Although Gu Zhaoyan fainted, Feng Jingbai was almost fine, and those toxins would be discharged according to normal conditions, so Gu Zhaoxi and the others were not so worried.

After Gu Nian and Gu Bai talked about Gu Zhaoyan, they also reminded Gu Zhaoxi about Gu Zhaoxi's body and the like, after all, they might not be by Gu Zhaoyan's side, and looking at Gu Zhaoxi seemed to have practiced or something, so everything was okay to say.

Gu Zhaoxi knew that Gu Zhaoyan was tired because he used his mental power too much, and then he relieved his heart, and he was still very concerned about Gu Zhaoyan's fainting.

At night, Gu Zhaoyan lay on the bed and didn't wake up, his face was still a little pale, which made people feel a little distressed, but this time there were left in the room, in addition to Xu Jiahao and Mao'er, there were also Gu Nian and Gu Bai, as well as Gu Zhaoxi.

Gecheng and they all came to see it, and now it was night, so they went back to rest, the remaining five, the cat was sleeping, Xu Jiahao was sitting there boredly looking at Gu Zhaoyan's sleeping face, and Gu Zhaoxi was talking to Gu Nian and Gu Bai.

Although the Immortal Recipe is not the same as Gu Nian and Gu Bai's cultivation, in the end, the final results of the world's cultivation are all the same, wanting to live forever, wanting to have abilities that others do not have, and wanting to become stronger......

Therefore, no one was bored when these three people chatted, because they were talking about academic research......

As for Gu Zhaoyan, who was mixed, she felt that she should be asleep, because in this dream, she returned to the past.

Yes, before, in the last life!

She was like a passerby, returning to her previous life, only this time other people could see her, not in the shape of a soul, she just watched her former self walk towards Zheng Nuanyang step by step, and watched her cowardly heart being captured by Zheng Nuanyang little by little.

The fragments that she may have forgotten, those that she didn't seem to have thought about, and the fragments that she once remembered deeply, all reappeared in front of her eyes, only this time, she had become a different person, looking at her former self and that person.

Gu Zhaoyan didn't know what to do, because this was obviously a dream, but it was really terrifying, just like she really didn't want to think of that person, every time she dreamed back at midnight, that person would always appear in her dream, and then wrap her cowardly heart.

Even after such a long time, even if he has worked hard to become stronger, when he saw that person, Gu Zhaoyan still felt that a place in his heart had become soft, as if he would be crushed if he pinched it.

Zheng Nuanyang...... After two years of rebirth, she has never wanted to face this matter, has been avoiding this matter, does not want to make a choice, just like a cowardly who will hide in the dark, thinking that as long as she does not make a choice, then everything can be like this forever......

But what about the facts? She can never stay in the present, time still goes on, the past has become a memory, and she can never chase it again, but now, it is extraordinarily beautiful, and it is this kind of beautiful person that makes her retreat, makes her want to can't help but doubt.

Is the current Zheng Nuanyang and her former husband really the same person? She has asked herself this question countless times, and has wanted to tell herself countless times that the two people are the same, but are they really the same?

In Zheng Nuanyang's green face, she couldn't see that person's gentleness, she couldn't see the pampering in that person's eyes, and she couldn't see the indifferent tolerance in that person's eyes...... The current Zheng Nuanyang, for her, is a teenager she met again, a teenager who was treated by her, and a teenager who can almost be said to have never gotten along.

I can't help but want to ask myself, who do I really love?

Is it the man who used to tolerate himself and smile, or is it the young man who is still very young now?

Gu Zhaoyan found that she couldn't make a choice......

Everything in her previous life has tied her to Zheng Nuanyang's life, even if she starts again now, she will habitually follow everything back then, such as ...... Meet Zheng Nuanyang......

There is no thought before meeting, and the sudden feeling after meeting, and even questioning after separation......

Gu Zhaoyan suddenly discovered that the man she loved in her previous life could only stay in her previous life, no matter what it was, she could only stay in her previous life, and Zheng Nuanyang in this life was just Zheng Nuanyang, not that person.

In the dream, she saw everything Zheng Nuanyang had done for her, saw the smile on her own face, and saw Zheng Nuanyang's maintenance of her, Gu Zhaoyan suddenly felt that the man who disappeared was also somewhere? Why...... Why does it always hurt so much every time I think of him?

Not knowing that tears were already streaming down her face, she saw her former self, the gentle self who walked towards her and handed her a handkerchief.

"This young lady, are you alright?"

The person in front of her looked at her with concern, Gu Zhaoyan felt that looking at her former self like this, she seemed to understand something in her heart, it turned out that she was such a person in the eyes of others.

"Thanks, I'm fine. ”

Taking the handkerchief of the person in front of her, Gu Zhaoyan showed a smile, but she didn't know that there were more tears in her eyes, which made the woman standing in front of her a little worried.

"Do you need help?"

Asked cautiously, the woman's appearance was very gentle, it was an indescribable feeling, although she had already felt the cowardice in the woman in front of her, but this kind of tenderness of being cared for still made Gu Zhaoyan's heart warm.

"I'm fine, don't need help, thank you. ”

Thank you again for the person in front of you, Gu Zhaoyan wiped away her tears, this time, it was a real smile, and it also made the woman opposite feel relieved.

"Sister, come here~Hurry up~"

The young man's happy voice came from inside, and when the woman heard it, a smile immediately appeared in her eyes, and then she smiled at Gu Zhaoyan, a little embarrassed.

"My brother called me, and I went first. ”

The Gu Zhaoyan in front of him made the current Gu Zhaoyan a little abrupt, because this was the former self, and the voice just now was Chaoxi's voice, this time was the happiest time in Gu Zhaoyan's life, and this time was also the time when Gu Zhaoyan was opened to his heart.

Looking at the woman who turned around and was about to leave, Gu Zhaoyan suddenly stretched out his hand and grabbed the woman.

The woman turned her head to look at Gu Zhaoyan, and the smile on her face did not diminish.

"I want to ask you, if you were born again, and you were not married to your husband, would you still marry him?"

For such a question, the choice is between this life and the previous life, because as long as you are reborn, then in addition to the reborn yourself, others have become the next life, so when facing such an exam question, there is only idealism.

The woman didn't expect to be asked such a question, but the woman suddenly thought about it, and then shook her head.

"No, if I am born again, I want him to be happy forever, not like he is now. And I don't like to be born again, because this life is this life, and even if I meet someone exactly like my husband in the next life, it won't be my husband, so I don't think so. Isn't loving someone to let him find happiness? In fact, just staying up and watching him be happy, that's a kind of happiness, so if I have the opportunity, I won't choose to be reborn, if I really am reborn, I will try to let him find happiness, even if the person who makes him happy is not me. I've had this life, whether his next life is mine or not, I'm already very happy, because, at least he loves me in this life. ”

After the woman finished speaking, she looked at the stunned appearance of the person in front of her, and then heard her brother's shout, and turned around and left without saying anything more.

Gu Zhaoyan stood in place, watching his former self leave, his mind full of the words of his former self.

Doesn't loving someone make him happy?

Such a sentence actually came out of her mouth in the past.

After Gu Zhaoyan was reborn, what he wanted was to be with his husband, but what about the reality? The contact with the young Zheng Nuanyang was not too long, and many times he used an evasive mentality, feeling that Zheng Nuanyang was not in love with his husband, so he would escape......

But now, her former self told her that she didn't like to be reborn, because she had already received the love of Zheng Nuanyang in this life, and what she wanted to see in the next life was that Zheng Nuanyang would be happy forever......

Even if...... The one who makes him happy is not himself.

All the thoughts seemed to suddenly become clear at this moment, because Gu Zhaoyan suddenly found that so many retreats and so many shirks were just because he felt that Zheng Nuanyang didn't love her now......

Yes, I don't love her, it's not love, I can see liking from Zheng Nuanyang's eyes, but it belongs to a teenager's like, not to the point of love at all, she and Zheng Nuanyang supported each other and then fell in love with each other for many days, but what has she done now?

Even if she doesn't want to admit it, she has to admit that she is avoiding getting along with Zheng Nuanyang! I don't know how to face the teenager's Zheng Nuanyang, so she wants to escape, she doesn't want this teenager to get out of her control, but she feels that the teenager doesn't love herself enough......

But what about the reality? Actually, it was just as Fan Sheng said she was selfish......

It is precisely because of her selfishness that she will avoid Zheng Nuanyang, even if she sees that Zheng Nuanyang has fallen in love with her, she still tries to distance the two of them......

If she had strengthened her belief in being with Zheng Nuanyang from the beginning, she would not have done such a thing at all......

Gu Zhaoyan thought that she should make a choice now, whether to make Zheng Nuanyang happy, or to selfishly tie Zheng Nuanyang to her side......

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Update,Said that I only wrote three thousand.,It's been a real card lately...... I don't know if I can write it today, I don't guarantee it...... Continue to codeword......