Chapter 80: The Lonely Little Dance
Feng Chenyu said seriously: "Even if you vomit to death, I still have to say "Xie Lu Xie". β
Zhao Lingwu shrugged her shoulders and said a little indifferently: "Senior brother, what you do is always serious. β
Feng Chenyu shook his head and said, "This is my character, what can you do, Senior Sister, why did you just say that I am your best friend?"
At this time, Zhao Lingwu's eyes suddenly dimmed, and she said with some sadness: "Do you know how I lived when I was a child?"
Feng Chenyu nodded, Zhao Lingwu sighed, closed her eyes slightly, as if she was recalling the depths of those memories that she never wanted to unravel, and after a few seconds of silence, Zhao Lingwu brewed her feelings and said in a sad tone:
I was an orphan, I was abandoned outside the temple when I was very young, it was the abbot of our Great Compassion Temple who checked me back, when I was very young, there was no one to play with me, the warrior monks in this world except for the laughing lion thought they were all orphans, I thought I had found the same kind, so every time I wanted to get together with them to play, but no one played with me, maybe because I was a girl, when the little boys in the temple played with the ball, every time I ran over, they threw the ball down and ran.
Every time I sat on the swing under the big tree, I watched them play and laugh in solitude, and I didn't have a friend all day, and I was accompanied by only endless loneliness and loneliness.
Suddenly one day, I started to be violent, I was a little unreasonable, I was a little violent, I even became terrifying, I began to force those people to play with me, every time they disagreed or rejected me, I would beat them, but sometimes, I couldn't beat them, so I practiced desperately, and finally when I became invincible, anyone was afraid of me, and children of the same age as me couldn't beat me, and the elders saw that I was a girl, and they couldn't treat me in the same way as boys.
When I forced those boys to play with me, I thought that if I had friends, I would be very happy, but it didn't bring me happiness, because those children couldn't smile at all under my compulsion, and they were very afraid of me, and I asked them to play with me every day, but they felt like they were working, day after day, and this kind of days went on for a long time, and finally one day, I knew the truth.
I have to open my heart to my friends and feel them with love, so that I can get a real friend, but when I wake up, it is too late, and those who are bullied by me, no matter how much I open my mind, they are always afraid of me and avoid me.
So, such days, lonely and lonely days without friends accompanied me throughout my childhood, my childhood had no friends, only those loneliness accompanied me.
But perhaps it was Heaven that had mercy on me, and once in a while, I was like a madman, crying out like the sky, God, give me a friend. At that time, after shouting, I started to think about how I was so stupid.
But what I didn't expect was that God really gave me a friend, a very good friend, when that person first saw it, I carried it to the temple, and the second time I saw it, I habitually began to bully the laughing lion and others, but I didn't expect it, this person is not like those people, he is not afraid of me.
At that time, I laughed in my heart, I was thinking that I could finally get through, because there was finally someone who was not afraid of me, and I believed that I would become a good friend with him, and as I expected, this friend was very good, in that chase of the hanged ghost, if I used internal force, the hanged ghost would not be my opponent at all, and even if I couldn't beat me, I could carry that person and run away quickly, but I didn't do that, because I was going to try what kind of person this person was, and whether he could tell me to treat her with my heart, and it was a friend who could give up all my heartγ
When that person said to me, "Let's go, I'll lure them away," I was really moved to tears, and later when the stone hit the top of my head, I couldn't help but test you, and it was impossible to knock me unconscious with the stone hurting me, so I secretly observed the person with half-squinted eyes.
That person may have hesitated for a second, but it was only a second, and this person ran towards me desperately and carried me up, and from that moment on, I had already gained the best friend, and the kind of friend who could make me give up everything. So I started to make clothes for him, even though I am a martial arts practitioner, my hands are very thick, and I can't do that kind of fine work at all, but I still serve this to do it.
My hand had been punctured by needles hundreds of times, and I worked on that dress almost every night without sleeping, just to make it for my best friend to put it on, and then say thank you. I was pretending to vomit, but my heart was screaming.
This is my story, I thought that my life would pass like this, but in the lonely darkness of my advance, a person pulled me up, and this person became my best friend, he was "Feng Chenyu".
When Feng Chenyu heard this, he couldn't bear it anymore, and hugged Zhao Lingwu again, at this time, Feng Chenyu didn't have a trace of blasphemy against Zhao Lingwu, he just felt that only this action could best show this mood.
What kind of girl is this, no childhood, only a girl who spends time in loneliness, this girl is very eager to get friends, but no one wants to contact him, no one wants to touch his heart, and who knows that this girl pretends to be domineering and mighty during the day, but at night she hides in the bed and cries.
Feng Chenyu couldn't imagine how a woman could come out of her childhood.
When Feng Chenyu finished hugging Zhao Lingwu, he looked at Zhao Lingwu's tearful eyes with those dark eyes, and said seriously: "Senior sister, I swear, no matter when, you will be my best friend, as long as I don't die, you will always be my best friend." β
Zhao Lingwu nodded with a crying voice.
A month later
On the back hill of the Great Compassion Temple, two people are facing each other.
The boy was wearing a bright silver trench coat and looked at the girl opposite him with dark eyes.
The girl wore white silver hair on her head, and her long hair fluttered gently in the wind. The girl was also looking seriously at the boy opposite.
These two people are Zhao Lingwu and Feng Chenyu.
These two people don't know what's going on today, their expressions are very serious, and even Zhao Lingwu, who is usually very smug and doesn't have a cold interest in anything, is rarely serious.
Zhao Lingwu said with a serious expression: "Chen Yu, do you know what I called you here today?"
Feng Chenyu returned seriously: "I know that today is the day when you teach me how to use the 'Green Dragon Glaive Knife'. β