Chapter 85: I like you so much

Hung up Ye Jintian's phone, Gu Zhaoyan's mind appeared like Wang Changliang was dead, although there was not the slightest appearance like death, but the disappeared spiritual power clearly told Gu Zhaoyan that there was one less person in this world......

Obviously told herself that this person should be damned, but when she walked out of the basement, she couldn't help but tremble, until she got in the car, there was still a slight trembling, Gu Zhaoyan didn't know if there were really ghosts in this world, so when she killed someone like this, she still had a feeling of collapse in her heart.

Burying his face in his hands, feeling the cold tears, Gu Zhaoyan didn't dare to open his eyes, such a pair of hands were now stained with blood...... If...... What if he knew?

Reach out and pick up the phone next to you, and then directly press the shortcut key on it, followed by a ringtone......

Zheng Nuanyang, who was observing the Yueji Flower Jade, suddenly felt the mobile phone ringing, picked it up and saw that the name flashing on it turned out to be Gu Zhaoyan's number, last time he didn't call to ask, just sent a text message, but didn't answer, so when he saw Gu Zhaoyan's number this time, his body suddenly stiffened, and then he pressed the call button and gently put the phone to his ear.

"Anyone......

Hearing that it had been connected, Gu Zhaoyan's voice was a little weak, and when he heard that no one was talking over there, he asked, and there were still tears on his face that had not been wiped off.

Gu Zhaoyan's voice came like this, and then Zheng Nuanyang felt the thick weakness in his voice, as if this girl was talking to him with some weakness and asking for help, if this girl stood in front of him, Zheng Nuanyang would not doubt whether this girl still had tears on her face, and then while talking to him on the phone, she pretended to be strong and didn't want to shed tears.

"Yes, I'm here. ”

I don't know what to say, what Zheng Nuanyang is doing now is only to be a listener, he knows that what this girl needs now is someone to listen to her mood quietly, and then give her some encouragement. I don't know why when this girl appeared, Zheng Nuanyang felt uncomfortable all over her body, but he had to care about her very much, which was different from caring about Xin'er, when treating Gu Zhaoyan, even if she didn't see Gu Zhaoyan's face, just listening to the voice, he could feel that this girl was tired, with some weakness, as if she had encountered something that he couldn't solve.

"Warm Sun...... Warm Sun ...... Warm Sunshine ......"

Looking at Zheng Nuanyang's name vigorously, Gu Zhaoyan wiped the tears on his face with one hand, held the phone in his ear with one hand, and kept shouting his name in his mouth, obviously wanting to ask him, if her hands were covered with blood, would he still like it, but at the moment he heard his voice, all the questions disappeared, so he could only shout his name like this, and then over and over again.

Even if she told him, what if she knew that Zheng Nuanyang hated it, wouldn't she do it? No! Even if she didn't ask, Gu Zhaoyan also knew that Dana, even if Zheng Nuanyang said she didn't like it, but she had to do it......

Pixiu Temple, on behalf of, is no longer just him, there are still a lot of people in the Pixiu Temple waiting for new tasks, many people came to the Pixiu Temple when there was no way to serve the country, just to let these people's anger to be expressed, but also to come to a tragedy caused by the excessive power of a national government in some aspects. Gu Zhaoyan will always remember that in the ten years since she married Zheng Nuanyang, what she saw about the darkness of the government, and the helplessness of the people, at this time, the country does not represent anything at all, the country has become a place for these people to fight at this time, and the real winner can dominate the country, but in the struggle of these people, they really did not think about it, when they are fighting with all their might, what kind of dire situation is the people in, and which officials will lose their lives because of such a struggle?

Therefore, you can't give up! Only by keeping moving forward and reaching the peak of all your strength can you look back with your head held high, at that time, even if your hands are stained with blood, it is indelible, because this is the fate that Gu Zhaoyan has had with him since he was reborn!

Listening to the slightly fragile and choked voice over and over again shouting his name, Zheng Nuanyang had never felt a kind of distress, as if the position of his heart had become painful because of this shout, and what appeared in his mind again was the strange and familiar shadow, this shadow seemed to call him Nuanyang like this, but the picture was too hazy, every time Zheng Nuanyang wanted to see clearly, this person disappeared in his mind as if he had never appeared.

Zheng Nuanyang stretched out his hand and touched the moon flower jade he was wearing around his neck, and the font carved on the petals came to his mind, and then listened to Gu Zhaoyan's shouting over and over again from the other end of the phone, wanting to say something, but he didn't know how to say it. I want to tell this girl not to cry, but have they ever known each other? Or has no one ever tried it? In my father's mouth, this girl was excellent, she wore a pink dress at that time, and she stood in the courtroom so domineeringly, in order to get justice for Su Qingqing, in the eyes of her father, she admired this girl, and what did this girl look like?

Finally suppressed the surging feelings in his heart, Gu Zhaoyan had his own reason, thinking of the performance just now, thinking that the two of them had never met now, thinking that he was still a stranger in his eyes, Gu Zhaoyan's heart was full of grievances, why...... Why?

Zheng Nuanyang, who broke her legs but gave her a warm reason to survive, is this Zheng Nuanyang now? It's not that she didn't think about going to Zheng Nuanyang, but Gu Zhaoyan was afraid, afraid that she would be disappointed, and now Zheng Nuanyang doesn't have the calamity he had when he was twenty years old, so Gu Zhaoyan is not very sure in his heart...... Is this person really the person she wants to find? Is this person really her only faith? If this person is different from the previous life, what will happen?

Concealing, deceiving, and running away were all just for her cowardly selfishness, afraid that Zheng Nuanyang was not the Zheng Nuanyang she knew, and afraid that it would be treated differently from before. Even if she has met her father-in-law and determined that her father-in-law is still the father-in-law before, she can't be sure that Zheng Nuanyang is still the same Zheng Nuanyang, she is afraid that the real Nuanyang will no longer be as she sees it, so she runs away, so she will not see Zheng Nuanyang again and again......

"Smiling face...... What's wrong?"

The gentle voice came from over there, although Zheng Nuanyang's voice was not yet twenty years old, but now it was also very good, such a voice with Zheng Nuanyang's gentle voice made Gu Zhaoyan stunned for a moment, because it seemed that in an instant, she went back to the past, when she sat down and said something that she couldn't predict, this person always sat in a wheelchair and smiled faintly at her, and then asked him softly: Xiaoyan, is something wrong?

"I didn't ...... It's okay...... I...... I...... I just miss you......"

I don't know what to say, I don't know how to tell him such a cruel thing, so when the words come to my mouth, it becomes a deception, but this kind of deception is self-righteous, obviously a trembling voice, how can it not make people suspicious?

Zheng Nuanyang listened to the voice over there, Gu Zhaoyan said that he just missed him, after hearing such a sentence, he should be happy, but I don't know why, when he heard such a sentence at this time, what appeared in his eyes was the appearance of this girl pretending to be strong while crying, and then told him that there was no matter, nothing at all......

"Where are you now?"

The location shown on the phone is unknown, so Zheng Nuanyang doesn't know where Gu Zhaoyan took you, since that day his father said that Gu Zhaoyan would come out to see him in the recent period, he has been waiting, waiting for this mysterious girl to come out to see him, but waiting, waiting, waiting for so long, but he didn't wait for this girl to appear, and when he called again, the voice of Gu Zhaoyan he heard was so distressing......

"Capital ......"

Just answer habitually, and regret it the moment you say it. I don't want this person to worry, and I don't want this person to think of anything bad, but as long as this person asks her so plainly, she still barely speaks rationally.

Gu Zhaoyan looked out the window, the sky in the capital is not the same as Y City, even if it is night, it is still neon flashing like daytime, but in such a 'daytime', there is unimaginable darkness going on, no matter when and where, no matter who it is, this capital has long been a place to hide dirt and dirt.

Because I am used to seeing too much darkness, I no longer allow the existence of light, and this place is the highest peak of darkness. When all the enthusiastic girls who yearn to come to the capital to struggle, when they come here, they have been contaminated by the filth here, and often listen to a poem that says' Men should enter Beijing', which means that as long as there are ambitious and ambitious men, they should come to such a capital to make a splash, if they finally become famous in the capital, it can be regarded as a good thing, but there are many people who have revenge, but there are very few people who can really make a name for themselves in the capital, and the remaining people have been contaminated by the filth of the capital, and there is no potential to go up, but they use some dirty means to keep climbing forward......

Morning and evening...... Gu Zhaoyan and Zheng Nuanyang will also appear in such a place...... But when the time comes, what kind of situation will it be?

Zheng Nuanyang here heard Gu Zhaoyan's reply, and couldn't help but move in her heart, it turned out that she didn't call back because she went to the capital...... However, what is such a girl doing in the capital......? If it was him, would there be any reason to ask her? If so, would it seem offensive?

Although no matter what Gu Zhaoyan's performance was, or the jade given by Gu Zhaoyan or whatever, it was all proving this girl's feelings for him, and his heart, which gradually accelerated after hearing her voice, was also telling him that his heart palpitations. He seems to have taken a liking to her...... A girl who has never met, a girl who calls him Nuan Yang the first time she speaks, and a girl who will be vulnerable as long as she calls him......

From the moment he heard this girl's voice, Zheng Nuanyang understood that he was in love with this girl he had never met, and sometimes he thought of it incredible, but this was the case, and Zheng Nuanyang could not be allowed to refute it at all.

"That...... May I ask, what is the matter with your trip to the capital?"

Why does it sound so fragile? Is it being bullied? More and more worries made Zheng Nuanyang ask, there is nothing to be embarrassed about, only for this girl's concern, in such a big capital, how can such a little girl let him relax?

Soft, like a spring breeze, but with a nervous look, Gu Zhaoyan listened to Zheng Nuanyang's voice on the mobile phone, and while involuntarily moving, she suddenly had a trace of doubt, because this voice was too familiar, because the feelings contained in it were too strong, so that she suddenly thought that the person who had broken her leg had the same experience as her...... Is it to be reborn like her, and then there will be such a voice?

On the day she went to the auction with Ge Lao, she saw Zheng Nuanyang, with a proud and indifferent look, as if no one was in his eyes, he just stood like this, even if there was no trace of a smile on his face, but he was already gorgeous.

At least, in Gu Zhaoyan's heart, that back, that arrogant and seemingly incomparable back, is already peerless......

"That...... I didn't mean to inquire, I just wanted to ask if you knew anyone in the capital, otherwise a girl would be more dangerous. ”

Looking at the actual phone call, it was already early in the morning, but Gu Zhaoyan did give him a feeling of loss and vulnerability, so something must have happened to make this girl's voice so low, and even call him...... And, where did she call him now?

Another gentle voice came, this time there was a little nervousness in the gentleness, as if there was some explanation for Gu Zhaoyan not answering just now, and after Gu Zhaoyan heard such words, the tears on his face had dried up, and then showed a bright smile.

She knew it......

She knew it...... No matter when, where, at any time, as long as she calls this man, this man will care about her with the most gentle voice, like the warm sun of birth, pulling her into the sunshine, so every time, as long as she does something that even she can't stand herself, she will think of this person's gentle and unseemly smile, because it is too beautiful, so she didn't tell him, and only told a white lie, this person is just her warm sun...... A sun that illuminates her darkness.

"I'm fine, don't worry, I'm here with my brother, I just got lost, so I'm a little depressed, my brother has called me just now, we will be able to meet soon, it's okay, don't worry." ”

Taking a deep breath, Gu Zhaoyan spoke towards the other end of the phone, and there seemed to be some joy in his voice, as if something like this had really happened......

Zheng Nuanyang suddenly heard Gu Zhaoyan's laughing voice coming from the mobile phone, coupled with what she said, she also felt that it might be so, many girls don't know the way, but now it's so late, are you still outside? But listening to Gu Zhaoyan say that he will be able to meet his brother in a while, Zheng Nuanyang's heart is a lot more relieved. But he didn't know that Gu Zhaoyan's smile was just because of his words of concern.

"It's so late, it must be cold over there, where are you now, have you found a warm place waiting for your brother to pick you up?"

Almost immediately, after thinking of the weather outside and the current point in time, Zheng Nuanyang immediately asked, not noticing that a nervous look had appeared on his face, and there was also some faint worry in his black eyes, but he didn't notice this.

"It's okay, I'm sitting in the taxi now, I'm going to see my brother in a minute, I'm still wearing a lot, it's not too cold, don't worry, it'll be fine." ”

Zheng Nuanyang's words of concern made Gu Zhaoyan still smile on his face, but at that time there was a smile full of happiness, Gu Zhaoyan felt that at this moment, she seemed to have returned to her previous life, when she came back from the banquet, it was already very late, this man was talking to her on the phone, and then asked her if she was cold, whether she was in the car, whether she was afraid, all kinds of questions, although the questions were a little helpless, but they made people's cold hearts warm......

Thinking of this person's appearance at this time, perhaps with the same expression as in his previous life, Gu Zhaoyan secretly made a decision in Xinlow, this time after completing the mission from the capital, he must see this man, and then tell him about her existence and her feelings......

"That's good, it's so late, you're a girl outside, you must pay attention to safety. ”

I didn't know what to say again, Zheng Nuanyang had to say such a sentence, what he wanted to say, he wanted to say Will you still go back to Y City? When will you come back? Can we meet, but when the words came to his mouth, it became such a concerned greeting, because he couldn't speak, even if he understood the girl's feelings and understood his own feelings, he still couldn't say it.

"Well, warm sun...... Would you like to call me by my name? Call me by my name......"

Closing her eyes and feeling the tenderness of such a person, in this world where she knew her best before and knew her best, Gu Zhaoyan felt that it was a very strange feeling, maybe even if Zheng Nuanyang appeared, Zheng Nuanyang would not understand why she knew him more than himself......

Want to hear him call her name...... Because it's been too long...... Smiling face, only belongs to him, only he will call her that, last time Zheng Nuanyang's name, even if it was just through the phone, she could hear that this person was different from other people's names.

Other people's name is 'Xiao Yan', and this person's name is 'Xiao Yan'.

Zheng Nuanyang, who was about to find something to say, suddenly heard Gu Zhaoyan's voice on the phone, and then heard her slightly pleading words, her body was stunned for a moment, and before she came to her senses, her name had already been called out of his mouth.

"Smiling face...... Smile...... Smiling ......"

With every voice coming out of his mouth, Zheng Nuanyang felt that his heartbeat was slowly speeding up, as if such a name was imprinted on his heart like a brand, every time he said this name from his mouth, there would be an inexplicable heartbeat, so that this heart, which had been silent for seventeen years, was beating so powerfully, making Zheng Nuanyang deeply feel that he was alive, and this heart began to beat for another person.

It's like just beginning, because he found out the reason why he was weak, so he hid it from everyone in the family, and did everything according to the usual method, without letting anyone see the flaws, such days made Zheng Nuanyang feel an inexplicable depression.

is under the suppression of concealment, he thinks that girls are more annoying things, and they will stick to him immediately when they see him, but he didn't think about it, in fact, he can't even remember what they look like, in this world, except for his mother, the only person who is remembered by Zheng Nuanyang on the cheek is the girl in pink who once had a relationship, although Zheng Nuanyang doesn't quite understand whether it is because of her pink clothes so let him remember, when she takes off the pink clothes, is it the same as everyone else, there is no difference in his eyes。

"En......"

Every time the cry sounded, Gu Zhaoyan nodded lightly on the other end of the phone, and then replied softly, closing her eyes full of this person's extremely gentle appearance, even if she was paralyzed and sitting in a wheelchair, but the feeling this person gave her was extraordinarily unforgettable, she loved this person so much.

This man was her first and last person willing to sacrifice everything for him.

"I miss you. ”

For some reason, just as Zheng Nuanyang was calling one by one, Gu Zhaoyan suddenly said such a sentence, and then Zheng Nuanyang, who was calling her name over there, stopped, and then was stunned.

His heartbeat was speeding up involuntarily, obviously it was fast enough just now, but when Gu Zhaoyan's voice came from the other end of the phone, and then with great longing, Zheng Nuanyang suddenly felt that his whole body was out of control, it didn't seem to be his, it was just for this person, he thought, he must be crazy...... If she wasn't crazy, how could she want to rush out of the house and appear by her side in such a moment?

"Zheng Nuanyang, I miss you so much, Gu Zhaoyan misses you so much...... "It seems to fly to your side, I want to jump into your arms immediately, I want to tell you everything, and I want to tell you my feelings......

But no...... She also has to see Grandpa Ye, Grandpa Ye will have a serious illness next year, and she must stop this from happening, so the time to go back will begin to stretch back, and Brother Jin Tian may not let her go so early, and Xu Jiahao's kid, more and more things are hindering her, making her unsure whether to pull this person, this person who stands in the sun at the beginning or in the end, into the darkness.

Zheng Nuanyang, I miss you so much, Gu Zhaoyan misses you so much......

What was suddenly filled in his mind was such a sentence, Gu Zhaoyan's voice was a little depressed and helpless, and then such a voice passed through the mobile phone and entered his mind, Zheng Nuanyang's heartbeat could not be calmed down at this time, he could only touch the moon flower on his neck like this, and then told himself over and over again to hold back, resist not to investigate the identity of this girl, resist the urge to find her, and wait for her to come to find him......

There was an intermittent picture in his mind, and with Gu Zhaoyan's words, a vague picture appeared, and he could vaguely see that it was a man with paralyzed legs, sitting in a wheelchair like this, and then a woman appeared from behind him, covered his eyes, and seemed to ask him to guess who she was, but the man just pulled the woman's arm down, then tilted his head and kissed the woman's lips.

Can't see clearly...... Can't see clearly...... I could only see the general movements, but I didn't see the cheeks of the two people, and when Zheng Nuanyang was echoing such a sentence in his mind, he saw such an unfamiliar picture in his eyes...... No! It shouldn't be said to be unfamiliar! Because this kind of scene is too familiar, every time he comes into contact with Gu Zhaoyan, these pictures will appear intermittently in his mind, even if he doesn't understand what kind of meaning it has, but he understands that such pictures should have a lot to do with him......

"Well, did you get to your brother?"

didn't answer Gu Zhaoyan's words, because he didn't know how to answer, he also wanted to say that he missed Gu Zhaoyan, but he was obviously a stranger who had never met before, so how could he miss this? As long as he heard that this girl told him how she felt, he was already satisfied, and he wanted to tell this girl that he missed and had many questions when he could use her in his arms on the day he saw this girl.

"Well, it's almost there......"

Seeing that it was getting closer and closer to the hotel where she was staying, Gu Zhaoyan couldn't help but look at the door, and sure enough, at the door of the hotel, in such a cold wind, there was a person standing, but the expression on this person's face was like ice......

"My brother is here, thank you for talking to me, Nuan Yang, if I have the opportunity next time, I would better thank you in person. ”

Looking intently at the person who seemed to be getting taller and taller in the cold wind, Gu Zhaoyan's mood was indescribable, in her heart, Zheng Nuanyang was a lover, Zheng Nuanyang's family was a family, Chaoxi was also a family, but other family members were not, in such a situation, there was someone who was willing to stand at the door of the hotel for her to be cold, and there was a person who was worried about her all night and didn't sleep, so that her heart suddenly ached, and with the pain, it was a feeling of happiness.

"Well...... Okay, then you go to your brother quickly, and when you pack up, just remember to send me a text message back, and besides, it's late today, go to bed quickly......"

Hearing the farewell on the other end, Zheng Nuanyang was also stunned, and then continued to speak softly, even he didn't know how incomprehensible he was in front of this person......

Zheng Nuanyang, who is indifferent in front of everyone, Zheng Nuanyang, who seems to have a warm name but is indifferent, and Zheng Nuanyang, who seems to be a symbol of ruthlessness when treating everyone, has now become such a person...... will gently explain a woman's attention to the body, will gently comfort a person, and will treat a person with a kind of gentleness that he himself doesn't know...... He seems to have been changed by someone......

Perhaps, this is his true temperament, those who see his indifference, just don't have contact with him and know him more, so it's just because he is too lonely...... It's because I'm too lonely that I become more and more indifferent, and after being indifferent for a long time, I forget my gentle appearance......

Hearing Zheng Nuanyang's concerned voice on the other end, Gu Zhaoyan smiled, and then nodded.

"Okay, got it, goodbye then. ”

"Goodbye. ”

didn't say anything more, the two of them tacitly cut off the phone, as before, Gu Zhaoyan, who stayed in the car, slowly waited for the car to stop, while Zheng Nuanyang, who was lying on the bed, couldn't sleep, and more and more pictures like that appeared in his mind...... Flooded his mind......

The car finally stopped, Gu Zhaoyan immediately jumped out of the car, and the next thing he saw was Ye Jintian who stepped forward quickly, Ye Jintian's face still had a cold expression that was better than the late autumn in the capital, and Gu Zhaoyan saw Ye Jintian like this, showing a big smile.

"Tim Bona ......"

Running forward, with such a shout, Gu Zhaoyan's whole person was buried in Ye Jintian's arms, although it was said that it was cold, but it made Gu Zhaoyan's whole heart warm.

This person is always like this, showing up when others don't notice her, and then looking for her trails, and then with caring words, which ...... Maybe it's family...... A family that she didn't dare to hope for......

Seeing Gu Zhaoyan getting out of the car, Ye Jintian immediately walked in the direction of Gu Zhaoyan, wanting to ask her where she had gone at night. But in the face of Gu Zhaoyan who pounced all of a sudden, Ye Jintian could only catch Gu Zhaoyan who rushed over, his face was full of coldness, and he just wanted to question the words, but swallowed after hearing the murmur of the little man in his arms.

"Brother Jin Tian, I like you so much......"

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