initiated this campaign?

What is the purpose of organizing the activities? What are the requirements? In what ways should they be achieved? What kind of results should be achieved? What further measures should be taken if it is useless?

Who advocates, who presides, who is responsible, who talks to the starting point, who is the representative, who is the other authors, and everyone stands on the same front and struggles?

And how many books has this person written? What are the results?

Is it fucking someone who can represent the starting point author?

No.

There are no answers to all the questions, the.

I can't figure out anything, just two words, stop changing, you keep changing, you are the enemy.

As long as you renew, you are a thief, you have betrayed the working class, you are disgraced, you are defeated, you quit the group.

Seriously, this is really not even a red general, at least the red general has seen Mao Xuan and understands the revolution...... Without the right and implementable programmes and preparations, or even without a programme, a movement is bound to fail.

It's not even a riot, it's just a riot.

Where did this come from?

When I first said, "It's against free,Okay,I'm against it.,I was the first to scold people in the book.,I even sent it directly to the editor.,I told him I wanted to write like that.。

Even the content of this chapter has not been changed until now, and it is just put there, you can all see it.

Then, I also questioned the other party whether he wanted to do it for free, and what he wanted to do. In addition, in the quiet readership, he openly expressed his dissatisfaction with the current contract to the editors of the group.

Now, everyone says that they want to change the contract, and they can change it!

Then, how do you change it?

Who's going to tell me?

Who the is going to tell me a way that is feasible, legitimate, and doesn't kick someone who doesn't participate to death?

Who are your friends and who are your enemies?

Is it me?

Am I in front of the wheels of your revolution?

Why do I deserve to be crushed back and forth by the wheels?

Just because I updated?

Friends who are spitting on you, have you really read the three chapters of the philosopher? Am I not clear enough? Or is it already like this, and it's still not explicit enough?

Yes, yes, I can actually leave it unupdated.

I can also stand in solidarity, I can support. Making one less day of money is nothing to the vast majority of people.

I'm here, not talking about my mortgage, not about raising my family.

Just one thing I wanted to tell you before the silence was written.

I've always felt that respect between readers and authors is something that is hard to look for. It is not easy to respect and understand each other.

Not everyone can do it.

I originally thought that I didn't need to talk about it, but I could wait until a long, long, long time, when I got old, to tell it as a joke to you.

People are dignified, they don't want to be looked down upon, and if possible, they don't want to tell others about these things as something worth mentioning.

It's a shame.

But if you need a reason why I have to renew it, I can say it now.

- Four years ago, I was diagnosed with mandatory spondylitis.

If you don't know what this thing is, you can check it out, but I remember that there are patients like me among the readers.

An immune system disorder that can be inherited, runs in families, and has no cure.

This thing, like marriage, is a lifelong thing.

If anyone wants to make a real hammer, I have provided screenshots in the readership and Weibo.

It includes all purchase records and invoices and medical records of Shanghai Renji over the past four years.

To manage my condition, I now have to have regular biologics injections.

In the chronic phase, one injection in half a month, and in the acute phase, two injections a week.

A YISAIPU 25ML, 700 YUAN, NOT INCLUDED IN MEDICAL INSURANCE, SELF-PAYING.

In the early days, it was one thousand six a week. During the hottest time of summer and the coldest time of winter, I pointed out an average of about three or four thousand injections per month.

And predictably, it will be the case every year to come.

There was a post in the rigidity bar back then.,Bar friends took pictures of their replaced joints and sent a picture of the building.,I don't know if it's still there.。

If my condition deteriorates and I can't continue to be treated with biologics, I may one day be one of them. Even if the condition is well maintained, the future of mobility and wheelchair use at the age of 50 can be looked forward to.

Because of this, I still dare not have children, and I am not sure if my future children will suffer from this disease like me. I'm also not sure if there will be money to treat me and my child in the future.

Amber's comments when she talked about Maki's father were actually my own.

On the bright side, this thing at least gave me inspiration for the Land of Dusk.

It is uncomfortable to be hot in the sun during the day, and it continues to be uncomfortable when it is cold at night. It's the same for people whether it's melting or petrification, and then there's no mention of complications or anything like that.

Anyway, it won't die, it's just that life is better than death.

It wasn't a curse, it was a sickness, everything I experienced.

Every day when I open my eyes, I feel like I have been beaten, and when I sleep at night, I feel hot and uncomfortable, and my hands and feet are cold.

In the acute phase, inflammation of the eyes, joints and stomach and intestines is complicated. Can't eat, can't digest, can't pull, want to walk and digest, I'm sorry, your knees hurt, and the sound of walking sounds crisp and crisp?

I'm still a few years away from reaching my thirties, and when I reach middle age, I can do everything in order to get enough food and make money.

Not to mention in order to live like a normal person.

As long as I can write it, I will write it, no matter what time it is, and it has nothing to do with any activity or movement.

No one can stop me from making money.

As an online writer, I started writing at the age of nineteen, and now I am twenty-seven years old, I have been in the industry for eight years, and I can continue to write, write until I am thirty years old, and write until I am forty years old......

When I write about the age of fifty, will I still be able to hold on?

I have repeatedly told you in the group on Weibo that online writing is a manual job, which is no different from moving bricks in essence. When you are young, don't hurry up and make more money, you are old...... It's a pity that without a pension, you're dead.

I've seen this day since I was diagnosed four years ago.

Speaking of which, I feel like I'm out of people, and if anyone thinks I'm selling badly, then I'll be miserable.

Living in this world, it is already difficult to have dignity.

Why hurt each other?

Who else wants to ask me why I keep changing?

Now, if anyone still asks me.

Then I can only answer him: Grass your mother, you want me to die!

I won't participate in this kind of bullshit activity from the beginning, let alone a day, an hour, a minute, or a second! If you want me to pay for this kind of bullshit thing, let alone a one-day subscription, I won't pay a penny!

If someone thinks I'm a thief and I'm a traitor, that's fine.

Now I am your enemy.

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"Are you in tears for being widely criticized by your enemies?"

"Many, many times.

Every time I read someone say something bad about me, I start crying, I crawl on the floor, I scratch myself, I stop writing indefinitely.

I lost my appetite, I didn't smoke much, I went to exercise, I went for a walk on the beach, which was less than thirty meters from my house, and I asked the seagull, whose ancestors ate fish and fish ate Ulysses:

Why me, why, I didn't hurt you!"

- Bolaño