[834] Jun Mo Fei Chapter: What you want
Ji Lian quietly felt the sea breeze and took a deep breath, coming here, it would make people feel that human beings are insignificant, and those troubles and troubles seem to be nothing compared to the nature of heaven and earth.
Yan Zhe walked up to Ji Lianxin, "Over the years, I have unconsciously developed a habit, every time I am upset, I like to come here for a walk." ”
"Do you have something upset today?" asked Ji Lianxin.
Yan Zhe smiled and said, "If there is really anything upsetting, then I don't know what you think of me, and I don't know if you want to be with me." ”
Ji Lianxin was slightly stunned, and was about to speak, but Yan Zhe said quickly, "You don't have to answer me now, I said it, I hope you will think about it, and then tell me when you think it clearly." ”
Or rather, he didn't want to hear a no-answer from her, and if she was thinking about it, then at least he would have more hope.
"Yan Zhe, I haven't done anything for you, why are you ......" Ji Lianxin pursed her lips and asked with some words.
"If you like someone, there is no rule that the other person must do something for you, but what you want to do for the other person. Yan Zhe said, although this woman broke into his life, it was only a few months, but every time he looked at her, he always wanted to take care of her, to protect her, to erase the shallow melancholy in the depths of her eyes.
"I like you, I like you very much, Ji Lianxin, I like you to the point where I want to form a family with you, I want you to have children for me, and I will be like this for the rest of my life. Facing the blue sky and the sea, the gentle sea breeze blew his clothes and hair, and he smiled freely and confessed loudly to her.
Unlike last night's cautious and nervous confession, now he seems to be summoning more courage, as if he wants everyone around him to hear his voice, as if he is asking the whole world to testify for him.
And this volume did attract the attention of some of the surrounding people who were playing and walking on the shallows, and many of them looked sideways and looked this way.
Ji Lian's heart was a little stunned, his eyes and his voice were clearly telling her that he liked her, and she was worthy of his liking?
"I don't say this to add a psychological burden to you, I just want you to understand how much I like you, and please don't deny me just because I'm younger than you. I can tell what I like, and I also understand what I want, in this world, there is no rule, between men and women, the man must be older, there are many couples and couples with women and men, isn't it also very happy?" Yan Zhe said seriously, his young face gave people a sense of maturity at the moment.
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When Yan Zhe sent Ji Lianxin back to the gate of the community, it was already more than 9 o'clock in the evening, because after returning to the city from the beach, at Yan Zhe's insistence, the two returned to the city after having dinner at a restaurant near the seaside.
"You should rest early for a while, and if the things at work in the future are not your own work, you don't have to help others too much, and it also saves some people from always reporting lazy thoughts. Yan Zhe said.
"Good. Ji Lianxin smiled slightly, unbuckled her seat belt, opened the car door, and said while getting out of the car, "You should also be careful on the way back." ”
After watching Yan Zhe's car drive away, Ji Lianxin turned around and walked towards her own building. It's just that when she didn't take a few steps, her arm was suddenly clasped by a hand, and then the whole person was dragged to the corner of the shade of the tree on the side with a force.
Ji Lian was shocked and was about to exclaim, but the next moment, her body was fiercely pressed against the body of a big tree, and a burst of pain suddenly came from her back, and the other party's body then restrained her struggle, and the familiar breath permeated her body, which also made her react suddenly.
This person who suppressed her was Chu Xici!
The surrounding environment was dim, only some faint moonlight, through the gaps in the treetops, sprinkled down, and because of the backlight, she could barely see the appearance of the person in front of her, only vaguely saw the outline of a body and face.
But Rao is like this, but it is enough for her to be sure that the person in front of her is Chu Xici.
"Mr. Chu, please don't do this again in the future, if you do this again, then I will call the police!" Ji Lianxin said with the pain in her back.
This kind of entanglement will only make her unable to let go better, since she doesn't plan to be with him, then there is no need to entangle between the two anymore.
"Call the police, okay, you report, do you want me to call the police with my mobile phone?" Chu Xici's hands firmly pressed Ji Lianxin's shoulders, not letting her struggle in the slightest, and his face was close to her face, and his lips were almost attached to her earlobes.
She couldn't help but tremble, he wasn't afraid that she would call the police, but other than that, she couldn't think of any other way.
"Why are you still with Yan Zhe?" just as she pursed her lips and was silent thinking about countermeasures, his voice rose in her ears again, "Why do you want him to hold you, why do you want him to send you back?"
A series of whys, word by word, seemed to be squeezed out of his teeth, and in the dark night, it seemed so clear.
Ji Lianxin only felt that these whys, at this moment, seemed so ridiculous.
"Why can't I be with Yan Zhe, why can't I let him hold me, and why can't I let him send me back?" she asked rhetorically.
He raised his head suddenly, and his bright eyes stared at her fixedly, almost as if he were going to burn her whole body.
A little moonlight, through the treetops, fell on his face, with a sense of light and dark.
Ji Lianxin only felt that her shoulders hurt even more, and his two hands seemed to crush the bones in her shoulders. Holding back the pain, she smiled a little pale, "Mr. Chu, I have nothing to do with you now, and whoever I want to be with is my freedom, I think you should also know this, what's the point of you doing this now?"
Yes, he knew, of course he knew, she could be with Yan Zhe, but he couldn't tolerate it, and even seeing them together, the atmosphere flowing in the air would make him angry.
"You are my woman, this has been, and will be!" he said in a powerful voice.
Her face became a little paler, as if the blood vessels under her skin were slowly becoming visible, and after a long time, Ji Lianxin sighed softly.
But this sigh made his whole body stiff, as if when he was trying to catch her when he was struggling to find her, she had already given up on him and had already abandoned him from her heart.
"It used to be, but it won't be. He heard her voice say this, looking at her pale face, accompanied by that shallow, relieved smile, "Chu Xici, you have a lot of women, and in the future, you will meet more women, for you, there is no need to pay attention to me, maybe in a few days, you meet a woman who interests you, maybe in a blink of an eye, you will forget me." ”
It's like the women around him, even if he is with those women at first, but often it doesn't take three months. When she was around him, she had seen too many examples like this.
Chu Xici pursed her lips, and Ji Lianxin took a deep breath after saying these words, her shoulder hurt too much, her bones really seemed to be broken, and she almost had to rely on all her willpower to fight against this pain.
"So as long as I love you, is it okay? as long as I don't associate with other women anymore, if you're the only one, is it okay?" Chu Xici said.
"What?" Ji Lianxin was stunned, completely unexpecting that these words would come out of his mouth.
"If that's what you want, then I can give it to you!" he said, and she was the only one who could get him to say it.
Ji Lianxin looked at Chu Xici in a daze, the whole person was still a little unconscious, what was he talking about? Obviously, she understood every word, but she didn't understand the meaning of the combination, he said that he wanted to love her, and he would not be with other women anymore, would she be alone?
These words, like a heavy hammer, hammered open the ice in the depths of her heart, and little by little the longing that she had been hiding in the depths of her heart was revealed.
Heart...... The uncontrollable pounding was uncontrollable, and even the pain in the shoulder began to become intangible.
"What are you talking about?" she muttered, with an uncontrollable tremor in her voice, afraid that she had misheard it, and that she had overthought it.
"I said, I'll love you, I'll just be you!" he repeated.
It turned out that she heard it right, he really said this, "Then you ...... Do you love me now?" reason told her to be calm, but her voice was uncontrollable and trembling even more.
Maybe it was because she had been looking forward to it too much, too much longing, after she left him, she thought that she had given up this desire and expectation at the same time, but they have been buried deep in the depths of her heart and have not disappeared.
Chu Xici frowned, as if he was a little unwilling, and seemed a little helpless, and finally replied, "Yes, I love you, that's what you want, isn't it?"
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