433. [433] Dialogue when awake
Falling out of love is really a sad word to think about!
But when that time comes, even if you are not prepared, you have to work hard to bear it.
Originally, there was no 100% success in love, and if you work hard, you can't get it in the end, and there is no need to complain about anything.
Su Ai thought about it, looking at the song of "Moonlight Love" that had been written most of the time in her hand, it was originally a cheerful song, but now, the more she wrote it later, the more sad she became.
The song is as if it reflects her state of mind at the moment. Originally, I thought that after writing this song, I could use it as a gift and play it for Mu Ang, but now, I don't know if there is such a chance.
Muang ...... Muang ...... Rise...... She silently read his name in her heart, and every time she read it, it seemed that her thoughts would be deeper.
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When Lu Xiaoxiao woke up, Mu Tianqi sat on the edge of the bed and guarded her. The handsome face is full of tiredness, and the chin is full of beard scum, which is completely different from the usual demeanor.
But his eyes, the moment he saw her eyes open, revealed a dazzling look.
It was as if she was waking up and bringing him life.
The doctor did some basic examinations on Lu Xiaoxiao, and after making sure that there was nothing serious, he withdrew from the room.
"You haven't eaten for almost a day, you're hungry, you like to eat mille-feuille crisp the most, I'll let you do it later." Mu Tianqi said softly, pulled up Lu Xiaoxiao's hands, and kissed the back of her hand, "Xiaoxiao, you have nothing to do, no matter where you want to go next time, tell me, okay?"
Lu Xiaoxiao didn't say anything, just stared at the person in front of him silently.
For her, everything in her mind at the moment seemed to be a blur, she remembered everything that had happened over the years, but it was as if someone else was controlling her body, as if her true consciousness had been drowsy and immersed in a dream.
As...... Had a long, long dream.
In her dreams, she can play with Chengyu every day, and she can fantasize about the man she loves with her whole soul, but he is actually still living in this world.
But after all, dreams are just dreams, and when they wake up, they become empty.
"I've been crazy for so many years, but I didn't expect you to be with me for so many years. This was the first thing Lu Xiaoxiao said to Mu Tianqi after he woke up.
It was also this sentence that made Mu Tianqi stunned, and looked at the person in front of him in a daze, "Xiao Xiao, you ......" There are few things that surprise Mu Tianqi, but at this moment, he can only use surprise to describe his expression, "You...... Sober?"
"Well, sober. Lu Xiaoxiao muttered, "I finally understand, it turns out that Chengyu is really no longer there." ”
"Xiao Xiao!" Mu Tianqi was suddenly a little afraid of the calm of the person in front of him at the moment, maybe she seemed to be crazy and obsessed with the obsession at that time, or she was crazy and shouted, it was better, she was so calm, talking about the fact that Si Chengyu died, which made him feel like he couldn't catch it.
It was as if she were sand, and although he could hold her in the palm of his hand for a while, no matter how tightly he held it, it would always slowly slip through his fingers.
"Don't say anything yet, get some rest, I'll let the kitchen cook what you like to eat now. As he spoke, he stood up suddenly, intending to leave the room first.
She raised her hand and grabbed his hand suddenly, "Mu Tianqi, have you ever regretted it?"
His body stiffened, his head bowed, and he stared at her steadily. Her hand had little strength, and with a slight movement of his hand, he could shake it off.
But...... But it made him feel so heavy, so heavy that he couldn't break free.
"No, I've never regretted it. He said in a deep voice, his tone so firm, "No matter what you look like, no matter what you think of me, I have never regretted it!"
"Even if I never loved you and kept using you as a stand-in?" she asked.
"yes, even so, I don't regret it. He said.
She suddenly smiled a little tiredly, "You're as stupid as I am, but I don't even have a chance to be a stand-in." You know, I used to maliciously hope that my sister would die so that I could stay by Chengyu's side, even if he used me as my sister's stand-in at that time. But as a result, God really did what I wanted, and let my sister die, but also took Chengyu away. ”
After a pause, there was an indescribable sadness in her eyes, "In this world, there is no more Si Chengyu." ”
Mu Tianqi squatted down on his knees, "Xiao Xiao, look at me more, there is no such person as Si Chengyu, but there is still me Mu Tianqi, I will guard you and protect you for the rest of your life." Fall in love with me so you don't have so much pain. ”
Her gaze looked at his face, and instead of responding to his words, she said, "I want to see Xiao Ang." ”
"Good. He took a deep breath, stood up again, and said, "I'll let him come to you now." ”
Mu Tianqi walked out of the room, but Lu Xiaoxiao was still sitting quietly on the bed, looking at the bright sunshine outside the window, not knowing what he was thinking.
"Your mother wants to see you, but don't say anything that will irritate your mother. Mu Tianqi said coldly to Mu Ang, "If your mother is stimulated again, then even if you are my son, I will not show any mercy to you." ”
Mu Ang replied lightly, and there was no change in his expression. For him, he has long been used to it. For the father, the mother is a qiē, and in addition to the mother, all other qiē can be discarded, including his son.
Mu Ang entered the room and walked straight to Lu Xiaoxiao.
My father has already explained just now, and my mother is sober, not as crazy as before.
Lu Xiaoxiao waved his hand and asked his son to sit down, and then stared at him for a moment, "Why don't you wear the jade earrings I gave you?"
"Because even if you wear it, it won't bless anything. Mu Ang replied lightly.
Lu Xiaoxiao raised his hand thoughtfully, and his fingers touched the studs on Mu Ang's earlobes, "The stone on this stud is a moonstone." ”
"Hmm. ”
"So, Xiaoang, do you have someone you love?" she asked.
Mu Ang was stunned, what he loved deeply has always been Cancan, there is no doubt about this. He can do not hesitate to fight against Si Jianyu for so many years for the sake of Cancan, and he can wait for her silently for five years for the sake of Cancan.
But why at this moment, when her mother asked this sentence, Su Ai's face appeared in her mind?
"Yes. He replied.
"Then does she love you?" Lu Xiaoxiao asked again.
"Not loved. "Cancan's love has never been herself.
Lu Xiaoxiao was silent, so, is her son the same fate as her and Mu Tianqi?" "Then this moonstone stud earring, did she give it to you?"
"It's not. Muang replied, "It was sent by another person." ”
"Another?"
"A woman I want to fall in love with. In his eyes, there was a rare trace of tenderness in the coldness.
Lu Xiaoxiao was slightly stunned, and his fingers lingered and caressed his son's face. It seems that after so many years, she has not seen her son's appearance well until now.
She and Mu Tianqi's children, their facial features are still more like Mu Tianqi, but the outline of their faces can vaguely see her shadow.
But maybe her son will be luckier than her and Mu Tianqi, "Xiao Ang, do you know? When you want to love someone, you may already be in love." Lu Xiaoxiao said.
She is a person from the past, and she can see the tenderness that flashed in the depths of her son's eyes when he mentioned another person.
Mu Ang was stunned, only to feel that the beating of his heart became fast in an instant, and the earlobes wearing moonstone stud earrings were very hot.
He...... Is it already starting to fall in love with Su Ai?
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Su Ai didn't expect that she would meet Zhu Ying at the place where she sent the music score to the picky star Lu Shuer.
But thinking about it again, it's not surprising, Zhu Ying's own work is also related to the music industry, and it is naturally not strange that she will meet that star.
Since Su Ai and Zhu Ying's boyfriend Hong Jianyuan got married in the class reunion, Zhu Ying was angered by Hong Jianyuan, and at the time of the school celebration, Zhu Ying was kicked by Mu Ang because she wanted to do something to Su Ai, and then someone took a photo, which was ridiculed on the Internet.
If everyone was envious and jealous that Su Ai had found a boyfriend like Mu Ang on the day of the school anniversary, then she was like a clown who jumped off the beam, and all she got was ridicule.
Even Hong Jianyuan scolded her directly at her for embarrassing him, and asked her not to look for him in the future, so as to save herself from being harmed by her.
Because of this, she hated Su Ai more and more in her heart, if it weren't for Su Ai, she wouldn't have ended up like this. She had a chance to marry into a wealthy family, and changed her life from then on.
But because of Su Ai, this opportunity was ruined.
And Su Ai is good, if she has a relationship with Mu Ang, she is more likely to marry into the Mu family in the future, thus changing her life!
In Zhu Ying's opinion, this is like a kind of irony.
"What, Su Ai, are you here to send Shu'er your rotten tooth-losing music score again?" Zhu Ying sneered at Su Ai, "Shu'er told me just now, your music is simply not singable, it seems that your ability to compose music has not improved much in the past few years." Compared to your good friend Guan Cancan, it's far behind! Hey, I said, if you don't have the ability, it's better to change careers early, even if you continue to write for another 50 years, you won't be popular. ”
Su Ai looked at Zhu Ying coldly, "What kind of music I write, whether I want to change careers or not has nothing to do with you." Or are you too idle to meddle with other people's business?"
"You-" Zhu Ying's face changed, and then he snorted again, "I just think that some people don't have self-knowledge, and they have written a few tunes, so they really think that their tunes are qualified to be sung by popular stars?" It is estimated that in the end, you will still let Mu Ang come forward to help you, speaking of which, you and Mu Ang are just interested in his status, status and money!"