Leng Lingxiao heard Gu Zhaoyan's words, and he couldn't believe it, because in his memory, Qin Yangyang and Gu Zhaoyan should have a good relationship, and it can be said that it is okay to be familiar at first sight, but now that it is like this, what Gu Zhaoyan said is not a lie, which makes Leng Lingxiao think more.

What kind of person is Qin Yangyang, Leng Lingxiao only realized at this time that he didn't know what kind of person his Yangyang was at all, because everything he saw was another person created by Yang Yang to satisfy his thoughts, the real Qin Yangyang, as if he was imprisoned in his body, making people a little unsure of what kind of face was inside.

The Yang Yang he saw liked to sit there elegantly, like to wear skirts, and like to have long hair, but these were not facts, and in his investigation, these were not ......

Leng Lingxiao couldn't help but ask himself, sometimes, even he wasn't sure, Qin Yangyang was willing to become another person for him, to learn medical skills for her, but what about him? What did he do for Qin Yangyang?

After thinking about it a lot, Leng Lingxiao realized that the only thing he did was to enjoy Qin Yangyang's love, as if he hadn't paid anything at all, just enjoying the love that Qin Yangyang gave him and giving him all the love.

Qin Yangyang loves him, loves him very much, Leng Lingxiao knows and understands, but he doesn't know his heart, his heart, whether he loves Yangyang?

If he was in love with Yangyang, why did he do such a thing to hurt Yangyang in the first place? If he didn't love him, why was he so miserable after Yangyang left him?

Someone once said, your honey, my arsenic, maybe it is Qin Yangyang and Leng Lingxiao.

Leng Lingxiao never knew how important Qin Yangyang was to him, and he didn't know how to say love to Qin Yangyang, but Qin Yangyang really loved Leng Lingxiao and did anything for Leng Lingxiao......

"Also, you can't say it even if you want to say it now, Leng Lingxiao, I really look down on you. ”

Gu Zhaoyan didn't care about Leng Lingxiao's current appearance at all, just continued, and then looked at Leng Lingxiao with eyes full of sarcasm.

"How important do you think, how important are you? Do you think that if you save those people, those people will be grateful to you? At that time, not to mention protecting Sister Yangyang, you can't even protect yourself, what reason do you have for me to save people? Leng Lingxiao, you coward!"

Although Gu Zhaoyan never said anything about what happened back then, everyone could see that Gu Zhaoyan was really angry, and Leng Lingxiao's behavior at that time was really unmanly.

Even if it's for the sake of those who have the plague, even if it's as a general, he shouldn't do that kind of thing and make people look down on him.

A man, when he does it to a woman, has lost his identity as a man, although Gu Zhaoyan knows that Qin Yangyang is very close to Leng Lingxiao, but he still looks down on Leng Lingxiao, even if Leng Lingxiao is an admirable soldier, even if Leng Lingxiao has done something that many people can't do.

But that's not the case, because no one knows what will happen in the next second.

Leng Lingxiao may be a good soldier, a good general, and a good soldier of the country, but he is not a good man, let alone a good husband.

As a good man, he will not tolerate his own actions against women, and as a good husband, he will not leave his pregnant wife.

Just right, Leng Lingxiao did these two things, making Gu Zhaoyan look down on him.

Leng Lingxiao was lying on the hospital bed, listening to Gu Zhaoyan's words, he could see Gu Zhaoyan's mocking eyes, but he didn't have any rebuttal, because Gu Zhaoyan was right, he was a coward, a coward who only dared to enjoy the love of others.

How does Qin Yangyang love him, even if he is moved, even if he feels in his heart, he will not put Qin Yangyang in the same position, because he is afraid of hurt, when Qin Yangyang loves him, no matter how he is, he is a perfect lover in Qin Yangyang's heart, but what if Yangyang doesn't love him anymore?

Every time in the dead of night, he will always secretly look at Qin Yangyang, in fact, Qin Yangyang is very beautiful, more beautiful than many women in the capital, but this beautiful woman, willing to marry him, willing to wash hands and cook for him, willing to learn medical skills for him, how blessed is he to meet such a woman?

But the more he felt that Qin Yangyang was better, the more worried he was in his heart, because of his own life, because of his illness.

Congenital heart disease, there is no treatment at all, and he may die at any time, he himself thinks so, and it is precisely because of this that he does not dare to love Qin Yangyang, nor dare to say his thoughts to Qin Yangyang.

The last time he relapsed, he woke up and saw Qin Yangyang's crying face, and couldn't help but say something he had never thought of himself.

Leng Lingxiao thought that he was shameful, because if he hadn't met Gu Zhaoyan at that time, he would have died, but in this case, he even said that kind of thing to Yang Yang, which made Yang Yang care too much......

"Gu ...... Miss Gu, Yangyang...... Yang Yang, okay?"

This sentence seems to have exhausted all his strength, Leng Lingxiao hasn't seen Qin Yangyang for a year, and he doesn't even know if Qin Yangyang should have changed his appearance now, and after what happened at the beginning, Qin Yangyang was secretly protected, and he couldn't find it at all.

In fact, Qin Yangyang has come to the hospital many times, every time he comes when Leng Lingxiao is asleep, and then after seeing Leng Lingxiao, he leaves, many people outside know that Qin Yangyang has come, only Leng Lingxiao doesn't know.

"What do you say? Sister Yangyang is good, don't you know? I only come to ask now, if you thought about Sister Yangyang a year ago, I'm afraid it won't be like this now......"

There was guilt and regret in Leng Lingxiao's voice, but it was useless, Gu Zhaoyan was not Qin Yangyang, and he would not be soft on this man, and his previous behavior really disappointed Gu Zhaoyan, even if this person was someone Gu Zhaoyan admired very much.

Some people say that distance produces beauty, and sure enough, if Leng Lingxiao just stayed in Gu Zhaoyan's memories, then there must be nothing wrong, but now Leng Lingxiao appeared in front of Gu Zhaoyan, so the original worship has now become a requirement.

After discovering that Leng Lingxiao was actually a cold-hearted and cold-hearted person, Gu Zhaoyan didn't plan to count on this man.

This time she is going to help Sister Yangyang, after all, this ending is not very fair to anyone, since this man is so cold, then let everyone see if this man really has love for Sister Yangyang.

"The original thing is、I am sorry for you。 ”

Leng Lingxiao also knew that Gu Zhaoyan was angry with him, but sometimes, things happened and they happened, and there was no way to go back to the past, just like what he had done, even if he regretted it, there was no way to make up for it.

"Hehe, I didn't expect General Leng to know to tell me sorry at this time...... When I was like that, I don't know if General Leng ever thought about being sorry for me? If it weren't for Sister Yangyang, would I have been arrested by General Leng now?"

Gu Zhaoyan sneered, she didn't think much of Leng Lingxiao's current apology, although she had space in her hands at that time, but if she really confronted Leng Lingxiao, she would definitely not be able to deal with Leng Lingxiao, if Qin Yangyang didn't stop her, then she must have been arrested at that time and fell into Leng Lingxiao's hands, Gu Zhaoyan thought of what would happen.

When Leng Lingxiao heard Gu Zhaoyan's words, he didn't refute or say anything, he just looked at the ceiling of the roof with scattered eyes, maybe it was because he had already saved the heart to die, so even if Gu Zhaoyan came, he didn't think that he could survive, he had been hospitalized for three months, and his body must be about to reach its limit if he continued like this, so Leng Lingxiao's current behavior was just waiting for death.

Gu Zhaoyan looked at the man who gave up on himself, and felt a little distressed, but he had no choice but to continue to speak coldly.

"Do you know? If it weren't for Sister Yangyang putting the jade I gave her on your body, I'm afraid you would have seen the king of Hades a long time ago, Leng Lingxiao, what kind of shit luck have you taken in your life, you can meet such a good woman as Sister Yangyang, do you understand how much she has done for you?"

This kind of questioning is what Gu Zhaoyan has wanted to ask for a long time, and he has long wanted to ask, does Leng Lingxiao have a heart, if he has a heart, how can he be so cold?

can make a woman change herself for him, can make a woman follow him willingly, can make a woman wake up every day with a worried heart, is there a heart for such a cold Lingxiao?

Leng Lingxiao's eyes lit up when he heard Gu Zhaoyan say Qin Yangyang, and knew that Qin Yangyang might have been here, so he tried hard to lower his head, as if he wanted to see Yangyang's jade, he had been sleeping, so he didn't know that he had such a piece of jade on his body.

Gu Zhaoyan watched from the side, feeling that Qin Yangyang was about to come over, so he didn't say anything, walked directly towards the door, and disappeared into the ward.

Gu Zhaoyan, who went out, greeted the two officers at the door, and when he walked out, he really ran into Qin Yangyang.

It's just that Gu Zhaoyan didn't know that after she was in addition to the ward, Leng Lingxiao, who was lying on the hospital bed, closed her eyes, and tears slipped from the corners of her eyes, and finally dripped on the quilt and disappeared cleanly.

Leng Lingxiao, who was lying on the bed, felt that his heartbeat was getting slower and slower, and it seemed to stop the next moment, but in such a situation, Leng Lingxiao, who closed his eyes, had Qin Yangyang's crying face in his mind......

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